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I Hate Being Depressed

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    Depression

    People who struggle from this know the feeling. Falling into a hole, alone, dark, scared. The feeling of hate towards everyone and the world for no reason. Pushing the ones we love, or want to help away. Them thinking we don't want them around when, really that's the one thing in...
    krazyj krazyj 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    Call it PMS or depression.

    It gets so serious that sometimes I feel like running away from home. If anything, I really had enough. I hate being tied to do things I hate. I hate waiting. I hate helping. I hate lending a good ear to complaints. It's not because I have lost love or humanity. It's just that...
    Kyuteng Kyuteng 18-21, F Jan 4

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    Feeling Deppressed I Think I Need Help

    Im sorry this is so long and unorganized but heres my story.  Im 16 almost 17.  I’m a junior in highschool.  I play football I’m a big guy but I’m definantly not fat.  I might be a little overweight but its not bad.My depression is taking over my life.  Every day I...
    shock78 shock78 16-17 3 Responses Jan 28, 2012

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    Hurting Inside

    i think i am to young to feel like this, yet i still do. i started to be depressed when i was in 7th grade.. and now i am a sophomore and nothing has changed. except now i want to have a baby. maybe people will love me if i have a beautiful baby. im only 16 years old.. but if it...
    Keinani Keinani 16-17 5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    Hmmm

    one word, four letters ..help its one word no one can give me, no matter how much i try no one helps me no matter how much i cry, or share my stories no one helps its starting to feel like no one cares life could be so depressive so many words run my life strong emotional...
    Miffy Miffy 16-18, F 1 Response Mar 5, 2009

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    UGH

    THEY BRING IT UPON ME!!!!!!!
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2009

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    I'm always depressed.

    I try my hardest to stay positive and love myself. But goodness it's so hard. I write to comfort myself from all the hatred in this world. People can be so cruel and not even know it. I hate being depressed so much. Sometimes I just wanna die. But I don't wanna die. I wanna live...
    hannahdhoover hannahdhoover 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 26

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    I Need Help

    I dont know why I am writing this...I guess I'm looking for clarity, understanding, answers. I am nineteen years old, college student and hard worker. I have lived on my own for a year and have been financially independent. You would think I would be proud of myself but I'm not...
    confused224 confused224 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    Will It Ever Get Better?

    i feel like it just gets worse everyday. i guess i do have a few days in between where i feel ok. it just takes one thing, a thought or a word to get me so low. its a sinking feeling. i get to this very, very dark place. i just feel so alone. like i have nobody to turn to. i...
    lightening69 lightening69 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15, 2012

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    Depression Blows....

    I hate being depressed. I have two of the best friends anyone can ask for... idk why i always feel so lonely though. Its steadaly gotten worse lately. I dont know what to do. ut regardless im here for any of you that need to talk. Much love everyone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 24, 2013

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    Depression Ruined My Life

    In the middle of the summer i was not feeling well. Then on somw days I didnt want to get out of my bed at all. Other days I didnt want to leave my house. My friends got mad at me because I wouldn't want to hang out with them. I hated feeling this way. I felt like I was dragging...
    brittleslovesu brittleslovesu 16-17, F Sep 27, 2013

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    Everything Falls At Once

    I hate being depressed its werid to feel cause im usualy always happy. but i found out that a lot of my friends were all talking about me and now they all confronted me and hate me and then my boyfriend got mad at me and went to a party and they all talked about me and then ive...
    kdx143xo kdx143xo 16-17, F Jul 12, 2009

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    I've always have a severe depression

    and when I got my dog she made it better but I still just want to cry and I have no clue why and I have no clue why I'm so depressed I have everything good I dont under stand whyy
    deadwolvesdodance deadwolvesdodance 13-15, F Apr 4

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    My depression started in the 6th grade,

    and now being a freshman I can tell that it doesn't get better. It gets worse to the point you want to jump off a bridge and make it stop. I hate when people tell me that it'll get better with time. Well, I've been waiting three years, 1095 days to wake up and say "Hey, I feel...
    Cocopuffiens Cocopuffiens 13-15, F 4 Responses May 31

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    I Can't Live Like This

    I'm so tired of crying myself to sleep every single night
    DepressedSweatheart DepressedSweatheart 18-21, F Oct 28, 2013

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    Which Is Why

    I've decided not to be anymore. Easier said than done. But it's working. It really is! My brain is firing with different pathways now and although things still get me down, I allow myself 10 minutes to acknowledge those feelings and then I change my mind and move on. I think...
    ALLEVERWNTD ALLEVERWNTD 31-35, M Aug 9, 2013

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    Not Sure What To Do :/

    I've been depressed for a year now and it sucks! I've cut, burned, attempted suicide and none of it helps! Recently i was put in the hospital and PHP and the hospital was hell on earth but i somehow came out stronger. But i still can't seem to get over this nagging depressed...
    spunkyinspandex spunkyinspandex 13-15, F Oct 13, 2010

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    I Really Hate It...

    I really hate being Depressed, it take so much out of me. I am down in the dumps, I am terrible to be around. I just hate myself when I am deprressied, and I am sure alot of other people do too.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 11, 2009

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    Why the fuc* I am getting depressed .

    I hate to be alone and getting depressed day by day
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Jun 22

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    Its So Controling

    i hate the fact that it's so controlling over my life, i lost my boy friend because of it, lost my confidence, lost alot of friends, find it hard to keep hold of the friends i have, made me fail my AS's at college and it just not nice! i really hate it and would give anything for...
    sezy sezy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2007

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