I Hate Feeling Like This

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 137 People

    I took a long time to write this seeing

    as I was in a horrible mood last night do you ever feel that you're not good enough for someone even if you're with them already? that you know that person will find someone better than you, that you're just their filler for the moment until they get bored and know that they...
    carazami carazami
    16-17
    Oct 4, 2015

    I feel as if I'm the biggest crybaby in the

    whole world. I hate my feelings, I hate being awake, I hate hating things. I feel as if my life is supposed to be this wonderful experience because I have all these people around me, my family, my friends, my boyfriend. But I don't know what's wrong with me. Lately, it's been...
    imotakuchan imotakuchan
    18-21, F
    Oct 31, 2014

    Why Am I Feeling Like This?

    Ok..I'm New Here so I'm Trying To Still Make Sense Of Everything Anyway........ I have been feeling so down recently, i hate the way i look, i feel ugly & fat,everyone keeps telling me i'm not but i can't belive them, everyone says i'm the perfect size (5ft 2", 8st) but...
    xXBARBiiEXx xXBARBiiEXx
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2010

    I just want to disappear

    and not talk to anyone... no one wants to talk anyway... this week and weekend has just sucked. I'm literally losing the one person that means the most to me and I don't know how to help them. What do I say? what do I do? I just want to help and show that it gets better. I have...
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2014

    On The Verge Of Tears

    I can't stop.  I keep telling myself to quit it, suck it up, life will get better but it just doesn't.  This marriage has been over for a while but he will not let it go.  I had a great man but let him go.  My really good friend is just not around anymore.  My son is being...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 20, 2011

    Like there's nobody out there

    for me. Like I have no best friend anymore. Like I have nobody I can trust. Like all the guys that claim they like me are just using me, toying with me, playing with my emotions! If they knew how much of a sensitive person I am....why would they do these kinds of things to me...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan
    18-21
    Feb 25, 2014
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2014

    i am so weird sometimes.

    i get so lonely but instead of seeking out companionship, what do i do? i push everyone away. i go hide. i drowned out the world with my music cranked up, feeling like ****, its so retarded. ugh!
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch
    31-35, F
    Aug 23, 2014

    Confession: I get on Omegle to get

    self-confidence. In real life, I'm always confident. But when I'm on the internet, my confidence goes low. Especially, around white people. Because they're good-looking and I feel inferior.
    Manekineko420 Manekineko420
    70+, F
    Aug 17, 2015

    I can't count anymore how many times today I've

    had to talk myself out of swallowing a bottle of pills, but it's getting harder and harder to, I'm running out of reasons not to. :-(
    trayomis trayomis
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 21, 2015

    Why Cant I Be Normal?

    One minute-im stable. lifes great, i feel no pain. Dont think about the past... The next-The past is all i think about. What really made him stop loving me? Why is this taking over my life? Pain..pain...Everything he's ever said rushes through my head as i analyze it agian and...
    BellaVara BellaVara
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2009

    Flashback City

    I've had four flashbacks today...and it's not even sunset yet.I hate this feeling.  The physical backlash after a FB sucks enough...the emotional is even worse.  Now multiply all that by 4.I hate feeling like this. 
    Plaid Plaid
    31-35, F
    Jul 24, 2011

    Passive Wife

    Since i got married I havent been the person everyone knows me to be. My friends and family don't see me hardly. The only thing that i do now is cater to my husband and his insecurities which also seem to be in vain because he still feels as if i don't give him enough. I am...
    goldie25 goldie25
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2007

    When everybody is there enjoying their lives

    and you feel like you're just existing in yours.
    electricraindrop electricraindrop
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 22, 2015

    What's the point in trying to live

    for the good moments when they're so few and far between.
    trayomis trayomis
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2015

    I hate that I can't get over you.

    I hate that I can't talk to you without being scared or nervous or wanting to cry. I hate that I can't talk to you in person. I hate that I can't ask a simple question. I hate, hate, HATE that I see you everyday at school, at the same lunch table! I hate that I can't tell you...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan
    18-21
    Mar 17, 2014

    I Know It's Wrong...

    i know i shouldn't think like this, but sometimes i just want my friends to slit their wrists. Not because i hate them, god no, but because i want them to understand first hand. It's really annoying... Aaaaaggggghhhhhh!!!!!
    poliwhirlandicecream poliwhirlandicecream
    18-21, M
    Jul 4, 2013

    On The Verge Of Tears

    I can't stop.  I keep telling myself to quit it, suck it up, life will get better but it just doesn't.  This marriage has been over for a while but he will not let it go.  I had a great man but let him go.  My really good friend is just not around anymore.  My son is being...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 20, 2011

    Pain

    the tears were flowing so much today.i feel like i have cried a river.i feel so bad but deep down i knew i need to let myself cry.i was alone all day so it was okay to do so.i thought my tears would never end.tears for all i have lost.tears for who i have become.i said something...
    freeangel freeangel
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Nov 29, 2010
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