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I Hate Feeling Like Nothing I Do Matters Or Is Noticed

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    Why This Group

    I have spent my life trying to do things that leave a lasting impression and short of being shocking I seem to end up being either invisible or just cause some small ripples that dissipate very quickly. This group even will (by my prediction only have one member...me). If you...
    twitchy415 twitchy415 22-25, M Oct 22, 2011

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    I Cant Stand It

    Its how I feel whenever I do something for anyone and then when I do nothing for someone, or something i see as nothing, for some reason the person seems to be over joyed that I did it when its something ive done 1,000,000 times. OR the worst is when I CAN do something and the...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Oct 24, 2011

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    Recently I started a new job. I absolutely hate being the new person and not knowing how everything is run. I know that it's normal to feel this way and that with time I'll get the...
    zuzeethh zuzeethh 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate how I can't control my moods. One second I'm the happiest person ever the next second I want to die. And there's never really specific reasons I get into these moods -.-
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    I feel like everything I do is wrong or not good enough. I never get the results I want and I fell like everyone is disappointed on me.
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    It's like with my family they don't appreciate me and what I do makes me feel like I don't belong and I'm so different from everyone in my family..
    toobreezzee toobreezzee 16-17, F Oct 12

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    I tried to get on with my life after a breakup with maybe the only men I ever really loved but I can't I cry all day I try not to think and all I see myself doing is going in...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    I can't excel in college, not in karate, not at home, not at work, not anywhere. I'm either a burden or just barely good enough. Like today, for example. It's sparring class. As...
    ForestTea ForestTea 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    At the moment, 3rd wheel seems to have a hold on me. I wish it would let go. Sometimes its fingers just brush me, but I always know it's there. Maybe I need new friends.
    stupidfears stupidfears 13-15, F Sep 27

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    It's so dumb, but I can't help but be upset. Got 85.4% on my first O-chem exam. I studied and seriously thought I understood the material. I was obviously mistaken. My scholarship...
    ForestTea ForestTea 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    This headline pretty much sums up why I cry most nights.... Including right now.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    You make me feel weak....You know who you are. I hate feeling weak but with you it's a relief. I'm slowly letting down all my walks...letting you see the real me, damage and all...
    ErinTripp94 ErinTripp94 18-21, F Sep 25

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    So... Last night I was sitting in the living room with my family, and this s*x scene came on tv, like it showed EVERYTHING... I pretended I didn't see and and just awkwardly walked...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    It is the worst feeling in the world. And I feel it almost all the time, that's why I post a lot of experiences on here, just to try to find somebody to keep me company so I don't...
    ShadowyCheshire ShadowyCheshire 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    My parents are usually away i dont study right now im not aloud outside the house unless its like grandmas or something so i just be feeling hella lonely ):
    sk109345 sk109345 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm usually shut off and alone. Have been for all my life. Never really found another person interesting enough to crawl out of my shell. All people do is hurt you anyway. So why...
    Shatterproof Shatterproof 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Don't you just hate it when in the middle of your day you friends call you and say to come meet up when your doing something.Could you have not thought of me before you went you by...
    B2ST B2ST 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30

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    Alright lets see... I feel like **** right now. Its non stop raining cause there's a tropical storm passing thru the island. Oh and i have to ride my motorcycle into work here in a...
    kauaiboy76 kauaiboy76 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel like so much I wish I could curl up into a ball and just let the world pass me by. UGH!
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    I cant help that no one seems to ******* want me. I cant help that at all that im just never enough for anyone.
    Lilcrazyducky93 Lilcrazyducky93 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I have the house to myself until tomorrow night. Time to spend the rest a the day completely naked. 😉👍
    pmo77 pmo77 36-40, M Sep 28

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    I guess I just feel lonely. Friends are great, but there's always something missing. The human condition, I suppose. Always so restless.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    I pray tomorrow will be better than today.... :/
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    Its pants & still gotta work :(
    traciexxxx traciexxxx 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    Lately it's all I feel. People talk to me, then don't after a day or so, and the cycle repeats. Can I at least have one ongoing friend? I'm tired of not having anybody to talk to...
    ShadowyCheshire ShadowyCheshire 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Those words above? Yeah, that's me right now. Someone say something hot quick! Boy or girl!
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F a week ago

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    I cant stop thinking of you:(
    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Went to sleep for a few hours last night. Spent a few hours awake and now I'm so tired all over again. I hardly eat dinner anymore because I'm going to bed very early from the...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T 8 hrs ago

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    When I say "I hate school" is doesn't mean I hate the education and knowledge. It means I hate selfish and ignorant people there. It means I hate stress and high expectations that...
    JessiesColumn JessiesColumn 16-17, F Oct 11

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    Is numbness same thing as the feeling of nothing at all? 'Numb' is too strong to explain how i am, i mean i still feel something... but that something comes with nothing. Like one...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 33 mins ago

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F Oct 13

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    It helps me if I'm feeling alone or unwanted that somewhere, right now, a girl is being stood up by some *******. Someone is feeling left out by their friends. Someone is waiting...
    Juuuuuulia Juuuuuulia 18-21, F 21 mins ago

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    I do not believe there is a better way to describe how i feel than just putting AAAAARRRRGGGHHH!!!!! >:( The most suprising thing is, others in our rather large frendship group...
    moonscapemonoxide moonscapemonoxide 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I want to die. Nothing matters. I just burned myself on a cigarette and I ate it. I just don't care anymore. Everyone just hurts me. I won't mind if I don't wake up tomorrow.
    halfpace halfpace 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    And my threats to quit no longer work.. I guess 10 times in 9 months is too much.. total of 16 in 7 years? I don't know, I lost count.. but I guess now I'm just crying wolf EXCEPT...
    KaiFyre KaiFyre 26-30, F Sep 26

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    Last week I smoked a cigarette and burned out on the couch not feeling like doing anything. Then, I asked myself what are we here to do? I didn't feel like doing the things I...
    chickensoup17 chickensoup17 18-21, M Oct 2

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    ...but there are so many things that bother me about them. I'm currently 18, my boyfriend is 21. I moved in with my boyfriend and his family (his mom, two brothers, and two sisters...
    lostinparadisee lostinparadisee 18-21, F Sep 27

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    I'm not like that one person that everyone hates because of the fact that they are surrounded by drama. I'm not. I just like to talk about what I'm going through with my close...
    mchanna101 mchanna101 13-15 1 Response Sep 29

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    You ever get the feeling like you are on borrowed time? I do, I have been depressed all my life with the exception of the last two years. These last two years have been amazing...
    Shellback1992 Shellback1992 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 25

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    This has received being the top loved ones vacation We've got had thus far. From the moment you step from the seaplane and you are greeted by the employees you're feeling like you...
    Jewelgzr Jewelgzr 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    I hate it! I hate how I feel so much right now! I feel like nothing I say can ever change anything. It doesn't even matter how much I feel about something. Just like when I was...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 25

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    Erased.... I'm gonna put it all behind me Like nothing ever happened between us Nothing ever took place between you and me... Yes Nothin' ever happened And if you se me walkin...
    afoolishheart afoolishheart 46-50, F Sep 25

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    I hate being in a house with a woman who's supposed to be my companion but more of a roommate! The passion is gone. The warmth is gone. The companionship is gone. All there is are...
    SweetHugs SweetHugs 41-45, M Sep 29

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    I hate being in a house with a woman who's supposed to be my companion but more of a roommate! The passion is gone. The warmth is gone. The companionship is gone. All there is are...
    SweetHugs SweetHugs 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    Hate it when I get that feeling like either something bad is about to happen or it's already happened. 95% of it stems mostly from paranoia and sometimes from stress. But the other...
    SonofSomebody SonofSomebody 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 6