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I Hate Feeling Like My Heart Is Breaking

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    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F Jan 27

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    One Step At A Time..

    Everytime I feel his hands beating me my heart breaks a little more, when will my heart finally break for good, never to be repaired again?I hurt so much and he doesnt even know it, I think that the fact that he doesnt care that he is hurting is the reason my heart is...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 31, 2012

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    Not Always A Happy Ending

    I don't know how to forget him, to make the memories stop playing across my mind. It must be fate or a cruel joke right? Love is so quiet, it just slips up on you. Summer 2009 At 16 I had no idea the boy I spent every free moment with would be the love of my life. I just saw...
    emivb emivb 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    The Sting Of A The Slap In The Face

    We had met online at EP and were spending many hours each week chatting. We had even progressed to video chats, one in particular lasted 8 hours. Although we were growing close, I hadn't revealed all of my personal information to her because I just don't give my information out...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 4 Responses Jun 3, 2012

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    Yearning To Love

    My heart isn't broken and I do not miss a lost love. My heart aches because it is full of love to the point it splits open. I have no one to love, no one to share my silly indulgences and no one to hold and let the love flood out. It kills me that my kindness, gentleness and...
    ktmchristian ktmchristian 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    Must Continue On

    I thought I had met my match, long ago, we fell in love, he was extremely smart, charming, charismatic, and has a silver tongue. We dated, I got pregnant. He manned up and took on the responsibility. He was there when I got into the bad wreck that almost took both my legs, he was...
    fallentears fallentears 31-35 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    Lied To And Broken

    Awhile ago i met an amazing guy who broke up with me. I am still not fully over this person but i never will be and it got to the point 4 months ago i decided to move on from him. Four months ago i went out to a friends party and met another amazing guy i had feelings for him...
    lylkitkat lylkitkat 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    Battle

    Shards of glass searing my soul Biting emotions commence overflow A mind full of turmoil rushing this way Am I going to make it through, even through, just one day? Questions cloud my mind Still, no answers can I find Has it been destroyed? Has the ammunition been deployed? Is...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    DAY 1

    Today we talked i heard you crying and it broke my heart, i wanted to break down too but i stayed strong and kept my voice steady. i gave you a choice 10 days until your decision . it kills me doing this because i no longer know what your answer will be, but i hope and pray...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    Eating Out Of The Palm Of Her Hand

    "Try it," she said. "No," he replied. She circled him, eyeing him. "Are you afraid?" "No." "Are you worried what others will think?" "No." "Try it?" He shook his head. "No." She took his hand and looked into his eyes. "Will you do it for me?" "Yes." He tried it. Immediately, he...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    I Numb Myself

    Not with drugs or alcohol. But I put up this wall. It protects me subconsciously/consciously. It closes me off and prevents me from feeling emotion(especially sadness). It can last any where from a few seconds to a few weeks or more. Depending on what type of heartbreak I'm going...
    Beyonder33 Beyonder33 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    It's been 20 weeks and I still feel

    so low I hate myself for having feelings.
    ohhla ohhla 36-40, F 5 Responses Feb 2

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    "Heavy In Your Arms" Florence

    and the Machine I was a heavy heart to carry My beloved was weighed down My arms around his neck My fingers laced to crown. I was a heavy heart to carry My feet dragged across ground And he took me to the river Where he slowly let me drown My love has concrete feet My love's...
    littleboxofsecrets littleboxofsecrets 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I hate that feeling when I'm ignored I just wanna scream and yell until I have no more energy. I asked my family a question and I'm ignored but when my younger sis asks something...
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    don't like the feeling of having a cold/flu you can't go anywhere or do much it sucks
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    Life's too short to end our day with a heavy heart. Exhale the stress--Inhale forgiveness.💚 ~Unknown
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    Sometimes I sit down and I feel so suicidal. It's due to a lot of reasons. I try to stay strong but I just feel so helpless and weak. I hate my life. Please help.
    SociallyAwkwardGirl16 SociallyAwkwardGirl16 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I feel ugly everyday I hate going into public because I don't want people to see my face I pray to god sometimes to make me feel good but at the end of the day I still feel ugly...
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    Naturally I don't like being the center of attention. I like to think I'm humble when it comes to success just because I feel uncomfortable around attention. Hate it actually. It's...
    atxerika atxerika 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    One moment he acts like he cares, the next moment he's barely talking to me like he doesn't.. Just wish there was some consistency here. #confused 😶
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    I just feel like I need the one person that I can't be around right now. The one person that's so so caught up in their own life they can't talk to me about me. The person I share...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F Jun 26

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    All I want is to be loved by someone like the way I love you
    vjanee vjanee 18-21, F Jun 28

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    I feel so awkward right now. Im at my uncles spending time with them and all we do is sit around and i feel like a loser. Im fine with doing stuff but i dont wanna ask him to do...
    oneepicboss oneepicboss 13-15, M Jun 29

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    My parents only see the bad things I do. They never see the good things. I screw one thing up and you hate me for it. ****.
    bandssave bandssave 13-15, F Jul 6

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    I can never apologize enough for every mistake I make. Just like I can never thank one enough for every kind act they do for me.
    Diana14R Diana14R 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I'm not a second choice, and I sure as hell am not third choice. I'm just so tired of being the person someone talks to because they can't talk to who they really wanted to. Don't...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    brokennot brokennot 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Okay does people only help people who they choose I came to this website looking for a way to feel welcome and Im being ignored I can tell not to be rude to anybody just cause Im...
    autumnmarch12 autumnmarch12 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Love = 30% beautiful + 70% painful
    AnnaKhit AnnaKhit 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    It sucks when people invite you into their lives and they're not ready. You're the one who gets hurt. And they can't or won't see it. I used to hold myself higher, but since...
    Livvy2 Livvy2 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Im tired of everything i just wanna b happy i wanna be the one he wants i wanna just call it quits but i just cant . I love this man thru everything we have been thru happy...
    lovelymarie21 lovelymarie21 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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