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I Hate Feeling Like Nothing I Do Matters Or Is Noticed

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    I Cant Stand It

    Its how I feel whenever I do something for anyone and then when I do nothing for someone, or something i see as nothing, for some reason the person seems to be over joyed that I did it when its something ive done 1,000,000 times. OR the worst is when I CAN do something and the...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Oct 24, 2011

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    Why This Group

    I have spent my life trying to do things that leave a lasting impression and short of being shocking I seem to end up being either invisible or just cause some small ripples that dissipate very quickly. This group even will (by my prediction only have one member...me). If you...
    twitchy415 twitchy415 22-25, M Oct 22, 2011

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