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I Hate Being Me

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    Wish I Wasnt Me

    I wish i wasnt me i just wish i could be the guy everyone likes and wants to hang with. But im not that and never will be. I wish i would just fall asleep and not wake up and be stuck in a dream that makes me happy.
    Bignc Bignc 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    Im To Childish

    for some reason im 19 but i act as if i 10 some times especially when im around younger children just so that they can feel comfortableco1 cause i know what it feels like when everyone  is acting grown up and your small!! i feel so bad i wish i can changed i so hate being me...
    rudy2011 rudy2011 18-21 Jun 12, 2012

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    Am I Really A Child?

    I am stuck on the edge of the mental tipping point. It's showing through in my everyday life now. I muddle my words up, i cry and inappropriate moments and i argue at any given moment. I believe this to be the effect of my unstable, insecure life that my mother has created. She...
    Bobetta Bobetta 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2009

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    Nobody

    I hate being the one always too give in. I hate being invisable to everyone around me. Why is it not important what I want?  I mean it is, to me, but obviously not enough since I don´t seem to make it clear to anyone else.  I hate not knowing what I like and what...
    schadow schadow 36-40 1 Response Jun 9, 2009

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    Please Don't Read This... Highly Depressing

    Whenever i'm reminded come on, i am 18, i hate it. i am different, i know. please, i know it already. I know it when people give me sympathetic looks when i tell them about EP, and my friends and say"we write things here". I know it when a cousin is shocked that i don't know how...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M 8 Responses Oct 3, 2009

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    Why Am I Such A Loser?

    I can't stand me. I wish I was someone who could make friends and feel like I was loved. The few people I truely love and worry about don't seem to care very much. When they do hang out, it almost always feels like it's an obligation to them. I,just for once, would like...
    lovessb lovessb 26-30, M 11 Responses Mar 27, 2011

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    Sometimes

    It gets so neauseating being me sometimes. Like a movie that you can't tell is dark comdey or a surreal drama. Here I am, on the verge of being elligeble for elistment (I'll post that situation in another story), and today, with the saints winning 9-0, i just hated being me. I...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 16, 2009

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    Why Did God Make Me Like This

    i am a 17 year old girl, i found out i had bipolar, ODC , and senceary intergration disfuction , alot to handle for a little girl, i was only nine when i found this out. still i was strong , there is meds, theripist, doctors appointments mentors , everything still at this point...
    nini222 nini222 16-17 3 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    You know what I hate?

    I hate being tall I hate having pale skin I hate having freckles I hate my eyes I hate my nose I hate my lips I hate my hands I hate my arms I hate my stomach I hate my legs I hate my feet I hate all of the scars I’ve given myself trying to cope I hate how big my boobs are I...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F 5 Responses May 30, 2014

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    I Hate Being Me!!!!

    I hate being me because I'm not good at anything in school especially math! I'm always feeling weak although I want to get up and do something but ppl think I'm lazy when I'm not,I hate being me because I'm beyond skinny and ppl look at me wierd because of my size obviously and I...
    scarletchrissy scarletchrissy 16-17 3 Responses Jun 28, 2010

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    I feel terrible because ive been cutting off

    those who are trying to support me but its just to hard. How can i explain the demons that weaken me? Small talk just makes me feel more alone than ever. School for us australians kids has resumed to another year and now in year 12 i dont know how im going to be able to cope...
    ThisChica ThisChica 18-21, F Jan 30, 2014

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    You know how some kids these days get depressed

    and cut? It's to help them forget their emotional pain. I need to do things to forget mine. Sometimes I set myself up to be emotionally hurt by people online to forget my real life agony
    Aagatha Aagatha 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    I hate being me. My husband died of ALS,

    Lou Gherigs disease, and has been rotting in the ground for almost 3 years. He abused me and didn't help me in my hour of need. I now have no money and am going to lose my house. I was on anti depressants, but they caused a severe reaction and I now have brain damage and the...
    justmealaone justmealaone 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    I Sometimes Wish I Was Someone Else

    I always see flaws in myself.. 1 in particular. 1 that is really ruining my life.. afraid it always will.. afraid of what might happen. But hopefully 1 day that will change! I hope to god it does. But untill then i will be me.. and not like it. A lot of the times i wish i was...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Jan 26, 2013

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    I just hate having to be me.

    Im very overweight and only 20 years old. I feel as if i have never been in a relationship because of my weight and looks. And it certainly doesn't help when people notice your insecurities and they start constantly telling you that you're beautiful just so you wont feel bad...
    ploblue ploblue 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2014

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    There is absolutely nothing about being me

    that does not disgust me. The way my body looks, the way my body feels, the fact that when I'm shopping I'm attracted to dresses and shoes instead of "manly" things and I can't be in a dress or heels.... Everything makes me depressed and disgusted!
    Christinamarie3095 Christinamarie3095 41-45, T 1 Response Oct 13, 2014

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    Why Do I Even Exist????

    Absolutely at my wits end now. Really feel like I could just run from my life. I am a useless fat lump, my friends only use me, my family is a joke and are too self absorbed to realise anyone else may have problems. I have battled with depression my entire life, that and bulimia...
    sadmumma sadmumma 22-25 3 Responses Jan 6, 2011

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    I hate everything about myself.

    Each day I'm reminded that there's something wrong with me. I have major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, not to mention gay but with a lack of experience I can say I am not gay cause nothing gay ever happens to me. It seems I keep living my life hoping to be...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    Cassadeelockhart

    i don't even know where to start. i'm 15, i'm a girl, and i wish i was someone else. i hate being ugly, i hate being fat, i hate my glasses, i hate my spots, i hate how i'm too lazy to do anything about any of these things. i hate how i have one friend at school. she is so much...
    cassadeelockhart cassadeelockhart 13-15 Mar 4, 2011

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    I feel like I don't have friends

    or a life because of my personality. Bleh. I used to have friends. But then I gained weight and all of a sudden people just pushed me away.. I wish I could be accepted, by someone, anyone. This is my confession. lol I'm also weird. Maybe that's what makes me, me.
    Hello7282828282 Hello7282828282 46-50, T 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    Seriously I have to take

    so much **** from everyone everyday of my ******* life.
    JelloPixel JelloPixel 13-15 Jan 26, 2014

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    I Hate Bein Bisexual!

    Ok it all started when i met them. It changed my life and the way I am now. It made me into a bisexual something im really not proud of. It happened one night when I was little I was around 12 they where around 14-15. It happend to me young. I was a really kinda a wild child and...
    isanyonethere isanyonethere 16-17 3 Responses Jun 2, 2008

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    The Little Thing That Thought It Could - Wrong

    I hate being the dreamer who wants more I hate my passion for wanting to correct the injustice i see I hate the fact that NO ONE LISTENS- EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate getting only enough of things for something to seem possible then find out it's...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 4, 2008

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    I hate being alive.....i hate that i have to get up every day to just suffer through every day with a fake personality and fake emotions...i hate that i cant even kill myself...
    ZuckerOaksPilgrim ZuckerOaksPilgrim 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hateeee being skinny. I'm im track and I'm so insecure about showing my legs at meets . My cousin doesn't help she's on the track team and she always has to make a comment about...
    anaaaa188 anaaaa188 18-21, F 1 Response May 16

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    I hate hate hate being a boy. I wish and wish and wish i was born a girl or i can change my gender into a girl. I am a girl trapped in a guy's body which sucks. I hate life like...
    Pinkygir Pinkygir 16-17, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I try to shy away from this experience, but I can't deny the truth. It's not necessarily the fact that I hate being ugly. It's the fact that humans are repulsed by my appearance. I...
    Answerswouldbenice Answerswouldbenice 31-35, M 2 Responses May 12

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    i hate it so much. its the worst curse in this world. all these other races dont know how i lucky they are. they are not darkskin and ugly and have no assets. i hate being black so...
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 2 Responses May 17

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    I have been heavy my entire life, except when I was 15. My grandparent were harsh, my grandfather would call me a pig in Greek all the time, tell me im lazy because I was smart but...
    ImOnlyMe84 ImOnlyMe84 26-30, F May 17

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    I despise myself for being so weak, and for showing my weakness to other people. I thought that it was for my best. I thought that it can help me personally, so they can help me...
    ilovesakura ilovesakura 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Today has been a pretty rough day, as we're in the middle of a move. I got hit so hard in the with the boat trailer (the tired were flat, so we had to put it in the back of the...
    AgentSean AgentSean 18-21, M 2 Responses May 3

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    I hate being called (or people insinuating that I'm) worthless, or will never be good enough.
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 May 3

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    Kinda frustrated at this point. It seems like no one cares. I absolutely hate being ignored and stuff. Is that wrong? It sounds bratty, but I guess that's because I always used to...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6

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    I hate being grounded, its so boring, anyone fancy chatting on yahoo? i'm on as same name. so there goes my weekend grrrr :( Toni (almost 19yo f in uk)
    dancingToni95 dancingToni95 18-21, F 3 Responses May 7

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    I hate being ignored as you try and ask people to come out then they don't bother sending you a message. I was meant to go out with a girl today but could get hold of her.
    thefilmguy thefilmguy 22-25, M 2 Responses May 9

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    by ANYONE . I mean I am saying anyone and anything ok ? And I hate being judged and misunderstood.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response May 11

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    I hate being proved wrong.
    vncvmfvrtvble vncvmfvrtvble 18-21, F May 11

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    I hate being sick my stomack is hurting and I don't feel good
    jamesb2244 jamesb2244 22-25, M 1 Response May 12

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    God I hate being sick....life is a fu*king bi*ch..
    CanadianBunny CanadianBunny 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12

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    I Hate being asked irrelevant questions like, why are u soo quiet, why did u move out technically any Question that needs some reason behind it. Especially by peers. Like what will...
    NamzyNayNay NamzyNayNay 16-17, F May 17

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    I think I hate being yelled at because I didn't have a family that yelled. I know other people that had had alot of yelling in their family and now it's no big deal them. To me it...
    Morrgin Morrgin 31-35, F 4 Responses May 18

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    I hate being alive having to deal with bullies
    lonelybutfriendly lonelybutfriendly 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I hate being lied to, especially over small things. It's just so stupid. For example, telling me you can not talk one day because you won't be on and you'll be busy, yet you come...
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 7 Responses 2 days ago