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I Hate Being Alone With My Thoughts

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    I started dating this kid who's really nice

    and good to me. We didn't have sex until a week after he asked me to be his gf . Let's just say I was very disappointed with the sex, now I'm kinda turned off . I thought I was doing the right thing by waiting, but now I'm stuck with someone that I'm turned off intimately with...
    leaom22 leaom22 22-25, F Oct 12, 2014

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    master338 master338 22-25, M Jun 17

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    My Medicine.

    Lately, my girlfriend and I have been going through some problems. Not between ourselves, but the world. Her mother does not like me, and has taken away any means of communication from my girlfriend, and moved her 239 miles away from me. I suffer from Anxiety, and without her I...
    nofaithinman nofaithinman 18-21, M Jan 30, 2013

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    especially these past few days.

    its getting to be too much.
    AriesRain AriesRain 16-17, F Aug 7

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    It isnt that I have bad thoughts,

    its just that I think about to much when im alone. And start worrying about meaningless things.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 18, 2014

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    Being Alone Sucks

    I wake up at like 6. Dads already gone to work, mom and brother are still asleep, leaving me downstairs ...... Alone. Me by myself with my thoughts. I could have happy thoughts one moment ..... Then it could change to crappy thoughts..... Then that could quickly change into...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2008

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    One thought that I get often is

    why do I not cry as earlier .?Am I becoming hardened or is it due to age?I think I believed in people more when I was younger .I still do but I have second thoughts too.
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    My Mind Is Stuck On Repeat.

    Well it's 4am again. Surprise I am terrified to put my phone/computer down or turn the tv off, if only someone would talk me to sleep. I have these horrible feelings of guilt I can't control but lately I can't stop replaying this horrible image from my head. It was only a few...
    MissMay06 MissMay06 22-25 Nov 26, 2013

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    This is the worst for me.

    That's when I think of every horrible thing I've been trying to forget my whole life. I love when people can make me forget about these horrible things.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Dec 16, 2014

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    Hollow Shell

    I hate being alone. Whenever i am my mind wanders, and not to the usual 'happy place' as some people call it, but to every mistake and failure I have ever made. It eats away at my soul , taking a little peice of my happiness as it goes. If I'm left alone too long i become a...
    CyanideKisses CyanideKisses 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    .....

    I live in a four bedroom house alll alone. I turn my music up so I don't get to deep in tought. I think that is pretty much the only thing that saves me some days.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    I Don't Want To Think Something Bad

    I have spent a lot of my young years alone. It lead me to be a bitter sad person with bad intentions. I use to self harm and think the worst of myself. Well, I have done a complete turn around on those actions and feelings. However I still have a small bad thought when I spend to...
    Tara277 Tara277 26-30, F Nov 19, 2012

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    It's like all the things you repress thinking

    bout throughout the day come rushing in when you're alone and it is just too much to handle and start feeling low because everything is not so great in my head and it drives me crazy
    qeust24 qeust24 22-25, M Jun 11

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    It Drives Me Insane

    I need something to preoccupy my brain. I can't stand just sitting there alone with my thoughts. I'm not one for watching tv but if it can stop me from thinking too much then I do it. When I'm alone my mind starts to wander into very bad places. I start to think of the negative...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2009

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    New Years Eve

    people say demons walk the earth on halloween, i say they are wrong.... true demons the ones that possess power to hurt us walk the earth around new years eve. i lay here in the dark my december playing and they swing at me.... for 25 seconds i forget my age and believe that next...
    sashafierce sashafierce 31-35 1 Response Jan 2, 2009

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    On The Trail

    I ride and race mountain bikes. To train for this requires that I spend a long time riding my bike on an often deserted trail. When I am totally alone at home , I usually listen to music while doing homework and when I'm done I watch TV or play videogames. When I'm on a bicycle 5...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 12, 2012

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    I honestly hate my thoughts sometimes more

    than anything in this world and wish there was something I could do to get rid of them. I can go through a normal day and some annoying random thought can go through my head. I honestly wish my thoughts would leave me the **** alone because sometimes they can be extremely...
    michael198121 michael198121 26-30 Sep 10, 2014

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    As much as I hate being alone with my thoughts,

    I'm terrified to talk about certain things. I don't want to scare people away. I have certain people in my life that I trust, but I'm terrified of having them drop me once they hear the f*cked up thoughts in my head. I just don't know what to do anymore...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    My Tornado Brain

    My mind depresses me far too often. I am much more negative than I am positive. Even though I am very successful and driven to achieve, I am very hard on myself so I never get to appreciate it. Its so difficult because my thoughts on my failures and past never stop. Being with...
    shesokay shesokay 18-21 May 17, 2012

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    How do you run away from the things

    that are in your head?
    sunshineh13 sunshineh13 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    Think

    Me, generally, I'm an extremely happy person! I'm always smiling and loving and enjoying my life. I love life, it's amazing. I love being around people and people love being around me so it works out. But when I am left alone, especially at night. I don't know something comes...
    coolkitten1 coolkitten1 13-15 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    I don't mind being alone,

    I just hate not being able to distract myself. It never ends well for me mentally if i am left with them.
    rhoswenv rhoswenv 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Without my thoughts I don't exist,

    I have many, but but don't talk about. Them.
    gerold60 gerold60 56-60, M Aug 14

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    It's an oxymoron in itself but I always feel this way, that's why internet friends are sort of cool, I'm alone technically, but never lonely
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    we go to Hawaii once a year to a condo that is like 50 feet from the water. I like to go out late at night and listen to the ocean and see the ocean in the moon light. It is the...
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    I hate having to do everything on my own. I hate having to ask friends to help me move. I hate never having a plus one to weddings or a date to the company Christmas party. I...
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    My head hurts so baddd. I hate being sick 😭😷
    Crazyxxgirl Crazyxxgirl 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Being unattractive just plain sucks. Sure personality contributes but you cant bang a scarecrow can you? Its sort of demeaning in a way,society doesnt like you.You begin to think...
    thementalyst thementalyst 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    But the women looking hate being committed all the time so good grief!
    poiemajeremiah poiemajeremiah 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    One of my biggest fears is being alone. Because when I'm alone I have to listen to what's going on inside me head, that scares me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate myself. I hate being me. There's nothing good about being me. I wish I was dead. I can't wait till I die.
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F Aug 27

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    man I hate being judged by people I did 17 years in prison just to get out to go back to do 15 more months in prison I mean I got locked out when I was 15 for assault kidnapping...
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    if you hate being lied to then why are you so upset when you hear the truth ?
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    I'm having a hard time adjusting back into the 'norm' of having ss14 and ss17 being back home w/us after having a much needed break for abt 5-6 days. I feel so depressed that it...
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    I used to, now there isn't any more feeling of rage, anxiousness or even hate. Perhaps I'm so accustomed to it, sometimes even countless lies within a day, or mainly because I know...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I really miss being intimate with someone I care for :(
    Enditall515 Enditall515 18-21, M Aug 24

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    I Hate being around negative people. Maybe it is because I am from Africa and those "big problems" you have is nothing compared to what you should be THANKFULL for!! Ungratefull...
    VuurenMickey VuurenMickey 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    i hate being shy because like, everyone thinks your arrogant and they think that you think you are better than them so that's why you never make eye contact and only talk freely...
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    I can't stand the negative energy. it brings everyone down! I hate being around negative people!
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