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I Hate Feeling Like My Heart Is Breaking

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 307 People

    It's been 20 weeks and I still feel

    so low I hate myself for having feelings.
    ohhla ohhla 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 2, 2014

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    Not Always A Happy Ending

    I don't know how to forget him, to make the memories stop playing across my mind. It must be fate or a cruel joke right? Love is so quiet, it just slips up on you. Summer 2009 At 16 I had no idea the boy I spent every free moment with would be the love of my life. I just saw...
    emivb emivb 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    Must Continue On

    I thought I had met my match, long ago, we fell in love, he was extremely smart, charming, charismatic, and has a silver tongue. We dated, I got pregnant. He manned up and took on the responsibility. He was there when I got into the bad wreck that almost took both my legs, he was...
    fallentears fallentears 31-35 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    Yearning To Love

    My heart isn't broken and I do not miss a lost love. My heart aches because it is full of love to the point it splits open. I have no one to love, no one to share my silly indulgences and no one to hold and let the love flood out. It kills me that my kindness, gentleness and...
    ktmchristian ktmchristian 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    My mom and dad took me out of all the music

    programs and I feel my heart is shattering. Music is my life. It's the only thing that saved me from depression.. I need music.
    RaisedByTheWolves RaisedByTheWolves 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    I broke up with the person I loved most in my

    life. Long distance relationship are hard. But I thought we would be able to fight it. Love is powerful. We loved each other so much. It lasted one year. And now I feel broken. He couldn't bear the pain anymore. He thought he was hurting me but now I hurt more. I will always...
    LadyHilarious LadyHilarious 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2014

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    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F Jan 27, 2014

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    My loneliness is towering over me.

    There's like a deep crater in my chest. A black hole. I'm looking for anyone to give me the light of day and all I get are temporary highs that come down whenever I'm alone again. I can't stand it and I'm running out of ideas to fix my broken heart
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    kerencc12 kerencc12 26-30, F Dec 18, 2014

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    One Step At A Time..

    Everytime I feel his hands beating me my heart breaks a little more, when will my heart finally break for good, never to be repaired again?I hurt so much and he doesnt even know it, I think that the fact that he doesnt care that he is hurting is the reason my heart is...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 31, 2012

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    I Numb Myself

    Not with drugs or alcohol. But I put up this wall. It protects me subconsciously/consciously. It closes me off and prevents me from feeling emotion(especially sadness). It can last any where from a few seconds to a few weeks or more. Depending on what type of heartbreak I'm going...
    Beyonder33 Beyonder33 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    Lied To And Broken

    Awhile ago i met an amazing guy who broke up with me. I am still not fully over this person but i never will be and it got to the point 4 months ago i decided to move on from him. Four months ago i went out to a friends party and met another amazing guy i had feelings for him...
    lylkitkat lylkitkat 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F Dec 14, 2014

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    my heart feels like its breaking slightly,

    I need my relationship to go to how it should be a month ago, before it does break. I have this horrible thing playing on me between my one and her exs mate. I want us to be close again. im sleeping on the sofa to make her miss me when she wakes up because I want to feel special...
    kernalzuggy kernalzuggy 22-25, M Dec 14, 2014

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    The Sting Of A The Slap In The Face

    We had met online at EP and were spending many hours each week chatting. We had even progressed to video chats, one in particular lasted 8 hours. Although we were growing close, I hadn't revealed all of my personal information to her because I just don't give my information out...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2012

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    Battle

    Shards of glass searing my soul Biting emotions commence overflow A mind full of turmoil rushing this way Am I going to make it through, even through, just one day? Questions cloud my mind Still, no answers can I find Has it been destroyed? Has the ammunition been deployed? Is...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    Eating Out Of The Palm Of Her Hand

    "Try it," she said. "No," he replied. She circled him, eyeing him. "Are you afraid?" "No." "Are you worried what others will think?" "No." "Try it?" He shook his head. "No." She took his hand and looked into his eyes. "Will you do it for me?" "Yes." He tried it. Immediately, he...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    DAY 1

    Today we talked i heard you crying and it broke my heart, i wanted to break down too but i stayed strong and kept my voice steady. i gave you a choice 10 days until your decision . it kills me doing this because i no longer know what your answer will be, but i hope and pray...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    i being second to those i put first ),

    : he's slowly breaking my heart in to pieces .
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    RescueMe22 RescueMe22 16-17, M Jan 1

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    Crying at funerals? Forget it. Crying at all? Never. I hate feeling vulnerable because I think it makes me look weak. It makes me look like I can't deal with the issues that...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    So my feelings sort of made me "burst" tonight...and I wish I could hit rewind. I was so exhausted and worn out by everyone and was feeling pretty depressed today. I received a...
    TiraVara TiraVara 22-25, F 21 hrs ago

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    I hate it and there is something I can get used to even I had experience a lot
    MrsHouhouland MrsHouhouland 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I hate that feeling That feeling of sadness, but not knowing why The feeling of emptiness, but nothing in particular has happened  To be asked what is wrong, but not knowing what...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I wish I was just cold hearted . Wish I didn't care for ppl so easy . Cause then I wouldn't get let down . I'm tired of this feeling . Tired of trying to make others...
    djs0616 djs0616 26-30, M Jan 10

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    Warning This Is A Rant; I really hate this part of been a girl :( the need of constant reminder that we are wanted and loved by someone. Why as humans we need that? The wanted...
    PandaaMee PandaaMee 22-25, F Jan 7

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    I hate how you give meaningful and deep advice to ppl expressing how much you really care for them as one human for another and try to make them feel accepted yknow? And then they...
    MonsieurKJ MonsieurKJ 18-21, M Jan 13

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    I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone, I long for that feeling to not feel at all, the higher I get, the lower I'll sink, I can't drown my demons they know how to swim...
    mcrxforever mcrxforever 13-15, F Jan 8

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    So i have always been all about the "quality over quantity" thing when it came to friends but now im second guessing myself. i guess i started to realize it last night on new years...
    Kateq989 Kateq989 16-17, F Jan 1

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    I feel like I'm either missing out or being left behind. About 40% of the kids I graduated with went to school locally or moved somewhere else to go to school. I'm seeing and...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    i hate it when you are home alone and you feel like you are being watched
    freegirl29 freegirl29 13-15, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I do think online relationships are real. But in some relationships the fantasy and real life are so conflicting. I like the online people I talk too, but I'm afraid I hurt...
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I almost forgot about this site. I feel highly confused and empty and apathetic. I'm confused about life choices. I need some peoples attention but I feel ignored. I hate it...
    luvsoylatte luvsoylatte 26-30, F Jan 19

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    it has happened way too many more times than it should, and its no one fault but my own. sorry my poor fragile heart :(
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    It's that feeling of not being able to help yourself feel better:(
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jan 13

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    I think the worst feeling isn't sad or depressed.... its empty
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I don't like to tell people in real life my problems because I want to look put together and strong for my friends and family.
    xxangellynnxx xxangellynnxx 16-17, F Jan 1

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    When you finally shed those trappings in which you have to act like someone else, and can just "be yourself," it's a great relief. Who knew it took so much energy to act like...
    streetcsi streetcsi 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    How does, we stopped 2 hours ago for a beer, and left you alone to deal with the kids (who were asking for you all day) equal "we're staying out of your way so we don't get in...
    readum16 readum16 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 12

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