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I Hate Feeling Like No One Wants To Spend Time With Me For Me

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    I sometimes wish my parents had a bigger role in my life. As of now my father is in and out of jail and my mother is an antisocial prescription user. If I didn't have my close friends I don't know what I would do. As it is I'm feeling alone and it's sort of making me down. I know...
    magenxmajestic magenxmajestic 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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    HAtE is a strong word but I hate feeling like this.
    supamom supamom 41-45, F Aug 12

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    i am so weird sometimes. i get so lonely but instead of seeking out companionship, what do i do? i push everyone away. i go hide. i drowned out the world with my music cranked up...
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    I hate it when someone publicly challenged me and I feel like I look bad. I hate being criticized or lectured especially in public. I feel attacked.
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    No feeling is worse then guilt, shame, anxiety & embarrassment
    lostsoul1726 lostsoul1726 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    Honestly, i feel absolutely no emotion right now, I think about my suicide thoughts and I don't feel sad, I think of all the pain I have felt and I don't feel sad, I think of the...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 13

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    I'm feeling totally and utterly blank right now. But I want to write this speech, come first in the Oratory Competition and go onto Nationals. My mental illness will not override...
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F Aug 14

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    My best friend has a boyfriend. And she sees him every morning when we walk to school. And I'm always left, walking behind them and I hate it because he's in a huge group and I...
    Anon156 Anon156 22-25 1 Response Aug 3

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    I broke up with the person I loved most in my life. Long distance relationship are hard. But I thought we would be able to fight it. Love is powerful. We loved each other so much...
    LadyHilarious LadyHilarious 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I always feel like a third wheel..
    kenner17 kenner17 18-21, F Aug 3

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    Oh how i need someone to hug me and kiss my forehead and tell me im going to be okay
    amazing97 amazing97 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 14

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    everyone forgets my birthday. im use to only having my parents and teachers tell me happy birthday. I really must be invisible
    loljofag loljofag 13-15, F Aug 13

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    I'm going to keep this short and sweet. my best friend and i have been best friends ever since 2nd grade. I love her too death and nothing will ever change that but now we both...
    amarie99 amarie99 13-15, F Aug 14

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    She's just 10,today when i was sleeping with her..she come closer to me while sleeping..it make me soo horny when her body touches with my as**after some time i put my hand on her...
    ApxentMinded ApxentMinded 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    I haven't spend time with my best friend in a long time, ever since my friend started getting angry at me because we were friends I pushed him away and told him to believe we were...
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    I love spending time by myself. Probably mostly because of my social anxiety, but also because of the way I was raised. As a teenager with high school parents, I was never allowed...
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    It's always the same. They talk to me and say they'll never hate me, they'll never leave me. But within a week they're no where to be seen. No one wants to put up with me. You can...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    You know those situations in modern society where u are forced to conform to some sort of social stigma because everyone goes along with it, yea I hate being the one who feels...
    Shitbox Shitbox 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I'm not used to feeling like this. I'm usually in control and strong, but recently I just feel lost and vulnerable. I just want my life back. I feel like I'm only half here and it...
    ScarletNightmare ScarletNightmare 13-15, F Jul 31

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    I don't just love it. I actually need to spend time alone to realign myself after a day's worth of shiznits.
    szchwakovpf szchwakovpf 18-21, M Aug 9

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    They don't. And I mean friends, family, ect. I'm not as worried about not having boys after me or wanting to talk to me. I just want to be some bodies one person they want around...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F Jul 27

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    I broke up with someone I truly loved a few months ago. We both had a lot going on in our own lives and just couldn't manage a healthy relationship. He has already moved on. We can...
    amberb141 amberb141 18-21, F Jul 28

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    So I thought he liked me, then he met her, stopped giving me attention, messaging me and spending his time talking to me. I thought we had something. We did, right? Or what? Was I...
    sunnychoke sunnychoke 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    I feel him pressed up against me, his hands all over my body. I know what he wants but just the thought of it puts me off and I try my best to pull away slightly. I can feel his...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I think this is my problem a lot of the times. The reason I feel happy, sad, angry, depressed or bored is usually effected by being alone or feeling alone.. On here, I can be...
    heartdeflowerboys1 heartdeflowerboys1 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    When I go back to university and my student house I'm not going to have any friends in my house and I haven't really got to know my course mates I'm going to be really lonely but I...
    annoyedgirl annoyedgirl 18-21, F Jul 29

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    Both of them. My male best friend is so close but I don't get along with the other girls in his life and we haven't spoken a lot lately because we're both so busy. It's been about...
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    I feel like i am being suffocated by the people and the walls around me, like i say no but no one hears me. I feel like i have to say and do what people expect from me and to smile...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    Omg omg omg Yessss Hate it. Worse than meds. Or jerks. Well. Not worse than jerks but. Horrid feeling.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 9

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    I usually try to avoid parties. Cause when i go i cant seem to make friends. I always end up alone at my chair watching how everyone has a good time. When we r eating its not that...
    malu1835 malu1835 18-21, F Aug 2

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    I can see why in Don Jon, there's this underlying theme of vulnerability. I can see why Jon turns to his addiction. He's afraid and unsatisfied with intimacy. He hides behind a...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F Aug 12

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    My heart longs to be touched, caressed by the affections of one who truly understands me. One who can set my heart aflutter with just their presence in a room full of people. One...
    RoughRed RoughRed 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    Down with flu cough and sore throat .... :-/ hate the feeling, especially when I'm at work... It's raining and I wish I could go back and catch up with some sleep.. But I can't...
    shanaiya24 shanaiya24 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    no one ever want's to talk unless they need something, i hate being alone.
    jos951 jos951 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I had to eat last night! I hated it and did not want to! I hadn't had anything in 4 days and I know I couldn't go much longer like that so I gave in and forced a few fish tacos...
    enjoyholdingmypee enjoyholdingmypee 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Change your focus they say. Take these meds they say. Do what shrinks say or go away. Thats professional help. Take meds that do nothing. Or meds that wreck my body...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 2

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    When you're left feeling vulnerable as a result of heartache. That has to be the absolute worst.
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    When your feeling down and it makes other people upset it just makes you feel worse.
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    I wish this madness was over, because I hate sitting back here being helpless watching all the pain and suffering your going through.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't actually know if he really wants me or not but I want him I actually work for him and his wife...she is the main boss I give him BJ about twice a month and love it and...
    Steph9598 Steph9598 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    in real coz they are afraid of what ive been before. I have a bestfriend before and she left me because im in trouble. I have a serious problem with my neighbour before...
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    I am married and not looking to get divorced but would like to talk to a man who thinks I'm attractive.
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    I called my mom this evening to wish her an early happy birthday for tomorrow as I will be working then and not have a good moment to call her. She answered the phone happy and...
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    So I find out my boyfriend was cheating on me. I balled my eyes out and couldn't stop. I had a panic attack and was freaking out. He came out and I flipped out on him. He said he...
    MyScarsTellAStory2000 MyScarsTellAStory2000 13-15, F Aug 5

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    It's nice to get a bit of me time. Long leisurely baths. The whole bed to sleep in. Last minute plans you can be part of without worrying about anybody else.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Aug 8

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    Just relax and sit back. I need a day like this.
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F Aug 9

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    I really wish I could find a friend with benefits it's been six months since my wife has given me any. But there are certain things I like in a woman. I think my wife is having an...
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