I Hate Everything About Myself

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    I have hated myself since I was 13.

    It started as low self esteem but every time I made a mistake I would hate myself a little more. I am now 21 and would love to just be gone. I don't kill myself because I'm a coward and it's just one more thing in my huge **** ups that I can't do. My outer appearance is hideous...
    sierraladeirdre sierraladeirdre
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    I hate waking up with myself,

    opening my despised eyes to see my hideous self. Tasting the horrible taste of my own mouth makes me not want to breathe. Then comes the stupid thoughts. I swearI want to kick my own butt every miserable day. I hate the way i talk, feel stupid when i walk hate the way i eat...
    tylerkleewilliams tylerkleewilliams
    22-25, M
    Oct 1, 2014

    I just wish I was never born.

    I had enough of my mind and soul and body.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 4, 2015

    i for sure feel like everything about me is no

    good at times. i know it's a repetitive loop that doesn't help. just how i feel at times.
    matatrid matatrid
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 12

    All These Thoughts Hurt...

    i hate eating, it just makesme fattter! i hate talking im not interesting. i put on a whole bunch of makeup hoping ill look pretty. i have one friend and im scared one day she'll decied one day i'm not needed. im the ugliest of my sisters. noone likes me. im boring those are all...
    classicsadgirl classicsadgirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 11, 2012

    Im in school and im in trouble.

    I went home after marhs
    S00000x S00000x
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jan 31, 2014

    No one can love me until I love myself.

    I can’t love myself because there’s nothing about myself to love. I'm ugly, useless, pathetic, good for nothing whatsoever. I'm unloved and unlovable. I feel as though I truly have no purpose and I might as well be dead.
    starsigh starsigh
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 9, 2014

    I Hate Me

    I am a 27 year old male and have been slowly hateing myself more and more each day. I was always a heavy set guy, 6'4" 270 lbs or so, and have had the so called "man boobs" for as long as I can remember. I don't know what to do anymore. I have tried dieting but, thanks to a...
    msaanum msaanum
    26-30, M
    May 25, 2012

    I would look so much better

    if I had normal eyebrows; bad eyebrows can really destroy a pretty/handsome face
    WeShareTheSamePain WeShareTheSamePain
    22-25, M
    May 5, 2014

    im ugly, stupid, dumb,

    I cant do anything right. I hate my hair, my face, my body, I just hate everything about me. im not good at anything. Im such a freak. I just F*cking hate myself.
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 6, 2014

    I'm a ******* failure.

    In band today my director decide to make us play individually. I clammed up and couldn't make a sound. I'm so humiliated. I want to hide and never see anyone again. I can't do anything right I swear. I want to be dead.
    AllieKat17 AllieKat17
    16-17, F
    Aug 25, 2015

    I have a lazy eye. my body looks gross.

    people tell me that I'm stupid, like a child and some things wrong with me. yeah well. that's me.
    foReverYOURS3211 foReverYOURS3211
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2015

    I'm too short for my age.

    My thighs are huge. I have no ***. My arms are too big. I have man hands. My fingers are stubby. My feet are hairy. My stomach isn't flat. My boobs are really big for my age. My eyebrows are too dark and big. My fingernails are dirty. I hate my body so much. I hate my...
    loveburnt loveburnt
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 8, 2014

    All my tattoos, clothes,

    mannerisms, etc. I've only given thug life up for a year. And I've done it all my life. I have trouble talking to other people without waitin' for them to slip up. I'm not good at making friends because I'm used to treating friends like associates(business). I'm always expecting...
    FreightTrainOG FreightTrainOG
    22-25, M
    Apr 5, 2015
    ACyanideSurprise ACyanideSurprise
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Dec 26, 2014

    I hate this deep painful longing in my heart.

    I hate the way I look and the way I act. I hate myself for pushing people away. I hate waking up. I hate living...
    ALifeToForget ALifeToForget
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Dec 11, 2013

    I simply hate myself

    and theres people like "oh you'll be fine" No. You do not understand. Reasons why i keep it all to myself and keep a smile on my face. I now feel very depressed and usual today ive had very very bad anxiety i had to leave my class 3/4 times and i nearly had an attack but managed...
    S00000x S00000x
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 9, 2014

    I hate myself for not being a Smart Person

    that my parents want me to be. If i did not pass my exams, i get a good scolding and In the Past, Failing means Caning to my Parents. Now they do not Cane me, but they actually something say this. "Think about it, Why can your friends do it, but you can't? Cause you didn't study...
    iEllence iEllence
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2013

    i am 17 and have lived my whole life in my

    older siblings shadows, academic wise, athleticisim, friends, relationships. recently with the two of them off at college it has escalated to the point where i cant have a normal conversation with my parents without being screamed at, judged, or told im going nowhere in life...
    jenmarie773 jenmarie773
    18-21, F
    May 22, 2014

    you know sometimes i just look in the mirror

    and im like "why is a miserable person like me living on earth?" i cant stand myself. i cant stand the person i am. why do i hurt people soo much. you know i act all cool and everything and then i broke down in school. i couldn't anymore. everyone came up too me...why do i first...
    larahock13 larahock13
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    I'm stupid, ugly, and ******* useless.

    I honestly feel like I'd be better off gone because nobody would miss me. I lost my first kiss to someone who wants nothing to do with me, I have about 2-3 close friends, I'm pansexual, and everyone pretends to like me so I don't kill myself. So why should it matter if I kill...
    DontBotherAskingCauseImNotOkay DontBotherAskingCauseImNotOkay
    13-15, T
    Jun 19, 2015

    I'll never be good enough!

    It's like no one will except me! I'm me! If you don't like that then get the **** off my profile! Sure I mess everything up and ruin people's lives but everyone makes mistakes. You make me wanna die!
    LesbiansGoRawr LesbiansGoRawr
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 9, 2014

    My life sucks, I have nothing to offer humanity.

    All I am doing is wasting air. :(
    damagedsoldier damagedsoldier
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2014

    I was just looking at myself in the mirror

    for about twenty minutes getting angry at my appearance..wondering what my life would be like if I was somewhat attractive
    WeShareTheSamePain WeShareTheSamePain
    22-25, M
    Apr 27, 2014

    I'm a liar, a cheater,

    a thief, a fool, a *****, and a manipulative controlling freak. I can play everyone around me like a fiddle. Nobody close to me actually knows me, because my mask is flawless. I've dated two men at the same time and hung out with them both at the same time and managed to play it...
    OblivionCalls OblivionCalls
    22-25, F
    Apr 26, 2014

    Everyone thinks I've got it all

    but truth is, I've got nothing! My life is just one mess up after another!
    AlliTheUndead AlliTheUndead
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    I'm so ugly and fat I.

    .. O wait, I just realized... I'm a ******* legend, who gives a **** what I look like!
    HerpMcDerppp HerpMcDerppp
    16-17, M
    May 8, 2014
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