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I Hate Being Me

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    Why Do I Even Exist????

    Absolutely at my wits end now. Really feel like I could just run from my life. I am a useless fat lump, my friends only use me, my family is a joke and are too self absorbed to realise anyone else may have problems. I have battled with depression my entire life, that and bulimia...
    sadmumma sadmumma 22-25 3 Responses Jan 6, 2011

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    Seriously I have to take

    so much **** from everyone everyday of my ******* life.
    JelloPixel JelloPixel 13-15 Jan 26

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    I feel terrible because ive been cutting off

    those who are trying to support me but its just to hard. How can i explain the demons that weaken me? Small talk just makes me feel more alone than ever. School for us australians kids has resumed to another year and now in year 12 i dont know how im going to be able to cope...
    ThisChica ThisChica 18-21, F Jan 30

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    Sometimes

    It gets so neauseating being me sometimes. Like a movie that you can't tell is dark comdey or a surreal drama. Here I am, on the verge of being elligeble for elistment (I'll post that situation in another story), and today, with the saints winning 9-0, i just hated being me. I...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 16, 2009

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    I hate everything about myself.

    Each day I'm reminded that there's something wrong with me. I have major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, not to mention gay but with a lack of experience I can say I am not gay cause nothing gay ever happens to me. It seems I keep living my life hoping to be...
    MachineEmpire1985 MachineEmpire1985 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    You know what I hate?

    I hate being tall I hate having pale skin I hate having freckles I hate my eyes I hate my nose I hate my lips I hate my hands I hate my arms I hate my stomach I hate my legs I hate my feet I hate all of the scars I’ve given myself trying to cope I hate how big my boobs are I...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F 5 Responses May 30

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    Why Am I Such A Loser?

    I can't stand me. I wish I was someone who could make friends and feel like I was loved. The few people I truely love and worry about don't seem to care very much. When they do hang out, it almost always feels like it's an obligation to them. I,just for once, would like...
    lovessb lovessb 26-30, M 9 Responses Mar 27, 2011

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    Cassadeelockhart

    i don't even know where to start. i'm 15, i'm a girl, and i wish i was someone else. i hate being ugly, i hate being fat, i hate my glasses, i hate my spots, i hate how i'm too lazy to do anything about any of these things. i hate how i have one friend at school. she is so much...
    cassadeelockhart cassadeelockhart 13-15 Mar 4, 2011

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    I hate being me. My husband died of ALS,

    Lou Gherigs disease, and has been rotting in the ground for almost 3 years. He abused me and didn't help me in my hour of need. I now have no money and am going to lose my house. I was on anti depressants, but they caused a severe reaction and I now have brain damage and the...
    justmealaone justmealaone 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I just hate having to be me.

    Im very overweight and only 20 years old. I feel as if i have never been in a relationship because of my weight and looks. And it certainly doesn't help when people notice your insecurities and they start constantly telling you that you're beautiful just so you wont feel bad...
    ploblue ploblue 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I Hate Bein Bisexual!

    Ok it all started when i met them. It changed my life and the way I am now. It made me into a bisexual something im really not proud of. It happened one night when I was little I was around 12 they where around 14-15. It happend to me young. I was a really kinda a wild child and...
    isanyonethere isanyonethere 16-17 3 Responses Jun 2, 2008

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    I Sometimes Wish I Was Someone Else

    I always see flaws in myself.. 1 in particular. 1 that is really ruining my life.. afraid it always will.. afraid of what might happen. But hopefully 1 day that will change! I hope to god it does. But untill then i will be me.. and not like it. A lot of the times i wish i was...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Jan 26, 2013

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    Am I Really A Child?

    I am stuck on the edge of the mental tipping point. It's showing through in my everyday life now. I muddle my words up, i cry and inappropriate moments and i argue at any given moment. I believe this to be the effect of my unstable, insecure life that my mother has created. She...
    Bobetta Bobetta 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2009

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    Im To Childish

    for some reason im 19 but i act as if i 10 some times especially when im around younger children just so that they can feel comfortableco1 cause i know what it feels like when everyone  is acting grown up and your small!! i feel so bad i wish i can changed i so hate being me...
    rudy2011 rudy2011 18-21 Jun 12, 2012

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    Nobody

    I hate being the one always too give in. I hate being invisable to everyone around me. Why is it not important what I want?  I mean it is, to me, but obviously not enough since I don´t seem to make it clear to anyone else.  I hate not knowing what I like and what...
    schadow schadow 36-40 1 Response Jun 9, 2009

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    Why Did God Make Me Like This

    i am a 17 year old girl, i found out i had bipolar, ODC , and senceary intergration disfuction , alot to handle for a little girl, i was only nine when i found this out. still i was strong , there is meds, theripist, doctors appointments mentors , everything still at this point...
    nini222 nini222 16-17 3 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    The Little Thing That Thought It Could - Wrong

    I hate being the dreamer who wants more I hate my passion for wanting to correct the injustice i see I hate the fact that NO ONE LISTENS- EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate getting only enough of things for something to seem possible then find out it's...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 4, 2008

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    Please Don't Read This... Highly Depressing

    Whenever i'm reminded come on, i am 18, i hate it. i am different, i know. please, i know it already. I know it when people give me sympathetic looks when i tell them about EP, and my friends and say"we write things here". I know it when a cousin is shocked that i don't know how...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M 10 Responses Oct 3, 2009

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    There is absolutely nothing about being me

    that does not disgust me. The way my body looks, the way my body feels, the fact that when I'm shopping I'm attracted to dresses and shoes instead of "manly" things and I can't be in a dress or heels.... Everything makes me depressed and disgusted!
    Christinamarie3095 Christinamarie3095 41-45, T Oct 13

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    I feel like I don't have friends

    or a life because of my personality. Bleh. I used to have friends. But then I gained weight and all of a sudden people just pushed me away.. I wish I could be accepted, by someone, anyone. This is my confession. lol I'm also weird. Maybe that's what makes me, me.
    Hello7282828282 Hello7282828282 46-50, T 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    Wish I Wasnt Me

    I wish i wasnt me i just wish i could be the guy everyone likes and wants to hang with. But im not that and never will be. I wish i would just fall asleep and not wake up and be stuck in a dream that makes me happy.
    Bignc Bignc 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    I Hate Being Me!!!!

    I hate being me because I'm not good at anything in school especially math! I'm always feeling weak although I want to get up and do something but ppl think I'm lazy when I'm not,I hate being me because I'm beyond skinny and ppl look at me wierd because of my size obviously and I...
    scarletchrissy scarletchrissy 16-17 3 Responses Jun 28, 2010

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    I absolutely HATE being ignored. it's so irritating! Why?! it just ruins my entire mood. Your supposed to be my best friend but when im talking to you, you wanna look the other way...
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    I hate him. I'm in pain. I hate being rejected. I hate being told I'm not good enough. I hate being taken advantage of. I hate him. I hate feeling this way, like my head is about...
    classicslove classicslove 26-30, F 11 Responses Dec 2

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    I hate being poor... I hate it when I have to save my money for my next week allowance... I hate it when we don't have any television or dvd...I hate it when we have no money to...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    It's quite hypocritical of me to say I hate being lied to since I myself in many cases am a liar. Everything I post on here is true. No if and's or buts. But in the real world I...
    chaoshead chaoshead 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 23

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    I moved to Texas 12 years ago, and rarely have I spent the holidays alone. I have traveled to see family or been with friends but I still feel alone or like I am crashing someone...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M Dec 7

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    "I wish I had a twin!", "If I pinch you will your twin feel it?", and "I like you better than your twin." All of those things have been asked/told to me in the past week alone...
    sarahjohnsony sarahjohnsony 18-21, F Dec 8

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    I hate being ignored but I also like being alone sometimes . I think we all hate being ignored but like alone time also
    Runawaywithme123 Runawaywithme123 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really wish I was okay just being alone.. I hate being alone. I hate having a phone when I nobody wants to talk to me. I'm incredibly boring and I'm sorry for that but I still...
    LeslieMarie247 LeslieMarie247 18-21, F Nov 18

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    I hate being home alone. I'll go out with friends and family and have a blast but in the end I'm alone in my room. sometimes it irritates me and I make a quick decision to go out...
    Spiritm Spiritm 26-30, M Nov 22

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    I hate being yelled. But what's worse? Being yelled at by an obvious immature moron; or being talked to dangerously calm by someone civil and mature? When I'm being yelled at I...
    XxLittleBrotherxX XxLittleBrotherxX 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I had lived a very tough life. We are poor. I encountered bullying, discrimination, have been mocked and my father hates me. He even denied that I am his daughter and he seldom...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    I really hate being a stepmom...which knowing me you would find so hard to believe. Due to having endometriosis and losing the only baby I ever conceived to a miscarriage caused by...
    Maylissa Maylissa 41-45 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've taken a few art classes but I've hated every one of them. I hate being told what to draw and how to draw it .-. I'm more of an independent learner I guess
    KuroKitsune KuroKitsune 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    I hate being yelled at. I hate to argue. I shut down and shut out. I won't participate. amazingly enough this action of doing nothing causes some to yell more.
    regalshewolf regalshewolf 41-45, F 7 Responses Nov 26

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    I absolutely hate being lied to. I was seeing this boy and he told a really severe lie. We'll we were seeing each other for a bit. We decided to take things to the next step. I...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    I have my own children and I hate being a step mom! I know that doesn't sound right, but that's the way I feel. I met my partner about over a year ago. We've had a rough...
    Jeshayna Jeshayna 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    its funny because I love being outside in the snow and everything but I really do hate being cold. if it could be 70 and snowing I'd be the happiest.
    laurenstone97 laurenstone97 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    Since my husband of 15 years left our 4 kids and myself for another mother at our kids school, I have become a person consumed with anger. He has had little contact with the...
    40startingagain 40startingagain 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 25

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    As much as I hate being single, it's better than being used and getting hurt.
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I was molested and raped and ever since I hate being touched especially by men... I don't know why things like this happens but I wish it didn't.... know one ever cared enough to...
    cattie1283 cattie1283 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I can honestly say I hate being married to my wife! I never wanted to get married in the first place but she was pregnant at the time so I thought it was the right thing to do...
    foreverbroken84 foreverbroken84 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 18

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    I hate being angry because the way I treat people. I can usually control, but sometimes it shows and of course I would deny it if you asked. I am not a person to just let it out...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F Nov 19

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    Sometimes I hate being a black female. Why because white guys and men dislike black girls. The only reason they would date them is for the sexxxx. Which is wrong but it's true...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 21

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    I can't really say i hate being lied to because i also lie to other people all the time :o
    MariexOkay MariexOkay 13-15, F Nov 23

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    I hate being sick... Come kill me now so I don't have to suffer
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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