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I Hate Feeling Like Nothing I Do Matters Or Is Noticed

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    I have spent my life trying to do things that leave a lasting impression and short of being shocking I seem to end up being either invisible or just cause some small ripples that dissipate very quickly. This group even will (by my prediction only have one member...me). If you...
    twitchy415 twitchy415 22-25, M Oct 22, 2011

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    I Cant Stand It

    Its how I feel whenever I do something for anyone and then when I do nothing for someone, or something i see as nothing, for some reason the person seems to be over joyed that I did it when its something ive done 1,000,000 times. OR the worst is when I CAN do something and the...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Oct 24, 2011

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    I love feeling vulnerable when I choose too. I am working on trusting people but giving up complete or even a good amount of control stresses me out
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    Control...being in charge of a situation. I have no control in love. I have plenty of love to share but confused. I have no control over portions of my life. Areas which I'd...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F Sep 12

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    Damn waiting anxiously for the next time he will text me It sucks
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F Sep 5

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    At the moment, 3rd wheel seems to have a hold on me. I wish it would let go. Sometimes its fingers just brush me, but I always know it's there. Maybe I need new friends.
    stupidfears stupidfears 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I want to cry in class because of this. I used to be so loud and fun and now I feel so depressed. I hate going to a new hs because you're getting ignored. Sure there are...
    alyssagrey14 alyssagrey14 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    You make me feel weak....You know who you are. I hate feeling weak but with you it's a relief. I'm slowly letting down all my walks...letting you see the real me, damage and all...
    ErinTripp94 ErinTripp94 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I don't have time for it anymore. Being used and abused for having it is not worth it. I love feeling nothing. It's the only way to get by in this world.
    Iyaniaya Iyaniaya 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    There is no place for emotions and feelings and no one cares.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 1

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    I hate when I feel so lonely . When I feel that way I just wanna cry and cry so much and eat as well idk y but I do.
    kikolola kikolola 18-21, F Sep 7

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    Don't you just hate it when in the middle of your day you friends call you and say to come meet up when your doing something.Could you have not thought of me before you went you by...
    B2ST B2ST 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can't stand being vulnerable. I allow someone into my life and when I finally start to trust them and open up, they don't care anymore. and that bothers me. To no end. Because...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 18 hrs ago

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    sometimes I become so detached and unemotional , I feel nothing ... ?
    laura0101 laura0101 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    What will you do when someone you love is loving someone else
    josephclark josephclark 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I hope the registration officer won't put in a difficult situation. Please stick with what you've issued on me when the moment I receive my offer letter. It was not my fault at...
    EasyOrange EasyOrange 18-21, F Sep 11

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    One of the worst combinations
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I want to talk naughty 😁 message me !!!
    rogeliotheking187 rogeliotheking187 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    I cant help that no one seems to ******* want me. I cant help that at all that im just never enough for anyone.
    Lilcrazyducky93 Lilcrazyducky93 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I have the house to myself until tomorrow night. Time to spend the rest a the day completely naked. πŸ˜‰πŸ‘
    pmo77 pmo77 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    Some of my "friends" at school only come to me when no one wants to put up with their *** or they just want to annoy someone.Well guess what im ******* tired of it i just wish they...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F Sep 7

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    Every day. Every minute. I'm always taking in a little too much of the bad in life while losing sight of the good.
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    It is said that " One beautiful heart is better than thousand beautiful faces; so choose better people having beautiful heart rather than faces". Me..... I have a beautiful...
    Piyawan Piyawan 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I HATE feeling like this I'm so ******* over it I just want to scream !!!!!! Fuuucccckkkk!!
    vjboo vjboo 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I do I really do hate religion.why u may ask well(btw be4 we start this please this is the truth if u don't like it don't read any further than this u have been viewer discretion...
    ticklon ticklon 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 6

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    I hate deceitful people.I don't usually open up to anyone. I am a very personal and private person. However I met this woman at my workplace and she seemed like the genuine type. I...
    bird7964 bird7964 31-35, F Sep 8

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    I've been feeling pretty good today. This past week has been pretty good I haven't drank in exactly one week. I've had a bad habit of drinking but I talked it through with some...
    rjschuler rjschuler 18-21, M Sep 2

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    It gets to a point where you don't care how anyone feels or what anyone thinks Where nothing matters anymore
    Xnow Xnow 16-17, M Sep 12

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    I feel mad at the world and super duper suicidal. Everybody's out to get me and there all gonna hurt me. Nobody gives a sh!t about me. It's becoming unbearable to try and keep...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    **** my life. **** everyone. **** everything. Nothing matters anymore. I've lost everything. Ive lost everyone. I'm alone and I'm angry and I'm tired. So ******* tired of this...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    My name is Aariah and I really believe that my mom hates me. Like she is really mean to for no reason... I do above and beyond to try and help her and help take care of my sisters...
    HellaaLoyaal17 HellaaLoyaal17 18-21 1 Response Sep 19

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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    My dad literally got mad at everyone for someone biting into a peach and left it in the fridge. It doesn't even look like a bite mark. He rounded everyone up to lecture the crap...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F Sep 22

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    It's overwhelming how overwhelming new things can be. I thought I was over my anxiety and depression had left, but I'm beginning to think that they were just hiding, waiting for...
    modernmuse modernmuse 18-21, F Sep 22

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    I don't feel it anymore But I don't think I ever really felt it anyway I don't feel life anymore, it's all gone and everything's just passing away I'm getting used to it Nothing...
    Xnow Xnow 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    I'm tired of being looked at as less then human. I'm tired of never being good enough. I'm sick of pouring my heart out to people and them not giving a flying ****. I'm tired of...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 16

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    Nothing I do ever satisfies her,everything i do somehow is always wrong,I'm simply never appreciated by her,whenever she decides to be nice with me she does and when she isn't not...
    duniaa66 duniaa66 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I am writing today because I do not know what else to do to keep it together. I have had many suspicions for the last 6 years that my wife has been with someone else.(more than one...
    Seansturn Seansturn 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 23

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    And my threats to quit no longer work.. I guess 10 times in 9 months is too much.. total of 16 in 7 years? I don't know, I lost count.. but I guess now I'm just crying wolf EXCEPT...
    KaiFyre KaiFyre 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    So...I am just going to do some point forms here to give a basis: I cannot combine the past 5 years into one story but as I go I would like to share my experiences and would love...
    Deflatedone Deflatedone 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    ...but there are so many things that bother me about them. I'm currently 18, my boyfriend is 21. I moved in with my boyfriend and his family (his mom, two brothers, and two sisters...
    lostinparadisee lostinparadisee 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm not like that one person that everyone hates because of the fact that they are surrounded by drama. I'm not. I just like to talk about what I'm going through with my close...
    mchanna101 mchanna101 13-15 1 Response 2 days ago

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    10 things I don't need in a friend. This is for those people who thinks that I am just dumb and easy to be bullied. Even though you call me your β€œfriend”. BUT actually, no...
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    I hate taking care of my mom. I hate that she's living with me. I feel suffocated and overwhelmed. I moved over 800 miles to get away from her. That lasted 9 months before she...
    EclecticHumanDecoy EclecticHumanDecoy 41-45 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I had a "BFF" for 3 years. It all began when my friends constantly fought over stupid things. I became sick and tired of it, so I left the "group". (We are all friends still) I...
    KyokoXD KyokoXD 13-15, F Sep 1

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    I never got to finish HS because I was keep getting bad Grades . I went to like 3 / 4 different schools none of them helped me At All . & that the last school I went it's was a...
    lordeley952 lordeley952 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    You ever get the feeling like you are on borrowed time? I do, I have been depressed all my life with the exception of the last two years. These last two years have been amazing...
    Shellback1992 Shellback1992 41-45, M 6 days ago

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