I was a 22. I was married and was scared of getting caught. I completely made a ridiculous version of myself because I had to hide for various practical reasons.
Never taught I would feel things but hey, I lied and I cannot take those things back.
what happens when the lie you told comes back and bites you in the ***...
i cant blame anyone but myself- i was a coward. instead of telling the truth and dealing with the fallout, i lied...
and now i am caught-this sucks ***
i told this lie---i did not think it would be a big deal at the time and i certainly did not think about the effect that it would have on me.
i also did not realize that the only person i was really lying to was myself.