I Hate Being Gay

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 111 People

    Why I Don't Like It

    It's difficult thinking of where to start, so I may as well just list some things. 1) There are many more possible partners for straight people than there are for gay people. 2) There are quite a lot of people who hate me without even knowing me. 3) I didn't choose this, yet...
    maxxieway26 maxxieway26
    3 Responses Aug 4, 2010

    Sick Of It

    I've been gay for as long as I can remember.  In kindergarten, I had a crush on my teacher - I always had crushes on my teachers.  When I was in first grade, I told my mom that I loved my teacher and I asked her if that meant I was gay.  She said, "...
    barbershopgal barbershopgal
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 3, 2010

    I'm gay there is no way around it.

    I know for sure I'm gay. I'm attracted to the male body and its disgusting. When I look at other boys it turns me on and I really hate that. I don't being like that. I've had EP boyfriends an I struggled being in a relationship with another boy. I'm very much struggling in being...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jul 10, 2014

    Disfellowshipped Gay

    I have been disfellowshipped for sometime. I have never married because I never thought I could pull it off. I always knew from a young age I was attracted to men. I hid it as best I could growing up. I was angry for along time trying to figure out why I felt this way. Finally I...
    Benn79 Benn79
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Feb 26, 2013

    The Struggle Within

    I am a 30-year old follower of Christ who has struggled with same-sex urges for a long while.   It has not been easy since I believe that according to the Bible being gay is a sinful act and there are times that I feel dirty that I experience such feelings.  ...
    conrad1980 conrad1980
    2 Responses Oct 1, 2010

    The Story Of My Life.....

    Simply put I hate being gay.... I am a closeted gay guy and I am straight acting and girls throw themselves at me and I dont feel the same and it hurts me to hurt them as they expect so much from me and i cant simply fulfill their expectations... the next thing is that I also...
    Melting266 Melting266
    4 Responses Sep 24, 2012

    I don't know if anyone can really connect with

    my story but here it goes... I came "out" when I was 16, right after my son was born. I lived that "lifestyle" for about 8 years until I started reading the bible and decided to change my life. I love God and that is my motivation for changing, the problem I face now is not...
    Tonytonytoni Tonytonytoni
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2015

    I'm 18... I'm Gay... And I Hate It.

    All my life I've been considered a pretty normal guy. I like trucks, sports, hunting, working with my hands, and being outdoors. However, I do not like girls... Not sexually at least. I find the female body beautiful, and sometimes hard not to look at, however; I also I find...
    WilliamTaylor95 WilliamTaylor95
    22-25, M
    9 Responses Nov 11, 2013

    My mom said I'm going to die

    because I like guys and that I'm not a man because I'm not dating a woman. I'm sure my bible thumping sister agrees :(
    lostsoul9011 lostsoul9011
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Mar 24, 2014

    It Feels Like A Curse

    I became aware of my sexual orientation at a very young age. I would say that around the age 3-4 I began to realize that I was different. I remember being beaten by mom around that age simply for giving another little boy a kiss. That was a defining moment in my life. In that...
    eyeconfess eyeconfess
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Jan 17, 2013

    It's close to midnight

    and there's a storm pouring down loudly on the pavement with a thunderous sound that echos in your soul. It's a night you don't want to find yourself alone in. I feel isolated in my warm house with my wide eyed cats keeping each other company as they stare at the flickering...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2015

    Simply put, I'm sick of being gay.

    I'm sick of getting no love from anybody, but hatred and tormenting are rampant.
    kill4love kill4love
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 22, 2014

    It is totally useless being gay .

    People are always mean to you .
    lookatUmanofpower lookatUmanofpower
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 29, 2014

    Why Me?

    Man I hate being gay. I'm a masculine discrete black guy who sometimes have difficulties accepting the fact that I'm gay. Plenty of beautiful women throw themselves at me, but women don't arouse me any more. I feel bad because I want to be with a woman, but over the years my...
    Jasonlyric Jasonlyric
    1 Response Dec 9, 2012

    Not So Stereotypical

    I hate being gay and I am working on changing So I'm a junior in high school I play baseball and basketball. I'm 6 foot 4 and throw low 90's. I'm the popular kid, the athlete, the preppy. No one knows about me and know one ever will because if I can't change then I will die...
    jwjm9696 jwjm9696
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 13, 2013

    I hate being gay because it means

    that I will be alone for the rest of my life. The feeling of liking someone is so wonderful yet you should stop right aways cause that guy that you like will never like you or look on you like you do. I am also scared that the time I discover myself as gay is the begging of me...
    johnlee1527 johnlee1527
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 13, 2015

    Where The Gay Started When It Will Never End.

    When I was young as eight I could have possibly been attracted to guys but I never even heard of such a thing til my freshmen year of high school when I was for sure attracted to men. I remember one day during my freshmen year it was some penny day in high school where a teacher...
    degrassigeneration degrassigeneration
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Sep 12, 2011

    Don't get me wrong I don't hate

    that I am gay I just hate being gay. I hate that I am 28 and never been in a relationship and have not met a single gay man that I am attracted to, all the guys I am attracted to are straight or seem to be and it sucks!
    nzreddish nzreddish
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 6, 2015

    I am absolutely sick of being gay.

    I am 20 and ive never liked anyone who has liked me my entire life. I had 1 goal in life for as long as I can remember: to get married and have biological kids. And then I discovered im gay. Forget the fact that I wanna like girls and I cant; I cant even find a guy that I like...
    anonymousl1 anonymousl1
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 16, 2015

    Can't Say It.

    I am a lesbian and I will never say those words out loud. I hate saying it. It doesn't feel right. I am attracted to women and not really attracted to men so yes that makes me a lesbian, but there are so many negative stereotypes that I just cannot say that out loud. When I...
    afterthought12 afterthought12
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2013

    I'm 27 I started messing with guys at 18

    but I've kind of always been attracted to guys I just never acted on it until I 18... Im really not happy being gay I have had failed relationship after relationship I'm always either cheated on or falling for someone who doesn't feel the same way as I do and just leads me on...
    strugglingtobehappy strugglingtobehappy
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2014

    It's not very convenient in an all boys

    catholic school where everyone is watching your every move to make sure your not. And my weirdo voice earns me names every day, and I hate it. And my mom keeps on pressuring me to fight the next person who calls me gay, but my school has a no violence policy.
    carlo0907 carlo0907
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Feb 6, 2015

    I Just Don't Like The Pain.

    I accepted it in about grade 7&8 I told people in grade 9 and now in Grade 10 I can't help but to notice some guys more often I start to have feelings for them, some of them are really good friends. I hate it because not only could it ruin our friendship but I know he will never...
    devin996 devin996
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

    I feel like I can't think straight.

    .. I hate it. A friend of mine who I've become really close with has discovered he may be an asexual homoromantic, and he recently confided he's had a slight crush on me. I tried to be really chill about it, but really, I was shaking in my boots. I think I feel the same way - and...
    ChaosMyth ChaosMyth
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2015

    Like I'm really glad

    that gay marriage is legal and stuff but my mom would never let me marry a man and she won't be dead until I'm out of my prime. And she won't even let me go to the pride parade on Sunday because she wants me to go watch her friend be ordained a priest.
    carlo0907 carlo0907
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jun 26, 2015
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