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I Hate Being Alive

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    Seriously. I live in a small town,

    I have two friends one is 15 years older and has twin 1 year old boys and has no spare time the other is moving to cairns. I do have a partner of three years but when we fight it's be nice to have a friend to talk to... My mum has all of a sudden decided she wants nothing to do...
    Rachelmarie94 Rachelmarie94 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    No Such Thing As 100%

    Same story as the rest of the posts, except I'm not a kid who just got dumped or a high-schooler trying to make it to graduation. I'm 44 years old and I've hated life since I was 18. I'm NOT afraid of death and have attempted suicide a few times. I've successfully killed myself...
    noneofyourbusinesspal noneofyourbusinesspal 41-45 2 Responses Sep 21, 2012

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    Feelings

    I hate being alive, I hate feeling feelings of any kind. I just want all feelings to stop, I want to feel nothing, I want to sleep permanently and not have to feel..
    JustVenus JustVenus 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 20, 2013

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    Its really just one ****-storm

    after another. Thats pretty much life summed up. Please let me die. I can't stand being alive anymore. If god was real and had and ******* kind of mercy AT ALL I'd be dead. I hate being alive, I hate it hate it hate it. Someone please kill me. I am such a **** up ALL THE TIME. I...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Why Am I Even Alive?

    everyday is so painful for me. it takes too much energy just to wake up. i have so much to do and just cant seem to get anything done. i f-ing hate being alive. i have so many worries. i cant take it anymore. just got my first car. i thought id be happy after that. but nope, not...
    imallihave imallihave 18-21, F Aug 23, 2011

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    Whats the point of me being alive

    if all i so is get screamed at for nothing be called a worthless piece of **** get stuck serving my mean *** mother the rest of my life and cant even have any friends i just want the pain to go away
    timeladynat timeladynat 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    Done

    I am counting down the days and wishing for a future that I don't want. I am shattered and I wish that I could just die without a plan and without using something to kill myself with. Each piece of myself dropping on the ground. I look at my life in tears and wish that I could...
    RavenWolf RavenWolf 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 28, 2012

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    I dislike talking about this sort of thing.

    I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious, regretful, and heavy-of-heart for as long as I can remember. It grew much more somber and grave when I hit adolescence, and it has been with me ever...
    jord4567 jord4567 18-21, M Aug 21

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    I Wish I Were Aborted

    Everyday is another day of depression and suicidal thoughts I lots of crying and doing wreck less things to hurt myself. I really don't know why I'm here I should of never been born. I know that no one cares about me or think of me. I hate how people treat other people. I...
    Mylifeisending Mylifeisending 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 4, 2012

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    I'm in my 20ies and I've been chronically

    depressed for the past 10 years. Each morning I wake up and when I look in the mirror I get this feeling like "I hate you, whats the point of breathing anymore" These feelings are so overwhelming it makes functioning impossible. I can't work or finish anything because I'm to...
    AlastorCrona AlastorCrona 22-25, M 2 Responses May 13

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    And I've Woken Up...Again :(

    Now I lay me down to sleep I beg the night my life to keep Find I've not died before I wake I'll tempt the day my life to take. 32 years old. So past teen angst. This is **** pointless. Not so much depressed as I am really pissed with being burdened by existence. Suicide is...
    SundaysMourning SundaysMourning 31-35 1 Response Sep 4, 2013

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    Why Do I Think This Way?

    Im a very unhappy person. I wish I could turn back time and choose differently. I am not sociable and hate being forced to be sociable. I enjoy my space, time alone, my beliefs, and just living in my own thoughts. I loathe having to be someone Im not just because of appearance...
    SEARCHINGME SEARCHINGME 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 19, 2012

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    Alone Is No Way to Live

    i am so sick and tired, burnt out and frustrated over having to do everything alone. i have no family support due to a traumatic family and being in that family did nothing to establish relationships with extended family. today i am not in touch with any extended family and haven...
    tm3245 tm3245 51-55 May 27, 2009

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    I can not stand being alive

    and aware. I am so angry that I have to deal with being alive and dealing with all the bullshit little tasks that make up life. I love my husband and my family so much that I can't fathom the idea of killing myself and destroying them all. Especially since my husbands best...
    Smilesforscience Smilesforscience 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Life Is Pointless

    There really is no point to being here, call it a fatalistic ideation, but really being born to die is an oxymoron. It makes no sense and religion makes even less sense of our current state of existence. Put here by an all-loving Deity with a wrathful vengeance towards those who...
    justme8903 justme8903 22-25, F 2 Responses May 30, 2013

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    I'm Just Tired Of It All ~

    I woke up sad today and yesterday and the day before and I'm sick of it. I'm tired of crying, of feeling lonely, of feeling depressed, and of cutting. I'm tired of it all. I don't see the point of living like this. I want my life to end. I want a truck to run me over, killing me...
    lilgiglzz lilgiglzz 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2012

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    I Want To Be Shot In The Head! I Hate Being Alive! To Hell With Life! >:-(

    GRRRR IM SO ANGRY AT STILL BEING ALIVE! im a waste, a burden, a failure, i dont deserve love or respect, i dont deserve life, i should die do you know every single minute i beg and pray for someone to take me hostage with a gun to me head thatd be a dream come true for me, if i...
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101 18-21, M Apr 10, 2013

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    Redundant

    Most people come on sites like these to rant about wanting to take their life cuz its so bad, or some variation of that. But the reason I'm here is because I want go find others who hate being alive, and meander through life waiting to die. I know I'm too much od a coward to...
    distubed07 distubed07 22-25, F 4 Responses May 15, 2010

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    I've Always Hated Living

    As a kid, I was the happiest kid in the world, I think. We started moving around a lot after 1st Grade and we moved for the last time right before 6th grade. From 6th grade on I hated life. I didn't know you could consistently hate breathing for 10 years straight. I joined the...
    CyRxJustin CyRxJustin 22-25 2 Responses Apr 11, 2011

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    im tired of crying . im tired of cutting myself . im tired of being alive . if i ever actually had a conversation with God in person, I'm pretty sure he'd hate me. If I were God...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's so sad and sickening that we only get 1 life and almost everything of what the quality of that life will be comes from how we are born. I don't understand why i wasn't born as...
    unknow1235 unknow1235 18-21, M Aug 29

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    Okay first off, I'm not homeless poor but I also struggle. I'm still in high school, and I don't have a job at the time being. I feel like expressing myself right now, so if I...
    sapphireveins sapphireveins 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I think its called monophobia. The fear of being alone. I've always just thought that it was normal, that feeling you get when you're alone. I found out recently it wasn't...
    NyBrid NyBrid 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    It gets on my nerves, when I realise that somebody has been keeping in touch with me only because I could be useful. Most of the times I already have this feeling of being used...
    kikinators kikinators 26-30, F Aug 26

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    I'm gay. Last September, I met this guy online a week before he moves to Edinburgh to study abroad for a year. I grew fond of him almost immediately and stayed in touch with him...
    Canonea Canonea 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 30

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    i hate being a twin. Im the ugly one. everyone choses her over me. imagine being IDENTICAL and people chosing her over you . it ****** sucks. hatebeing a twin
    whoami7 whoami7 13-15, F Sep 1

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    I hate the fact i still need to wait 4 years to drive a car. I love the fact that i dont need to work yet. I hate the fact that i have to go to school. I love the fact that i have...
    iTzzMike iTzzMike 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Okay seriously. If your busy tell me!!! I friggin hate being ignored. Like I can't even tell you how much I hate. & especially when it comes to clueless D.A guys. You can't say you...
    ForeverYoung09 ForeverYoung09 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 25

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    I friggin hate being sick. Just started last night with a stuffy nose & today I've been sneezing all day & my throat hurt a little now I keep feeling the urge to sneeze & my throat...
    ForeverYoung09 ForeverYoung09 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    It sux being here alone wit no one to tlk to...hate being alone...just lookn for sumone to make me feel good
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 20

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    Ugh... Have the stomach flu. Came out of NOWHERE last night... Up vomiting all night long, so achey and exhausted this morning. I feel horrible. I really hate being sick! It's...
    Anxiousgirl13 Anxiousgirl13 18-21 2 Responses Aug 16

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    It was a rainy day and I woke up feeling like ****. My tummy was aching like crazy and I was dizzy. I was to weak to even get out of bed. "Muum" I groaned. "Muuuuuumm!!" I couldn't...
    GingaJustice GingaJustice 13-15, M Aug 17

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    I don't hate being an adult, but has anyone realized how fast your days are going by based on when your bills are due? Every week a bill is due, lol.
    MetaKat MetaKat 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Hate being ignored .. I want a sincere one around me always
    kevinmattt kevinmattt 46-50, M Aug 25

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    I hate being nice to little ***** who don't deserve it. *******....
    BrutallyHonest316 BrutallyHonest316 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I hate being skinny. There's nothing more to say about it. My friends are always telling me how I should eat more, but really I eat just as much as any person, or even more! I just...
    xgirlyx xgirlyx 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    Ok so I hate being judged in general. I would be more open about my crossdressing to people I know IRL but I'm afraid to hear there reactions and they would think differently of me...
    Poopoohead17 Poopoohead17 18-21, M Sep 3

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    I love someone, he was once my close friend, we sometimes spend our times together, swimming, bicycling, and many more. Everytime i looked at his face, i just want to say, i love...
    Freimm Freimm 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I hate being sick. Now for some reason, I've been sick (cold, flu) for past two weeks. It's so horrible. I've been few days at work and tried to live my life, but it just doesn't...
    ddaa0 ddaa0 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    I really hate being tickled.... I get violent. I literally have hurt people for tickling me. Not on purpose! But if you tickle me expect my physical reaction to be a punch, a kick...
    dazikame79 dazikame79 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have had tons of disgruntled men threaten rule me out as fake from the simple fact I limit my conversations and exchanges here, pixellate my eyes and have absolutely no wish to...
    Dfletch Dfletch 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Was there today for five hours. My uncles doing worse than yesterday. He has a temperature, they now have to suction his lungs out periodically because the tubes for draining aren...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    Alive and breathing Tribe member?
    screwyiusandi screwyiusandi 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I hate it, and i know this sounds crazy, but i hate missing school and staying in bed, almost more than i hate the actual symptoms. Dad told me this morning i wasn't allowed to go...
    bridgetdarcy998 bridgetdarcy998 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I hate the fact that I'm turning into what I hate. I hated pervs and I became one, I hate cheaters yet I became one, I hated mean people yet I became one, and I hate people who...
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M Aug 29

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    I see so many comments about how so many people stereotype and hate Americans based on our movies, tv shows and even worse our government... I.e. "way to go you arrogant americans...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate always finishing last and being used I guess it's my own fault cuz I can't say no or be mean I can be honest but I can't be the complete jerk who takes advantage of whoever...
    Waqasauce01 Waqasauce01 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Before I start, please know I try to do all I can to be a great mom to my SD. I am involved with her school/ activities, homework, I take her places, make her meals, buy her...
    MargeSimpson31 MargeSimpson31 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 29

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    I am 38 weeks +3 days now. This whole pregnancy pretty much has beena nightmare come true. I never wanted another child. I sure as hell do not want to experience labor again but...
    dollhex dollhex 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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