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I Hate Being Fat

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    FAT I Hate It

    i hate the way i look all as you are able to see is FAT, it makes me feel so ugly and i hate it. even though im size 8 clother in the UK i still feel fat and ugly, i want to be skinnier than what i am, i hate the way i look. HATE HATE HATE IT
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 25, 2009

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    So What Is The Magical Weight?

    I remember the old days when I would walk into a room and heads would turn. I never had to open any doors for myself and I rarely had to venture far to find a date. Now as I sit alone by myself I wonder what is really so different about me now. Other than the extra 60 pounds I...
    amosfan76 amosfan76 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2011

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    I am 5 ft nd weigh 148 .

    ....I am not proud of it but I just dnt see myself as tht fat....I tried starving,exercising ,dieting md so many other things but nothing worked!!! I always feel so ugly and feel like people are always judging me...
    fatima10449 fatima10449 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    Alone In My Room

     I'm actually not that big but all of my friends play lacross in college and so I look huge by comparison. I am comfortable with my body but apperntly my friends aren't. I don't get invited to go out with them and If I ask if I can do I get rejected because "there is...
    Blake0490 Blake0490 18-21, F Nov 7, 2009

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    Who Doesn't?

    Okies I'm not really that fat, at all! But I have noticed my body or just my belly putting on a little bit more over the last 2 weeks. I guess it makes sence, all I've been doing is sitting on my bed with my laptop and then every few hours going to...
    Achilles1989 Achilles1989 22-25, M 2 Responses May 22, 2009

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    Im 16 and 450. It really sucks being large.

    Ive noticed a lot of things I just cant do as ive gained weight and how things slowly get harder. Ive just recently gotten the courage to actually start posting these stories. Going out in public is the worst. All the eyes of other people staring, judging, making you feel...
    mushclone298 mushclone298 16-17, M 2 Responses May 4

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    Underneath My Clothes

    no one sees what i see the stretch marks the fat the way it jiggles when i move all they see is a poor girl so skinny so messed up skin and bones thats what they see i cant take it the fat the stress it causes me i just want to cut it all off all of it go the hell away i hate...
    crazybladebabe crazybladebabe 18-21, F Nov 3, 2012

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    I Am Within My BMI Now

    I should be happy. I have been struggling with my weight since I was 9. But now, I am just within my BMI... I don't feel that happy. At 5 feet 6 inches, my current weight is 146lbs. Last summer I was 176 pounds. I didn't do anything. I lost weight because I am sick. Still...
    ayumiofaries ayumiofaries 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2013

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    I'd Give Anything To Be Told I'm Beautiful And Really Feel Like It. I'd Give Anything To Have Self Confidence.

    I've always been the fat kid but it never bugged me like it does now days, I always had lots of friends and was lucky enough to part of the 'cool kids". I lost all of that when my brother went to jail for molesting a best friend of mine in jr high. I still had a few friends but...
    Btits Btits 18-21, F Jun 27, 2012

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    Skinny Minny Went to Fat Cat Over Summer

    I was skinny and tall my whole life. People literally wanted to be me. Then it all went down the drain. I was always tired in school, always. I'm not talking tired like 'I don't want to get out of bed' I am talking tired 'I can't get out of bed.' I had zero energy, zip, nada...
    countrygurl countrygurl 19-21, F 4 Responses Jul 25, 2007

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    My Life

    every one says i have a really pretty face i doo my make upp really goo and i dress pretty but none of that matters to me because every time i look in the mirroir i see nothing but fatt and too top it off i hear every one saying that im face .. my brothers sisters and even my...
    lovey818 lovey818 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    Your Jiggling Baby...Go 'Head Baby

    There was a time in my life when people thought I would always be slim...that was when I was a kid. Currently I am 5'1" and about 95 pounds over weight. My arms and thighs are huge. I have to constantly buy new jeans because they get worned out on the inner thigh from my legs...
    GuiltyPleasure00 GuiltyPleasure00 31-35, F May 30, 2013

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    Sick

    I hate being overweight. I get so paranoid thinking that everyone is secretly staring and mocking me. I want to be thin but my emotional eating is a vicious cycle- I feel so depressed for being fat so I eat to comfort myself and then I feel worse. I'm sick of the binge eating...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    I have been fat since forever.

    It's unfortunate, mostly because I had a healthy life style. Ate a little more, yes, but always healthy stuff! In school I was/am bullied over my weight. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin and I wonder why anyone wants to be near me. I'm just so disgusting. I often cut myself...
    Umbreobite Umbreobite 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I Never Thought It Possible Until...

    So, being overweight really didn't begin until my mid 20's. Up to that point I always had a nice shape and at a healthy weight. As the years piled on so did the weight. After 15 years of marriage and two kids, I was the biggest I had ever been at 249lbs. CRAZY!!! I finally...
    amcuddeback amcuddeback 46-50, F Oct 30, 2013

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    Im overly obsessed with my weight

    and calorie intake and I still eat like a pig. Im beginning to really hate food.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 13

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    I'm a heavy teen (almost young lady) I've never

    had a boyfriend, guys feel comfortable around me but I want a guy to wanna hold my hand. Kiss me and date me. Do men even like bigger girls? I would appreciate some male feedback
    bryce7 bryce7 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    My Life

    For as long as I've known, I have been overweight. I wasn't necessarily bullied for being fat, but I definitely stood out from the other kids. I had lots of family issues growing up(being molested by my father and my step father, which is probably a huge reason I am overweight...
    Smatteson10 Smatteson10 16-17, F Sep 15, 2013

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    Outgrowing Underwear

    Once every couple of months, I Put on my underwear and they squeeze my belly because I am overweight and am still gaining. So I go to buy new underwear at the Calvin Klein. It is really embarrassing because I outgrow my underwear so often that it seems like I am at Calvin klein...
    Kevinweightgain Kevinweightgain 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 14, 2012

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    I'm like a walking jiggle factory,

    I try walking, exercising and watching my diet but I can't tell if it's working. Most people measure the waist line or step on a scale but I can't so I don't know what's going on.
    Azazel1987 Azazel1987 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Not Feeling Good Enough !!?

    I hate the fact that I can't take of my shirt in public or when I want to go swimming. I hate the fact that when I take a shower I don't feel comfortable with myself. I feel gross disgusting ....m I hate the fact that someone is in love with me and I can't learn to love myself so...
    Fatgirl69 Fatgirl69 18-21 1 Response Jun 18, 2013

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    =/

    i hate being fat...i hate that there is so much i can't do, like shave...i tried doing something special and it turn around and makes me look like a fool, for even trying =/ i hate being fat, i hate looking at myself in the mirror. i hate the fat ***** that i am. i hate how ugly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2009

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    it's honestly the number 1 thing i hate about

    myself amongst my list of things i hate. i will never be perfect and thats all i want. i starve and starve and no matter how much weight i lose... it will never be enough until i weigh 0
    hypnoticz hypnoticz 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I’ve been feeling quite down lately,

    mainly because of my weight. I lose and gain, and give up over and over again. I am looking into weight loss surgery for the second time, but am 95% sure I will probably just get denied again. Also my family does not support it, because they do not like the thought of most of my...
    persephone100 persephone100 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    so i am 21 years old

    and you would think as a 21 year old you would usually be having the best time of your life going to clubs hanging out with friends just normal fun things like that right.. but my problem is that i've struggled with my weight my whole life i guess you can say i am "extremely...
    rachelovee20 rachelovee20 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    Looking for a decent plus size bathing suit is

    so hard because my boobs are so freaking huge. I hope they are the first to go as I lose more weight.
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 3 Responses May 2

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    I Have A Few Pounds, But Yes... I´m A Little Fat :)

    Dear friends on EP! I would like to share with you that, I have a few pounds, that I would love to get rid of, because I dislike being myself in the mirror and keep getting reminded that you need to lose weight, because your mother or someone else told you so! And because you...
    FaroesePearl FaroesePearl 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2011

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    Why?

    Every day since I turned 10, has been a nightmare. People mock me, they bully me and they look at me with pitty. "Oh my, but she is so pretty, what a waste" Thats what many people say. Every night I 'decide' that i will start a new life the next day, but when the morning arives...
    canvas92 canvas92 18-21 2 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    Why Don't I Stop Myself?

    So, all of my life I have lived with the knowledge that I am fat. But, it wasn't always true. When I was thirteen I used to hang around with two girls that were as skinny as could be, one openly admits now that she has an eating disorder and has, since then gained weight. But...
    UnluckyLassie UnluckyLassie 18-21, F Nov 19, 2012

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    Unhappy

    My weight is a huge factor on me, I cry every night, at work when I'm alone, its a horrible feeling and its horrible looking at me, my friends and family think I'm happy due to my out-going personality and big smile, but reallly im hurting everyday, I am a sporty girl but...
    freeme05 freeme05 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    "Big is beautiful!" Yeah right.

    I don't know who started that campaign and when, it was probably a fat person who was trying to make other fat people feel better about themselves. I wish I could tell whoever that person is, wherever they are, if they are even still alive that it's not working, AT ALL. Big is...
    FindItKeepItLoveIt FindItKeepItLoveIt 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    Do I Have To Live With This All My Life?

    I wake up hating how I look. I go to sleep thinking tomorrow I will try again. I've dealt with this ever since I was a child and am tired of being fat. I dress well, carry myself well and people don't realize how I hate my body. Every morning is a battle trying to get dressed...
    Celi619 Celi619 26-30 3 Responses Dec 28, 2012

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    Confusion And Acceptance

    I was one of the many people who had a hard time before, during and after puberty. Let's disregard the sudden growth spurt, but in elementary, I just woke up in the middle of the night just to discover blood on my underwear. Yes. My first period was a very sketchy time for me. I...
    ayumiofaries ayumiofaries 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2013

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    Hate Being Fat

    i hate being fat.... so you know what im going to do.... im gonna run every morning and (try) to eat better. i dont want to be a fat lard anymore. i wanna feel pretty in my own skin. so starting tomorrow im running the fat off this body.
    eyeslikestars eyeslikestars 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2011

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    Looking At A Body I Hate Every Single Day ....

    Yes, it is very very hard to be fat. I've struggled all my life with being overweight but now I'm at my heaviest and I hate my body. I am always covering, even if the weather is hot, I'll wear a jacket. I hate when people look at me when I'm eating, I get embarrassed when people...
    Val86 Val86 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2012

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    Fat Is Uncomfortable

    I hate how the fat just lies in big rolls and it gets in the way.  It is so uncomfortable!!  I have always been fat except for a few brief times when I lost weight for a little while.  I wish I could just accept it but I can't seem to do so.
    FattyRBuckle FattyRBuckle 56-60, F 7 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    I'm not happy with my weight

    but it's hard to change that..
    Laine0910 Laine0910 18-21, F Sep 19

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    No Self Control.

    I've always had a 'pretty face' I dress nice, I do my make up and hair. None of that matters though because Im fat. I feel disgusting, I tell my friends what I would wear if I wasn't fat, and they end up wearing it and looking great. I start to hate myself for not having enough...
    brielladivine brielladivine 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 15, 2012

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    I truly eat my feelings

    when I'm extremely happy I eat a lot and when I'm sad I eat even more this is why I'm over weight
    Laine0910 Laine0910 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Fat Ad Unhappy

    I am 27 years old and I went from being anorexic in high school 9years ago to obese now about 11 years ago I weighed 86 lbs and was very very thin now the doctors says I am obese 5'6 and 245 lbs I feel there is no in between for me and no matter how much I try to be anorexic I...
    jkinman81 jkinman81 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 19, 2008

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    I'm Such a Greedy ************!

    Well, not so much anymore. I don't eat a lot anymore, but I used to. I'm very sedentary because of my depression. The antidepressants made me overeat & gain weight. Otherwise, I'd be exercising. I'm @ least trying to improve my diet. I drink more water.
    otad12 otad12 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 16, 2008

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    I....

    dont think an hour goes by when i do notice a new flaw, a new part of me thats too fat, where i dont think how many calories i have eaten today and how many more i can afford, when i dont look in the mirror and loathe all i see. when i dont wish with every fibre of my being to be...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 30, 2009

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    Wanna fix my body!

    I'm 167cm and 80kg. At the height of my bulimia, I was 48kg. I want to get back to about 55kg. I'm on Duromine because I have ruined my metabolism from my eating disorder. Does anyone have any ideas on how to overcome an addiction to food?
    Keekee89 Keekee89 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2012

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    I really do love being fat. I love being able to jiggle my gut and have it hang over my clothes. It has such a great feeling of freedom.
    coolsean1 coolsean1 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I hate being yelled. But what's worse? Being yelled at by an obvious immature moron; or being talked to dangerously calm by someone civil and mature? When I'm being yelled at I...
    XxDorkyBoyxX XxDorkyBoyxX 18-21, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I hate being yelled at. I hate to argue. I shut down and shut out. I won't participate. amazingly enough this action of doing nothing causes some to yell more.
    regalshewolf regalshewolf 41-45, F 9 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I hate being blamed for something I never did. I will not put up with those lies. Do not accuse me of something I did not do. I will take everyone on in this matter. You need...
    mississippiblondegal mississippiblondegal 36-40, F 19 hrs ago

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    I absolutely hate being yelled by anyone and for any reason. I do not mind talking to others in a calm manner but not when others are enraged. .
    mississippiblondegal mississippiblondegal 36-40, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I hate my father so much. He pressurize me so much that i want to commit suicide. But I dont have the guts to do so and i still have people to live for... but my father is gonna...
    ItsXainSF ItsXainSF 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I basically wrote my life story on here but it didnt lost FML now its gone. i hate my father so much i just hope he would pass away already. god and satan please take him away...
    trentoy trentoy 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 7

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