I Hate Feeling Like My Heart Is Breaking

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    My boyfriend of 3.5 years

    or so doesn't seem at all affected by the idea of separation; I am so upset at the idea of losing him and keep seeing memories of us everywhere I go. :'( I haven't been able to stop crying for longer than a couple of hours since yesterday, I feel as though my heart is breaking...
    ginaramone ginaramone
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2015

    Every time I see her it gets much worse,

    as I always have that dilemma of "Keep my distance or go hug her and act like my pain is nonexistent?"
    beautifulbizarre beautifulbizarre
    18-21, F
    Aug 23, 2015

    I met her here on EP.

    She loved my writing and I loved how she loved my writing. It was about 4 years ago since I shared my first store on EP, and we've been together ever since. So much has happened since. An entire lifetime has passed. For 4 years, we had a long distance relationship. I didn't...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit
    41-45, M
    1 Response Mar 6

    This feeling I have deep inside,

    Is a feeling that I cannot describe. From the pit in my belly, To the ache in my heart, Nothing can make me realize that we are really apart Crying does nothing Screaming won’t stop the pain Even a hug from God couldn’t make me feel sane You are always there, Day and night...
    ckjackson43 ckjackson43
    18-21, F
    Mar 2, 2015

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    susancc12 susancc12
    26-30, F
    Jul 13, 2015

    I can't believe this

    but I'm actually considering breaking up w my boyfriend...especially after tonight- it was an idea before, but tonight through his actions it seemed like he had no consideration for my feelings like a lack of respect which I hate ( then again perhaps I don't consciously show him...
    Fidge3 Fidge3
    22-25, F
    May 9, 2015

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    celinecc11 celinecc11
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2015
    TealMarie TealMarie
    18-21, F
    Jan 27, 2014

    She keeps giving me mixed feelings.

    . we went on a date yesterday and we kissed and said we loved each other..then this afternoon she texts me saying it can't be because she doesn't want to unless her parents approve of me. But not even an hour later she's with this other guy hugging and being affectionate on...
    mika58 mika58
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 27, 2015
    ijerhyn ijerhyn
    18-21, F
    Aug 24, 2015

    Battle

    Shards of glass searing my soul Biting emotions commence overflow A mind full of turmoil rushing this way Am I going to make it through, even through, just one day? Questions cloud my mind Still, no answers can I find Has it been destroyed? Has the ammunition been deployed? Is...
    Invisible2unow Invisible2unow
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Nov 5, 2011

    The Sting Of A The Slap In The Face

    We had met online at EP and were spending many hours each week chatting. We had even progressed to video chats, one in particular lasted 8 hours. Although we were growing close, I hadn't revealed all of my personal information to her because I just don't give my information out...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Jun 3, 2012

    I Numb Myself

    Not with drugs or alcohol. But I put up this wall. It protects me subconsciously/consciously. It closes me off and prevents me from feeling emotion(especially sadness). It can last any where from a few seconds to a few weeks or more. Depending on what type of heartbreak I'm going...
    Beyonder33 Beyonder33
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2013

    Yearning To Love

    My heart isn't broken and I do not miss a lost love. My heart aches because it is full of love to the point it splits open. I have no one to love, no one to share my silly indulgences and no one to hold and let the love flood out. It kills me that my kindness, gentleness and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 4, 2013

    Though I am pretty sure it is broken.

    .. I've been crying for hours, its 5:10 am and haven't slept... it all just hurts and I just want to make it all stop... its not fair. I'm so lost and in pain and there is nothing I can do to stop it. to make it better. please....
    WentAway WentAway
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 5

    Eating Out Of The Palm Of Her Hand

    "Try it," she said. "No," he replied. She circled him, eyeing him. "Are you afraid?" "No." "Are you worried what others will think?" "No." "Try it?" He shook his head. "No." She took his hand and looked into his eyes. "Will you do it for me?" "Yes." He tried it. Immediately, he...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit
    41-45, M
    1 Response May 1, 2012

    my heart feels like its breaking slightly,

    I need my relationship to go to how it should be a month ago, before it does break. I have this horrible thing playing on me between my one and her exs mate. I want us to be close again. im sleeping on the sofa to make her miss me when she wakes up because I want to feel special...
    kernalzuggy kernalzuggy
    22-25, M
    Dec 14, 2014

    the feeling like, the time is too slow,

    my heart is like punching several times, the feeling that i want to sleep but i don't know how my eyes don't stop on crying, i hate it! i'm not good at english, sorry for wrong grammar
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 23, 2015

    Not Always A Happy Ending

    I don't know how to forget him, to make the memories stop playing across my mind. It must be fate or a cruel joke right? Love is so quiet, it just slips up on you. Summer 2009 At 16 I had no idea the boy I spent every free moment with would be the love of my life. I just saw...
    emivb emivb
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 18, 2013

    Must Continue On

    I thought I had met my match, long ago, we fell in love, he was extremely smart, charming, charismatic, and has a silver tongue. We dated, I got pregnant. He manned up and took on the responsibility. He was there when I got into the bad wreck that almost took both my legs, he was...
    fallentears fallentears
    31-35
    1 Response Feb 18, 2013

    One Step At A Time..

    Everytime I feel his hands beating me my heart breaks a little more, when will my heart finally break for good, never to be repaired again?I hurt so much and he doesnt even know it, I think that the fact that he doesnt care that he is hurting is the reason my heart is...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 31, 2012

    It's been 20 weeks and I still feel

    so low I hate myself for having feelings.
    ohhla ohhla
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Feb 2, 2014

    I broke up with the person I loved most in my

    life. Long distance relationship are hard. But I thought we would be able to fight it. Love is powerful. We loved each other so much. It lasted one year. And now I feel broken. He couldn't bear the pain anymore. He thought he was hurting me but now I hurt more. I will always...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 30, 2014

    I was dating this guy

    for a couple of months now.. We talked on the phone,Skyped and even exchanged pictures we haven't talked in a couple of weeks but I decided to text him and tell him I hope everything's going ok and I miss him.. He replied with "leave me alone you ***** you trolled me the whole...
    ZaharaRlove ZaharaRlove
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2015

    DAY 1

    Today we talked i heard you crying and it broke my heart, i wanted to break down too but i stayed strong and kept my voice steady. i gave you a choice 10 days until your decision . it kills me doing this because i no longer know what your answer will be, but i hope and pray...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103
    18-21, F
    Mar 12, 2013

    That feeling when you go to sleep

    and woke up feeling empty and like you had lose the person you love... And you can do anything then just try to be fine In life
    ddanniiella ddanniiella
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 1, 2015

    I realized all the wrong things I've done: I

    assumed, I hoped, I expected. In the end, I was the one hurting...the one who's having a hard time moving on. I will never ever let this happen again. I am done with all of these.
    Coffee0606 Coffee0606
    18-21, F
    Jan 12

    My loneliness is towering over me.

    There's like a deep crater in my chest. A black hole. I'm looking for anyone to give me the light of day and all I get are temporary highs that come down whenever I'm alone again. I can't stand it and I'm running out of ideas to fix my broken heart
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

    I've never felt this empty in my whole life.

    When I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder my family more or less turned their back on me. My ex decided to label me a drug addict because he couldn't understand why I left him. He turned my daughter against me. She's beautiful and funny and was my whole life. I've been told to...
    alcheme36 alcheme36
    46-50, F
    Jul 12, 2015

    My mom and dad took me out of all the music

    programs and I feel my heart is shattering. Music is my life. It's the only thing that saved me from depression.. I need music.
    RaisedByTheWolves RaisedByTheWolves
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 18, 2014

    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    kerencc12 kerencc12
    26-30, F
    Dec 18, 2014
    Baer2113 Baer2113
    31-35, F
    Jul 27, 2015

    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carecc13 carecc13
    26-30, F
    Dec 14, 2014

    even though she broke up with me

    after 5 months she made me feel special. she was everything to me. even though it was only 5 months it felt like a lifetime...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 8, 2015

    Its a horrible feeling,

    I rather feel anything else in the world than the feeling like my heart is breaking. It sucks so much, I am glad that I have not felt like that in a while, but I am always scared I am going to feel that way again.
    HisLittleAriel HisLittleAriel
    26-30, F
    Dec 8, 2015

    I feel it breaking over a comment my

    lover/boyfriend made. He tells me he thinks it would be nice if i wore "more" makeup. I felt like my heart literally sank deep into my chest and my heart stopped when he told me that. He said maybe if I wore more makeup like his so called friend's gf's (Who I found out don...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jun 14, 2015

    mine actually is but I'm trying to reconnect

    with that person who broke it and feel the way I was before the incident
    bradley600 bradley600
    16-17, M
    Jun 1, 2015

    Lied To And Broken

    Awhile ago i met an amazing guy who broke up with me. I am still not fully over this person but i never will be and it got to the point 4 months ago i decided to move on from him. Four months ago i went out to a friends party and met another amazing guy i had feelings for him...
    lylkitkat lylkitkat
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

    My family just move and I had to go to a new

    school. This really cute girl I saw was the first one to talk to me then we started to skype each other everyday then a one day in front of her friends I ask her out it was the best moment of my life 3 years later she breaks up with me I ask what I did wrong she said that I can...
    yoloboy92 yoloboy92
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jun 1, 2015

    Everything was going smoothly between me

    and my bf but idk suddenly what had happened to him??! He got angry for no reason and when I said that i'll die...he told me to die asap...
    depressedgal077 depressedgal077
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 11, 2015

    i being second to those i put first ),

    : he's slowly breaking my heart in to pieces .
    youngadult14 youngadult14
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2014
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