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I Hate Being Alive

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    Alone Is No Way to Live

    i am so sick and tired, burnt out and frustrated over having to do everything alone. i have no family support due to a traumatic family and being in that family did nothing to establish relationships with extended family. today i am not in touch with any extended family and haven...
    tm3245 tm3245 51-55 May 27, 2009

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    Life Is Pointless

    There really is no point to being here, call it a fatalistic ideation, but really being born to die is an oxymoron. It makes no sense and religion makes even less sense of our current state of existence. Put here by an all-loving Deity with a wrathful vengeance towards those who...
    justme8903 justme8903 22-25, F 3 Responses May 30, 2013

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    Whats the point of me being alive

    if all i so is get screamed at for nothing be called a worthless piece of **** get stuck serving my mean *** mother the rest of my life and cant even have any friends i just want the pain to go away
    timeladynat timeladynat 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 12, 2014

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    Feelings

    I hate being alive, I hate feeling feelings of any kind. I just want all feelings to stop, I want to feel nothing, I want to sleep permanently and not have to feel..
    JustVenus JustVenus 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 20, 2013

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    Redundant

    Most people come on sites like these to rant about wanting to take their life cuz its so bad, or some variation of that. But the reason I'm here is because I want go find others who hate being alive, and meander through life waiting to die. I know I'm too much od a coward to...
    distubed07 distubed07 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15, 2010

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    I can not stand being alive

    and aware. I am so angry that I have to deal with being alive and dealing with all the bullshit little tasks that make up life. I love my husband and my family so much that I can't fathom the idea of killing myself and destroying them all. Especially since my husbands best...
    Smilesforscience Smilesforscience 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    I Want To Be Shot In The Head! I Hate Being Alive! To Hell With Life! >:-(

    GRRRR IM SO ANGRY AT STILL BEING ALIVE! im a waste, a burden, a failure, i dont deserve love or respect, i dont deserve life, i should die do you know every single minute i beg and pray for someone to take me hostage with a gun to me head thatd be a dream come true for me, if i...
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 18-21, M Apr 10, 2013

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    No Such Thing As 100%

    Same story as the rest of the posts, except I'm not a kid who just got dumped or a high-schooler trying to make it to graduation. I'm 44 years old and I've hated life since I was 18. I'm NOT afraid of death and have attempted suicide a few times. I've successfully killed myself...
    noneofyourbusinesspal noneofyourbusinesspal 41-45 2 Responses Sep 21, 2012

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    I dislike talking about this sort of thing.

    I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious, regretful, and heavy-of-heart for as long as I can remember. It grew much more somber and grave when I hit adolescence, and it has been with me ever...
    jord4567 jord4567 18-21, M Aug 21, 2014

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    Seriously. I live in a small town,

    I have two friends one is 15 years older and has twin 1 year old boys and has no spare time the other is moving to cairns. I do have a partner of three years but when we fight it's be nice to have a friend to talk to... My mum has all of a sudden decided she wants nothing to do...
    Rachelmarie94 Rachelmarie94 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2014

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    Done

    I am counting down the days and wishing for a future that I don't want. I am shattered and I wish that I could just die without a plan and without using something to kill myself with. Each piece of myself dropping on the ground. I look at my life in tears and wish that I could...
    RavenWolf RavenWolf 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 28, 2012

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    Why Do I Think This Way?

    Im a very unhappy person. I wish I could turn back time and choose differently. I am not sociable and hate being forced to be sociable. I enjoy my space, time alone, my beliefs, and just living in my own thoughts. I loathe having to be someone Im not just because of appearance...
    SEARCHINGME SEARCHINGME 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 19, 2012

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    Why Am I Even Alive?

    everyday is so painful for me. it takes too much energy just to wake up. i have so much to do and just cant seem to get anything done. i f-ing hate being alive. i have so many worries. i cant take it anymore. just got my first car. i thought id be happy after that. but nope, not...
    imallihave imallihave 18-21, F Aug 23, 2011

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    Its really just one ****-storm

    after another. Thats pretty much life summed up. Please let me die. I can't stand being alive anymore. If god was real and had and ******* kind of mercy AT ALL I'd be dead. I hate being alive, I hate it hate it hate it. Someone please kill me. I am such a **** up ALL THE TIME. I...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I'm Just Tired Of It All ~

    I woke up sad today and yesterday and the day before and I'm sick of it. I'm tired of crying, of feeling lonely, of feeling depressed, and of cutting. I'm tired of it all. I don't see the point of living like this. I want my life to end. I want a truck to run me over, killing me...
    lilgiglzz lilgiglzz 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2012

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    I've Always Hated Living

    As a kid, I was the happiest kid in the world, I think. We started moving around a lot after 1st Grade and we moved for the last time right before 6th grade. From 6th grade on I hated life. I didn't know you could consistently hate breathing for 10 years straight. I joined the...
    CyRxJustin CyRxJustin 22-25 2 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    And I've Woken Up...Again :(

    Now I lay me down to sleep I beg the night my life to keep Find I've not died before I wake I'll tempt the day my life to take. 32 years old. So past teen angst. This is **** pointless. Not so much depressed as I am really pissed with being burdened by existence. Suicide is...
    SundaysMourning SundaysMourning 31-35 1 Response Sep 4, 2013

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    There is no point to life.

    Death is inevitable. Get it over with.
    Mirmulnir Mirmulnir 22-25, M Nov 8, 2014

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    I Wish I Were Aborted

    Everyday is another day of depression and suicidal thoughts I lots of crying and doing wreck less things to hurt myself. I really don't know why I'm here I should of never been born. I know that no one cares about me or think of me. I hate how people treat other people. I...
    Mylifeisending Mylifeisending 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 4, 2012

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    I just hate being lied to, to me it's one of the worst things you can do to someone because that means that I or the other person being lied to can't trust you. Here's a little...
    ECESES ECESES 13-15, F Jan 1

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    Honestly, I ******* hate being ignored. I think being ignored is one of the worse feelings. I hate when I message my friends, and they don't answer, and it shows that they actually...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 10

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    sueselala sueselala 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I don't know where to start with this post, especially not if I don't want to be seen as ungrateful or spoiled. Maybe I am, I don't know. I'm ranting because I hate being...
    artist40 artist40 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I really hate being a black female. It's really hard to know whether a guy likes black girls. People always ask if your hair is "real". If you get mad or upset, boys think you're...
    Theconfused1 Theconfused1 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I hate being lied to and i hate lying but it's a tricky paradox since sometimes lying is to protect someone or protect yourself but at the same time it can be morally taxing
    Horse10202 Horse10202 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 4

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    I hate being the youngest and being the second born. I know my parents always got me everything I wanted. But my sister was the first born and she always got her own way her whole...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M Jan 9

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    I hate being lied to or being called a liar . This ****** me off more then anything I can feel my blood pressure raise .
    Wildman43055 Wildman43055 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 11

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    Sometimes I hate being a second wife. I know for a fact that his mother likes his first wife better, she has told me that his first wife is beautiful and I'm ugly. She even...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 8 Responses Jan 14

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    I'm 18 but look like I'm 13. No curves, butt, and boobs are almost nonexistent. I'm 5'8 and weigh 100z I've tried everything to gain weight but it's impossible. It feels like...
    Lalala1996 Lalala1996 18-21 Jan 16

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    I hate being sick ... I hate this life
    regretmyfeelings regretmyfeelings 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I really hate being lied to especially if you're lying to me to protect my feelings. I can handle the truth even if it's something I might not want to hear. I can't handle being...
    jamesmarie09 jamesmarie09 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    I do hate being lied to, I hate fake promises and fake words of affection, I think it's always better to be upfront and tell the truth no matter how much it hurts at the end I...
    Marlenyfl83 Marlenyfl83 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i hate it cause sometimes i think maybe it's a wrong move but i can't contact the person back.. But i won't put too much thought on it, what's done is done and if i'm blocked and...
    breeder18 breeder18 31-35, M 22 hrs ago

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    I hate being a ******* virgin, period. My friends are having sex and I am the only one not having sex. :;
    mynameispaul23 mynameispaul23 18-21, M Jan 4

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    When I tell people I'm single they look surprised. I don't know whether to feel flattered or think wtf is wrong with me then? I hate being single but I'm starting to think it's...
    0justme0 0justme0 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I hate being called fake. Like seriously if you have a problem, Skype me, snapchat me, FaceTime me. I don't give a ****! My Facebook as disabled because some ******* reported me...
    JanaeB0o JanaeB0o 16-17, F Jan 8

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    I hate being judged and have people make their assumptions about me and my life without them knowing me. So frustrating. People look at me and my condition and just assume what...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Damn I hate being a girl right now :/ don't get me wrong I'm not lesbian tho lol
    Hazel216 Hazel216 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Anyone else hate being sick? I actually feel like I'm dying..
    XxHeyyTherexX XxHeyyTherexX 13-15, F 9 Responses Jan 14

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    That funny moment when they lie and you later find out the truth. Wow I hate being lied to but it does give me a nice laugh
    Pinkerlove Pinkerlove 18-21, F Jan 20

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    well I have to accept the fact that I don't know to swallow tablets :( stop laughing please :( that's actually the main reason why I hate being sick :/ tablets atleast I can manage...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Damn I hate being so bored
    xshilx xshilx 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    I absolutely HATE being sick... :( I have thrown up twice today, have not eaten since yesterday and am so weak that I get dizzy when I have to sit up to get out of bed. I can't...
    Curiouslittleone96 Curiouslittleone96 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    What's ******* happened? I'm pretty sure not too long ago being skinny was accepted as a form of beautiful, and I lost a lot of weight to conform to this view. I'm now being...
    BluenetteDiviner BluenetteDiviner 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I hate when some random stranger judges me.. I only need friendship and nothing more than that.. I have a bf and I love him too much.. if you wana cheat your gf/wife then I'm not...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 59 mins ago

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    it really sucks being bored. what sucks even more is even though u have ppl your chatting to it doesnt help cure ur boredom. blahhh!
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    It's not in any way the same as being alone. Being alone is just being isolated. Being lonely is wanting someone near, but you still have no one. I'm tired of feeling alone and...
    SnowyBirdie SnowyBirdie 13-15, M