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I Hate Being Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 308 People

    Will It Ever Get Better?

    i feel like it just gets worse everyday. i guess i do have a few days in between where i feel ok. it just takes one thing, a thought or a word to get me so low. its a sinking feeling. i get to this very, very dark place. i just feel so alone. like i have nobody to turn to. i...
    lightening69 lightening69 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2012

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    Hmmm

    one word, four letters ..help its one word no one can give me, no matter how much i try no one helps me no matter how much i cry, or share my stories no one helps its starting to feel like no one cares life could be so depressive so many words run my life strong emotional...
    Miffy Miffy 16-18, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2009

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    Which Is Why

    I've decided not to be anymore. Easier said than done. But it's working. It really is! My brain is firing with different pathways now and although things still get me down, I allow myself 10 minutes to acknowledge those feelings and then I change my mind and move on. I think...
    ALLEVERWNTD ALLEVERWNTD 31-35, M Aug 9, 2013

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    I Can't Live Like This

    I'm so tired of crying myself to sleep every single night
    DepressedSweatheart DepressedSweatheart 18-21, F Oct 28, 2013

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    Everything Falls At Once

    I hate being depressed its werid to feel cause im usualy always happy. but i found out that a lot of my friends were all talking about me and now they all confronted me and hate me and then my boyfriend got mad at me and went to a party and they all talked about me and then ive...
    kdx143xo kdx143xo 16-17, F Jul 12, 2009

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    My depression started in the 6th grade,

    and now being a freshman I can tell that it doesn't get better. It gets worse to the point you want to jump off a bridge and make it stop. I hate when people tell me that it'll get better with time. Well, I've been waiting three years, 1095 days to wake up and say "Hey, I feel...
    Cocopuffiens Cocopuffiens 13-15, F 4 Responses May 31

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    I Need Help

    I dont know why I am writing this...I guess I'm looking for clarity, understanding, answers. I am nineteen years old, college student and hard worker. I have lived on my own for a year and have been financially independent. You would think I would be proud of myself but I'm not...
    confused224 confused224 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Not Sure What To Do :/

    I've been depressed for a year now and it sucks! I've cut, burned, attempted suicide and none of it helps! Recently i was put in the hospital and PHP and the hospital was hell on earth but i somehow came out stronger. But i still can't seem to get over this nagging depressed...
    spunkyinspandex spunkyinspandex 13-15, F Oct 13, 2010

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    I've always been a sort of weak girl,

    I mean almost anything could make me cry but since I've cried myself to sleep for the last three years it's harder for me to just lay down and cry. I hate that. Because crying sometimes feels like I'm dripping away te pain, making room for other experiences but now I just see...
    xogymfish xogymfish 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Feeling Deppressed I Think I Need Help

    Im sorry this is so long and unorganized but heres my story.  Im 16 almost 17.  I’m a junior in highschool.  I play football I’m a big guy but I’m definantly not fat.  I might be a little overweight but its not bad.My depression is taking over my life.  Every day I...
    shock78 shock78 16-17 3 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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    Depression

    People who struggle from this know the feeling. Falling into a hole, alone, dark, scared. The feeling of hate towards everyone and the world for no reason. Pushing the ones we love, or want to help away. Them thinking we don't want them around when, really that's the one thing in...
    krazyj krazyj 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    UGH

    THEY BRING IT UPON ME!!!!!!!
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2009

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    Why the fuc* I am getting depressed .

    I hate to be alone and getting depressed day by day
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Jun 22

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    Hurting Inside

    i think i am to young to feel like this, yet i still do. i started to be depressed when i was in 7th grade.. and now i am a sophomore and nothing has changed. except now i want to have a baby. maybe people will love me if i have a beautiful baby. im only 16 years old.. but if it...
    Keinani Keinani 16-17 5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    Its So Controling

    i hate the fact that it's so controlling over my life, i lost my boy friend because of it, lost my confidence, lost alot of friends, find it hard to keep hold of the friends i have, made me fail my AS's at college and it just not nice! i really hate it and would give anything for...
    sezy sezy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2007

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    Well just got rejected

    so tonight I'm just gonna say **** it ..😪🔫
    paulflores123 paulflores123 13-15, M Oct 8

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    Call it PMS or depression.

    It gets so serious that sometimes I feel like running away from home. If anything, I really had enough. I hate being tied to do things I hate. I hate waiting. I hate helping. I hate lending a good ear to complaints. It's not because I have lost love or humanity. It's just that...
    Kyuteng Kyuteng 18-21, F Jan 4

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    I Really Hate It...

    I really hate being Depressed, it take so much out of me. I am down in the dumps, I am terrible to be around. I just hate myself when I am deprressied, and I am sure alot of other people do too.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 11, 2009

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    I've always have a severe depression

    and when I got my dog she made it better but I still just want to cry and I have no clue why and I have no clue why I'm so depressed I have everything good I dont under stand whyy
    deadwolvesdodance deadwolvesdodance 13-15, F Apr 4

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    Depression Blows....

    I hate being depressed. I have two of the best friends anyone can ask for... idk why i always feel so lonely though. Its steadaly gotten worse lately. I dont know what to do. ut regardless im here for any of you that need to talk. Much love everyone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 24, 2013

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    Depression Ruined My Life

    In the middle of the summer i was not feeling well. Then on somw days I didnt want to get out of my bed at all. Other days I didnt want to leave my house. My friends got mad at me because I wouldn't want to hang out with them. I hated feeling this way. I felt like I was dragging...
    brittleslovesu brittleslovesu 16-17, F Sep 27, 2013

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    I'm always depressed.

    I try my hardest to stay positive and love myself. But goodness it's so hard. I write to comfort myself from all the hatred in this world. People can be so cruel and not even know it. I hate being depressed so much. Sometimes I just wanna die. But I don't wanna die. I wanna live...
    hannahdhoover hannahdhoover 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 26

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    I hate being the last person on his list.. Outside of work & the kids - I am last. I'm tired of him getting calls/texts everyday from his ex.. Interrupting anytime I ever get with...
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    Lying is such a big turn off, I hate being lied too! Usually I already know what's going to happen, what the answer is, if I have this feelings that I'm being lied too..don't you...
    lifelessons15 lifelessons15 16-17, F Oct 9

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    I hate being lied to and I hate lying but I had to tell my boyfriend a little bit of a lie about his birthday present since i want it to be a surprise but he guessed what it is :(
    behappy4 behappy4 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    I hate being in a house with a woman who's supposed to be my companion but more of a roommate! The passion is gone. The warmth is gone. The companionship is gone. All there is are...
    SweetHugs SweetHugs 41-45, M Sep 29

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    I hate being in a house with a woman who's supposed to be my companion but more of a roommate! The passion is gone. The warmth is gone. The companionship is gone. All there is are...
    SweetHugs SweetHugs 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    I hate being clod in bed especially my feet . I hate it when my feet's cold .
    wildman43055 wildman43055 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 11

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    My husband has gone out and my son has gone to his grandmas and I hate being myself because I realise I have no meaning other than being a wife and a mother is that sad?
    ThoughtIknewLove ThoughtIknewLove 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 5

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    I'm trying to keep myself From being extremely bored while I'm on fall break from school. I still hate being extremely bored and most times I feel like no one wants to talk to me...
    wmc1244 wmc1244 16-17, M Oct 9

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    Srsly? Just cos I'm a teenager doesn't mean i live to egg peoples houses and kick bins over. To be honest, i do practically the opposite. I'm not trying to say i have super powers...
    TheKidInTheCorner TheKidInTheCorner 13-15, M Oct 10

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    Attention Stepmom's: Put yourself first. I recently left my husband this week after 10 years of marriage. I was unhappy with the conditions of our home and how he never held his...
    Februarychic Februarychic 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I hate being lied to! And I'm sick of being lied to! What do I have to be a FBI agent!
    AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I really hate being shy and it's annoying. I really can't stand my ground that much and Im shy in front of the classroom giving a speech or something like that. I wish I wasn't...
    BlackWolf122 BlackWolf122 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I hate being married to my husband he is a big disappointment. I can't believe I have wasted 13 years of marriage and over 18 years with him. We have 4 children who are embarrassed...
    SkylarPeach SkylarPeach 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    I'm literally the most stubborn person ever. I hate being wrong! I will literally argue all day just for someone to say "I give up, you win." This is an awful way to be, and I...
    desired101 desired101 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    Yes. I hate being sick. I have a cold and I feel like ****. Ugh.
    LittleKandi LittleKandi 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    Ugh i really hate being sick 😔 I need some soup aha😊
    xoSaraPaigexo xoSaraPaigexo 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 6

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    I actually hate being cold but I honestly love this weather because that means it's time to wear my hoodies:) current favorite is the one I bought yesterday from the bookstore at...
    fallout07 fallout07 18-21, F Oct 7

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    I personally hate being lied to because that means there's a lack of trust, and it makes me so mad when I find out someone's been lying to me. I've been recently lied to by my...
    marinnam marinnam 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I hate being lied to by by best friend's boyfriend He asked me what kinda flowers she liked and I said lilies cause she loves lilies. Their two year anniversary was coming up so...
    andyrazor andyrazor 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I hate being alone. especially on important days. I think I've had to make my own cake for three years now. Everyone always forgets. This year my parents went out bowling with my...
    FiftyLyricsInAMiracle FiftyLyricsInAMiracle 13-15, F 6 Responses Oct 11

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    I hate being lied to. That's it. Cuz it will drive me NUTS!! So yep, don't lie it's not ok. Be Awesome! It works trust me!! :) :P
    JazLife21 JazLife21 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Would you lie I someone you love?? If you said yes to this then your not any where close to the right kind but I hate being lied to but think about this why do we lie?? Why do you...
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Searching these posts for help winning back my wife. I have failed my my wife. It took an entire year for me to be able to admit that or even see it. For the last year it's been...
    TonyM323 TonyM323 36-40, M 5 Responses Sep 23

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    There is absolutely nothing about being me that does not disgust me. The way my body looks, the way my body feels, the fact that when I'm shopping I'm attracted to dresses and...
    Christinamarie3095 Christinamarie3095 41-45, T Oct 13

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