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I Hate Being a Lesbian

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    Im A Bi G Fat Disgusting Lesbian I Put Burgers Before Me Kids

    I was always in to **** because i liked the cheese then me mum said your putting on weight sucking all them ***** . She said get down on your knees i pulled her knickers down and from that day to this my life has always been ****** up./ lesbians are filth.
    dyke12589 dyke12589 13-15 2 Responses Sep 8, 2012

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    I Hate It

    So I'm a lesbian. And in short, as you can guess, I'm not pleased about it. I really don't like it. I really just wish I could be normal. Well I suppose I'll get grief by saying normal. I wish I was straight. That I could fit more into the steriotyphical society that we live in...
    Arago Arago 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 10, 2011

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    I Hate This!!

    I'm 16 and have known i was gay for 3 years. i was in my first relationship with a girl last year, I thought it wasn't going to be an issue. i loved my girlfriend, wholeheartedly, but being with her destroyed me, i went out every weekend drinking, started to cut myself and burned...
    candg candg 16-17 3 Responses Aug 26, 2010

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    Does It Have To Be So Complicated??

    I'm 27 and have recently come to realize that I am gay. I've not only realized this by falling in love with a straight woman who broke my heart, but I feel even more stupid coming out to people who have known me a long time because I've been married to a man. Realizing I'm gay...
    lezzielinds85 lezzielinds85 26-30 4 Responses Aug 17, 2012

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    This Lesbian Life Is Becoming A Daily Struugle.

    As I get into my late 40's I'm finding that trying to fully accept that I'm a gay woman is harder than ever!  I had that first attraction to women when I was around 9. It wasn't sexual..I was only an innocent kid..but found myself daydreaming about being around beautiful women...
    Mysoulsgoal Mysoulsgoal 46-50, F 8 Responses Mar 22, 2011

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    I Hate Being A Lesbian

    I got into this lesbianism thing late a few years ago. Before then I wasn't really "straight"...I had never actually dated anyone. I had only gone on dates. I met this girl and she interested me and that pushed me into the idea that maybe I was gay and this was the reason I was...
    Lils21 Lils21 26-30 16 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    ?

    I’m single since birth, I can’t say I’m ugly, though I find myself yes, where my colleagues sees the opposite (huh?). The real reason is that I am having an identity crisis and I’m finding myself now and then. I will not continue something I might regret...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 16, 2010

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    Why do you feel this way?

    I have a personal set of reasons (homosexuality is hard in a hereronormative world, it's hard 'finding' potential partners,' people treat you like a weird science project or a trendy topic, we have to go through coming out) that could sum up to make me feel a strong dislike, but...
    lolitabrat lolitabrat 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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    I hate being lesbian

    because my parents are extremely homophobic and i hate i always fall in love with women i can never have. :( :(
    Iloveowl Iloveowl 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I Am Bi. I....

    I am a 25 year old bisexual woman from US. I discovered that I was bi-curious when I was 17. I went out looking for one thing and found another. It took me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I am bi. After one experience with a woman (she was hot, passionate and...
    bisexuallucy bisexuallucy 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    I Hate Being A Lesbian

    I'm 37 years old and have only just been able to admit to myself that I am gay. The problem is all I have ever wanted was a husband and a family. To think that I will never be able to have that breaks my heart. I don't know how to live with this. I don't think the people around...
    dollydoodah dollydoodah 36-40 2 Responses Aug 16, 2012

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    Someone Please Help Me!

    The thing is I think I started liking girls when I saw a music video that had girls kissing (and somehow got interested) so I searched up more on YouTube. Then I really got into it and watched loads of **** videos. I ended up going onto a **** site on my dads work laptop and then...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Sep 29, 2013

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    Double Life

    I hate being different. I haven't been in a true relationship since high school. It was with my best friend, a guy. I stayed with him because I loved him. I still love him, just not like he loves me. That all ended when I went off to college. We have stayed friends he just doesn...
    lara91 lara91 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24, 2013

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    help please my sister is a hard time judger all

    she does it sit on her *** all day and judge me she tells me that i am fat and a lesbatron and that i should burn in hell but she then beats me untill i bleed
    kalimorgan03 kalimorgan03 16-17 5 Responses Mar 21

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    I am comfortable with my sexual orientation in

    terms of knowing nothing is wrong with me, but I can't help but feel I will be alone forever. I work in a field that is predominantly male, and, especially at my current job, I have so much male interest that it is completely ridiculous. I am not even that attractive. Yet it...
    chickiebos chickiebos 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    More Problems

    I don't really hate being lesbian but it would be so much easier if I was straight. Now I have to deal with keeping it a secret to some of my friends and my parents until I'm ready to get 100% out of the closet. That isn't the worst part, the only friend I've told is very...
    unsure1996 unsure1996 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2011

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    It Would Be Better to Not Be Me

    I hate being a Lesbian in my head. I hate that I don't like being a man. I hate that dressing as a woman makes me more at peace with myself. It would be better to not be a woman inside. No lesbian would ever want me and no straigh woman really can either. I am...
    Kris99 Kris99 41-45, F 10 Responses Sep 29, 2009

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    It Will Get Better.

    Hey Girls!Well I understand where every single one of you are coming from. You are not alone. Sexuality, like many things in life can change, depending on the people you meet and the experiences you have. Don't be too harsh on yourself. Be your own best friend--caring, gentle...
    rxcsoccerstar rxcsoccerstar 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 12, 2011

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    Chinese Gay Man Looking For Moc Marriage, Malaysia, Klang

    Hii, Simple intro. about myself. I am a gay man. Age 27. Chinese. Living in Malaysia (state- Selangor). I been thinking about my future a lot. Imagining the family and future that i would like to have. Going out of the closet is definitely not the choice that i will choose. This...
    readfile readfile 26-30 1 Response May 25, 2013

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    I Hate Being A Lesbian But I Can't Stop Myself

    My sex life; my love life; my social life; it's all simple. I've recently come to the conclusion that I hate being lesbian.I'm a small town girl who first realised she was gay when she was 15, and then she didn't come out till she was 17. I moved to a city in hopes of finding...
    Callalaylah Callalaylah 18-21 35 Responses Mar 28, 2011

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    I've been a lesbian for 8 years

    now which is my whole entire dating life. I'm sure somewhere along my young years I developed an insecurity and trust issues with men and fell in love with the nurturing of women. Needless to say 8 years later and so many failed relationships with other women I hate being a...
    Leenalove Leenalove 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 14, 2014

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    I Hate Being A Lesbian

    when I start getting to know a woman, i can't help but be attracted to her. and those feelings make me unhappy. i feel disgusted and scared. i wish it wasn't so much weight to carry. and that my feelings where just a natural part of life like eating or going to the grocery store...
    paqitta3 paqitta3 26-30 3 Responses Jan 25, 2013

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    my sister judges me all the time on how i am

    disgusting its not my fault an then she will beat me and swear at me and call me a fat lesbian and a lesbatron and just yell and scream at me its not my fault and then she told my whole school i was a lesbian and i am really upset please help
    kalimorgan03 kalimorgan03 16-17 1 Response Mar 21

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    My Story

    I always loved Barbies. She was so fabulous, fearless, fashionable and could take on anything. I had a huge house for my barbies fully furnished, lots of other barbies who were friends and neighbors, kellies, a stacy, and only two Kens. They were never in the picture. My...
    mixedtape mixedtape 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22, 2009

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    Hate Being A Lesbian??? Craziness!!!

    In looking at what I went through so that I could live my life as a lesbian which is who I truly believe what I was BORN to be I cannot think of one time when I was leaving my marriage and coming out that I ever had one thought that I hated being a lesbian. I love being a...
    giayesim12 giayesim12 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2013

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    I Hate Myself For Being A Lesbian.

    I knew I was a lesbian at a early age, but didn't really understand all the struggles that came with it. I unintentionally came out when I was 16 when people caught me with a girl at a house party, and rumours spred around like a forest fire. Some of my friends accepted me, many...
    Hayley1591 Hayley1591 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 26, 2012

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    I was ridiculed today

    and I felt bad about who I was from what people called me at a skate park.
    AshleysExperience AshleysExperience 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    Any lesbians or bisexual girls thats got

    blackberry messenger? If so what's your pins. You could message me here if you like:) just looking for a relationship a girl that I could settle with:))
    lilyyyyyyyxxx lilyyyyyyyxxx 18-21, F Mar 8

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