I Hate Being Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 472 People

    Depression Ruined My Life

    In the middle of the summer i was not feeling well. Then on somw days I didnt want to get out of my bed at all. Other days I didnt want to leave my house. My friends got mad at me because I wouldn't want to hang out with them. I hated feeling this way. I felt like I was dragging...
    brittleslovesu brittleslovesu
    18-21, F
    Sep 27, 2013

    I Need Help

    I dont know why I am writing this...I guess I'm looking for clarity, understanding, answers. I am nineteen years old, college student and hard worker. I have lived on my own for a year and have been financially independent. You would think I would be proud of myself but I'm not...
    confused224 confused224
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Feb 3, 2011

    I keep myself engaged

    when I feel I am down and think of the n number of things God has bestowed on me. Just because I do not have a partner now does not make me depressed. I will try hard but someday somewhere she will appear before me
    lesbianrva lesbianrva
    36-40, F
    Apr 24, 2015

    Not Sure What To Do :/

    I've been depressed for a year now and it sucks! I've cut, burned, attempted suicide and none of it helps! Recently i was put in the hospital and PHP and the hospital was hell on earth but i somehow came out stronger. But i still can't seem to get over this nagging depressed...
    spunkyinspandex spunkyinspandex
    13-15, F
    Oct 13, 2010

    I feel alone as always,

    and It's only when I'm here. I need you to care. But you show you don't why do I care If you don't?
    MykaylaaBabyy89 MykaylaaBabyy89
    16-17, F
    Feb 21, 2015

    Depression

    People who struggle from this know the feeling. Falling into a hole, alone, dark, scared. The feeling of hate towards everyone and the world for no reason. Pushing the ones we love, or want to help away. Them thinking we don't want them around when, really that's the one thing in...
    krazyj krazyj
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 16, 2012

    Today I finally decided to admit I was

    depressed to my boyfriend instead he tells me I'm being selfish and insensitive...I don't think I can ever be happy...
    raelen raelen
    31-35, F
    Apr 14, 2015

    I feel like I'm being punished

    for know reason my husband mom got my kids took from me because I married her son and she's can't stand the fact of me being happy so she half to rip my family apart
    bud24 bud24
    18-21, F
    Aug 31, 2015

    Which Is Why

    I've decided not to be anymore. Easier said than done. But it's working. It really is! My brain is firing with different pathways now and although things still get me down, I allow myself 10 minutes to acknowledge those feelings and then I change my mind and move on. I think...
    ALLEVERWNTD ALLEVERWNTD
    31-35, M
    Aug 9, 2013

    Its So Controling

    i hate the fact that it's so controlling over my life, i lost my boy friend because of it, lost my confidence, lost alot of friends, find it hard to keep hold of the friends i have, made me fail my AS's at college and it just not nice! i really hate it and would give anything for...
    sezy sezy
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 14, 2007

    Will It Ever Get Better?

    i feel like it just gets worse everyday. i guess i do have a few days in between where i feel ok. it just takes one thing, a thought or a word to get me so low. its a sinking feeling. i get to this very, very dark place. i just feel so alone. like i have nobody to turn to. i...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 15, 2012

    Sometimes I think I only get depressed

    because I get happy .. lower lows make higher highs
    wlanonymouslw wlanonymouslw
    18-21, M
    Nov 9, 2015

    UGH

    THEY BRING IT UPON ME!!!!!!!
    SourLove SourLove
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 29, 2009

    I'm on so many medications.

    I need medications to survive so I really need to figure out some kind of health care. I got into a car wreck I'm hurting, can't go to work, living with my crazy parents, my relationship with my girlfriend is shaky right now I love her so much. I'm just so overwhelmed with...
    Joshmstowell Joshmstowell
    22-25, M
    Mar 11, 2015

    Depression Blows....

    I hate being depressed. I have two of the best friends anyone can ask for... idk why i always feel so lonely though. Its steadaly gotten worse lately. I dont know what to do. ut regardless im here for any of you that need to talk. Much love everyone.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 24, 2013

    I haven't been happy

    for a while now. Everytime I see an opening I head for it, but it closes fast or someone blocks it off. It really sucks because I have no one to talk to about it either. I'm using this to rant; that's bad. I wish I could go back in time and change a lot of things.
    packman1812 packman1812
    18-21, M
    May 3, 2015

    I Can't Live Like This

    I'm so tired of crying myself to sleep every single night
    DepressedSweatheart DepressedSweatheart
    18-21, F
    Oct 28, 2013

    I really do. That's why I sometimes don't leave

    my room or I go out on runs, it's because I keep thinking of things I hate and don't want to think about, then I feel depressed and end up making the atmosphere depressing which makes me feel miserable because I put everyone's smile away. This is why I just say to people I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 15, 2015

    Hmmm

    one word, four letters ..help its one word no one can give me, no matter how much i try no one helps me no matter how much i cry, or share my stories no one helps its starting to feel like no one cares life could be so depressive so many words run my life strong emotional...
    Miffy Miffy
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2009

    Why the fuc* I am getting depressed .

    I hate to be alone and getting depressed day by day
    Johnnystha Johnnystha
    26-30, M
    Jun 22, 2014

    I'm always depressed.

    I try my hardest to stay positive and love myself. But goodness it's so hard. I write to comfort myself from all the hatred in this world. People can be so cruel and not even know it. I hate being depressed so much. Sometimes I just wanna die. But I don't wanna die. I wanna live...
    hannahdhoover hannahdhoover
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jan 26, 2014

    Everything Falls At Once

    I hate being depressed its werid to feel cause im usualy always happy. but i found out that a lot of my friends were all talking about me and now they all confronted me and hate me and then my boyfriend got mad at me and went to a party and they all talked about me and then ive...
    kdx143xo kdx143xo
    16-17, F
    Jul 12, 2009

    I hate it when I get depressed you always read

    dad things never good things
    narrowboatowner narrowboatowner
    61-65, M
    1 Response Dec 5, 2015
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    Sep 24, 2014

    how can i not be depressed?

    ? i dont like feeling this way and i dont know what to do but i know i dont wanna go to tharapy.
    Purcell95 Purcell95
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 7, 2015

    Call it PMS or depression.

    It gets so serious that sometimes I feel like running away from home. If anything, I really had enough. I hate being tied to do things I hate. I hate waiting. I hate helping. I hate lending a good ear to complaints. It's not because I have lost love or humanity. It's just that...
    Kyuteng Kyuteng
    18-21, F
    Jan 4, 2014

    Feeling Deppressed I Think I Need Help

    Im sorry this is so long and unorganized but heres my story.  Im 16 almost 17.  I’m a junior in highschool.  I play football I’m a big guy but I’m definantly not fat.  I might be a little overweight but its not bad.My depression is taking over my life.  Every day I...
    shock78 shock78
    16-17
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2012

    I take an antidepressant,

    but sometimes, it's doesn't work. Like, it's just a horrible feeling, I can feel the medicine, but at the same time I can feel the depression. It's just an odd, ****** feeling :(
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    Feb 26, 2015

    I've always have a severe depression

    and when I got my dog she made it better but I still just want to cry and I have no clue why and I have no clue why I'm so depressed I have everything good I dont under stand whyy
    deadwolvesdodance deadwolvesdodance
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2014
    KingIzzy15 KingIzzy15
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2015

    I've been depressed for most of my life

    and I hate it,sometimes I can't even remember the last time I was truly happy,it ****** me off when people think depression isn't a big thing,I'll get over it blah,blah,blah,blah etc...... I'd really like to talk to someone who has been depressed for a long time,someone who...
    DepressedAngell DepressedAngell
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 15, 2015

    I am 23 years old and about to graduate college.

    I had an abortion September 3rd. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about it. I feel like it had to have been the worst decision of my life. I feel absolutely awful, it has changed my whole aspect about life. I went on vacation to my native country and slept with...
    suelen0507 suelen0507
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    I am depressed all the time

    and it sucks. I used to be happy but ever since I went to schools out side my home town I have hated my life. That was seven years ago. I have hated half of my life. Thanks universe I hate you too.
    Lou0409 Lou0409
    13-15, F
    Mar 13

    Hurting Inside

    i think i am to young to feel like this, yet i still do. i started to be depressed when i was in 7th grade.. and now i am a sophomore and nothing has changed. except now i want to have a baby. maybe people will love me if i have a beautiful baby. im only 16 years old.. but if it...
    Keinani Keinani
    16-17
    4 Responses Jul 15, 2009

    Being depressed has to affect every aspect of

    my life. My wife hates me. I'm tired of medical doctors and it stresses me watching her struggle. Driving down the road the other day and the thought crossed my mind that I was actually worth more dead than alive. I don't have the need right now to be intimate and she's taking...
    Blaker19 Blaker19
    41-45, M
    Aug 21, 2015

    I Really Hate It...

    I really hate being Depressed, it take so much out of me. I am down in the dumps, I am terrible to be around. I just hate myself when I am deprressied, and I am sure alot of other people do too.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 11, 2009

    Have you ever had a day

    where you just seem out of it? Like everything in your life seems to be playing out right, but in the wrong way. Like though your family is tearing apart, everyone is just so happy. Or your in a perfect relationship yet it feels so empty sometimes. Or your surrounded by friends...
    KhaoticPie KhaoticPie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 29, 2015

    i feel like Ive lost interest in life sometimes

    i just want to put a end to it i have no friends,nothing to do,my mom is abusive my dad died,i have social anxiety,have not slept for 3 days, Ive been upset because i feel worthless life sucks
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 5, 2015

    I've always been a sort of weak girl,

    I mean almost anything could make me cry but since I've cried myself to sleep for the last three years it's harder for me to just lay down and cry. I hate that. Because crying sometimes feels like I'm dripping away te pain, making room for other experiences but now I just see...
    xogymfish xogymfish
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2014

    Well just got rejected

    so tonight I'm just gonna say **** it ..😪🔫
    paulflores123 paulflores123
    16-17, M
    Oct 8, 2014

    My depression started in the 6th grade,

    and now being a freshman I can tell that it doesn't get better. It gets worse to the point you want to jump off a bridge and make it stop. I hate when people tell me that it'll get better with time. Well, I've been waiting three years, 1095 days to wake up and say "Hey, I feel...
    Cocopuffiens Cocopuffiens
    16-17, F
    4 Responses May 31, 2014
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