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I Hate Being Alone With My Thoughts

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    New Years Eve

    people say demons walk the earth on halloween, i say they are wrong.... true demons the ones that possess power to hurt us walk the earth around new years eve. i lay here in the dark my december playing and they swing at me.... for 25 seconds i forget my age and believe that next...
    sashafierce sashafierce 31-35 1 Response Jan 2, 2009

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    I live in a four bedroom house alll alone. I turn my music up so I don't get to deep in tought. I think that is pretty much the only thing that saves me some days.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 30, 2009

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    Lonely And Alone

    Was sitting alone again on the porch last evening enjoying the warmth at the end of the day and a lingering thought returned to my mind. I will die lonely and alone... Was mowing the huge lawn before the rain came today. While I rode around looking at the half kept flower...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 23, 2012

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    My Tornado Brain

    My mind depresses me far too often. I am much more negative than I am positive. Even though I am very successful and driven to achieve, I am very hard on myself so I never get to appreciate it. Its so difficult because my thoughts on my failures and past never stop. Being with...
    shesokay shesokay 18-21 May 17, 2012

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    Confusion

    When alone with my thoughts they wonder. I can start out thinking of a list of some hardware for repairs, then end up with thoughts of remodeling a room to make a loving wife happy. I can go from the thoughts of making a list of flower seeds to make the lawn look nice, to the...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 2 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    It Drives Me Insane

    I need something to preoccupy my brain. I can't stand just sitting there alone with my thoughts. I'm not one for watching tv but if it can stop me from thinking too much then I do it. When I'm alone my mind starts to wander into very bad places. I start to think of the negative...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 21, 2009

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    The Emotional Ones Anyway

    I think A LOT. Possibly too much, about everything. I am very much alone with these thoughts, and most of them are not interesting to others. I can live with that, but the thoughts I have when my relationship is out of balance, is like liquid fire in my mind, and I can only get...
    SwanHunter SwanHunter 31-35, M Aug 16, 2013

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    Hollow Shell

    I hate being alone. Whenever i am my mind wanders, and not to the usual 'happy place' as some people call it, but to every mistake and failure I have ever made. It eats away at my soul , taking a little peice of my happiness as it goes. If I'm left alone too long i become a...
    CyanideKisses CyanideKisses 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    Alone Could Be The Only Way

    Sometimes being alone with thought leads you into a deep chasm that leads to only more thought. I've had an unsettling thought recently that has left me in just such a place. It's a lonely place. A deep hole with vast caves and dark tunnels that seem to lead in many directions...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 2 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    Being Alone Sucks

    I wake up at like 6. Dads already gone to work, mom and brother are still asleep, leaving me downstairs ...... Alone. Me by myself with my thoughts. I could have happy thoughts one moment ..... Then it could change to crappy thoughts..... Then that could quickly change into...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2008

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    I honestly hate my thoughts sometimes more

    than anything in this world and wish there was something I could do to get rid of them. I can go through a normal day and some annoying random thought can go through my head. I honestly wish my thoughts would leave me the **** alone because sometimes they can be extremely...
    michael198121 michael198121 26-30 Sep 10

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    My Mind Is Stuck On Repeat.

    Well it's 4am again. Surprise I am terrified to put my phone/computer down or turn the tv off, if only someone would talk me to sleep. I have these horrible feelings of guilt I can't control but lately I can't stop replaying this horrible image from my head. It was only a few...
    MissMay06 MissMay06 22-25 Nov 26, 2013

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    I Don't Want To Think Something Bad

    I have spent a lot of my young years alone. It lead me to be a bitter sad person with bad intentions. I use to self harm and think the worst of myself. Well, I have done a complete turn around on those actions and feelings. However I still have a small bad thought when I spend to...
    Tara277 Tara277 26-30, F Nov 19, 2012

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    Think

    Me, generally, I'm an extremely happy person! I'm always smiling and loving and enjoying my life. I love life, it's amazing. I love being around people and people love being around me so it works out. But when I am left alone, especially at night. I don't know something comes...
    coolkitten1 coolkitten1 13-15 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    My Medicine.

    Lately, my girlfriend and I have been going through some problems. Not between ourselves, but the world. Her mother does not like me, and has taken away any means of communication from my girlfriend, and moved her 239 miles away from me. I suffer from Anxiety, and without her I...
    nofaithinman nofaithinman 18-21, M Jan 30, 2013

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    On The Trail

    I ride and race mountain bikes. To train for this requires that I spend a long time riding my bike on an often deserted trail. When I am totally alone at home , I usually listen to music while doing homework and when I'm done I watch TV or play videogames. When I'm on a bicycle 5...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 12, 2012

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    But There Is Some Humor

    I'm a thinker. I like to learn and then I like to think about what I learn to decide for myself how to deal with different things. Well, being alone there is no way to bounce ideas off of someone to see if they sound right or even get a different perspective from someone else...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M Mar 29, 2011

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    Even More Confounded Confusion

    I posted this on my blog, but I also felt I should post it here for those that may never find and read my blog. YOU are not alone. Whats next? Nothing lasts, everything passes. In all things the words ring, this too shall pass. Things happen during a lifetime. Some bring pain...
    oldfarmguy oldfarmguy 56-60, M 2 Responses May 30, 2012

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    It sux being here alone wit no one to tlk to...hate being alone...just lookn for sumone to make me feel good
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    I've always hated it since I was a kid being alone even though publicly I like to have somebody with me but be independent aswell even though I'm shy I always like to be around...
    Cloclo1234 Cloclo1234 13-15, F Aug 27

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    It's like there's an empty hole in my body waiting to be filled in order to carry on through life. Most of the time that hole is being filled with my ex boyfriend. Terrible, I know...
    Ashleyjoan Ashleyjoan 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I'm fifteen and have never had a real boyfriend. It drives me crazy. It sucks to see most of your friends dating and no matter what you try you are still alone. Always alone.
    SalemKat SalemKat 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Can someone give me a hug?
    GalaxyJumper GalaxyJumper 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I have tons of friends and when I'm at school, I never feel alone. I also have my own group of real friends that I have been hanging with for almost a year. One of them was a...
    acitythatneverwakesup acitythatneverwakesup 13-15, F 20 mins ago

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    People often ask me what I am gonna do over the weekend and I hate this stupid question. It is because I don’t know! I don’t make lots of plans to spend the entire weekend...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    University is both an amazing an incredibly scary place. It's a place where everyone questions themselves yet accepts everyone around them, which can make you feel very alone at...
    AlliterationAnonymous AlliterationAnonymous 18-21, F Aug 28

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    I'm gay. Last September, I met this guy online a week before he moves to Edinburgh to study abroad for a year. I grew fond of him almost immediately and stayed in touch with him...
    Canonea Canonea 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 30

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    i like being alone but i hate feeling alone i wish people would text me more so it felt like someone is thinking of me or misses me
    justashyguy87 justashyguy87 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    It's a bit of a mixed situation. I love being alone, like in college, not many people bother me and I get to burry myself in music and books but I want to make conversation with...
    teebagg teebagg 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I dislike talking about this sort of thing. I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious...
    jord4567 jord4567 18-21, M Aug 21

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    I love being alone. I enjoy the peace and quiet. I enjoy being able to think without someone assuming I'm doing "nothing" and thinking it is okay to interrupt me. Most of all, I...
    ghostofacheerfulowl ghostofacheerfulowl 36-40, F Aug 25

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    Somehow it always comes as a surprise to me that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I have to be. This is the life I chose. It's what suits me the best. It's what I...
    stashd stashd 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    i hate being a twin. Im the ugly one. everyone choses her over me. imagine being IDENTICAL and people chosing her over you . it ****** sucks. hatebeing a twin
    whoami7 whoami7 13-15, F Sep 1

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    It gets on my nerves, when I realise that somebody has been keeping in touch with me only because I could be useful. Most of the times I already have this feeling of being used...
    kikinators kikinators 26-30, F Aug 26

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    The title says it all. Being alone sometimes is ok but not allways
    cjjb55 cjjb55 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I don't know if I have a problem with being alone or lonely? I think lonely. Because I love being by myself and reading or drawing or doing the weird art things I love to do. Sigh...
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F Sep 2

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    I hate the fact i still need to wait 4 years to drive a car. I love the fact that i dont need to work yet. I hate the fact that i have to go to school. I love the fact that i have...
    iTzzMike iTzzMike 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    I have this spot in the woods that no one knows I like going there and being alone. Xx
    EmmaWilliamss EmmaWilliamss 18-21, F Sep 12

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    Sure sometimes I like just being alone but at certain times I just feel like another person is just what I need
    MidNightSightX MidNightSightX 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Okay seriously. If your busy tell me!!! I friggin hate being ignored. Like I can't even tell you how much I hate. & especially when it comes to clueless D.A guys. You can't say you...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 25

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    I Love Being Alone. Meaning no bf, is a warm feelings for me. Even if you're living with a gentle kind roommate. Loneliness does not despair the emptiness inside me. I'm a...
    DiscoNight1970s DiscoNight1970s 46-50, F Aug 26

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    I don't hate being an adult, but has anyone realized how fast your days are going by based on when your bills are due? Every week a bill is due, lol.
    MetaKat MetaKat 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Hate being ignored .. I want a sincere one around me always
    kevinmattt kevinmattt 46-50, M Aug 25

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    I hate being nice to little ***** who don't deserve it. *******....
    BrutallyHonest316 BrutallyHonest316 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I hate being skinny. There's nothing more to say about it. My friends are always telling me how I should eat more, but really I eat just as much as any person, or even more! I just...
    xgirlyx xgirlyx 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    Ok so I hate being judged in general. I would be more open about my crossdressing to people I know IRL but I'm afraid to hear there reactions and they would think differently of me...
    Poopoohead17 Poopoohead17 18-21, M Sep 3

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    I love someone, he was once my close friend, we sometimes spend our times together, swimming, bicycling, and many more. Everytime i looked at his face, i just want to say, i love...
    Freimm Freimm 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I hate being sick. Now for some reason, I've been sick (cold, flu) for past two weeks. It's so horrible. I've been few days at work and tried to live my life, but it just doesn't...
    ddaa0 ddaa0 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    I really hate being tickled.... I get violent. I literally have hurt people for tickling me. Not on purpose! But if you tickle me expect my physical reaction to be a punch, a kick...
    dazikame79 dazikame79 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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