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I Had to Do It

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    I Had To Do 'it'

    Life's been more deppressing than it ever was. Stupid life! I have never liked anything about my life. Living and breathing is more like a curse than an oppurtunity. I am sick of everything. I am tired of trying to hang on when I can give up. I am tired of acting like I am all...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 1, 2011

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    I hate doing it, but I finally had to check the

    little box that only allows friends to message me. After about a 3 hour chat with that "extremely" dumb stalker that been's driving people nuts all over EP land. I determined it was time to check the box. I hated doing it, I liked keeping it open to let random people drop me...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 13 Responses Jul 16

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    Good Bye *******

    I know today Is Fathers Day I know today Was suppose to be a Good Day. But No I tried to be happy and do something Nice For the Family. But My Dad had a Different Plan. He came into The house Bitching about his close being washed. First I am No one's Made, Chef, or Call girl. I...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2008

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    I didn't want to but the way things have been

    going it was only a matter of time. I love her and her kids but I can't keep putting us both through the same crap. Now how do I tell an eight year old boy that I am not with his mother anymore? We weren't married but after almost 6 months I had to end the fighting and crying...
    shadowpaw88 shadowpaw88 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    Some Things...

    Sometimes things just have to be done. Letting people go, telling people things. Hurting people...ect.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2009

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