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I Hate Being Alone

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    I hate watching all of these happy couples

    around me. Don't I deserve to be happy too? What have I done that makes me deserve this pit of loneliness. I try so hard, and no one cares.
    lostandlonleysoul lostandlonleysoul 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    I hate feeling alone.

    I try so hard to make new friends, and I am incapable. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. My best friend and I are slowly drifting apart and it kills me. I don't know what else I can do, but I hate feeling worthless.
    gilliand17 gilliand17 16-17, F 2 Responses May 7, 2014

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    Moonlightwolf6 Moonlightwolf6 13-15, F Aug 14, 2014

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    I must be the only introvert

    who hates being alone. Because no one hates me more that I hate myself.
    solidactyl solidactyl 18-21 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Lovechriscornell Lovechriscornell 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    Sigh... I'm alone tonight.

    .. Haven't felt like this in awhile.... Can someone tell a joke or something???!!!!
    IloveLife14 IloveLife14 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2014

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    I don't care how much you'd say you want to

    left alone I'd rather be with someone than alone by far
    Chewbacca47 Chewbacca47 16-17, M Dec 9, 2014

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    Colucas Colucas 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    Is it bad when your heart constantly aches

    and that's all you feel. Not happiness, love, and anything else. Just painful, empty aches.
    seanlayton211 seanlayton211 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    When I turned 9 I started to name my cuts

    and scars. I used to talk to them about what I was going through, and the sorrow I was feeling... One is a cut along the top of my thigh, that's Andy the grid pattern of cuts on my shoulder I call emelia. a cut that runs up my right bicep I names Captain Edelweiss. and when I...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 25

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    I Think Ive Figured Out Why....

    its not that i dont like being by myself... its just the implications of being alone.... i was directed to a website on Borderline Personality Disorder by one of my therapist people. it puts my feelings into words better than i could. also makes me sound like a complete crazy...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 6, 2008

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    I m just down DOWN i feel like im nothing :( am

    alone all the time hangin out alone go to coffes alone :( need a sincere company
    typic1990 typic1990 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 10, 2014

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    Darkness

    I need to have contact with people. Too much time alone and I start thinking dark things, mostly about myself. No, not suicidal, or homicidal, but still dark. It feeds a loop, I think dark things, they make me sad and feel lonely, I feel lonely and think dark things. I'm always...
    St0rmDancer St0rmDancer 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 5, 2013

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    Gwall1234 Gwall1234 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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    What do you do when your home alone all day?

    Any ideas? I battle with depression and am trying my best to stay positive :/ but I'm running out of things to do. I need ya'll
    jembaby07 jembaby07 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I feel like I've worn out talking to my current

    friends about my problems but I have nowhere to go to and I try not to do it often. I always stress them out after a point and they leave after insisting it was okay. So I feel alone in times like this. When I feel sad or I just got out of an argument with someone. Or angry...
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F Oct 26, 2014

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    GalaxyJumper GalaxyJumper 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 25, 2014

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    Being Alone Is Definitely Not Healthy For Me

    I have been alone for many years. I am now 41 and I can never look back and say those were the best years of my life. It's very sad even when I was married, I was not happily married. My love life has been nonexistent and for many years DEAD. I was even celebate for many years. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 20, 2012

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    People always talk to me then they leave me- I

    attract em then after a while I'm nothing to them they just dump me- I hate it and I hate people
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    I have been really depressed

    for the past 6 months. I can't talk to anyone because I don't know anyone, and well, I just don't know how to reassess my emotions. It's almost to the point where I can't function.
    SSD206731 SSD206731 13-15, F Apr 17

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    The only guy I want is always working,

    and it really sucks I can't see him. I feel so alone without him.
    Hailey7685 Hailey7685 13-15, F Mar 12

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    I hate being alone but would

    rather be alone than with someone who doesn't understand me
    mtbmitch mtbmitch 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    All my life I have never had anyone to talk to

    in my family, my sister got all the attention all the time, which has ultimately made me the person I am today, which is a very bad thing for me, if someone paid any attention to me I felt special and wanted. which leads me to say I thought I had finally found someone who gave...
    JillianAourello JillianAourello 26-30, F 1 Response May 19

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    Breaking up with a girlfriend I have had

    for the longest time and Freaking out about getting pregnant with her at the same time. All this happened around my birthday. This has been the most craziest and stressful time of my life... All this stuff going down and I have friends who care but I feel so alone. The times I...
    MatthewCorben MatthewCorben 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    I just wish I had someone to talk to .

    Like possibly a boyfriend or a friend who's always there. I haven't had a boyfriend for almost year a now, which is really weird for me. I want one but then again I don't want to fall in love and get hurt. I hate that feeling of being so attached to someone and then out of...
    jasminemillsxo jasminemillsxo 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 21, 2014

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    And suddenly I find myself understanding the

    nature of people in transit. They are all headed somewhere and some people get lost. If we do meet along the way, we could maybe share a cab, or a cup of coffee while waiting at the station. But one way or another, we would need to part ways so that we can carry on the paths we...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 11

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    I have very little friend

    who barley talk to me. I want more friend willing to talk to me trust me and laugh with me.
    Crazygamerleo Crazygamerleo 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 8, 2014

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    Being alone makes my depression worse ,

    people think I enjoy being being alone, but I don't . I'm just feeling so lonely and down and I wish I had someone who I could actually have a conversation with ):
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 8 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    Being depressed for 5-6 years

    and trapped in your own thoughts everyday/night at home with no friends or anyone to talk to takes a lot out of me..though I find ways to keep myself somewhat sane like listening to music or reading for a little while, often I get tired of life and feel like giving up, I've...
    Treybased Treybased 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I've always hated it

    since I was a kid being alone even though publicly I like to have somebody with me but be independent aswell even though I'm shy I always like to be around someone :(
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 27, 2014

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    Especially on holidays.

    Even this stupid holiday that I don't even believe is worth celebrating. I wish I had someone.
    niceusername niceusername 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    If I'm ever alone, I instantly try

    and find something or someone to be with. Sometimes I get my wish and sometimes not. Luckily, I've never had any suicidal thoughts, just the bottomless pit of anguish when I get a little lonely.
    jamierhoden jamierhoden 16-17, M Jun 29, 2014

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    I Hate Being Alone But I Am Doom To It.

    I have been alone for 24 years and i didn't know that there is a higher disadvantage of this kind of routine in one's daily life. I am asking myself wither this thing is inborn or not, however, i always ended up to nothing. I want to be around with people, get to know them...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    Right now I'm really alone.

    All of my friends are asleep and the app I use to help me stay sane and talk to people (talklife) is currently down. I feel really nervous and on the edge of a panic attack. And my dermatillomania has been really kicking me in the *** with urges this week. I don't know what to...
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2014

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    realityisabitch realityisabitch 18-21, M 2 Responses May 9, 2014

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    I absolutely hate it.

    Like when I can't fall asleep at night and theres no one there to hold me, or when I walk past those cozy cafées where some incredibly cute couple is sitting cuddling and laughing and i'm just walking past them all alone. Why can´t just somebody love ME? I know what you're...
    Cissiiie Cissiiie 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2014

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    If I ever did commit suicide I don't understand

    how people would be in shock. I'm lonely all the time and I have no friends. I've never had a girlfriend, never been crushed on, never even been kissed. 21 years and this is what I've got to show for it. Even here on EP hardly anyone talks to me. The people that do, I really...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    its a Saturday and im alone

    as always except this week my bestfriend came into town for her bfs birthday. So we went to the mall fr abt 2 hrs bt then her bf came and she went with him.....i lied and said i had to get sister from work but i just cant stand to be around her bf. I hate having no other friends...
    Tristechica22 Tristechica22 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2014

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    I hate always being left out.

    I hate how my friends always make plans right in front of my face and never invite me, and then they go and post about it all over the web to rub it in my face even more.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 22

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    At first it wasn't so bad.

    No one telling me what I can and can't do is nice but the no sex part is driving me crazy! I went from having sex at least once a week for over 20 years to nothing! It's really driving me crazy. If anyone is feeling the same way and leave in the central Arkansas area maybe we...
    ilickvegina ilickvegina 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    I had only 3 or 4 relation ships my whole life.

    For 98% of my life I been alone. I never liked it, Never chose it, Never thought I would not be married by now. I have always struggled with girls my whole life. They were / are not intrested in me. Most of the females I asked out told me no. I can not force them to change...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Nov 23, 2014

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    Loneliness.......it suck,

    but i have to make myself use to it cause always gonna happen to me. Whether I want it to or not. I had to force myself to get use to it because of that and that makes it even worst. It happen and I'm just use to it.
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    I'm scared to get close

    and i hate being alone,i long for that feeling to not feel at all,the higher i get,the lower i sink,i can't drown m demons they know how to swim
    TheDevilInTheMirror TheDevilInTheMirror 16-17, F May 30, 2014

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    emmmybloo emmmybloo 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2014

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    every time I'm alone,

    my thoughts get to me. I doubt myself and hate myself more and more and it sucks
    JayJay911 JayJay911 16-17, M Jan 1

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    ...no one likes me, nor spend time with me.

    . I can understand I use to be a pest and be annoying. But.. I just wish I could have a girl a girl to laugh with, cuddle with, kiss with, more importantly but be myself around... I am a nice person, not the annoying pest I use to be... I'm caring, loving, respectful and...
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 13, 2014

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