I Hate Being Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 220 People

    I feel like I don't have friends

    or a life because of my personality. Bleh. I used to have friends. But then I gained weight and all of a sudden people just pushed me away.. I wish I could be accepted, by someone, anyone. This is my confession. lol I'm also weird. Maybe that's what makes me, me.
    Hello7282828282 Hello7282828282
    51-55, T
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2013


    I hate being the one always too give in. I hate being invisable to everyone around me. Why is it not important what I want?  I mean it is, to me, but obviously not enough since I don´t seem to make it clear to anyone else.  I hate not knowing what I like and what...
    schadow schadow
    1 Response Jun 9, 2009

    The Little Thing That Thought It Could - Wrong

    I hate being the dreamer who wants more I hate my passion for wanting to correct the injustice i see I hate the fact that NO ONE LISTENS- EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate getting only enough of things for something to seem possible then find out it's...
    tulick tulick
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Jun 4, 2008

    There is absolutely nothing about being me

    that does not disgust me. The way my body looks, the way my body feels, the fact that when I'm shopping I'm attracted to dresses and shoes instead of "manly" things and I can't be in a dress or heels.... Everything makes me depressed and disgusted!
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 13, 2014


    i don't even know where to start. i'm 15, i'm a girl, and i wish i was someone else. i hate being ugly, i hate being fat, i hate my glasses, i hate my spots, i hate how i'm too lazy to do anything about any of these things. i hate how i have one friend at school. she is so much...
    cassadeelockhart cassadeelockhart
    Mar 4, 2011


    It gets so neauseating being me sometimes. Like a movie that you can't tell is dark comdey or a surreal drama. Here I am, on the verge of being elligeble for elistment (I'll post that situation in another story), and today, with the saints winning 9-0, i just hated being me. I...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 16, 2009

    I hate myself. I hate being me.

    There's nothing good about being me. I wish I was dead. I can't wait till I die.
    wassup305 wassup305
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 27, 2015

    Why Did God Make Me Like This

    i am a 17 year old girl, i found out i had bipolar, ODC , and senceary intergration disfuction , alot to handle for a little girl, i was only nine when i found this out. still i was strong , there is meds, theripist, doctors appointments mentors , everything still at this point...
    nini222 nini222
    3 Responses Jan 23, 2013

    I just hate having to be me.

    Im very overweight and only 20 years old. I feel as if i have never been in a relationship because of my weight and looks. And it certainly doesn't help when people notice your insecurities and they start constantly telling you that you're beautiful just so you wont feel bad...
    ploblue ploblue
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2014

    Seriously I have to take

    so much **** from everyone everyday of my ******* life.
    JelloPixel JelloPixel
    Jan 26, 2014

    Why Am I Such A Loser?

    I can't stand me. I wish I was someone who could make friends and feel like I was loved. The few people I truely love and worry about don't seem to care very much. When they do hang out, it almost always feels like it's an obligation to them. I,just for once, would like...
    lovessb lovessb
    26-30, M
    13 Responses Mar 27, 2011

    Am I Really A Child?

    I am stuck on the edge of the mental tipping point. It's showing through in my everyday life now. I muddle my words up, i cry and inappropriate moments and i argue at any given moment. I believe this to be the effect of my unstable, insecure life that my mother has created. She...
    Bobetta Bobetta
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2009

    You know how some kids these days get depressed

    and cut? It's to help them forget their emotional pain. I need to do things to forget mine. Sometimes I set myself up to be emotionally hurt by people online to forget my real life agony
    Aagatha Aagatha
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 28, 2015

    Please Don't Read This... Highly Depressing

    Whenever i'm reminded come on, i am 18, i hate it. i am different, i know. please, i know it already. I know it when people give me sympathetic looks when i tell them about EP, and my friends and say"we write things here". I know it when a cousin is shocked that i don't know how...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    26-30, M
    8 Responses Oct 3, 2009

    I feel terrible because ive been cutting off

    those who are trying to support me but its just to hard. How can i explain the demons that weaken me? Small talk just makes me feel more alone than ever. School for us australians kids has resumed to another year and now in year 12 i dont know how im going to be able to cope...
    ThisChica ThisChica
    18-21, F
    Jan 30, 2014

    You know what I hate?

    I hate being tall I hate having pale skin I hate having freckles I hate my eyes I hate my nose I hate my lips I hate my hands I hate my arms I hate my stomach I hate my legs I hate my feet I hate all of the scars I’ve given myself trying to cope I hate how big my boobs are I...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 30, 2014

    Why Do I Even Exist????

    Absolutely at my wits end now. Really feel like I could just run from my life. I am a useless fat lump, my friends only use me, my family is a joke and are too self absorbed to realise anyone else may have problems. I have battled with depression my entire life, that and bulimia...
    sadmumma sadmumma
    3 Responses Jan 6, 2011

    I hate being me. My husband died of ALS,

    Lou Gherigs disease, and has been rotting in the ground for almost 3 years. He abused me and didn't help me in my hour of need. I now have no money and am going to lose my house. I was on anti depressants, but they caused a severe reaction and I now have brain damage and the...
    justmealaone justmealaone
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Mar 21, 2014

    Im To Childish

    for some reason im 19 but i act as if i 10 some times especially when im around younger children just so that they can feel comfortableco1 cause i know what it feels like when everyone  is acting grown up and your small!! i feel so bad i wish i can changed i so hate being me...
    rudy2011 rudy2011
    Jun 12, 2012

    I Hate Being Me!!!!

    I hate being me because I'm not good at anything in school especially math! I'm always feeling weak although I want to get up and do something but ppl think I'm lazy when I'm not,I hate being me because I'm beyond skinny and ppl look at me wierd because of my size obviously and I...
    scarletchrissy scarletchrissy
    3 Responses Jun 28, 2010

    I have study difficulties,

    I'm doing bad at uni that i could be kicked out anytime soon, the thing is that my family is putting so much pressure on me that now I'm exploding, i wish if i was somebody else, not this total loser, and because I'm a ******* loser, now my mom, my sisters and my brother, all of...
    FuadAljeddawi FuadAljeddawi
    22-25, M
    Nov 13, 2015
    Aagatha Aagatha
    41-45, F
    Jun 3, 2015

    I Sometimes Wish I Was Someone Else

    I always see flaws in myself.. 1 in particular. 1 that is really ruining my life.. afraid it always will.. afraid of what might happen. But hopefully 1 day that will change! I hope to god it does. But untill then i will be me.. and not like it. A lot of the times i wish i was...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 26, 2013

    I hate everything about myself.

    Each day I'm reminded that there's something wrong with me. I have major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, not to mention gay but with a lack of experience I can say I am not gay cause nothing gay ever happens to me. It seems I keep living my life hoping to be...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jul 5, 2014

    Wish I Wasnt Me

    I wish i wasnt me i just wish i could be the guy everyone likes and wants to hang with. But im not that and never will be. I wish i would just fall asleep and not wake up and be stuck in a dream that makes me happy.
    Bignc Bignc
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

    I Hate Bein Bisexual!

    Ok it all started when i met them. It changed my life and the way I am now. It made me into a bisexual something im really not proud of. It happened one night when I was little I was around 12 they where around 14-15. It happend to me young. I was a really kinda a wild child and...
    isanyonethere isanyonethere
    3 Responses Jun 2, 2008
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