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I Hate Being Me

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    I hate myself. I hate being me.

    There's nothing good about being me. I wish I was dead. I can't wait till I die.
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    There is absolutely nothing about being me

    that does not disgust me. The way my body looks, the way my body feels, the fact that when I'm shopping I'm attracted to dresses and shoes instead of "manly" things and I can't be in a dress or heels.... Everything makes me depressed and disgusted!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 13, 2014

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    I hate being me. My husband died of ALS,

    Lou Gherigs disease, and has been rotting in the ground for almost 3 years. He abused me and didn't help me in my hour of need. I now have no money and am going to lose my house. I was on anti depressants, but they caused a severe reaction and I now have brain damage and the...
    justmealaone justmealaone 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    Sometimes

    It gets so neauseating being me sometimes. Like a movie that you can't tell is dark comdey or a surreal drama. Here I am, on the verge of being elligeble for elistment (I'll post that situation in another story), and today, with the saints winning 9-0, i just hated being me. I...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 16, 2009

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    Am I Really A Child?

    I am stuck on the edge of the mental tipping point. It's showing through in my everyday life now. I muddle my words up, i cry and inappropriate moments and i argue at any given moment. I believe this to be the effect of my unstable, insecure life that my mother has created. She...
    Bobetta Bobetta 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2009

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    Aagatha Aagatha 36-40, F Jun 3

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    I Hate Bein Bisexual!

    Ok it all started when i met them. It changed my life and the way I am now. It made me into a bisexual something im really not proud of. It happened one night when I was little I was around 12 they where around 14-15. It happend to me young. I was a really kinda a wild child and...
    isanyonethere isanyonethere 16-17 3 Responses Jun 2, 2008

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    Why Did God Make Me Like This

    i am a 17 year old girl, i found out i had bipolar, ODC , and senceary intergration disfuction , alot to handle for a little girl, i was only nine when i found this out. still i was strong , there is meds, theripist, doctors appointments mentors , everything still at this point...
    nini222 nini222 16-17 3 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    Why Am I Such A Loser?

    I can't stand me. I wish I was someone who could make friends and feel like I was loved. The few people I truely love and worry about don't seem to care very much. When they do hang out, it almost always feels like it's an obligation to them. I,just for once, would like...
    lovessb lovessb 26-30, M 12 Responses Mar 27, 2011

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    I just hate having to be me.

    Im very overweight and only 20 years old. I feel as if i have never been in a relationship because of my weight and looks. And it certainly doesn't help when people notice your insecurities and they start constantly telling you that you're beautiful just so you wont feel bad...
    ploblue ploblue 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2014

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    Wish I Wasnt Me

    I wish i wasnt me i just wish i could be the guy everyone likes and wants to hang with. But im not that and never will be. I wish i would just fall asleep and not wake up and be stuck in a dream that makes me happy.
    Bignc Bignc 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 15, 2009

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    You know what I hate?

    I hate being tall I hate having pale skin I hate having freckles I hate my eyes I hate my nose I hate my lips I hate my hands I hate my arms I hate my stomach I hate my legs I hate my feet I hate all of the scars I’ve given myself trying to cope I hate how big my boobs are I...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F 5 Responses May 30, 2014

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    Nobody

    I hate being the one always too give in. I hate being invisable to everyone around me. Why is it not important what I want?  I mean it is, to me, but obviously not enough since I don´t seem to make it clear to anyone else.  I hate not knowing what I like and what...
    schadow schadow 36-40 1 Response Jun 9, 2009

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    I Hate Being Me!!!!

    I hate being me because I'm not good at anything in school especially math! I'm always feeling weak although I want to get up and do something but ppl think I'm lazy when I'm not,I hate being me because I'm beyond skinny and ppl look at me wierd because of my size obviously and I...
    scarletchrissy scarletchrissy 16-17 3 Responses Jun 28, 2010

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    Cassadeelockhart

    i don't even know where to start. i'm 15, i'm a girl, and i wish i was someone else. i hate being ugly, i hate being fat, i hate my glasses, i hate my spots, i hate how i'm too lazy to do anything about any of these things. i hate how i have one friend at school. she is so much...
    cassadeelockhart cassadeelockhart 13-15 Mar 4, 2011

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    I feel like I don't have friends

    or a life because of my personality. Bleh. I used to have friends. But then I gained weight and all of a sudden people just pushed me away.. I wish I could be accepted, by someone, anyone. This is my confession. lol I'm also weird. Maybe that's what makes me, me.
    Hello7282828282 Hello7282828282 46-50, T 2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    Please Don't Read This... Highly Depressing

    Whenever i'm reminded come on, i am 18, i hate it. i am different, i know. please, i know it already. I know it when people give me sympathetic looks when i tell them about EP, and my friends and say"we write things here". I know it when a cousin is shocked that i don't know how...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M 8 Responses Oct 3, 2009

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    I feel terrible because ive been cutting off

    those who are trying to support me but its just to hard. How can i explain the demons that weaken me? Small talk just makes me feel more alone than ever. School for us australians kids has resumed to another year and now in year 12 i dont know how im going to be able to cope...
    ThisChica ThisChica 18-21, F Jan 30, 2014

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    The Little Thing That Thought It Could - Wrong

    I hate being the dreamer who wants more I hate my passion for wanting to correct the injustice i see I hate the fact that NO ONE LISTENS- EVER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate getting only enough of things for something to seem possible then find out it's...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 6 Responses Jun 4, 2008

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    I Sometimes Wish I Was Someone Else

    I always see flaws in myself.. 1 in particular. 1 that is really ruining my life.. afraid it always will.. afraid of what might happen. But hopefully 1 day that will change! I hope to god it does. But untill then i will be me.. and not like it. A lot of the times i wish i was...
    imperfect19 imperfect19 18-21, F Jan 26, 2013

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    You know how some kids these days get depressed

    and cut? It's to help them forget their emotional pain. I need to do things to forget mine. Sometimes I set myself up to be emotionally hurt by people online to forget my real life agony
    Aagatha Aagatha 36-40, F May 28

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    Why Do I Even Exist????

    Absolutely at my wits end now. Really feel like I could just run from my life. I am a useless fat lump, my friends only use me, my family is a joke and are too self absorbed to realise anyone else may have problems. I have battled with depression my entire life, that and bulimia...
    sadmumma sadmumma 22-25 3 Responses Jan 6, 2011

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    Seriously I have to take

    so much **** from everyone everyday of my ******* life.
    JelloPixel JelloPixel 13-15 Jan 26, 2014

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    I hate everything about myself.

    Each day I'm reminded that there's something wrong with me. I have major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, not to mention gay but with a lack of experience I can say I am not gay cause nothing gay ever happens to me. It seems I keep living my life hoping to be...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    Im To Childish

    for some reason im 19 but i act as if i 10 some times especially when im around younger children just so that they can feel comfortableco1 cause i know what it feels like when everyone  is acting grown up and your small!! i feel so bad i wish i can changed i so hate being me...
    rudy2011 rudy2011 18-21 Jun 12, 2012

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    I hate myself because people use me,

    I'm not attractive, I'm so awkward that I stand out in a really bad way and most of the time I feel invisible. No one makes time for me because I'm not good enough to make time for I'm so weird and rare that no one cares.... #Givinguponpeoplegivinguponme
    Crazydollz Crazydollz 22-25 6 days ago

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    I hate having to do everything on my own. I hate having to ask friends to help me move. I hate never having a plus one to weddings or a date to the company Christmas party. I...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    My head hurts so baddd. I hate being sick 😭😷
    Crazyxxgirl Crazyxxgirl 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Being unattractive just plain sucks. Sure personality contributes but you cant bang a scarecrow can you? Its sort of demeaning in a way,society doesnt like you.You begin to think...
    thementalyst thementalyst 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    But the women looking hate being committed all the time so good grief!
    poiemajeremiah poiemajeremiah 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    I am incredibly sad and lonely. We moved across the country so that we could be near my husband's children and grandchildren. Instead, I've been shunned. I don't know if it's...
    jennifr1966 jennifr1966 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    Being judged? hate it more than almost anything but I'm learning that if they're so judgemental and bold enough to keep saying it your face, you need to do the same! And not fight...
    Clipz4her Clipz4her 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    man I hate being judged by people I did 17 years in prison just to get out to go back to do 15 more months in prison I mean I got locked out when I was 15 for assault kidnapping...
    allenmra1 allenmra1 36-40, M 9 Responses Aug 25

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    if you hate being lied to then why are you so upset when you hear the truth ?
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 25

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    Silently crying to myself under my covers because I'm ugly. I hate the way I look. No matter what I tell myself & what people tell me I still feel like such an ugly ******. Really...
    CryingMyselfToSleep CryingMyselfToSleep 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Recently I've gotten ridiculed almost every ******* day by my mom calling me fat. I weigh probably 140 and she weighs a definite 10+ pounds more than me. What is the point of...
    kitteN4L kitteN4L 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I Hate being around negative people. Maybe it is because I am from Africa and those "big problems" you have is nothing compared to what you should be THANKFULL for!! Ungratefull...
    VuurenMickey VuurenMickey 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    i hate being shy because like, everyone thinks your arrogant and they think that you think you are better than them so that's why you never make eye contact and only talk freely...
    xnikkkix xnikkkix 13-15, F Aug 22

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    Being depressed has to affect every aspect of my life. My wife hates me. I'm tired of medical doctors and it stresses me watching her struggle. Driving down the road the other day...
    Blaker19 Blaker19 41-45, M Aug 21

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    Being ugly just plain sucks but what adds to the suckiness of being ugly is the dating game. Just because I'm ugly doesn't mean I don't want to date, but I'm a realist, and I know...
    Answerswouldbenice Answerswouldbenice 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    I can't stand the negative energy. it brings everyone down! I hate being around negative people!
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