I hate being alone. But its even worse whe youre surrounded by people and you still feel alone and empty. Im trying really hard to be happy but its so hard.
The Fourth of July carnival was on for 3 days and nobody wanted to come with me and everyone's asking me why i don't want to go and its so ******* hard not to cry in front of them
There is nothing to do :-(
I guess it was too much to ask for anyone, even my family, to spend my birthday with me. All I really wanted was for someone to be here.