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I Hate Feeling Like My Heart Is Breaking

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    "Heavy In Your Arms" Florence

    and the Machine I was a heavy heart to carry My beloved was weighed down My arms around his neck My fingers laced to crown. I was a heavy heart to carry My feet dragged across ground And he took me to the river Where he slowly let me drown My love has concrete feet My love's...
    littleboxofsecrets littleboxofsecrets 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I broke up with the person I loved most in my

    life. Long distance relationship are hard. But I thought we would be able to fight it. Love is powerful. We loved each other so much. It lasted one year. And now I feel broken. He couldn't bear the pain anymore. He thought he was hurting me but now I hurt more. I will always...
    LadyHilarious LadyHilarious 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    Yearning To Love

    My heart isn't broken and I do not miss a lost love. My heart aches because it is full of love to the point it splits open. I have no one to love, no one to share my silly indulgences and no one to hold and let the love flood out. It kills me that my kindness, gentleness and...
    ktmchristian ktmchristian 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

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    i being second to those i put first ),

    : he's slowly breaking my heart in to pieces .
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    One Step At A Time..

    Everytime I feel his hands beating me my heart breaks a little more, when will my heart finally break for good, never to be repaired again?I hurt so much and he doesnt even know it, I think that the fact that he doesnt care that he is hurting is the reason my heart is...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 31, 2012

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    The Sting Of A The Slap In The Face

    We had met online at EP and were spending many hours each week chatting. We had even progressed to video chats, one in particular lasted 8 hours. Although we were growing close, I hadn't revealed all of my personal information to her because I just don't give my information out...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 3, 2012

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    TealMarie TealMarie 16-17, F Jan 27

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    Battle

    Shards of glass searing my soul Biting emotions commence overflow A mind full of turmoil rushing this way Am I going to make it through, even through, just one day? Questions cloud my mind Still, no answers can I find Has it been destroyed? Has the ammunition been deployed? Is...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 5, 2011

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    Lied To And Broken

    Awhile ago i met an amazing guy who broke up with me. I am still not fully over this person but i never will be and it got to the point 4 months ago i decided to move on from him. Four months ago i went out to a friends party and met another amazing guy i had feelings for him...
    lylkitkat lylkitkat 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    I Numb Myself

    Not with drugs or alcohol. But I put up this wall. It protects me subconsciously/consciously. It closes me off and prevents me from feeling emotion(especially sadness). It can last any where from a few seconds to a few weeks or more. Depending on what type of heartbreak I'm going...
    Beyonder33 Beyonder33 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2013

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    Eating Out Of The Palm Of Her Hand

    "Try it," she said. "No," he replied. She circled him, eyeing him. "Are you afraid?" "No." "Are you worried what others will think?" "No." "Try it?" He shook his head. "No." She took his hand and looked into his eyes. "Will you do it for me?" "Yes." He tried it. Immediately, he...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    It's been 20 weeks and I still feel

    so low I hate myself for having feelings.
    ohhla ohhla 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 2

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    Must Continue On

    I thought I had met my match, long ago, we fell in love, he was extremely smart, charming, charismatic, and has a silver tongue. We dated, I got pregnant. He manned up and took on the responsibility. He was there when I got into the bad wreck that almost took both my legs, he was...
    fallentears fallentears 31-35 3 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    Not Always A Happy Ending

    I don't know how to forget him, to make the memories stop playing across my mind. It must be fate or a cruel joke right? Love is so quiet, it just slips up on you. Summer 2009 At 16 I had no idea the boy I spent every free moment with would be the love of my life. I just saw...
    emivb emivb 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18, 2013

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    DAY 1

    Today we talked i heard you crying and it broke my heart, i wanted to break down too but i stayed strong and kept my voice steady. i gave you a choice 10 days until your decision . it kills me doing this because i no longer know what your answer will be, but i hope and pray...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F Mar 12, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    i am so weird sometimes. i get so lonely but instead of seeking out companionship, what do i do? i push everyone away. i go hide. i drowned out the world with my music cranked up...
    SadisticBitch SadisticBitch 31-35, F Aug 23

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    I have a few different feelings that are similar and I can't stand feeling the way I do about it. First, my real family; I miss them all so much but especially my sister and...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Aug 31

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    I love feeling vulnerable when I choose too. I am working on trusting people but giving up complete or even a good amount of control stresses me out
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Control...being in charge of a situation. I have no control in love. I have plenty of love to share but confused. I have no control over portions of my life. Areas which I'd...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F a week ago

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    This says it all, it's about moving forward , and learning from all your falls. You just get back up keep going forward and better yourself
    aboutdone728 aboutdone728 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    Damn waiting anxiously for the next time he will text me It sucks
    minyue minyue 18-21, F Sep 5

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    Sometimes I want to cry in class because of this. I used to be so loud and fun and now I feel so depressed. I hate going to a new hs because you're getting ignored. Sure there are...
    alyssagrey14 alyssagrey14 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    Why do people play with your feelings?
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F Aug 28

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    I am seriously wondering why humans hate werewolves so much! I mean, sure every once in a while a human might be killed by a rouge, but that's like judging the whole entire human...
    Firtreegirl15 Firtreegirl15 13-15, F Sep 6

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    I hate letting my guard down. Makes me feel vulnerable at times. Seems like burned every time
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    no one ever want's to talk unless they need something, i hate being alone.
    jos951 jos951 18-21, M Aug 23

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    I wish this madness was over, because I hate sitting back here being helpless watching all the pain and suffering your going through.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    last night, I had a fight with my boyfriend ! sucks . i dont feel like doing anthing today ;( who cares ?!
    callixtine callixtine 18-21, F Aug 28

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    There is no place for emotions and feelings and no one cares.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 1

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    I hate when I feel so lonely . When I feel that way I just wanna cry and cry so much and eat as well idk y but I do.
    kikolola kikolola 18-21, F Sep 7

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    I don't have time for it anymore. Being used and abused for having it is not worth it. I love feeling nothing. It's the only way to get by in this world.
    Iyaniaya Iyaniaya 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I thought he liked me, then he met her, stopped giving me attention, messaging me and spending his time talking to me. I thought we had something. We did, right? Or what? Was I...
    sunnychoke sunnychoke 16-17, F Aug 26

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    Heart has 4 chambers 1 Chamber for God 1 Chamber for Papa 1 Chamber for Mom 1 Chamber for Love . , . No chamber for Friends Because Friends are heart-beats And Life is due to these...
    RUBYJUTT RUBYJUTT 18-21, F Sep 5

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    okay, im thirteen and in about 5th to 7th grade ive had really bad pimples and right now, their gone but i have black spots. my friends say they make me look cute but i cant help...
    swavvy123 swavvy123 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 29

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    I'm tired of feeling lost and not belonging anywhere. I'm fed up with being different from everyone around me. I'm sick of letting myself feel misunderstood and not fully accepted...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Still together yet so horribly lonely...
    jycdartmniac jycdartmniac 18-21, F Aug 22

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    The greatest pain in life is not to die, but to be ignored.To lose the person you love so much to another who doesn't care at all. To have someone you care so much about, throw a...
    redaura redaura 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Nights become darker, hours become longer and i become lost once again.
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    Encontrados Encontrados 36-40, M Aug 29

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    We let people in.... Let out guards down and share things with them. But sometimes you end up wondering why....
    crazychick76 crazychick76 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    What will you do when someone you love is loving someone else
    josephclark josephclark 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I hope the registration officer won't put in a difficult situation. Please stick with what you've issued on me when the moment I receive my offer letter. It was not my fault at...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F Sep 11

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    One of the worst combinations
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My boyfriend got angry cause his mate bailed on him Then he says everyone's too much work for him these days..and I asked him am I too much work and he says most of the time yes...
    crazyminds crazyminds 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I just screw everything up that I do lately !
    caite17o caite17o 16-17, F Aug 29

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    Some of my "friends" at school only come to me when no one wants to put up with their *** or they just want to annoy someone.Well guess what im ******* tired of it i just wish they...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F Sep 7

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    Every day. Every minute. I'm always taking in a little too much of the bad in life while losing sight of the good.
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    I think my mom really hates me like one time I fell down she do not really care about me but when my older brother fell down she is very worried and sometime my mom breaks my heart...
    Hongyang1597 Hongyang1597 13-15 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Woke up feeling like all hell, my throat is killing me and couldn't get any sleep, I just want to curl up in my bed today :(
    suxsco suxsco 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago