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I Hate Alcoholism

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    The Biggest Problem With People Who Drink

    The biggest problem with people who drink and take drugs is they want to hide behind the affect of the substance! When they wake up they want to say Oh I did not know that it will happen! But they had a clear mind before they did it and also new that things like that happen every...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 3, 2011

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    A Short Story I Wrote For My Best Friend--An Alcoholic

    He's not there A map of the world is spread across our laps. You reach out, tracing a finger down the Pan American Highway. “Look at this Sammy! We drive down through Mexico, then down through Central America, then we can just keep going until we reach the tip of South...
    englandyank englandyank 41-45, F 3 Responses May 27, 2013

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    So Low ..where To Go

    i was reading someones post basically wat they were saying is that alcoholics r weak god that angered me i've just got sober and it's fkn hard i'm craving it every night and i'm so moody around ppl who r drinking my aunty is a chronic alcoholic who now has breast cancer and is...
    emily01 emily01 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 28, 2011

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    To Grow Up Under The Pressure Of Alcoholism!

    Posted March 24th, 2011 at 9:59AM I was born in 1950 In Pretoria South Africa but it was not just a birth like any birth at all! No I was suppose to get delivered in March My mother said she wanted it to happen on her birth date the 8 of March. But unforeseen things cause it to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 24, 2011

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    How Do A Couch Potato Starts En Where!

    Well we mostly all know where they starts from , being the macho man from yesteryear! It's hard to believe that the man of your choice has only one potential and that is to be the following   Being a womanizer. Drunkard. Couch potato...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 19, 2011

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    So part of his plan with being home is taking a

    medication that is supposed to make him I'll when he drinks, any guesses on what he's doing right now? Yup drinking. Last night too, he was hiding it. I still really wish he would go to rehab. Feeling very numb tonight, think for a bit I made the mistake of getting my hopes...
    oversimplification oversimplification 26-30, F May 2

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    Carrie7 Carrie7 51-55, F Nov 9

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    I Hate It !!!

    i was twelve when my dad died. he died because he was an alcoholic and got liver failure. it kills me insede every day. im 16 now.
    SpeakingToTheMoon SpeakingToTheMoon 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2011

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    I Sure Do

    I have delt with Alcoholism my entire life. My mothers brother B and one of her uncles J that I was extremly close too bothe suffered with it.  The problem was it was not just them who suffered it was the whole family.  I remember worrying about them all the time even when I...
    thenewestdaughter thenewestdaughter 36-40, F 11 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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    My mother is an alcoholic.

    She has ruined my family and I. But I will always love her.
    findasilverlining33 findasilverlining33 16-17, F Mar 1

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    It Runs In The Family

    without going into detail i was raised in a alcoholic environment. things were not so bad but it was a emotionally unstable environment and then i chose to follow in those footsteps. luckily i never got a dui or killed anyone when drinking and driving and so far have been able to...
    letsgo2nite letsgo2nite 31-35, M Aug 27, 2011

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    It's Not Up To You

    It's been on my mind to try to figure this thing out, why I am the way I am.... but maybe that's not for me to know right now. When I look back at how everything transpired the past few months, I can now see, it doesn't work if you're trying to change the other person, and it...
    jeezopeets jeezopeets 31-35, F Oct 18, 2012

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    So now that he's detoxed he's supposed to get

    on a medication that will make him vomit if he drinks. He calls me from work to let me know that he'll be purchasing booze tonight before he starts the medication. I can't even measure my disappointment right now there's just so much. I feel like he gives himself pardons to...
    oversimplification oversimplification 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    Definitely Do

    My mother died when I was born and I think my father never got over it... Ever since I can remember he drank a lot... And that usually made him really violent towards me... For example he blamed me for my mums death and on a few occasions decided I didn't deserve to live...
    Roadtrip11 Roadtrip11 13-15, F 1 Response May 27, 2013

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    Shark Bait

    SHARK BAIT Well the next story is a bit more daring, and I would not want anybody to try, and do the same. A friend and I were fishing at St-Lucia on the sand banks for grunter, when we landed up by the estuary mouth. Where we caught quiet a few fish the previous day, at this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 21, 2011

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    My old manager who I just

    so happen to be crazy in love with.... He's a bad alcoholic. Every single night he drinks vodka/water. Well I transferred stores and no longer work with him but I still see him here and there. Today I went to my old store and I can't believe how horrible he looks since I last...
    LetsGetDogWeird LetsGetDogWeird 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    Grew Up With It Most Of My Life

    Everyone in my family has a addictive personality weather it be drugs or alcohol. My parents are both recovering but my uncle still does. He drinks at least an 18 pack of beer a day. So sad. & i know he's not gonna stop & it breaks my moms heart to watch her brother drink him...
    fractalpterodactyl fractalpterodactyl 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2013

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    Alcoholism

    Not a problem if someone has a glass or two.  I hate when people get plastered by it.  Once, twice, three times, okay it passes but then, doesn't a person get fed up getting ill all the time, either after the party is over or the next morning?
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2011

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    I Hate Alcoholism and Alcohol!

    I hate alcohol and alcoholism! Also, I dislike all kind of beers, alcohol, or wine.They are just
    prettygood07 prettygood07 31-35, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2007

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    Broken Up Families!

    Broken up families!When I hear people give up in their marriages and just want to chuck the towel in and give up, the blood in my head just boils. And not that I don’t know anything about it but because I grow up in a broken  family! People who did not sit in a orphan house...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 18, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    The title of this thread, 'I Hate My Alcoholic Husband', is really unhelpful, isn't it? There are times I do hate him, but underneath all the hate for his addiction is love and...
    KatieDarling7 KatieDarling7 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    It is definitely a love/hate relationship with my AH. One moment I see the old him and it fills my heart with joy and some sadness because I miss that him. The next day he may...
    KatieDarling7 KatieDarling7 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    Hatred - I feel like I have so much hatred in me. Here am I back on this app about a year later, looking over my questions I asked about stuff I've written about physical and inner...
    hihijo342 hihijo342 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    i have an older brother who is literally insane and a drug addict ..over the years he's been in and out of psychiatric wards and mental hospitals and rehabs.. since i can remember...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 12

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    I hate life. I hate myself. I just hate everything! I can't take it anymore!! I'm so sick of feeling so alone and depressed. All the pressure from my family is driving me insane...
    MissWallflower MissWallflower 18-21, F 6 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I hate it when people raise their voices in anger or frustration. I'm sure that it all dates back to my childhood, because my Dad yelled all the time. I hated it then, and I still...
    DeviantDante DeviantDante 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    I hate my grandmom too she yells at everything I say and do she hates my mom too just coz we keep silent .... we dont fight back. now we both have to bear her shouting and...
    abhinavah abhinavah 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    I hate this holiday...I have a partner who buys expensive gifts for ungrateful kids who break or lose everything soon after. A gift for the sister-in-law who never buys him...
    sarahstepmom sarahstepmom 36-40, F 56 mins ago

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    My mom is so annoying and she makes me so angry. She's always getting on to me about my weight and she's been doing it a lot for the past few months. I know I'm not hw skinniest...
    uh2behonest uh2behonest 16-17, F 1 Response 36 mins ago

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    Way too many things to hate me!:( Ugly, fat, terribly bad habits, ugly laugh, ugly smile, disgusting hair etc.. UGHH
    imjustmex33 imjustmex33 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    I hate life sometimes. I can never find the right bf who will live me. And my foster family can be hard. I just wish being gay wasn't wrong in life......
    Thatrandommmm Thatrandommmm 13-15, M 2 hrs ago

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    I really don’t like living, I hate my life and I just don’t feel like if I belong in this world. My family thinks I am dumb and that I will never achieve anything in life. I...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I really don’t like living, I hate my life and I just don’t feel like if I belong in this world. My family thinks I am dumb and that I will never achieve anything in life. I...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    I hate being poor... I hate it when I have to save my money for my next week allowance... I hate it when we don't have any television or dvd...I hate it when we have no money to...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I hate how I'm not like every one I hate how I'm fat I hate how I'm not smart I hate how I don't know what to do I hate how I cut and treat people I hate how I'm not wanted...
    Alonzoisgay Alonzoisgay 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 3

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    I hate my heart for being stubborn. I hate my mind for keeping our memories alive. I hate my eyes when they see your face. I hate my ears when they hear your name I hate my voice...
    susieibeth susieibeth 18-21, F Dec 10

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    I am a girl; I am 17 years old. My sister is 19. This long story is mostly about us two. Therefore, please read this carefully and help me get out of this living hell!:( I hate my...
    Miserabelle Miserabelle 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate myself. I hate being so stupid, and not being good at anything. I hate my face, my nose, my cheeks, my lips, and my eyes. I hate my personality, and my laugh. I hate the way...
    Missprincessgabby Missprincessgabby 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I hate him. I'm in pain. I hate being rejected. I hate being told I'm not good enough. I hate being taken advantage of. I hate him. I hate feeling this way, like my head is about...
    classicslove classicslove 26-30, F 11 Responses Dec 2

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    I hate myself I hate my looks I hate my life I hate my body i hate my hair I hate my height I hate my voice I hate my thoughts
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    What a perpetuation of an obsolete higher powering deity, I say to myself most of the time. It's not so much that I hate god, it's that this entity's power or relationship to...
    LDll LDll 18-21, F Nov 24

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    Sometimes I hate everything . This means that I hate my life and everyone else and sometimes even myself. And ironically I hate hating. So then I repeat over and over to myself...
    MentalTravelor MentalTravelor 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    she not even a bad mother. just to me. she just feels like she can control me because im skinny and lanky. she is so nice to my sisters because they look like women they have...
    msworstlife msworstlife 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    Recently, I began dating a guy who my parents absolutely hated. Actually, at the point in time in which my parents hated him, he was barely in my life at all. He and I had become...
    anonymous1129 anonymous1129 18-21 2 Responses Dec 10

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    Dear, boring one. You're a repeated record Hesitating on opportunities Missing life by staring at blank white walls Pondering on words you wish you said Being left out of the...
    crumbling389 crumbling389 18-21, F Dec 12

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    Firstly, I just want to say how pleased I am I found this site, for the last few years I have been feeling like I must be an extremely messed up person to hate one of my step...
    Shimmergirl Shimmergirl 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Firstly, I just want to say how pleased I am I found this site, for the last few years I have been feeling like I must be an extremely messed up person to hate one of my step...
    Shimmergirl Shimmergirl 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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