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I Hate Feeling Like My Heart Is Breaking

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    Everything was going smoothly between me

    and my bf but idk suddenly what had happened to him??! He got angry for no reason and when I said that i'll die...he told me to die asap...
    depressedgal077 depressedgal077 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    I Numb Myself

    Not with drugs or alcohol. But I put up this wall. It protects me subconsciously/consciously. It closes me off and prevents me from feeling emotion(especially sadness). It can last any where from a few seconds to a few weeks or more. Depending on what type of heartbreak I'm going...
    Beyonder33 Beyonder33 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    The Sting Of A The Slap In The Face

    We had met online at EP and were spending many hours each week chatting. We had even progressed to video chats, one in particular lasted 8 hours. Although we were growing close, I hadn't revealed all of my personal information to her because I just don't give my information out...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2012

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F Dec 14, 2014

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    This feeling I have deep inside,

    Is a feeling that I cannot describe. From the pit in my belly, To the ache in my heart, Nothing can make me realize that we are really apart Crying does nothing Screaming won’t stop the pain Even a hug from God couldn’t make me feel sane You are always there, Day and night...
    ckjackson43 ckjackson43 16-17, F Mar 2

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    kerencc12 kerencc12 26-30, F Dec 18, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    susancc12 susancc12 26-30, F Jul 13

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    That feeling when you go to sleep

    and woke up feeling empty and like you had lose the person you love... And you can do anything then just try to be fine In life
    ddanniiella ddanniiella 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 1

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    I feel it breaking over a comment my

    lover/boyfriend made. He tells me he thinks it would be nice if i wore "more" makeup. I felt like my heart literally sank deep into my chest and my heart stopped when he told me that. He said maybe if I wore more makeup like his so called friend's gf's (Who I found out don...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 14

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    Someone just broke my heart by telling me

    that that person has a crush on someone else and even love her... Okay guys I'm getting ******* drunk tonight. Vodka or tequila?
    Romitri657 Romitri657 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    I broke up with the person I loved most in my

    life. Long distance relationship are hard. But I thought we would be able to fight it. Love is powerful. We loved each other so much. It lasted one year. And now I feel broken. He couldn't bear the pain anymore. He thought he was hurting me but now I hurt more. I will always...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 30, 2014

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    My loneliness is towering over me.

    There's like a deep crater in my chest. A black hole. I'm looking for anyone to give me the light of day and all I get are temporary highs that come down whenever I'm alone again. I can't stand it and I'm running out of ideas to fix my broken heart
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    mine actually is but I'm trying to reconnect

    with that person who broke it and feel the way I was before the incident
    bradley600 bradley600 16-17, M Jun 1

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    DAY 1

    Today we talked i heard you crying and it broke my heart, i wanted to break down too but i stayed strong and kept my voice steady. i gave you a choice 10 days until your decision . it kills me doing this because i no longer know what your answer will be, but i hope and pray...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the

    usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger WomenOlder Men Dating . Are you a man looking for a younger woman, or a woman seeking an older man? Everyone has their preferences in relationships...
    celinecc11 celinecc11 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Must Continue On

    I thought I had met my match, long ago, we fell in love, he was extremely smart, charming, charismatic, and has a silver tongue. We dated, I got pregnant. He manned up and took on the responsibility. He was there when I got into the bad wreck that almost took both my legs, he was...
    fallentears fallentears 31-35 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    my heart feels like its breaking slightly,

    I need my relationship to go to how it should be a month ago, before it does break. I have this horrible thing playing on me between my one and her exs mate. I want us to be close again. im sleeping on the sofa to make her miss me when she wakes up because I want to feel special...
    kernalzuggy kernalzuggy 22-25, M Dec 14, 2014

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    Yearning To Love

    My heart isn't broken and I do not miss a lost love. My heart aches because it is full of love to the point it splits open. I have no one to love, no one to share my silly indulgences and no one to hold and let the love flood out. It kills me that my kindness, gentleness and...
    ktmchristian ktmchristian 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    I've never felt this empty in my whole life.

    When I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder my family more or less turned their back on me. My ex decided to label me a drug addict because he couldn't understand why I left him. He turned my daughter against me. She's beautiful and funny and was my whole life. I've been told to...
    alcheme36 alcheme36 46-50, F Jul 12

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    Nae82 Nae82 31-35, F Jul 27

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    I was dating this guy

    for a couple of months now.. We talked on the phone,Skyped and even exchanged pictures we haven't talked in a couple of weeks but I decided to text him and tell him I hope everything's going ok and I miss him.. He replied with "leave me alone you ***** you trolled me the whole...
    ZaharaRlove ZaharaRlove 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    elincc11 elincc11 26-30, F Jun 1

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    Lied To And Broken

    Awhile ago i met an amazing guy who broke up with me. I am still not fully over this person but i never will be and it got to the point 4 months ago i decided to move on from him. Four months ago i went out to a friends party and met another amazing guy i had feelings for him...
    lylkitkat lylkitkat 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    My family just move and I had to go to a new

    school. This really cute girl I saw was the first one to talk to me then we started to skype each other everyday then a one day in front of her friends I ask her out it was the best moment of my life 3 years later she breaks up with me I ask what I did wrong she said that I can...
    yoloboy92 yoloboy92 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 1

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    i being second to those i put first ),

    : he's slowly breaking my heart in to pieces .
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    One Step At A Time..

    Everytime I feel his hands beating me my heart breaks a little more, when will my heart finally break for good, never to be repaired again?I hurt so much and he doesnt even know it, I think that the fact that he doesnt care that he is hurting is the reason my heart is...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 31, 2012

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    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F Jan 27, 2014

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    My mom and dad took me out of all the music

    programs and I feel my heart is shattering. Music is my life. It's the only thing that saved me from depression.. I need music.
    RaisedByTheWolves RaisedByTheWolves 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    It's been 20 weeks and I still feel

    so low I hate myself for having feelings.
    ohhla ohhla 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    Not Always A Happy Ending

    I don't know how to forget him, to make the memories stop playing across my mind. It must be fate or a cruel joke right? Love is so quiet, it just slips up on you. Summer 2009 At 16 I had no idea the boy I spent every free moment with would be the love of my life. I just saw...
    emivb emivb 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    Every time I see her it gets much worse,

    as I always have that dilemma of "Keep my distance or go hug her and act like my pain is nonexistent?"
    beautifulbizarre beautifulbizarre 16-17, F Aug 23

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    I can't believe this

    but I'm actually considering breaking up w my boyfriend...especially after tonight- it was an idea before, but tonight through his actions it seemed like he had no consideration for my feelings like a lack of respect which I hate ( then again perhaps I don't consciously show him...
    Fidge3 Fidge3 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    ijerhyn ijerhyn 16-17, F Aug 24

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    the feeling like, the time is too slow,

    my heart is like punching several times, the feeling that i want to sleep but i don't know how my eyes don't stop on crying, i hate it! i'm not good at english, sorry for wrong grammar
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Battle

    Shards of glass searing my soul Biting emotions commence overflow A mind full of turmoil rushing this way Am I going to make it through, even through, just one day? Questions cloud my mind Still, no answers can I find Has it been destroyed? Has the ammunition been deployed? Is...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    She keeps giving me mixed feelings.

    . we went on a date yesterday and we kissed and said we loved each other..then this afternoon she texts me saying it can't be because she doesn't want to unless her parents approve of me. But not even an hour later she's with this other guy hugging and being affectionate on...
    mika58 mika58 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 27

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    Eating Out Of The Palm Of Her Hand

    "Try it," she said. "No," he replied. She circled him, eyeing him. "Are you afraid?" "No." "Are you worried what others will think?" "No." "Try it?" He shook his head. "No." She took his hand and looked into his eyes. "Will you do it for me?" "Yes." He tried it. Immediately, he...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    I must have the worst taste in women when it comes to this. Ex-GF, ex-Wife, ex-GF. The last one outright said, "I don't want to think I settled for you." Ouch.
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    I'm not exactly sure why I hate it, besides feeling like its unloved. But I want to destroy my body through cuts and scars and watch every bit of blood drain out of it.
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    I'm sick of being able to make everyone else feel better except myself, with the B.P.D, the depression, the social anxiety, and the countless ****** up things that has happened in...
    Whackers Whackers 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago