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I Hate Feeling Like My Heart Is Breaking

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 251 People

    The Sting Of A The Slap In The Face

    We had met online at EP and were spending many hours each week chatting. We had even progressed to video chats, one in particular lasted 8 hours. Although we were growing close, I hadn't revealed all of my personal information to her because I just don't give my information out...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2012

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    DAY 1

    Today we talked i heard you crying and it broke my heart, i wanted to break down too but i stayed strong and kept my voice steady. i gave you a choice 10 days until your decision . it kills me doing this because i no longer know what your answer will be, but i hope and pray...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    It's been 20 weeks and I still feel

    so low I hate myself for having feelings.
    ohhla ohhla 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 2

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    One Step At A Time..

    Everytime I feel his hands beating me my heart breaks a little more, when will my heart finally break for good, never to be repaired again?I hurt so much and he doesnt even know it, I think that the fact that he doesnt care that he is hurting is the reason my heart is...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 31, 2012

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    Not Always A Happy Ending

    I don't know how to forget him, to make the memories stop playing across my mind. It must be fate or a cruel joke right? Love is so quiet, it just slips up on you. Summer 2009 At 16 I had no idea the boy I spent every free moment with would be the love of my life. I just saw...
    emivb emivb 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    I broke up with the person I loved most in my

    life. Long distance relationship are hard. But I thought we would be able to fight it. Love is powerful. We loved each other so much. It lasted one year. And now I feel broken. He couldn't bear the pain anymore. He thought he was hurting me but now I hurt more. I will always...
    LadyHilarious LadyHilarious 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    i being second to those i put first ),

    : he's slowly breaking my heart in to pieces .
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Lied To And Broken

    Awhile ago i met an amazing guy who broke up with me. I am still not fully over this person but i never will be and it got to the point 4 months ago i decided to move on from him. Four months ago i went out to a friends party and met another amazing guy i had feelings for him...
    lylkitkat lylkitkat 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    Battle

    Shards of glass searing my soul Biting emotions commence overflow A mind full of turmoil rushing this way Am I going to make it through, even through, just one day? Questions cloud my mind Still, no answers can I find Has it been destroyed? Has the ammunition been deployed? Is...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    Eating Out Of The Palm Of Her Hand

    "Try it," she said. "No," he replied. She circled him, eyeing him. "Are you afraid?" "No." "Are you worried what others will think?" "No." "Try it?" He shook his head. "No." She took his hand and looked into his eyes. "Will you do it for me?" "Yes." He tried it. Immediately, he...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    I Numb Myself

    Not with drugs or alcohol. But I put up this wall. It protects me subconsciously/consciously. It closes me off and prevents me from feeling emotion(especially sadness). It can last any where from a few seconds to a few weeks or more. Depending on what type of heartbreak I'm going...
    Beyonder33 Beyonder33 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F Jan 27

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    Yearning To Love

    My heart isn't broken and I do not miss a lost love. My heart aches because it is full of love to the point it splits open. I have no one to love, no one to share my silly indulgences and no one to hold and let the love flood out. It kills me that my kindness, gentleness and...
    ktmchristian ktmchristian 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    "Heavy In Your Arms" Florence

    and the Machine I was a heavy heart to carry My beloved was weighed down My arms around his neck My fingers laced to crown. I was a heavy heart to carry My feet dragged across ground And he took me to the river Where he slowly let me drown My love has concrete feet My love's...
    littleboxofsecrets littleboxofsecrets 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Must Continue On

    I thought I had met my match, long ago, we fell in love, he was extremely smart, charming, charismatic, and has a silver tongue. We dated, I got pregnant. He manned up and took on the responsibility. He was there when I got into the bad wreck that almost took both my legs, he was...
    fallentears fallentears 31-35 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    It's sad to me how many people you see running to the bars for satisfaction or to find something... One day I went in to make my own discovery about all this commotion and found...
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    I hate feeling things, I hate it when my feelings get involve, I hate getting mad, I hate feeling sad, I hate love. Everybody thinks I'm heartless and brutal. I have this wall that...
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F Nov 4

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    I hate feeling, to feel hopeless, heartbroken. Just when my emotions get involved. I hate feeling weak and vulnerable.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F Nov 13

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    I just need to vent for a moment. I don't have anyone that I can talk to. My life is not a life. I feel as though I have nothing. No friends, no job (kinda), a broke down car,very...
    Ellygirl1 Ellygirl1 26-30, T Nov 12

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    That sinking feeling you get when your heart hurts.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    Mostly do to my appearance Im very,very insecure.I have so many things that make me feel abnormal like a freak and it's all these things piled up together that make me feel hideous...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 2

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    The heart chooses, not me.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I try to pull the lone wolf tough guy routine sometimes, but the truth is that I kind of hate being alone. I hate that lonely feeling in my gut when I'm on my own and my friends...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M Nov 10

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    it sucks being a vampire. evedything inside me freezes when i go to bed and i actually feel like im dead. but ik im dead ive been dead for 1400 years. i just hate this feeling. the...
    stanmagicman2 stanmagicman2 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 1

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    I know there are more important things to worry about in this world, but I'm sick of feeling undesirable and shunned by women because of my face. I feel like I'm going crazy...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 3

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    That feeling is creeping in again.... That pit of loneliness .... Deep and familiar .... It cuts into me... Makes me question everything .... Like I've been waking around with...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    I always hate when I'm someone's second choice. I feel like I'm being used. And I don't like that. I feel like you only wan me around when something fails,It makes me feel like...
    AshCakes AshCakes 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I feel like this a lot of the time. I put so much work into things, or I try really hard, and I don't feel like people appreciate my effort or are at least aware of it.
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    I have been planning for this day for Some time, so was I going to be spending it wit my girlfriend who I almost don't see because of distance. She couldn't come because of her...
    jack3683 jack3683 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    So I'm sitting watching a programme about families, mostly single parent families, living in poverty. Its told through the eyes of the children and its so sad tears are streaming...
    40startingagain 40startingagain 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    There is this guy in my life who has to choose between me and another girl. she's thinner and blonde and has been his friend for over 15 years, I keep saying he should just pick...
    SecretWraith SecretWraith 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I want to vent but can't find the words.. I want to cry but the tears won't come out.. so much has happened in these past few months and its happened so fast. :/ I feel alone...
    SaraBear87 SaraBear87 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    In bed dyin out with the flu :( brother in law pestering me, husbands not home, heads killing me, throats all tickly, nose is blocked and I'm just not physically able for this...
    lilyrose234 lilyrose234 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I just want to feel again. It's torturing
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Oct 31

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    How many more times do I have to feel rejected? It kills me every time to the point where I want to give up on any kind of relationship at this point
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 9

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    That's why I'm going to try to save someone. Every day I hear about children suffering, people losing their homes, etc. I'm sick and weak, I can't even go on a small hike without...
    SunsetTears SunsetTears 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I get upset stomach a lot.....and right now :(
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    sometimes expectation can lead to disappointment...
    LoveHadassah LoveHadassah 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 12

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    I realized after being in love with same man for 14 years that I'm the only one whose trying and loving the person. I lost all the love and respect for myself. While I was blinded...
    ezzy2014 ezzy2014 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    This sucks! No matter what I end up being plan b or 2 choice! What kills me most is the guy doesn't get it. He says I'm jealous and want more then what we have and he wants. I'm a...
    mariatwila mariatwila 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    the feeling like nothing will ever get better, like you're drowning and no one can save you. You just want to sleep all the time, there's no hope. There's no reason to get up...
    toxiiclullaby toxiiclullaby 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    1. I hate my pathetic heart. 2. I hate my ex for breaking my heart. 3. I hate that I'm turning to worse because of him. 4. I hate that I have to be flawless girl for someone...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7

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    the repeated words said by someone you love. those words cut so deep that you can literally feel your heart breaking..then..the numbness starts to kick in..after that....the words...
    KearBrooke KearBrooke 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    Wondering If I Am Wrong: I get thrown in my face What others feel is wrong Why must it be viewed as bad When it’s not breaking the law So I live my life of loss Depression and...
    darkreality68 darkreality68 41-45, M Nov 10

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    Ahh...I'm going crazy. It's funny that everything he does affects me. Like what happens between us determines my mood. I hate feeling this way but at the same time, it's like a...
    moonlightdamsel moonlightdamsel 18-21, F 4 days ago

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