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I Hate Being In Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 94 People

    ...But I Love It.

    I met my crush at an event that takes place only once a year. I have him on face book but I just can't talk to him. I will never see him in person again. He is smart, sweet, direct, gentle, rich, handsome, caring... okay I need to get a hold of myself.
    Kiva10 Kiva10 16-17, F Sep 28, 2013

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    you consume my everything.

    every step i take i feel your spirit directing me and i almost stop to wonder- have i become a puppet for you? am i just a mere body for you to play with? my heart breaks. i am so in love and it's crippling my heart. i thought i was strong enough to let someone in, but now i'm...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 18-21, F Feb 18, 2015

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    Soemthing I Needed To Get Off My Chest

    This is something i really want to get off my chest as it is eating me up inside, i met this boy in school about 6 years ago, as soon as i met him i liked him instantly, and we hit it off and we were best friends for about 3 years, and we were so close we spoke everyday on the...
    Brook08 Brook08 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2009

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    Its all too consuming

    and out of control, and when you sink too deep you feel like you cannot breathe your heart race too fast.. its like you are dying but you are alive. Its all too frightening, when you cannot control the outcome nor the person when you don't wish to be controlled yourself.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 29, 2015

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    I Feel Like S****

    What can I say love suxs big time. My story is just one of those type of stories that should have never happened. Everything started on Fourth of July when I thought I had met the perfect guy. I had just gotten over a relationship when I met him. Everything happened too...
    martpao martpao 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 24, 2010

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    I Being In Love!

    I'm bisexual well i think i am. I've always liked boys and i've been out with a lot of them and kissed etc.. But then i met this girl october time called Phoebe, shes in my year at school but i'd never met her before. At first i though she was just cool because i LOVED how she...
    xALPxx xALPxx 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2010

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    One Too Meny Times

    In my hole life i had 4 guys like my dont know if it was love but it sure felt that way. The first 2 were in kindergarden the 2 boys fought for my they gave my gifts but in the end it didint work out with either bouth left my and i dont remember why. 3 years past and i met one of...
    BlackDame BlackDame 18-21, T 2 Responses Jul 2, 2012

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    Never Fall In Love With Your Best Friend

    i know this person most of my life and we would tell eachother almost everything i would see other people and so did he we wouldnt really see that much of each other and then one day he call me over his house and we kicked it like we always would but this time we got a little to...
    sexyshady sexyshady 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    If Love Was A Physical Thing, It Would Be Shattered And Destroyed.

    Love will feel death at my hands and at the tip of my sword if it tries to permeate my freedom and rights to life.  In truth, I believe love is simply a distraction to keep you from reaching the real truths of life, one of which I have already figured out: All of life is a...
    TheArcticWolf TheArcticWolf 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 3, 2010

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    Cause wheb it hurts you can't always think with

    your brain but more with your emotions and you keep yourself so torn. Because when you left , you feel perfect and all of sudden something reminds you of that person, you start thinking of them so hard that they come back, you get weak...you battle yourself.. But end up...
    askmorenow1 askmorenow1 22-25 Apr 8, 2015

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    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F Jun 9, 2014

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    Well it's happened to everyone right?

    Fall in love, think the other person likes you too, but reality wakes you up from your illusions? Well, It happened to me. I met this guy, his name is Chris. So I told my very best friends I had a crush on him. They dared me to hug him. I wasn't so sure considering we don't even...
    victoria368 victoria368 18-21 1 Response Mar 21, 2014

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    I haven't talked to my boyfriend in more

    than a week now. Skype popped up a message for me just now, and I thought, only one person would skype message me at this hour, only one person would use skype message instead of whatsapp(you can all guess who I thought it would have been). So I happily raced to turn on my...
    charicealpaca charicealpaca 18-21, F Nov 15, 2015

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    jennymike28 jennymike28 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I hate coming home and just being yelled at ... like I need to be brought any lower
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    Rebecca1402 Rebecca1402 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    I'm a lover of the truth and hate all types of lies.
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