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I Hate Drugs But Not How They Make Me Feel

addiction and learning to deal with it 31 People

    Addiction....The Only Thing Left.

    I hate drugs. the fact that they are illegal and yet i keep using makes me sick. My wife has caught me on several occasions and still i choose to use. I have even taken money from her in order to get my fix. This makes me feel like the worst husband ever. I need help from...
    alpineboogie alpineboogie 18-21 1 Response Nov 18, 2008

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    -NOT So Confidential-

            For so long my only thought was of staying high. Where am i going to get my next fix from?!  So i got into selling them. Whatever i could sell to make money, to supply myself with drugs. Then eventually i sold to a undercover cop...
    notsodeadpoet notsodeadpoet 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 27, 2007

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    Dont Do Drugs

    i dont do drugs and never woudl i judge anyone who does or did.  Please listen to me your life is worth so much more than you know.  I had to take my sister off life support because of heroin and she was just 24 at the time.  I am older and i thank god for all i...
    luvbugg77 luvbugg77 26-30, F Mar 29, 2007

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    Life actually ain't that easy. I was hoping something much different here. Thank you all for your amazing time and love and attention. Ill forever keep you all in my heart. :-)
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 31

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    I despise drugs, but ultimately it's the people who do them that are to blame for the consequences. I have had so many reasons and chances to fall into the drug life but chose not...
    karebearxoxo karebearxoxo 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Gays are alright and stuff, I don't hate them, but I don't support it because God created 2 genders for a reason
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    I have been in a relationship with an amazing guy for over a year and a half now but I don't feel needed, wanted or loved anymore. While I do still love him, I don't want to stay...
    grizz799 grizz799 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    My boyfriend has been living with me for almost 8 months. He doesn't pay any bills and he uses my vehicle because he doesn't have one. he's always going to his home boys house in...
    nclo8907 nclo8907 26-30, F 9 Responses Apr 2

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    Words cannot describe how much a drug or drugs can ruin your life. It literally destroys your entire life. I may not know how addiction is or how drugs make you feel since I'm...
    autum25 autum25 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My sons father has been on drugs for almost 20 years. 2/3 of it was pills and now for almost a year he has been bouncing from subs to heroin. Smoking not shooting. We've been...
    karebearxoxo karebearxoxo 31-35, F Apr 7

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    ok so my cousin asked to move in with my husband, my son and myself because he lost his job in Michigan and got into much trouble with drugs in his home town in Alabama. Before I...
    batmansangel batmansangel 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Who thought to themselves "hmm lets make national smoke drugs day on the day Hitler was born!" and every April 20th people gather around city hall demanding that marijuana be...
    InsaneSusy InsaneSusy 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It wasn't that I lacked displined, at all. I just felt like it's unethical that I have worry about not being around someone that I really did me wrong, this is my country not hers...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, T Apr 6

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    I will never, ever, ever, ever get involved with someone who does drugs ever again. I swear to god.
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 16

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    I and almost the last child and i have 5 older brothers and one younger. My second to the oldest chews tobacco and the one before me smokes. the older ones kids hate his girlfriend...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F Apr 13

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    Never have I actually touched it, but never will I. Not in my life would I handle stuff that are harmful for the body.
    iTetra iTetra 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 12

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    I met my husband in high school and we've been inseparable ever since. At first our love was one in a million, we'd spend hours on the phone, hours telling each other how much we...
    stupidlove00 stupidlove00 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    It just drives my ears nuts!!!!! The smacking and you hear it over EVERY word that they speak while saying something and all you hear is "smack smack smack".... Geewhiz just clear...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    I met a guy in Thailand he from Spain me from new Zealand. I was not looking Dr any kind of relationship but happened to find him. it was an amazing experience we spent one month...
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    Hi guys, i recently found a way to make a little extra cash. its not a "get rich quick" scheme. those are usually scams. and they won't ask you to deposit money either. But you do...
    ScarletRed000 ScarletRed000 18-21, F Apr 1

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    I haven't gotten one in a month, but it's worse when mom does it than when dad does. I don't feel embarrassed as much and dad just makes me bend over the couch. Mom puts me on her...
    brianonthebeach brianonthebeach 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    Ted isn't in love with Robin, he's obsessed with her. They should have let Barney and Robin be happily married, and made another season or two, or maybe even a spin off about Ted...
    uncle9583 uncle9583 18-21, M Apr 14

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    They threw 9 years of complex character development down the ******* toilet
    uncle9583 uncle9583 18-21, M Apr 15

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    He does. He makes me feel amazing... I have no words, really....
    Suok Suok 36-40 Apr 17

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    Is there any single person in this ****** up world that understands this deep pain that feels like your rotting on the inside? I'm dealing with it daily. I have friends but there...
    Mrmanaphy Mrmanaphy 18-21 5 days ago

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    Hate them until they're over with..
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes the people in your life just don't you but strangers do or at least they tell you that they do and sometimes that's enough
    GoldieLocksGrahamCrackers GoldieLocksGrahamCrackers 13-15, F Mar 26

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    I believe that the education system (as it is) stole our creativity. You spend all your lifetime worried about your grades, worried about the expectations of your teachers, your...
    Dylanismyfriend Dylanismyfriend 18-21, F Apr 5

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    When you are feeling underappreciated and then someone dedicates this.
    GoddessBluefox GoddessBluefox 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    I Don't Get The Other Woman/Man to me there just someone amusement to someone primary lover. I read some of the stories from other women. They being together for at least a year or...
    Raina79 Raina79 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I love giggling lol I mean my happiest moment in each day is when i talk to my favorite friends or people and i relax and smile and laugh so naturally. These moments are so...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I married my husband within 4 months of just texting and talking from different state . I have been married 2 years and separated 3 times . We have a 5 month old beautiful baby but...
    olgarue olgarue 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    kayccaa kayccaa 26-30, F Apr 16

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    We have been married for fifteen years. During that time, we have faced many obstacles and health issues that one would think would bring us closer. Sadly, they have not. I do not...
    runner70 runner70 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    ive been married for about 7 years we were both 20 years old and in the military when we got married however we knew eachother before i actually joined... anyhow we have a son...
    flyflyaway87 flyflyaway87 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    I feel like my relationship is almost over. We been together almost 2 1/2 years and we hardly talk. He's hardly ever home and doesn't make any time for me. All we do is argue. I'm...
    nclo8907 nclo8907 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 3

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    I hate spankings no one spank me!
    louise1788 louise1788 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Well, I just don't know how to start any kind of conversation. The friends I have are mostly the ones that starts them... I'd just blurt out a random / stupid thought.
    jellyfishz jellyfishz 13-15, T a week ago

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