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I Hate Feeling Like My Heart Is Breaking

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 250 People

    The Sting Of A The Slap In The Face

    We had met online at EP and were spending many hours each week chatting. We had even progressed to video chats, one in particular lasted 8 hours. Although we were growing close, I hadn't revealed all of my personal information to her because I just don't give my information out...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2012

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    I Numb Myself

    Not with drugs or alcohol. But I put up this wall. It protects me subconsciously/consciously. It closes me off and prevents me from feeling emotion(especially sadness). It can last any where from a few seconds to a few weeks or more. Depending on what type of heartbreak I'm going...
    Beyonder33 Beyonder33 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    Lied To And Broken

    Awhile ago i met an amazing guy who broke up with me. I am still not fully over this person but i never will be and it got to the point 4 months ago i decided to move on from him. Four months ago i went out to a friends party and met another amazing guy i had feelings for him...
    lylkitkat lylkitkat 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    Yearning To Love

    My heart isn't broken and I do not miss a lost love. My heart aches because it is full of love to the point it splits open. I have no one to love, no one to share my silly indulgences and no one to hold and let the love flood out. It kills me that my kindness, gentleness and...
    ktmchristian ktmchristian 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F Jan 27

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    I broke up with the person I loved most in my

    life. Long distance relationship are hard. But I thought we would be able to fight it. Love is powerful. We loved each other so much. It lasted one year. And now I feel broken. He couldn't bear the pain anymore. He thought he was hurting me but now I hurt more. I will always...
    LadyHilarious LadyHilarious 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    Must Continue On

    I thought I had met my match, long ago, we fell in love, he was extremely smart, charming, charismatic, and has a silver tongue. We dated, I got pregnant. He manned up and took on the responsibility. He was there when I got into the bad wreck that almost took both my legs, he was...
    fallentears fallentears 31-35 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    It's been 20 weeks and I still feel

    so low I hate myself for having feelings.
    ohhla ohhla 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 2

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    One Step At A Time..

    Everytime I feel his hands beating me my heart breaks a little more, when will my heart finally break for good, never to be repaired again?I hurt so much and he doesnt even know it, I think that the fact that he doesnt care that he is hurting is the reason my heart is...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 31, 2012

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    DAY 1

    Today we talked i heard you crying and it broke my heart, i wanted to break down too but i stayed strong and kept my voice steady. i gave you a choice 10 days until your decision . it kills me doing this because i no longer know what your answer will be, but i hope and pray...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    i being second to those i put first ),

    : he's slowly breaking my heart in to pieces .
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Not Always A Happy Ending

    I don't know how to forget him, to make the memories stop playing across my mind. It must be fate or a cruel joke right? Love is so quiet, it just slips up on you. Summer 2009 At 16 I had no idea the boy I spent every free moment with would be the love of my life. I just saw...
    emivb emivb 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    "Heavy In Your Arms" Florence

    and the Machine I was a heavy heart to carry My beloved was weighed down My arms around his neck My fingers laced to crown. I was a heavy heart to carry My feet dragged across ground And he took me to the river Where he slowly let me drown My love has concrete feet My love's...
    littleboxofsecrets littleboxofsecrets 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Battle

    Shards of glass searing my soul Biting emotions commence overflow A mind full of turmoil rushing this way Am I going to make it through, even through, just one day? Questions cloud my mind Still, no answers can I find Has it been destroyed? Has the ammunition been deployed? Is...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    Eating Out Of The Palm Of Her Hand

    "Try it," she said. "No," he replied. She circled him, eyeing him. "Are you afraid?" "No." "Are you worried what others will think?" "No." "Try it?" He shook his head. "No." She took his hand and looked into his eyes. "Will you do it for me?" "Yes." He tried it. Immediately, he...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Recently I started a new job. I absolutely hate being the new person and not knowing how everything is run. I know that it's normal to feel this way and that with time I'll get the...
    zuzeethh zuzeethh 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate how I can't control my moods. One second I'm the happiest person ever the next second I want to die. And there's never really specific reasons I get into these moods -.-
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I tried to get on with my life after a breakup with maybe the only men I ever really loved but I can't I cry all day I try not to think and all I see myself doing is going in...
    magalymj magalymj 41-45, F 16 hrs ago

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    At the moment, 3rd wheel seems to have a hold on me. I wish it would let go. Sometimes its fingers just brush me, but I always know it's there. Maybe I need new friends.
    stupidfears stupidfears 13-15, F Sep 27

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    You make me feel weak....You know who you are. I hate feeling weak but with you it's a relief. I'm slowly letting down all my walks...letting you see the real me, damage and all...
    ErinTripp94 ErinTripp94 18-21, F Sep 25

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    My parents are usually away i dont study right now im not aloud outside the house unless its like grandmas or something so i just be feeling hella lonely ):
    sk109345 sk109345 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It is the worst feeling in the world. And I feel it almost all the time, that's why I post a lot of experiences on here, just to try to find somebody to keep me company so I don't...
    ShadowyCheshire ShadowyCheshire 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Don't you just hate it when in the middle of your day you friends call you and say to come meet up when your doing something.Could you have not thought of me before you went you by...
    B2ST B2ST 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30

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    Alright lets see... I feel like **** right now. Its non stop raining cause there's a tropical storm passing thru the island. Oh and i have to ride my motorcycle into work here in a...
    kauaiboy76 kauaiboy76 36-40, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I'm usually shut off and alone. Have been for all my life. Never really found another person interesting enough to crawl out of my shell. All people do is hurt you anyway. So why...
    Shatterproof Shatterproof 26-30, F 20 hrs ago

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    I feel like so much I wish I could curl up into a ball and just let the world pass me by. UGH!
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I feel like everything I do is wrong or not good enough. I never get the results I want and I fell like everyone is disappointed on me.
    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F Oct 12

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    It's like with my family they don't appreciate me and what I do makes me feel like I don't belong and I'm so different from everyone in my family..
    toobreezzee toobreezzee 16-17, F a week ago

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    I want to talk naughty 😁 message me !!!
    rogeliotheking187 rogeliotheking187 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    I cant help that no one seems to ******* want me. I cant help that at all that im just never enough for anyone.
    Lilcrazyducky93 Lilcrazyducky93 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I have the house to myself until tomorrow night. Time to spend the rest a the day completely naked. 😉👍
    pmo77 pmo77 36-40, M Sep 28

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    I guess I just feel lonely. Friends are great, but there's always something missing. The human condition, I suppose. Always so restless.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    I pray tomorrow will be better than today.... :/
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    Its pants & still gotta work :(
    traciexxxx traciexxxx 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    Lately it's all I feel. People talk to me, then don't after a day or so, and the cycle repeats. Can I at least have one ongoing friend? I'm tired of not having anybody to talk to...
    ShadowyCheshire ShadowyCheshire 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Those words above? Yeah, that's me right now. Someone say something hot quick! Boy or girl!
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I cant stop thinking of you:(
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    It's so dumb, but I can't help but be upset. Got 85.4% on my first O-chem exam. I studied and seriously thought I understood the material. I was obviously mistaken. My scholarship...
    ForestTea ForestTea 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    This headline pretty much sums up why I cry most nights.... Including right now.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    When I say "I hate school" is doesn't mean I hate the education and knowledge. It means I hate selfish and ignorant people there. It means I hate stress and high expectations that...
    JessiesColumn JessiesColumn 16-17, F Oct 11

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    I HATE feeling like this I'm so ******* over it I just want to scream !!!!!! Fuuucccckkkk!!
    vjboo vjboo 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I wish that the moment we met your eyes didn't take me to another world wishing upon a dream come true, you'd wrap me in your arms One Day and Love Me unconditionally. A Love I've...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    I hate taking care of my mom. I hate that she's living with me. I feel suffocated and overwhelmed. I moved over 800 miles to get away from her. That lasted 9 months before she...
    EclecticHumanDecoy EclecticHumanDecoy 41-45 2 Responses Sep 23

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     Life is fragile Death is inevitable There's only but a thin strand between the two One unlucky thing can take a life in a blink of an eye Accident...
    NaturallyPeculiar NaturallyPeculiar 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    "Frankly, I have to worry about an individual who says he hates all mothers." -Block...(Heart Heart). "...I do not choose to associate with such an individual..." "That's okay. I...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm not like that one person that everyone hates because of the fact that they are surrounded by drama. I'm not. I just like to talk about what I'm going through with my close...
    mchanna101 mchanna101 13-15 1 Response Sep 29

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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    It's overwhelming how overwhelming new things can be. I thought I was over my anxiety and depression had left, but I'm beginning to think that they were just hiding, waiting for...