I Hate Being Alone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,802 People

    I Think Ive Figured Out Why....

    its not that i dont like being by myself... its just the implications of being alone.... i was directed to a website on Borderline Personality Disorder by one of my therapist people. it puts my feelings into words better than i could. also makes me sound like a complete crazy...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 6, 2008
    Colucas Colucas
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 9, 2015

    ...no one likes me, nor spend time with me.

    . I can understand I use to be a pest and be annoying. But.. I just wish I could have a girl a girl to laugh with, cuddle with, kiss with, more importantly but be myself around... I am a nice person, not the annoying pest I use to be... I'm caring, loving, respectful and...
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Feb 13, 2014

    At first it wasn't so bad.

    No one telling me what I can and can't do is nice but the no sex part is driving me crazy! I went from having sex at least once a week for over 20 years to nothing! It's really driving me crazy. If anyone is feeling the same way and leave in the central Arkansas area maybe we...
    ilickvegina ilickvegina
    46-50, M
    Mar 13, 2015

    Right now I feel numb.

    There's nothing more I can do but hide all of my feelings. I feel as if I'll never be happy. I have come to the terrible conclusion that no one can love me. I keep falling while the one I fall for stands and laughs. I hate that I'll never be in live with someone who will love me...
    hope925 hope925
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    I hate always being left out.

    I hate how my friends always make plans right in front of my face and never invite me, and then they go and post about it all over the web to rub it in my face even more.
    deleted deleted
    Apr 22, 2015
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jun 16, 2015

    And suddenly I find myself understanding the

    nature of people in transit. They are all headed somewhere and some people get lost. If we do meet along the way, we could maybe share a cab, or a cup of coffee while waiting at the station. But one way or another, we would need to part ways so that we can carry on the paths we...
    Qtrelle Qtrelle
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 11, 2015

    Actually i hate to be alone

    but i hate being an option in others life .. It is not an easy equation .. However people say i am very sociable person .. I found myself here and on internet in general .. I could make friends and they love me and i love them :)
    zomzomzom zomzomzom
    22-25, M
    Jan 2

    I hate being alone but would

    rather be alone than with someone who doesn't understand me
    mtbmitch mtbmitch
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 9, 2015

    I hate being single. I want to feel wanted

    and then I do things that make me hate myself after. I am afraid that I might have caught something or be pregnant. I almost let it happen again tonight but made up an excuse to leave. By the way this is with people I met online which is dangerous in itself. I can't stand to...
    Equichick34 Equichick34
    26-30, F
    Aug 8, 2015
    Lovechriscornell Lovechriscornell
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

    I hate being alone, especially at school.

    Lunch is the worst part of the day, when everyone is sitting with their friends and laughing and talking Im sitting alone.I hate it so much.
    WanderLustAlethiology WanderLustAlethiology
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2015

    silence is my enemy longer it stays the more it

    kills me. feeling nothing, waking up in pain and empty.
    dyingwish dyingwish
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 23
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 22, 2015

    I've always hated it

    since I was a kid being alone even though publicly I like to have somebody with me but be independent aswell even though I'm shy I always like to be around someone :(
    deleted deleted
    Aug 27, 2014

    Literally .. so many people out there.

    . and i know i will never have a girlfriend lol !!
    Falaash Falaash
    22-25, M
    Jun 27, 2015

    I hate being alone it's like I can feel the

    walls caving in on me. I can hear voices telling me I'm not good enough. That I'll be alone forever I don't like the sound of silence. It makes my heart sad I don't like being alone It's like an empty ocean You can hear it but it's just not the same. The beauty just seems...
    lexiamber lexiamber
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Nov 26, 2015

    I must be the only introvert

    who hates being alone. Because no one hates me more that I hate myself.
    solidactyl solidactyl
    1 Response Jun 12, 2014

    but at the same time I refuse to ever be in a

    toxic relationship where another person changes who I am.
    Encontrados Encontrados
    41-45, M
    Sep 13, 2015

    I hate being so alone.

    It'd be better if I was dead.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2015

    All my life I have never had anyone to talk to

    in my family, my sister got all the attention all the time, which has ultimately made me the person I am today, which is a very bad thing for me, if someone paid any attention to me I felt special and wanted. which leads me to say I thought I had finally found someone who gave...
    JillianAourello JillianAourello
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 19, 2015

    I wish I wasn't so alone,

    & had someone to appreciate. That would be nice!😍🌹❤️🙌🏽
    Shaiunique Shaiunique
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2015

    I absolutely hate it.

    Like when I can't fall asleep at night and theres no one there to hold me, or when I walk past those cozy cafées where some incredibly cute couple is sitting cuddling and laughing and i'm just walking past them all alone. Why can´t just somebody love ME? I know what you're...
    Cissiiie Cissiiie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 23, 2014

    I'm home all the time with my cat,

    but with him around I'm not alone... If I'm around no people or animals, I feel like everything can hurt me! I've grown up around an animal or person, so I can never be fully alone or I go insane!
    MyNameIsNotKnown MyNameIsNotKnown
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2015

    I hate watching all of these happy couples

    around me. Don't I deserve to be happy too? What have I done that makes me deserve this pit of loneliness. I try so hard, and no one cares.
    lostandlonleysoul lostandlonleysoul
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 14, 2014

    Well there is good times to be left alone

    but I'm usually left alone every weekend which starts out good because I get the house to myself. But as the weekend goes on It gets lonely and I miss having someone to talk to. Now I do always have my girlfriend to talk to all day and she makes me feel not so alone but when she...
    Raptax231 Raptax231
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 16, 2015

    I haven't had much of a social life

    because I've been living in the rural and I don't really have anyone around and now I've met a lot of people and when I talk to them it's amazing because I don't feel as alone but as soon as they stop texting me I get lonely and it sucks because they're the only people I talk to...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jul 10, 2015


    I need to have contact with people. Too much time alone and I start thinking dark things, mostly about myself. No, not suicidal, or homicidal, but still dark. It feeds a loop, I think dark things, they make me sad and feel lonely, I feel lonely and think dark things. I'm always...
    St0rmDancer St0rmDancer
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Oct 5, 2013

    Being Alone Is Definitely Not Healthy For Me

    I have been alone for many years. I am now 41 and I can never look back and say those were the best years of my life. It's very sad even when I was married, I was not happily married. My love life has been nonexistent and for many years DEAD. I was even celebate for many years. I...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 20, 2012

    I just wish I had someone to talk to .

    Like possibly a boyfriend or a friend who's always there. I haven't had a boyfriend for almost year a now, which is really weird for me. I want one but then again I don't want to fall in love and get hurt. I hate that feeling of being so attached to someone and then out of...
    jasminemillsxo jasminemillsxo
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2014

    For a point of my life I wished to live by my

    own and be all alone, go to work or uni and go home to relax and watch some tv and do fun stuff by my own, well I have done this now, and it was a big mistake, now I have put a barrier between me and the people I used to call friends, we are fine together, but not really friends...
    FuadAljeddawi FuadAljeddawi
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2015

    If I'm ever alone, I instantly try

    and find something or someone to be with. Sometimes I get my wish and sometimes not. Luckily, I've never had any suicidal thoughts, just the bottomless pit of anguish when I get a little lonely.
    jamierhoden jamierhoden
    18-21, M
    Jun 29, 2014

    I have been really depressed

    for the past 6 months. I can't talk to anyone because I don't know anyone, and well, I just don't know how to reassess my emotions. It's almost to the point where I can't function.
    SSD206731 SSD206731
    16-17, F
    Apr 17, 2015

    Someday... Someday I would look into your eyes

    and tell you that what makes me go away is not you but me! Someday I wish I could hold smell your hair and capture your scent and never let it die within me! Someday I wish I could hold you tight and tell you I would never let you go! Someday I wish could sit by you and tell...
    fakeintrovert3 fakeintrovert3
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 23

    People always talk to me then they leave me- I

    attract em then after a while I'm nothing to them they just dump me- I hate it and I hate people
    internallybroken internallybroken
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    Everyone around me seems the hate me,

    the person I love is completely gone from my life, and everything just feels so empty. I miss being able to have friend to hang out with and have fun with. I miss being able to lie beside the person I love and laugh and cuddle. I miss being loved and having people who cared...
    ThePiggycorn ThePiggycorn
    13-15, M
    Jun 12, 2015
    realityisabitch realityisabitch
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 9, 2014

    If I ever did commit suicide I don't understand

    how people would be in shock. I'm lonely all the time and I have no friends. I've never had a girlfriend, never been crushed on, never even been kissed. 21 years and this is what I've got to show for it. Even here on EP hardly anyone talks to me. The people that do, I really...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2015

    I Hate Being Alone But I Am Doom To It.

    I have been alone for 24 years and i didn't know that there is a higher disadvantage of this kind of routine in one's daily life. I am asking myself wither this thing is inborn or not, however, i always ended up to nothing. I want to be around with people, get to know them...
    Eureka85 Eureka85
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jul 27, 2011

    So my family went to Cuba without me,

    and now my friends are ignoring me.. Great birthday so far.........
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Nov 9, 2015
    Moonlightwolf6 Moonlightwolf6
    13-15, F
    Aug 14, 2014

    I am tired of it. Of feeling alone

    and being alone. Even when I am around people that feeling is still there making me feel empty and depressed. I don't understand why and it's not like I try to feel this way purposely... I try so hard to interact and be happy and though it feels like it may be working that...
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 22

    The only guy I want is always working,

    and it really sucks I can't see him. I feel so alone without him.
    Hailey7685 Hailey7685
    13-15, F
    Mar 12, 2015

    I'm just done living.

    People were made to be with other people, to find love and live a good life... I'm just really alone. And no one would care if I just disappeared one day
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Nov 5, 2015

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