I Had My Heart Ripped Out

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 109 People

    First of all I would like to thank those

    who take the time to read this. It took me all of my willpower to go seek out help for this is an experience I have a hard time talking about. I had been dating my girlfriend for almost 2 years and I had never been in such a happy relationship. She literally was my other half...
    paschall1993 paschall1993
    22-25, M
    Aug 19, 2014

    Texas

    Back in April, I told my husband that I thought we needed to go our separate ways.  And, I met this guy online a little later.  We chatted and then started to talk on the phone.  We became fast friends and soon our relationship grew into something hard to describe...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten
    31-35, F
    11 Responses Oct 3, 2008

    Heart Ripped Out

    I've had it ripped out soooo many times its horrible and I'm hear for anyone who has experienced it too! It's horrible and painful, some people think they can treat others like a toy :(
    EmilyPop28 EmilyPop28
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2013

    Thats' What It Feels Like.

    It  feels like he keeps pulling my, Heart out of my chest.
    angelwithoutwings angelwithoutwings
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 13, 2011

    Then I Snatched It Back!

    I sewed it back in with the thread of my EP friends support. Some of you people are more amazing than my humble words will ever be able to convey. To simply say thank you almost feels insulting.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 31, 2011

    In Love With An Idiot !

    I was in love. Deeply in love.I felt like god had finally answered my prayers.This guy was such a wonderful person, but little did i know he was hiding a lot from me.I guess i can compare the beginning of our relationship to the movie 'Dear John' or 'The Note Book,or one of...
    BrittneyBeauty BrittneyBeauty
    18-21, F
    Feb 3, 2012

    Still Finding Hope

    We were amazing. He was amazing. he was someone that I knew I wanted to be with for the rest of my life, regardless of what anyone said. He made me smile and laugh and for a good long time, I didn't cry which is something that is huge for me. Then he lied and i couldn't trust...
    cutecrazy05 cutecrazy05
    22-25
    1 Response Oct 9, 2011

    Why !

    Why and what causes a person put up with some that isn't there any more. Is it because they are hoping that there ,, might be a srark  and a chance or what.!
    Garfield123456789 Garfield123456789
    46-50, M
    Mar 31, 2011

    Ripped Open

    I stood in front of him as he reached out for my chest. Everything happened so quickly. I felt a sharp pain. I looked down & there was so much blood. I looked at him with so much anger & confusion. His hand was full of blood… MY BLOOD! I looked closer & there in his hand...
    Vix3n Vix3n
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 17, 2010

    Please! Help Me!

    I need an advice! I just dont know to doo! im sad all the time, i try to stop crying but is not that easy for me... I have a crush in a guy name Cristian, he is like me... thats the ****** problem, he was there when i was sad, when my parents were fighting, when I needed...
    dagirl10 dagirl10
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 30, 2011

    All This Time Together Meant Nothing??

    I fell in love with this man. He is handsome, funny, caring, a bit arrogant ( which I like) and intelligent. For the first time in my life I let myself fall deeply and unreservedly in love with someone. I knew I had found love so I let all my walls down.I love the way he chased...
    quicklyfading quicklyfading
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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