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I Hate Being Alone With My Thoughts

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    Hollow Shell

    I hate being alone. Whenever i am my mind wanders, and not to the usual 'happy place' as some people call it, but to every mistake and failure I have ever made. It eats away at my soul , taking a little peice of my happiness as it goes. If I'm left alone too long i become a...
    CyanideKisses CyanideKisses 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    Even More Confounded Confusion

    I posted this on my blog, but I also felt I should post it here for those that may never find and read my blog. YOU are not alone. Whats next? Nothing lasts, everything passes. In all things the words ring, this too shall pass. Things happen during a lifetime. Some bring pain...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 2 Responses May 30, 2012

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    I Don't Want To Think Something Bad

    I have spent a lot of my young years alone. It lead me to be a bitter sad person with bad intentions. I use to self harm and think the worst of myself. Well, I have done a complete turn around on those actions and feelings. However I still have a small bad thought when I spend to...
    Tara277 Tara277 26-30, F Nov 19, 2012

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    On The Trail

    I ride and race mountain bikes. To train for this requires that I spend a long time riding my bike on an often deserted trail. When I am totally alone at home , I usually listen to music while doing homework and when I'm done I watch TV or play videogames. When I'm on a bicycle 5...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 12, 2012

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    Alone Could Be The Only Way

    Sometimes being alone with thought leads you into a deep chasm that leads to only more thought. I've had an unsettling thought recently that has left me in just such a place. It's a lonely place. A deep hole with vast caves and dark tunnels that seem to lead in many directions...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    Think

    Me, generally, I'm an extremely happy person! I'm always smiling and loving and enjoying my life. I love life, it's amazing. I love being around people and people love being around me so it works out. But when I am left alone, especially at night. I don't know something comes...
    coolkitten1 coolkitten1 13-15 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    New Years Eve

    people say demons walk the earth on halloween, i say they are wrong.... true demons the ones that possess power to hurt us walk the earth around new years eve. i lay here in the dark my december playing and they swing at me.... for 25 seconds i forget my age and believe that next...
    sashafierce sashafierce 31-35 1 Response Jan 2, 2009

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    Lonely And Alone

    Was sitting alone again on the porch last evening enjoying the warmth at the end of the day and a lingering thought returned to my mind. I will die lonely and alone... Was mowing the huge lawn before the rain came today. While I rode around looking at the half kept flower...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    My Mind Is Stuck On Repeat.

    Well it's 4am again. Surprise I am terrified to put my phone/computer down or turn the tv off, if only someone would talk me to sleep. I have these horrible feelings of guilt I can't control but lately I can't stop replaying this horrible image from my head. It was only a few...
    MissMay06 MissMay06 22-25 Nov 26, 2013

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    Being Alone Sucks

    I wake up at like 6. Dads already gone to work, mom and brother are still asleep, leaving me downstairs ...... Alone. Me by myself with my thoughts. I could have happy thoughts one moment ..... Then it could change to crappy thoughts..... Then that could quickly change into...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2008

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    But There Is Some Humor

    I'm a thinker. I like to learn and then I like to think about what I learn to decide for myself how to deal with different things. Well, being alone there is no way to bounce ideas off of someone to see if they sound right or even get a different perspective from someone else...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M Mar 29, 2011

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    Confusion

    When alone with my thoughts they wonder. I can start out thinking of a list of some hardware for repairs, then end up with thoughts of remodeling a room to make a loving wife happy. I can go from the thoughts of making a list of flower seeds to make the lawn look nice, to the...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 2 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    It Drives Me Insane

    I need something to preoccupy my brain. I can't stand just sitting there alone with my thoughts. I'm not one for watching tv but if it can stop me from thinking too much then I do it. When I'm alone my mind starts to wander into very bad places. I start to think of the negative...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2009

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    My Tornado Brain

    My mind depresses me far too often. I am much more negative than I am positive. Even though I am very successful and driven to achieve, I am very hard on myself so I never get to appreciate it. Its so difficult because my thoughts on my failures and past never stop. Being with...
    shesokay shesokay 18-21 May 17, 2012

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    My Medicine.

    Lately, my girlfriend and I have been going through some problems. Not between ourselves, but the world. Her mother does not like me, and has taken away any means of communication from my girlfriend, and moved her 239 miles away from me. I suffer from Anxiety, and without her I...
    nofaithinman nofaithinman 18-21, M Jan 30, 2013

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    .....

    I live in a four bedroom house alll alone. I turn my music up so I don't get to deep in tought. I think that is pretty much the only thing that saves me some days.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    I Dont Like Being Alone, It's A Part Of Time That Lets My Brain Wonder.. It Brings Me Down Sometimes. I Just Need Someone In The House Or Somewhere With Me So I Can Focus On A...
    KateMost KateMost 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I don't really know if its the idea of not having anyone care about you or just the fact that there isn't anyone around you can turn to when you need a shoulder in a single moment...
    GvKr GvKr 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    I m just down DOWN i feel like im nothing :( am alone all the time hangin out alone go to coffes alone :( need a sincere company
    typic1990 typic1990 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    I just hate the feeling of when I'm with a friend or someone I care about and they have to leave for any reason...I start to feel very heartbroken, though I don't show it on the...
    SarahBear907 SarahBear907 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    It always seem like I'm alone, I always have a feeling of loneliness hovering over me and I don't know why.
    dontfeartheripper dontfeartheripper 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I hate watching all of these happy couples around me. Don't I deserve to be happy too? What have I done that makes me deserve this pit of loneliness. I try so hard, and no one...
    lostandlonleysoul lostandlonleysoul 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    They say you have to love yourself and being alone with yourself before you can truly appreciate life and love other people. I have been stuck in an unhappy relationship for two...
    narwhal92 narwhal92 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Hello everyone, I'm quite new to this but I'm just going to start to write a story about myself. I think it's going to be quite long. And it's only one aspect of me of many- I have...
    Taurini Taurini 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    If you can't trust your own opinion who can you trust:P I'm alone with my thoughts so much and it's a relief
    noahjoah123 noahjoah123 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I hate being in pain... It makes me feel sad and alone. I have poor tolerance in pain... And I hate it even more... When I am sick and weak, I just think that physical pain is just...
    graceyflux graceyflux 26-30, F Mar 29

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    It's been a tough week so far. I just want to be left alone with my thoughts today.. 😒
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    Supposedly I have a significant other but I feel more alone when he's around. We have nothing in common but the kids. He is rarely here and when he is, we're in separate rooms. We...
    SingleLizAgain SingleLizAgain 41-45, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know it's wrong to hate who I am. God made me this way for a reason. But I hate being female. It doesn't feel right. I can't relate to other girls. I mean, I can relate to girls...
    RuthieAnja RuthieAnja 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I feel stupid for trying to seek out other people who could tolerate me, but I miss the sense of companionship. Lately, I kind of need it. It sucks being used to being alone, then...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 Apr 4

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    Okay time for a rant. I honestly hate being tall. People constantly asking "How tall are you?", "How's the weather up there.", "Hey, come help me reach this!" and many more! People...
    jasonpw jasonpw 16-17, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    There are many times during my life where I've done things, gone places, spent hours, with people at times when I'd rather have not. Back during these times I think there was a...
    EnglishGentleman1984 EnglishGentleman1984 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    My parents sometimes have these little outbursts for no reason and sometimes I get the blame for said outbursts even though I didn't do anything wrong. The only times i've...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Mar 28

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    All my friends end up leaving me and finding new ones . All the guys that say they care about me don't. My family doesn't understand me. I'm so afraid of being alone but I already...
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Being alone has is so miserable at times. I just relieve myself to feel better
    magellan81 magellan81 31-35, M Mar 28

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    I enjoy being alone but sometimes I want company but, there's never the type of people I want to be around cause they're all stuck up and stupid and doing stupid stuff and looking...
    Loveisupsetting Loveisupsetting 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I don't even know why? Im ok with being alone I even needed at times a break from people,but after a while of not talking to the people im close to or care about I start to get...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F Apr 5

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    Well, I hate being the youngest eldest one in our family. I'm almost 20 years old, and my family still treats me as if I'm 15 years old. Like for instance, my cousin had thrown a...
    CharleeLuv CharleeLuv 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I hate being mad at other people and my self. When I get mad I get really confused because I don't want to be mad at someone and it doesn't make sense to be mad at nothing or no...
    Potter66 Potter66 16-17, F Apr 7

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    I hate being me. My husband died of ALS, Lou Gherigs disease, and has been rotting in the ground for almost 3 years. He abused me and didn't help me in my hour of need. I now have...
    justmealaone justmealaone 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    Is it just me or are loads of (young) people just signing up to attack what you wrote just for the fun of it?? Some haven't even read through the whole story and based their...
    makingimpossiblepossible makingimpossiblepossible 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I feel like every one is using me for something I hate being used
    nadirah96 nadirah96 16-17, F Mar 26

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    I really do hate being judge by people but somehow I always end up not caring about it or even pay attention about it since I don't wake up everyday to please everyone nor look...
    Acesha16 Acesha16 18-21, F Mar 31

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    It is tough for me because as much as I hate being in crowded places and surrounded by too many people, I really do love going to concerts.. More crowded it can't really get, right...
    Ortolan Ortolan 26-30, F Mar 31

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    I hate being sick I can never do anything
    amarie0710 amarie0710 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I hate being so tall. Most of my friends my age are shorter and I look like a giant. I have only two older friends who are taller and they are male! So that doesn't really count
    Diana14R Diana14R 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Me and my boyfriend were going through a rough patch and I missed him a lot. Most people say young people cant be in love and most of the time I agree but I love this guy to bits...
    courtneytaylor courtneytaylor 13-15, F Apr 5

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