I Hate Depression

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 255 People

    Sarabell00 Sarabell00
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2015

    I'm blessed to see another day.

    I'm making plans to leave this town and start of fresh and new somewhere else. Maybe I won't be so down. Im tired of having so much on my mind, time for a break before I break.
    Tamona35 Tamona35
    36-40, F
    Aug 30, 2015

    Depression is such a cruel punishment.

    There are no fever,no rashes,no blood test to send people scurrying in concern. Just the slow erosion of self,as insidious as cancer. And like cancer,it is essentially a solitary experience;a room in hell with only your name on the door•.•
    Froths Froths
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2014

    I dont know how or why

    but lately ive been depressed... I just want it to go away i hate it and i dont know what to do..
    Milochan Milochan
    16-17, F
    Apr 9, 2015

    I afraid that my sister will fall into

    depression...I don't want her to go what I've been going through. I feel like I'm part of it somehow- the cause of her becoming depressed. I wish I was a better sister to her from the start. She would've never felt alone. I think I've influenced her...she looks up to me but I'm...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Aug 25, 2015


    I hate depression, because i hate anything that tries to rule me. I don't like losing, i don't like giving up control. I hate that I sound like a whiny baby who thinks her life is so hard, so much worse than everyone else's. Because the damned truth is, it isn't. I'm one of...
    eyes eyes
    31-35, F
    Oct 14, 2007

    Being Afraid...

    Most of my life i have been afraid to tell others what i think because i am not very good at talking to others. i have always been afraid of being judged, or hated for the things i think about or how i feel. i have always wanted to express myself but never felt confident enough...
    Brokengamer1997 Brokengamer1997
    18-21, F
    Jun 7, 2013

    Everyday I go to work

    and I think about eating my gun. For about 6 years it just keeps getting worst. Im about to go see some body. I just can't get to a happy state. But I really don't see how someone is going to talk me out of this.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 11

    Running 10k is my way of giving it the double

    bird. And it works... for a few hours.
    ZigNamaste ZigNamaste
    41-45, M
    Nov 19, 2014

    How bad does it have to get.

    .? I'm already okay with dying. How much worse could I feel..?
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 10, 2015

    Me my family and my uncles

    and aunts had moved from usa to pakistan where my classmates tease me alot and i often cry how can i stop it?
    ahmadiscrazy ahmadiscrazy
    13-15, M
    Sep 21, 2014

    Today my attitude was not good,

    everything is going wrong. I pray for better days...
    Tamona35 Tamona35
    36-40, F
    Aug 21, 2015

    Some days I slip. Some days it grasps me in a

    vice like grip and pulls me under. Like the arms of a killer that crept up from behind. The small rays of hope vanish and I am left drowning, grasping at straws. Not because I am courting attention but because I can't stop it! Now I think back as a child my mother was sometimes...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 24, 2014

    My heart was pounding,

    I was drenched in sweat, panting, crying, afraid, today made me feel so bad I can't tell nobody how it really is. I think to myself what is wrong with me?... I pray that I feel better I don't know what to do I want to be happy.
    Tamona35 Tamona35
    36-40, F
    Sep 4, 2015
    candywave candywave
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 28

    Those days when as soon

    as you get up you just know things are gonna go down hill fast. Ugh!
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25
    31-35, M
    Dec 7, 2014

    The Lover's Perspective

    I love you. With all of my heart, I love you. But your depression is draining us both. How do you not see this? Or maybe you do, you just can't seem to change it.I understand depression. It has not been a stranger in my life. I understand when the prevalent thoughts all seems to...
    scorpioBaby scorpioBaby
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2011
    mrbacondude2 mrbacondude2
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 14, 2015

    So I'm on my 2nd month of Paxil

    and does not seem to be working for me anymore always have to force myself to be happy around others then when I'm alone all I want to do is cry
    deleted deleted
    Dec 6, 2014

    I really just wish I had someone to talk to.

    Someone older who is nice and can understand. I just feel so alone right now and I wish I had a shoulder to cry on.
    rainbowrubberduckys rainbowrubberduckys
    18-21, F
    Jun 4, 2014

    Feel really ****** and done with the world

    right now. I hate everything.
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00
    16-17, F
    Mar 6, 2015

    "What is depression like?

    " He whispered. "It's like drowning except you can see everyone else around you breathing."
    Slowlydying16 Slowlydying16
    18-21, F
    Jul 10, 2014

    feels like i'm being sucked into an apocolyptic

    curse, to run the dunes of trechory and flames for the rest of my time, unable to change or gain from what's gone on, only to keep running until everything of what i know is gone. It twists and pulls me in every direction, the flame burns so intensively. for what i know there is...
    CaraBlossom CaraBlossom
    22-25, F
    Mar 12, 2015

    It is so hard to pull myself out of it,

    but I'm trying. I really am.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 31, 2015

    It's stealing my energy,

    sucking my life away, and wasting my time.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 25, 2014

    Depression is difficult.

    I don't understand how some people don't deal with depression. I'm envious of them.
    deleted deleted
    Aug 7, 2015

    I have depression. It sucks,

    but Im managing it. I will be on pills for the rest of my life.
    lifelifeishard lifelifeishard
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Feb 1, 2014

    i'm tired of letting depression get to me.

    i still have no friends or anything i just hate it!!! if i had real friends then i know i wouldnt be dealing with this but everyone has to judge me or just use me!
    rhondafelicity rhondafelicity
    22-25, F
    Nov 21, 2014

    Go Away From Me!

    I have depression and I hate it so much It fills my life with sorrow and isolation I want to see the rainbow Im hunger to be hold ... Im just a lonely girl in the big wild world ...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Nov 28, 2009

    All I Want Is Be Happy

    A lot of guys that I met told me I'm mature. I've a few older friends and they still needs my advice. I'm feels like TOP actor because I can hide my real feeling. When I'm really sad inside i'm still can show my smile with them. But they never knew till I tell them what I feel...
    flyingfish19 flyingfish19
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2013

    I wish I could just be happy.

    I have to get my mind back healthy, i know im starting to feel sick mentally and physically .nothing is going my way, my feelings has made me loose out on a lot..i dont have any real friends nobody cares I have no one . When I try to talk to my kids father I regret talkin to...
    Tamona35 Tamona35
    36-40, F
    Aug 28, 2015

    I've had this for three years

    and I'm finally admitting it but not to people who can actually help me. I'm so hopeless
    prideofnothing prideofnothing
    16-17, F
    Oct 14, 2014

    And sometimes it hits me out of nowhere,

    all of a sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes over me and I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt and once again, I feel numb to the world.
    Slowlydying16 Slowlydying16
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2014

    I often think of things I should do

    and even things I want to do but when it comes right down to it I just do nothing.
    sashafierce007 sashafierce007
    46-50, F
    Mar 22, 2015

    Found out two days ago

    that my mom found a lump in her breast, and went for a mammogram. Then the mammogram results lead to a biopsy, which will have results Jan 3rd. She beat cancer once before. Both my grandmothers died from aggressive cancer. I'm trying to be hopeful, I really am. It's made my...
    zombieeinstein zombieeinstein
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2013

    being depressed and having depression are

    so different. I have depression and I have yet to find anyone who truly understands. even doctor's. just increased my meds and I feel worse. worse recently it sucks!
    mdavis1971 mdavis1971
    41-45, M
    Aug 23, 2015

    I hate having anxiety

    and depression and panic attacks and I hate having to take meds also this app has helped a lot to get stuff off my mind and I have had fewer attacks recently
    Zeontyon Zeontyon
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2014

    Today I thought about killing myself idk

    why the thought crossed my mind I can't. I looked at the knife and thought maybe I should stab myself I fell down on my knees and prayed . I need help I'm drowning in pain somebody please tell me a joke...help me.
    Tamona35 Tamona35
    36-40, F
    Aug 29, 2015

    I hate deression so much

    that in depressed because of it . On the bright side, i have a sick sense of joke
    gunner1001 gunner1001
    Feb 17, 2014

    I've suffered with it most of my life,

    still do sometimes. I'm glad I've learned to deal with it. I wouldn't want to see anyone go through it. Having been through it myself I'd gladly be there for somebody who suffers with it.
    DanMann500 DanMann500
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 20

    For a long time I have been depressed.

    People think you can just snap out of how you feel it's not that easy if it was I would have been did it. It seems like as I get older the worst it gets I feel so physically drained it's taking my looks my smile my appetite any type of relationship with friends family my fianc...
    Tamona35 Tamona35
    36-40, F
    Aug 28, 2015

    I am not, nor have I have been depressed.

    ..but I have known and have had friend who were very depressed...family members even. I know what it can do to someone, and so...I guess you could say I hate depression...and it's affects on people.
    twan307 twan307
    18-21, M
    Jun 28, 2014

    I Hate Depression

    I can always tell when I am about to get depressed. I get this sense of slow sadness about me. It's actually amost calming. Sometimes it takes me a few minutes to realize that I have not read a sad story or watched a sad movie. Then that damning feeling comes over me. Awe...
    Randy1972 Randy1972
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 17, 2010

    I Shouldn't Be Depressed

    Depression is the stupidest mental disorder for me to have. I should not be depressed. I do not have a reason to be depressed. Yet time after time, I get this episodes and I can't take it. With each one, it gets easier and harder. It is easier because the pain becomes...
    fungirl1980 fungirl1980
    May 30, 2009
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