Post

I Hate Being Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 297 People

    Why the fuc* I am getting depressed .

    I hate to be alone and getting depressed day by day
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Jun 22

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Feeling Deppressed I Think I Need Help

    Im sorry this is so long and unorganized but heres my story.  Im 16 almost 17.  I’m a junior in highschool.  I play football I’m a big guy but I’m definantly not fat.  I might be a little overweight but its not bad.My depression is taking over my life.  Every day I...
    shock78 shock78 16-17 3 Responses Jan 28, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Can't Live Like This

    I'm so tired of crying myself to sleep every single night
    DepressedSweatheart DepressedSweatheart 18-21, F Oct 28, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Not Sure What To Do :/

    I've been depressed for a year now and it sucks! I've cut, burned, attempted suicide and none of it helps! Recently i was put in the hospital and PHP and the hospital was hell on earth but i somehow came out stronger. But i still can't seem to get over this nagging depressed...
    spunkyinspandex spunkyinspandex 13-15, F Oct 13, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Call it PMS or depression.

    It gets so serious that sometimes I feel like running away from home. If anything, I really had enough. I hate being tied to do things I hate. I hate waiting. I hate helping. I hate lending a good ear to complaints. It's not because I have lost love or humanity. It's just that...
    Kyuteng Kyuteng 18-21, F Jan 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Its So Controling

    i hate the fact that it's so controlling over my life, i lost my boy friend because of it, lost my confidence, lost alot of friends, find it hard to keep hold of the friends i have, made me fail my AS's at college and it just not nice! i really hate it and would give anything for...
    sezy sezy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2007

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Depression Blows....

    I hate being depressed. I have two of the best friends anyone can ask for... idk why i always feel so lonely though. Its steadaly gotten worse lately. I dont know what to do. ut regardless im here for any of you that need to talk. Much love everyone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 24, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Depression Ruined My Life

    In the middle of the summer i was not feeling well. Then on somw days I didnt want to get out of my bed at all. Other days I didnt want to leave my house. My friends got mad at me because I wouldn't want to hang out with them. I hated feeling this way. I felt like I was dragging...
    brittleslovesu brittleslovesu 16-17, F Sep 27, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My depression started in the 6th grade,

    and now being a freshman I can tell that it doesn't get better. It gets worse to the point you want to jump off a bridge and make it stop. I hate when people tell me that it'll get better with time. Well, I've been waiting three years, 1095 days to wake up and say "Hey, I feel...
    Cocopuffiens Cocopuffiens 13-15, F 4 Responses May 31

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Hurting Inside

    i think i am to young to feel like this, yet i still do. i started to be depressed when i was in 7th grade.. and now i am a sophomore and nothing has changed. except now i want to have a baby. maybe people will love me if i have a beautiful baby. im only 16 years old.. but if it...
    Keinani Keinani 16-17 5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm always depressed.

    I try my hardest to stay positive and love myself. But goodness it's so hard. I write to comfort myself from all the hatred in this world. People can be so cruel and not even know it. I hate being depressed so much. Sometimes I just wanna die. But I don't wanna die. I wanna live...
    hannahdhoover hannahdhoover 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 26

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Need Help

    I dont know why I am writing this...I guess I'm looking for clarity, understanding, answers. I am nineteen years old, college student and hard worker. I have lived on my own for a year and have been financially independent. You would think I would be proud of myself but I'm not...
    confused224 confused224 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've always been a sort of weak girl,

    I mean almost anything could make me cry but since I've cried myself to sleep for the last three years it's harder for me to just lay down and cry. I hate that. Because crying sometimes feels like I'm dripping away te pain, making room for other experiences but now I just see...
    xogymfish xogymfish 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Which Is Why

    I've decided not to be anymore. Easier said than done. But it's working. It really is! My brain is firing with different pathways now and although things still get me down, I allow myself 10 minutes to acknowledge those feelings and then I change my mind and move on. I think...
    ALLEVERWNTD ALLEVERWNTD 31-35, M Aug 9, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    UGH

    THEY BRING IT UPON ME!!!!!!!
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've always have a severe depression

    and when I got my dog she made it better but I still just want to cry and I have no clue why and I have no clue why I'm so depressed I have everything good I dont under stand whyy
    deadwolvesdodance deadwolvesdodance 13-15, F Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Really Hate It...

    I really hate being Depressed, it take so much out of me. I am down in the dumps, I am terrible to be around. I just hate myself when I am deprressied, and I am sure alot of other people do too.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 11, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Depression

    People who struggle from this know the feeling. Falling into a hole, alone, dark, scared. The feeling of hate towards everyone and the world for no reason. Pushing the ones we love, or want to help away. Them thinking we don't want them around when, really that's the one thing in...
    krazyj krazyj 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Everything Falls At Once

    I hate being depressed its werid to feel cause im usualy always happy. but i found out that a lot of my friends were all talking about me and now they all confronted me and hate me and then my boyfriend got mad at me and went to a party and they all talked about me and then ive...
    kdx143xo kdx143xo 16-17, F Jul 12, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Will It Ever Get Better?

    i feel like it just gets worse everyday. i guess i do have a few days in between where i feel ok. it just takes one thing, a thought or a word to get me so low. its a sinking feeling. i get to this very, very dark place. i just feel so alone. like i have nobody to turn to. i...
    lightening69 lightening69 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Hmmm

    one word, four letters ..help its one word no one can give me, no matter how much i try no one helps me no matter how much i cry, or share my stories no one helps its starting to feel like no one cares life could be so depressive so many words run my life strong emotional...
    Miffy Miffy 16-18, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    i hate being a twin. Im the ugly one. everyone choses her over me. imagine being IDENTICAL and people chosing her over you . it ****** sucks. hatebeing a twin
    whoami7 whoami7 13-15, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I dislike talking about this sort of thing. I suppose it is because it makes me feel weak, I don't know. I have not felt right since I was really little. I have been anxious...
    jord4567 jord4567 18-21, M Aug 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't like being black. From my experience being black is the worst thing ever that happened to me. Black? What is the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear the word...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was an Army Wife for 8 years, and I hated it. It's total sacrilege to say that and current Army Wives will totally rip you for saying it. You're supposed to be super proud to be...
    HouseholdSix HouseholdSix 41-45, F 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay first off, I'm not homeless poor but I also struggle. I'm still in high school, and I don't have a job at the time being. I feel like expressing myself right now, so if I...
    sapphireveins sapphireveins 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think its called monophobia. The fear of being alone. I've always just thought that it was normal, that feeling you get when you're alone. I found out recently it wasn't...
    NyBrid NyBrid 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It gets on my nerves, when I realise that somebody has been keeping in touch with me only because I could be useful. Most of the times I already have this feeling of being used...
    kikinators kikinators 26-30, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm gay. Last September, I met this guy online a week before he moves to Edinburgh to study abroad for a year. I grew fond of him almost immediately and stayed in touch with him...
    Canonea Canonea 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay seriously. If your busy tell me!!! I friggin hate being ignored. Like I can't even tell you how much I hate. & especially when it comes to clueless D.A guys. You can't say you...
    ForeverYoung09 ForeverYoung09 18-21, F 5 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I absolutely hate being cold in bed. I am so glad to be married and we keep each other warm all night long. We both love being woken up during the night for some great hot sex...
    bethanyinusa bethanyinusa 36-40, F Aug 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I friggin hate being sick. Just started last night with a stuffy nose & today I've been sneezing all day & my throat hurt a little now I keep feeling the urge to sneeze & my throat...
    ForeverYoung09 ForeverYoung09 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It sux being here alone wit no one to tlk to...hate being alone...just lookn for sumone to make me feel good
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I really hate being the youngest. My family blames everything on me & constantly tells me to shut up. Like that's their favorite saying. I won't even be saying anything and my mom...
    isabellamancini isabellamancini 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I'm rushed just to be annoying I take even longer. I just hate being rushed so much!
    everythingwillbealright everythingwillbealright 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If you don't like me then tell me. If you don't want to talk to me tell me. If you decide I'm too broken for you to be around or that you can't stand me, tell me. I hate being...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate being yelled, so I help them who yelled at me by doing the oposites so they yell more until it reach the top of their lung. I tried that last time. And it works. Someone...
    sashimi9 sashimi9 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I can't be lied too. I see the truth always. It is the worst. Its like when people talk I can hear and see what's true and what's not. I got engaged recently and I'm so scared...
    seistafiesta seistafiesta 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate being in school because of all the mean ****** old teachers that make you run 4 laps around the astro or write the rules out 15 times for doing something wrong... But then...
    otakugamerwolf otakugamerwolf 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ugh... Have the stomach flu. Came out of NOWHERE last night... Up vomiting all night long, so achey and exhausted this morning. I feel horrible. I really hate being sick! It's...
    Anxiousgirl13 Anxiousgirl13 18-21 2 Responses Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It was a rainy day and I woke up feeling like ****. My tummy was aching like crazy and I was dizzy. I was to weak to even get out of bed. "Muum" I groaned. "Muuuuuumm!!" I couldn't...
    GingaJustice GingaJustice 13-15, M Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't hate being an adult, but has anyone realized how fast your days are going by based on when your bills are due? Every week a bill is due, lol.
    MetaKat MetaKat 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hate being ignored .. I want a sincere one around me always
    kevinmattt kevinmattt 46-50, M a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate being nice to little ***** who don't deserve it. *******....
    Persayous Persayous 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Before I start, please know I try to do all I can to be a great mom to my SD. I am involved with her school/ activities, homework, I take her places, make her meals, buy her...
    MargeSimpson31 MargeSimpson31 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am 38 weeks +3 days now. This whole pregnancy pretty much has beena nightmare come true. I never wanted another child. I sure as hell do not want to experience labor again but...
    dollhex dollhex 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am so sad and depressed and all I can think about is a drastic change is about to come in my life I was pregnant last year and I has these same exact feelings about my little...
    cherrikisses22 cherrikisses22 22-25 1 Response Aug 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been told this as it seems I always bring up sad issues for no apparent reason, even if it wasn't a big deal or even that sad. I do catch myself feeling like I'm purposely...
    lilyranger90 lilyranger90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I struggled for years to get an Engineering degree, just to find out that nobody wants a female engineer. How funny is that? I got my degree almost two years ago, and I could only...
    caritus caritus 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel