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I Had to Do It

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    I Had To Do 'it'

    Life's been more deppressing than it ever was. Stupid life! I have never liked anything about my life. Living and breathing is more like a curse than an oppurtunity. I am sick of everything. I am tired of trying to hang on when I can give up. I am tired of acting like I am all...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 1, 2011

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    Good Bye *******

    I know today Is Fathers Day I know today Was suppose to be a Good Day. But No I tried to be happy and do something Nice For the Family. But My Dad had a Different Plan. He came into The house Bitching about his close being washed. First I am No one's Made, Chef, or Call girl. I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2008

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    Some Things...

    Sometimes things just have to be done. Letting people go, telling people things. Hurting people...ect.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2009

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