I Hate Eating

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 251 People

    heyguysss heyguysss
    18-21, F
    Apr 18, 2014

    My sense of self-worth is

    so twisted I feel like I don't deserve to eat because some other people don't get to.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    Waste Of Time

    For me eating is a waste of time. Yes it's a necessity but the amount of time some people spend eating is astounding. Not only do I find it a waste of time I find it slows me down, the worst feeling in the world is the one after eating too much. I never eat breakfast unless tea...
    JannaStar JannaStar
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2013

    I don't want to eat. But sometimes I can't help

    my self. My perseption on myself is ****. I can't see what other people see. I am compulsive obsessive over my weight. I lose sleep thinking of days to lose it all. I miss being able to see my ribs. I miss the way my skin would hug my shoulder and hip bones. When I eat I feel...
    HatefulJessa HatefulJessa
    18-21, F
    Dec 25, 2014

    No Control

    I hate that i eat so much. I hate that I have no control when it comes to food. I HATE eating and being fat.
    2bperfect 2bperfect
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2013
    christinelol christinelol
    16-17, F
    Aug 19, 2015

    Disgusting Habit!!

    I have know ED for about 5 years now. I believe that eating is the one of the more disgusting habits that people have become accustomed to. It is a lot of work, and I absolutely hate the feeling of having food in my stomach. If I do happen to eat I purge. I don't understand how...
    ikaelame ikaelame
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

    I hate it. I'd rather just stay hungry

    because every time I eat I feel like a horrible, disgusting person.
    FleshEatingBacteria FleshEatingBacteria
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 10, 2015

    I Have A Ed

    I have a ED for 5 years i do not alow my self to Eat food because the voice in my head do not eat do not binge u do throw it up he says im 83 pounds and 19 i wish i could get over it easy..but i cant..:(
    alucardx alucardx
    18-21, M
    Nov 11, 2010
    Dream0fParadise Dream0fParadise
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2014

    Don't Know About An Ed But...

    I find eating to be a bore. I am the slowest eater you will ever see. I just get the gag reflex whenever I put anything into my mouth - sometimes even food I was looking forward to. It's a bloody waste of time and I wish I could just take fluids all my life. The chewing and the...
    milti milti
    Jul 14, 2011

    I Dont Like Having to Eat

    i dont like having to eat, its just like shoving stuff in your mouth and swallowing it and then it makes you fat. i hate it, its just horrible and wich we didnt have to do it.
    sezy sezy
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 15, 2007

    I Have Issues Eating

    i havent eaten for a week and i lost 11 pounds, i exercise and i like the feeling of emptyness i just hate food, i dont like the texture of it and i hate it when i swallow it and i no its digesting in my body my boyfriend reguarly eats meals with me sometimes i can hide im not...
    hollay hollay
    18-21, F
    Jun 11, 2010
    cheyseason cheyseason
    13-15, F
    Mar 4, 2015

    I've been living off rose water

    and mineral water. Should be adding tea soon. Breath mints are made from violets and a eat marigold when I feel really hungry.
    burrowbunni burrowbunni
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2014

    I hate eating in the car.

    I struggle to not get ketchup all over myself. I would rather keep it in the bag and warm it up when I get home.
    mwessley mwessley
    46-50, M
    Mar 4, 2014

    i hate eating ..well kinda.

    ..i regret eating always!
    yuush yuush
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2015

    I just ate 2 slices of pizza

    now I feel really bad about it so much that I'm getting sick
    anestacia anestacia
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 26

    Insulin Dependent Since I Was A Teenager

    Food is an enemy, and a chore. I'm a slow, and generally unenthusiastic eater.
    DrMedia DrMedia
    Jul 11, 2010

    I Hate Food

    I hate what food does to me. Being able to say "I skipped a meal" feels so good... I couldn't stop drinking so I gave that up. I want to do the same with food. They say that a person must eat or they'll starve and die. I say, maybe that's not true. Maybe a person...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 9, 2009


    So I like to watch the food channel, I like to cook, I watch a lot of cooking shows; however, I hate to eat. I don't eat for long periods of time then when people pressure me enough and don't leave me alone about eating I will eat something small and I get fat and feel awful...
    ikaelame ikaelame
    18-21, F
    Dec 8, 2011

    I Just End Up Puking It All Up Anyways.

    I hate food. It makes me sick. There's only certain kinds I'll actually eat, and even then it's not much. I only eat once a day or most of the time not at all. I ate this morning and I ended up puking it up. I just can't keep it down. I don't like looking at food nor smelling it...
    deleted deleted
    May 10, 2011

    I call it "involuntary anorexia",

    im hungry, I feel like **** from not eating, my teeth have gone to **** from malnutrition, I could stand to gain some weight. I just cant, the textures, the flavors, the way it feels to swallow food, its disgusting. I want to eat, I start gagging when food hits my mouth.
    freedomfry1990 freedomfry1990
    26-30, M
    Oct 4, 2014

    I don't know why, but lately I just hate it.

    I feel like such a fatass. I don't deserve to eat. I don't need to eat. And if I do eat, I feel terrible. Like I need to work it all off.
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan
    1 Response May 6, 2014


    I hate eating because eating will make me fat. I weigh 85lbs. I hate food because it causes me so much stress and hate. I hate most of all that no matter how long this goes on for, I still WANT to eat, I just can't get rid of the urge to want to it and its so hard to resist it...
    empleh empleh
    1 Response Sep 29, 2010
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    Nov 22, 2014

    It's been fourteen days

    and I lost three pounds. Good job me.
    GaleJake GaleJake
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 6, 2014

    God, I Hate It!!

    I hate eating!!  I'm so sick and tired of it!  I hate gaining weight.  I don't want to eat...Ever again...
    moonlit1 moonlit1
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2008
    VeraFiora VeraFiora
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2015

    I go days without eating

    and I think nothing about it . I am just so afraid of gaining weight .
    abbyhh25 abbyhh25
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2014

    i can cook so can my bf

    but he hates eating and so do i we could not eat for days and burn weight fast he and my bestie kally both hate the fact my thigh gap is getting bigger each week but i think its great i run swim and work out hard to get the figure i want i cant seem to lose my belly am getting...
    siofrafay siofrafay
    16-17, F
    Jun 21, 2014

    I Hate Food I Hate It!!

    i hate food it make's you fat and depressed.i hate feeling full after eating it make's me sick. i hate it when people tell me to eta that watch me to the i point give in .then i feel bad after word i want to be thin i wish i was a size 00 zero. and etaing dosent really help with...
    xstarkeeyax xstarkeeyax
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2012

    "Fat..." They Whisper.

    When I was younger I was overweight. Just a little. My entire family is a little on the heavy side. I'm younger than 13. (12) (please don't report me!) And I don't want to eat. At my old school (I'm hopefully transferring this year) I was bullied. For helping other people. I...
    RedFlowers349 RedFlowers349
    18-21, F
    Jun 24, 2013

    I have foods I love,

    but I don't love eating. I eat because I have too. Is that normal?
    blindangel92 blindangel92
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 12, 2015

    Can't Stand Food

    I am overweight, but that's not my thing.  I really do not like food and I hate being hungry.  It was worse when I was pregnant.  I think not eating is what cause a miscarriage, but I could not bring myself to eat.
    adbarlow adbarlow
    26-30, F
    Jan 13, 2009

    Love Hate Relationship!

    Everyday is a little different. I love to eat but I hate it at the same time. Like my sister, I love her but can't stand to be in the same room as her! I was reading an article on bulimia and anorexia and I finally realized what binging and purging were. (I probably spelled...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart
    18-21, F
    May 18, 2009

    The Guilt

    Ever since I was very young I've considered myself to be grossly obese. I now know that that isn't true but I still have a hard time with my weight. A few years ago I began to starve myself. I had three very important rules that I followed during that time in my life. The first...
    Cutecolleen Cutecolleen
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2013

    It's official....I was diagnosed today,

    by a real doctor. I have anorexia and Belima...gosh I hate myself.
    lostgirl2001 lostgirl2001
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jan 20, 2015

    Eating Is A Chore

    Eating is something I dont like to.I just do it to live.If I didnt have to eat I wouldn't.I've always hated eating in front of people for as long as I could remember.I would rather just eat at my own time.
    fitnessbabe fitnessbabe
    26-30, F
    Sep 29, 2012

    I have given up so many bad habits

    but you cant just quit food like cigarettes. I hate eating and I hate being hungry. Food is not my friend. We have a love hate relationship. I wish we could break up already. Lol.
    edemylove edemylove
    26-30, F
    Sep 3, 2014

    A hunger that will never be fulfilled.

    Never satisfied. Rejecting what is needed only to complain. My body refuses to feed. I begin to collect my bricks and stones to shelter what is inside and disable what is out. I am numb only feeling what my body wants but never satisfying the mouth. Never fulfilling rage...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2014

    I hate eating it doesn't matter what I'm eating

    even if it's a salad I still get disgusting dirty looks from people because I'm very overweight it's almost like they feel I should be able to eat it all.
    deleted deleted
    Aug 6, 2015

    I feel disgusting. I wanna go throw up.

    I ate too much..god I'm disgusting... Fat. Fat. Fat. That's all I hear in my head when I look at myself in the mirror. That's all I am. Fat.
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan
    Aug 26, 2014

    I hate my body so I'm trying to loose weight

    but it's so hard because every time I get hungry I want to eat. I always tell myself no but I eventually cave in, so now I despise food and wanna cry every time I eat.
    beautifullybroken08 beautifullybroken08
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Oct 5, 2014

    Well that not entirely true.

    I love the tastes of things... Chocolate, pizza, cheese, ice cream, peanut butter... But I feel like **** afterwords no matter how little I eat and no matter what I eat Because nothing feels as good as skinny feels
    CyanideSpider CyanideSpider
    16-17, F
    Feb 23, 2015

    I'll I've done today is eat.

    Stupid Doritos!!! -_-
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 14, 2015

    If anyone would ever like to talk,

    I'm anorexic and I love talking about it with fellow Ana's (:
    daniwalker25 daniwalker25
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 4, 2014

    I was always jealous of futuristic fiction

    where they swallow a couple pills and they are full. I tend to put off eating until I'm ravenous because I just don't like it. For me, it's like exercise, something you have to do, so I resent it. When I am depressed, I rarely eat and when I am super busy, I never remember to...
    sillyjuice sillyjuice
    51-55, F
    1 Response Sep 20, 2014

    I can't stand to eat I cry

    when I do it pains me to eat
    secretstokeep secretstokeep
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 28, 2013
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