because i feel like no one has a sense of understanding that i need in my life everyone in this household does not understand my feeling of the downess i have experienced of the last couple of days. I hate being happy one day, and being sad, angry, emotional the other day. I'm a...
Dont give in. This world is worthless and everything in it. Its pointless to live in misery,and very painful. I live in constant pain,anxiety,and frustration because im alive. I cant stand people they drive me crazy, its seems like they always need. Its like i read their mind...
for some reason, I'm feeling extremely suicidal at the moment. I'm in tears, for no ******* reason. I'm so ******* anxious. I hate it. I ******* hate it. I hate everything and my mind is telling me I need to die. My mind is a seriously ****** up place to be these days and I can...
as a person who is completely joyful/relaxed.
No one knows my true feeling about life as I always act differently when I'm near people. It's almost as if I have a split personality that can't be seen.
I never have the chance to let out this pent up hate or anger because I never...
I feel like I just want to go back to when I was a child and do it all over again. I feel like I have not been given a good education, I feel like I haven't been raised as a confident self efficient individual. I feel like I have never been supported. I feel like I once had the...
everything is love .
I looked up at the sky
Everything is grey.
I am everything.
Love and money rule the world
rule my world
ruin my world
a world i do not wish to live
but there are no other choices
our world is ruined.
I do not want to live.
How come when the Irish were bombing us 10 years ago we never had "Terror alerts" and everybody went about their daily business without a care in the world. Xenophobic bastards spreading hatred in my world, I hope God, Allah and Buddah both take it turns to...
I hate everything. Nothing makes me happy anymore, and when I think I see a shimmer of light it turns out to be false. I feel sick all the time, my family don't understand, my friends are drifting away from me, I'm fat, I always get into arguments I don't want, I just don't know...
The more I try not to, the easier it feels. I used to think it was just because I was a teenager. That everyone felt the impossible fire burning through me. I haven't been a teenager for some years, now, and I still hate. Her, or him. This, or...
This means that I hate my life and everyone else and sometimes even myself. And ironically I hate hating. So then I repeat over and over to myself, " I hate everything, I hate everything". I even hate this post I'm posting.
I wasn't going out to celebrate - i went out because my car is down and I needed to get out of the house. Long story short...This B!TC# thought I owed her something wanting me to spend my $$$ upon her. itold her b!tC# you have never done anything for my birthday Ill buy you a...
I told my parents I really needed to see a psychiatrist soon, and I broke down and told them some stuff. My dad insisted going to the ER and to appease him, plus guilt, I went. They briefly asked me questions, drew my blood, and I'm waiting for them to do stuff with my urine...
who knock on the door like the cops
most white girls
being blocked on facebook
being cheated on
suburban middle class white boys who act G
highschoolers who think they know it all
and I have my issues. I can only handle so much until I break down. I freak out and can't control myself. I have a mental limit and I can't hold everyone's problems for them. I just need to get away. I wish I could disappear and live life the way I want.
stories so I'll give a brief overview so that this story will be clear.
About 7.75 months ago, almost 8.. the love of my life and I decided to break up because we knew we had no future due to our different religions. We're Arabs and for us Arabs religion is a very sensitive and...
Note: I wrote this in third person
You hate your life....You hate how your mother acts towards you, You hate how your father is, You hate how your sister is always causing trouble, you hate how your family is never happy... every time it is...
**** everything. Nothing matters anymore. I've lost everything. Ive lost everyone. I'm alone and I'm angry and I'm tired. So ******* tired of this ****. I'm done caring about people. So **** off and leave me the hell alone.
i just need to get so many things out at the moment. I hate absolutely everything right now. I don't even see why i am still here. I have no reason to even exist. I'm never going to be happy, so what's the point of even trying? If i don't want help, they're just wasting their...