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I Hate Being Alone

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    I'm fifteen and have never had a real boyfriend.

    It drives me crazy. It sucks to see most of your friends dating and no matter what you try you are still alone. Always alone.
    SalemKat SalemKat 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2014

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    Being alone makes my depression worse ,

    people think I enjoy being being alone, but I don't . I'm just feeling so lonely and down and I wish I had someone who I could actually have a conversation with ):
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    Well there is good times to be left alone

    but I'm usually left alone every weekend which starts out good because I get the house to myself. But as the weekend goes on It gets lonely and I miss having someone to talk to. Now I do always have my girlfriend to talk to all day and she makes me feel not so alone but when she...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    Especially on holidays.

    Even this stupid holiday that I don't even believe is worth celebrating. I wish I had someone.
    niceusername niceusername 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2014

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    I've always hated it

    since I was a kid being alone even though publicly I like to have somebody with me but be independent aswell even though I'm shy I always like to be around someone :(
    Cloclo1234 Cloclo1234 16-17, F Aug 27, 2014

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    I feel like I've worn out talking to my current

    friends about my problems but I have nowhere to go to and I try not to do it often. I always stress them out after a point and they leave after insisting it was okay. So I feel alone in times like this. When I feel sad or I just got out of an argument with someone. Or angry...
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F Oct 26, 2014

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    I Hate Being Alone But I Am Doom To It.

    I have been alone for 24 years and i didn't know that there is a higher disadvantage of this kind of routine in one's daily life. I am asking myself wither this thing is inborn or not, however, i always ended up to nothing. I want to be around with people, get to know them...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 27, 2011

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    emmmybloo emmmybloo 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 18, 2014

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    I absolutely hate it.

    Like when I can't fall asleep at night and theres no one there to hold me, or when I walk past those cozy cafées where some incredibly cute couple is sitting cuddling and laughing and i'm just walking past them all alone. Why can´t just somebody love ME? I know what you're...
    Cissiiie Cissiiie 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    its a Saturday and im alone

    as always except this week my bestfriend came into town for her bfs birthday. So we went to the mall fr abt 2 hrs bt then her bf came and she went with him.....i lied and said i had to get sister from work but i just cant stand to be around her bf. I hate having no other friends...
    Tristechica22 Tristechica22 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2014

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    I hate watching all of these happy couples

    around me. Don't I deserve to be happy too? What have I done that makes me deserve this pit of loneliness. I try so hard, and no one cares.
    lostandlonleysoul lostandlonleysoul 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    I don't care how much you'd say you want to

    left alone I'd rather be with someone than alone by far
    Chewbacca47 Chewbacca47 16-17, M Dec 9, 2014

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    realityisabitch realityisabitch 16-17, M 3 Responses May 9, 2014

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    It's like there's an empty hole in my body

    waiting to be filled in order to carry on through life. Most of the time that hole is being filled with my ex boyfriend. Terrible, I know. I can't seem to shake it and move on. Why do I feel like I need him to suck the life into me?
    Ashleyjoan Ashleyjoan 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

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    I think its called monophobia.

    The fear of being alone. I've always just thought that it was normal, that feeling you get when you're alone. I found out recently it wasn't. When I'm alone I get this sudden jolt. I start panicking and my emotions get the better if me. Its usually the urge to cry. Its worse...
    NyBrid NyBrid 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    Moonlightwolf6 Moonlightwolf6 13-15, F Aug 14, 2014

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    I'm scared to get close

    and i hate being alone,i long for that feeling to not feel at all,the higher i get,the lower i sink,i can't drown m demons they know how to swim
    TheDevilInTheMirror TheDevilInTheMirror 16-17, F May 30, 2014

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    I hate being alone in the darkness,

    too. Not even the music I listen/sing to helps. I'm sick of having no friends, and being surrounded by people who I can't even muster the courage to talk to. ...
    SmuleanKingdomHearts07 SmuleanKingdomHearts07 16-17, F Nov 2, 2014

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    lilybird18ee lilybird18ee 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    I have very little friend

    who barley talk to me. I want more friend willing to talk to me trust me and laugh with me.
    crazygamerleo crazygamerleo 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 8, 2014

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    I just wish I had someone to talk to .

    Like possibly a boyfriend or a friend who's always there. I haven't had a boyfriend for almost year a now, which is really weird for me. I want one but then again I don't want to fall in love and get hurt. I hate that feeling of being so attached to someone and then out of...
    jasminemillsxo jasminemillsxo 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 21, 2014

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    Right now I'm really alone.

    All of my friends are asleep and the app I use to help me stay sane and talk to people (talklife) is currently down. I feel really nervous and on the edge of a panic attack. And my dermatillomania has been really kicking me in the *** with urges this week. I don't know what to...
    polyglotparrot polyglotparrot 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2014

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    I like my alone time now

    and then, but seeing a group of my (once) I think?, friends is really upsetting. And seeing the one person there who I was basically my friend and I was there for her when we were bestfriends but now we aren't she seems to be taking my place in my friends group. Even admitting...
    WeCouldBeDead WeCouldBeDead 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2014

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    GalaxyJumper GalaxyJumper 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 25, 2014

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    its only after the relationship

    before you realize how happy you were. and i miss being happy. a relationship is like a story. it has a beginning, middle, and end. the worst thing ever is when the end comes back to haunt you. because all it does is make you miss the middle. the part of happiness. the part of...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    Lovechriscornell Lovechriscornell 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    ...no one likes me, nor spend time with me.

    . I can understand I use to be a pest and be annoying. But.. I just wish I could have a girl a girl to laugh with, cuddle with, kiss with, more importantly but be myself around... I am a nice person, not the annoying pest I use to be... I'm caring, loving, respectful and...
    sch4denfr3ude sch4denfr3ude 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 13, 2014

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    Being alone never seemed to bother me

    until we had to put my dog down in December. I always got excited for when my parents would go away on business and I got the house to myself. After my dog was put down I never really seemed to enjoy it the same. I hate being in my house alone. I hate how quiet it is. I really...
    lezbihonest93 lezbihonest93 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 10

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    I m just down DOWN i feel like im nothing :( am

    alone all the time hangin out alone go to coffes alone :( need a sincere company
    typic1990 typic1990 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 10, 2014

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    It sux being here alone wit no one to tlk to.

    ..hate being alone...just lookn for sumone to make me feel good
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 20, 2014

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    Breaking up with a girlfriend I have had

    for the longest time and Freaking out about getting pregnant with her at the same time. All this happened around my birthday. This has been the most craziest and stressful time of my life... All this stuff going down and I have friends who care but I feel so alone. The times I...
    MatthewCorben MatthewCorben 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M Jul 12, 2014

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    Sigh... I'm alone tonight.

    .. Haven't felt like this in awhile.... Can someone tell a joke or something???!!!!
    IloveLife14 IloveLife14 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2014

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    Being Alone Is Definitely Not Healthy For Me

    I have been alone for many years. I am now 41 and I can never look back and say those were the best years of my life. It's very sad even when I was married, I was not happily married. My love life has been nonexistent and for many years DEAD. I was even celebate for many years. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 20, 2012

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    I hate spending time by myself.

    . Don't get me wrong there are times when I need alone time,but I only want this time to happen by my own doing not by people being too busy to hangout.. I know it makes me selfish -_-" I wish I could change
    1eyeliner1 1eyeliner1 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2014

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    I had only 3 or 4 relation ships my whole life.

    For 98% of my life I been alone. I never liked it, Never chose it, Never thought I would not be married by now. I have always struggled with girls my whole life. They were / are not intrested in me. Most of the females I asked out told me no. I can not force them to change...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Nov 23, 2014

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    When I turned 9 I started to name my cuts

    and scars. I used to talk to them about what I was going through, and the sorrow I was feeling... One is a cut along the top of my thigh, that's Andy the grid pattern of cuts on my shoulder I call emelia. a cut that runs up my right bicep I names Captain Edelweiss. and when I...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    every time I'm alone,

    my thoughts get to me. I doubt myself and hate myself more and more and it sucks
    JayJay911 JayJay911 16-17, M Jan 1

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    Being depressed for 5-6 years

    and trapped in your own thoughts everyday/night at home with no friends or anyone to talk to takes a lot out of me..though I find ways to keep myself somewhat sane like listening to music or reading for a little while, often I get tired of life and feel like giving up, I've...
    Treybased Treybased 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I Think Ive Figured Out Why....

    its not that i dont like being by myself... its just the implications of being alone.... i was directed to a website on Borderline Personality Disorder by one of my therapist people. it puts my feelings into words better than i could. also makes me sound like a complete crazy...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 6, 2008

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    If I'm ever alone, I instantly try

    and find something or someone to be with. Sometimes I get my wish and sometimes not. Luckily, I've never had any suicidal thoughts, just the bottomless pit of anguish when I get a little lonely.
    jamierhoden jamierhoden 16-17, M Jun 29, 2014

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    Darkness

    I need to have contact with people. Too much time alone and I start thinking dark things, mostly about myself. No, not suicidal, or homicidal, but still dark. It feeds a loop, I think dark things, they make me sad and feel lonely, I feel lonely and think dark things. I'm always...
    St0rmDancer St0rmDancer 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 5, 2013

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    I hate feeling alone.

    I try so hard to make new friends, and I am incapable. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. My best friend and I are slowly drifting apart and it kills me. I don't know what else I can do, but I hate feeling worthless.
    gilliand17 gilliand17 16-17, F 2 Responses May 7, 2014

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    What do you do when your home alone all day?

    Any ideas? I battle with depression and am trying my best to stay positive :/ but I'm running out of things to do. I need ya'll
    jembaby07 jembaby07 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Is it bad when your heart constantly aches

    and that's all you feel. Not happiness, love, and anything else. Just painful, empty aches.
    seanlayton211 seanlayton211 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    I must be the only introvert

    who hates being alone. Because no one hates me more that I hate myself.
    solidactyl solidactyl 18-21 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    People always talk to me then they leave me- I

    attract em then after a while I'm nothing to them they just dump me- I hate it and I hate people
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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