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I Hate Being Alone With My Feelings

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    I set alone in my room most of the day with

    lights off...its daily ritual of me when I get mad,sad,lonely,,i just smack the door,,and just cave in my room I hold the phone and look thro my list,who would I CALL..who would listen to me with full attention who woould really do that?! it's not that i don't have ppl who love...
    justme26 justme26 26-30, F Jan 13, 2014

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