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I Hate Feeling I Must Stay Silent

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    Even Though I Hate It

    I still stay silent because I am passive. :(
    reset reset 18-21, F 1 Response May 18, 2010

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    Frenemy?

    In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends. - Martin Luther King Jr.
    RedDust RedDust 41-45, F Dec 29, 2012

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    Stay Silent

    Stay silent,Hate feelin' I must,No way,Won't stand for it,Speak up,That's me.
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 Oct 26, 2012

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