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I Hate Feeling Like No One Wants To Spend Time With Me For Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 12 People

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    I sometimes wish my parents had a bigger role in my life. As of now my father is in and out of jail and my mother is an antisocial prescription user. If I didn't have my close friends I don't know what I would do. As it is I'm feeling alone and it's sort of making me down. I know...
    magenxmajestic magenxmajestic 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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    Hi everyone, This is the first time I write about my feelings, but I found so many people in the same situation. I'm 28 years old, been married for less than a year and a half...
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    Damn waiting anxiously for the next time he will text me It sucks
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    I love feeling vulnerable when I choose too. I am working on trusting people but giving up complete or even a good amount of control stresses me out
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    At the moment, 3rd wheel seems to have a hold on me. I wish it would let go. Sometimes its fingers just brush me, but I always know it's there. Maybe I need new friends.
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    23 Things Why Spending Time Alone Is Awesome! by Jamie Varon, a Thought Catalog West Coast Producer, a writer and a coffee lover. 1. A weekend in which you have no plans, no...
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    My husband and I dated for almost 2 years before we got married. When we were dating, he wanted to spend every waking minute of the day with me. We even gave our virginity to each...
    MStinson713 MStinson713 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    That's how it's always been and always going to be because no one wants to talk to me or include me in anything anyway ;P
    Fred363 Fred363 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I want to cry in class because of this. I used to be so loud and fun and now I feel so depressed. I hate going to a new hs because you're getting ignored. Sure there are...
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    Some of my "friends" at school only come to me when no one wants to put up with their *** or they just want to annoy someone.Well guess what im ******* tired of it i just wish they...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F Sep 7

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    You make me feel weak....You know who you are. I hate feeling weak but with you it's a relief. I'm slowly letting down all my walks...letting you see the real me, damage and all...
    ErinTripp94 ErinTripp94 18-21, F a week ago

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    I think it can be viewed as a personality flaw to admit that you like spending time alone. We live in a society that celebrates being an extrovert and being as social as possible...
    Kikiface22 Kikiface22 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I mean Title says it all.... Except it's that I know im not good enough for anyone. I've poured my heart many times just to get it stomped on. Im broken and no one wants a broken...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 9

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    I'm a person who is turned on a lot of the time. If you are too I would like to share photos or video chat with you. Even if your just feeling bored one night, just send me a...
    captianglaceon captianglaceon 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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    The ones you thought would fight for you and love you more than you'll ever know, is the one you never thought will hurt you the most.
    arit1 arit1 22-25, F Sep 20

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    I have the house to myself until tomorrow night. Time to spend the rest a the day completely naked. 😉👍
    pmo77 pmo77 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I don't have time for it anymore. Being used and abused for having it is not worth it. I love feeling nothing. It's the only way to get by in this world.
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    Being alone is when I truly feel like I can be myself. No judgements, no one needing me, no one annoying me. I'm on my schedule, my time, I can do what I please. It's just so hard...
    Li1981 Li1981 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I can't stand being vulnerable. I allow someone into my life and when I finally start to trust them and open up, they don't care anymore. and that bothers me. To no end. Because...
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    I hate when I feel so lonely . When I feel that way I just wanna cry and cry so much and eat as well idk y but I do.
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    One of the worst combinations
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I know that it is often looked down upon or not understood, but I cherish my alone time. I can process my thoughts, relax, read, whatever I want to do, because my time is my own...
    sweetie8403 sweetie8403 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I cant help that no one seems to ******* want me. I cant help that at all that im just never enough for anyone.
    Lilcrazyducky93 Lilcrazyducky93 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    He's always so busy so I cherish the quiet times we can spend together.
    SweetSillySusan SweetSillySusan 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    At lunch I always sit alone but yesterday some kids came and talked to me, so I wasn't alone for once
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    I'm always at home 24 hours a day and i don't like going out there! Just me, computer, phone and internet :D
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm a homebody, no doubt about it. I go to parties but I get bored easily. I love to stay home by myself and curl up with some hot chocolate and read some John Grisham.
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    Don't you just hate it when in the middle of your day you friends call you and say to come meet up when your doing something.Could you have not thought of me before you went you by...
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    Who wants to swap some naughty pics. I have very hot ones of myself.
    ilikeitiloveit ilikeitiloveit 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    Ah, the feeling of never being good enough is a persistent one. I always push it away, but it keeps coming back for more of my confidence.
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    Ive done this three times where i get naked and mast*rbate on skype with girls. One of the girls ive done it twice with while theother girl only once, and she was just watching me...
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    I always have that feeling.
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    So, my boyfriend is pissed off at me and he won't properly explain why cos it's late and he said he'll explain tomorrow but i feel like crap about it
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    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Sep 18

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    You send first. If I like what I see, I'll send back.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 18

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