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I Hate Feeling Like My Heart Is Breaking

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 367 People

    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F Jan 27, 2014

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    My loneliness is towering over me.

    There's like a deep crater in my chest. A black hole. I'm looking for anyone to give me the light of day and all I get are temporary highs that come down whenever I'm alone again. I can't stand it and I'm running out of ideas to fix my broken heart
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Battle

    Shards of glass searing my soul Biting emotions commence overflow A mind full of turmoil rushing this way Am I going to make it through, even through, just one day? Questions cloud my mind Still, no answers can I find Has it been destroyed? Has the ammunition been deployed? Is...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    One Step At A Time..

    Everytime I feel his hands beating me my heart breaks a little more, when will my heart finally break for good, never to be repaired again?I hurt so much and he doesnt even know it, I think that the fact that he doesnt care that he is hurting is the reason my heart is...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 31, 2012

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    My mom and dad took me out of all the music

    programs and I feel my heart is shattering. Music is my life. It's the only thing that saved me from depression.. I need music.
    RaisedByTheWolves RaisedByTheWolves 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    my heart feels like its breaking slightly,

    I need my relationship to go to how it should be a month ago, before it does break. I have this horrible thing playing on me between my one and her exs mate. I want us to be close again. im sleeping on the sofa to make her miss me when she wakes up because I want to feel special...
    kernalzuggy kernalzuggy 22-25, M Dec 14, 2014

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    It's been 20 weeks and I still feel

    so low I hate myself for having feelings.
    ohhla ohhla 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    i being second to those i put first ),

    : he's slowly breaking my heart in to pieces .
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    I Numb Myself

    Not with drugs or alcohol. But I put up this wall. It protects me subconsciously/consciously. It closes me off and prevents me from feeling emotion(especially sadness). It can last any where from a few seconds to a few weeks or more. Depending on what type of heartbreak I'm going...
    Beyonder33 Beyonder33 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    DAY 1

    Today we talked i heard you crying and it broke my heart, i wanted to break down too but i stayed strong and kept my voice steady. i gave you a choice 10 days until your decision . it kills me doing this because i no longer know what your answer will be, but i hope and pray...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    I broke up with the person I loved most in my

    life. Long distance relationship are hard. But I thought we would be able to fight it. Love is powerful. We loved each other so much. It lasted one year. And now I feel broken. He couldn't bear the pain anymore. He thought he was hurting me but now I hurt more. I will always...
    LadyHilarious LadyHilarious 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2014

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    Not Always A Happy Ending

    I don't know how to forget him, to make the memories stop playing across my mind. It must be fate or a cruel joke right? Love is so quiet, it just slips up on you. Summer 2009 At 16 I had no idea the boy I spent every free moment with would be the love of my life. I just saw...
    emivb emivb 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    Eating Out Of The Palm Of Her Hand

    "Try it," she said. "No," he replied. She circled him, eyeing him. "Are you afraid?" "No." "Are you worried what others will think?" "No." "Try it?" He shook his head. "No." She took his hand and looked into his eyes. "Will you do it for me?" "Yes." He tried it. Immediately, he...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    Must Continue On

    I thought I had met my match, long ago, we fell in love, he was extremely smart, charming, charismatic, and has a silver tongue. We dated, I got pregnant. He manned up and took on the responsibility. He was there when I got into the bad wreck that almost took both my legs, he was...
    fallentears fallentears 31-35 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    kerencc12 kerencc12 26-30, F Dec 18, 2014

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    Yearning To Love

    My heart isn't broken and I do not miss a lost love. My heart aches because it is full of love to the point it splits open. I have no one to love, no one to share my silly indulgences and no one to hold and let the love flood out. It kills me that my kindness, gentleness and...
    ktmchristian ktmchristian 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the

    usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger WomenOlder Men Dating . Are you a man looking for a younger woman, or a woman seeking an older man? Everyone has their preferences in relationships...
    celinecc11 celinecc11 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    The Sting Of A The Slap In The Face

    We had met online at EP and were spending many hours each week chatting. We had even progressed to video chats, one in particular lasted 8 hours. Although we were growing close, I hadn't revealed all of my personal information to her because I just don't give my information out...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2012

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    Lied To And Broken

    Awhile ago i met an amazing guy who broke up with me. I am still not fully over this person but i never will be and it got to the point 4 months ago i decided to move on from him. Four months ago i went out to a friends party and met another amazing guy i had feelings for him...
    lylkitkat lylkitkat 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F Dec 14, 2014

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    I've been crying in my bed

    for hours. how do you know when it's time to let go...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 1

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    I feel like I have so much to say, so much to give... But there's nobody there to listen or to receive. I wish I could turn my brain off, I need sleep, I need something...
    BrokenSoul88 BrokenSoul88 26-30, F 9 Responses Feb 6

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    When everybody is there enjoying their lives and you feel like you're just existing in yours.
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    YellowLilyPad YellowLilyPad 22-25, F Feb 16

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    shes all I wanted, and yet i still wasnt enough, i hate feeling alone, i dont have many freinds as it is, all i really have are my games
    DeonGrey DeonGrey 18-21, M Feb 12

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    My boyfriend and I have been fighting for just a week today. We've been together for almost 3 years. At first he wasn't everything I ever wanted. We briefly dated in high school...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes 22-25, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    i'm in love with him. he used to be in love with me. he says he's still in love with me, but that time i had to ask. he used to tell me that he loves me and misses me all the...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Feb 8

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    So my feelings sort of made me "burst" tonight...and I wish I could hit rewind. I was so exhausted and worn out by everyone and was feeling pretty depressed today. I received a...
    TiraVara TiraVara 22-25, F Jan 29

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    I hate that feeling That feeling of sadness, but not knowing why The feeling of emptiness, but nothing in particular has happened  To be asked what is wrong, but not knowing what...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 11 Responses Jan 28

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    Loved and hated. Bad combo. Happened to all of us. Well many of us. I will speak for me. All my ex bfs let me down. Broke me down. That's why I hated them for hardening my heart...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Even tho I'm not alone I feel alone I have good friends my I still feel alone I hate this feeling I want to it to go but it won't I hate if wen I get shouted at coz in my eyes I...
    mimee1 mimee1 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    That feeling when you get all choked up, teary-eyed and have the sudden urge to cut. Yeah, I hate that. A lot.
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 Feb 20

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    For all the friends I have had in my short life, I am tired of being plan b. I have a big heart and care about every single person who comes into my life. I feel guilty easily and...
    lezbihonest93 lezbihonest93 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    it has happened way too many more times than it should, and its no one fault but my own. sorry my poor fragile heart :(
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I hate it and there is something I can get used to even I had experience a lot
    Mrshouhou Mrshouhou 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    EP notifies me of a heart but wjat am i aupost to do with that. At least a reply i can reply back to.
    bnaesf bnaesf 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    I feel like all i do is give and give to my loved ones and all they do is take and take, no appreciation at all,suck me dry of all that i have all that i am,and when i ask of only...
    angie2962 angie2962 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    thats all that it feels like to me idk about you
    jadetumbler jadetumbler 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Ugh I feel like doing absolutely nothing
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I keep getting these feelings lately. That something bad is going to happen. I keep seeing black birds flying about and I'm not sure as to why. A bird flew into my room, and sat...
    MarisoleLane MarisoleLane 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    It always seems like in second best....
    woot2u2 woot2u2 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 10

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    i really just want to find a guy who will be faithful forever
    WorldOfOblivion WorldOfOblivion 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I think I have finally really decided to be on my own. I'm so done with this guy trying to use everything I say against me making me feel as though in the only one with issues here...
    maryann230 maryann230 26-30, F Feb 7

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    I feel used, people whom i love most make use of me then they discard me. I live with people who give more importance to outsiders than family. I live in a such a family where each...
    preeti2012 preeti2012 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    That moment when I wanna talk to someone, but they end up ignoring me instead. What's worse is that I never expected it to come from them. Either people are getting sick of me or I...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M Jan 29

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    I think it's wheat that does it but not sure as it has happened a few times when I haven't consumed it. It's not gas, I just seem to get bloated after most meals. Whatever they...
    ALaCoit ALaCoit 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    Right now I feel so vulnerable, I let a wall down.. I told you how I feel... Oh gosh, I hope you don't block me out, or freak out... It's scaring me right now but I needed to say...
    catho catho 18-21, F Feb 8