I Hate Feeling Hopeless

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    Only For a While

    Now i'm feeling hopeless.. but not for long..i'll go through it soon.. as usual.. and will be happy again when i see your smile or hear your laugh.. maybe in the morning. I'm not crying.. dont worry... I'm writing this, coz I need.. so don't be sorry you made me emotional. It's...
    bublina bublina
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Oct 2, 2008

    I cannot stand feeling hopeless ,

    I'd rather die . I never want to feel that depressing and hopeless feeling . It's like being sucked into a black hole. I pray and hope for the best life that I deserve .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 17, 2015

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