I Hate Feeling Lonely

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 720 People

    The Black Hole, Is There Any Light At The End Of The Tunnel !!

    Im a 48 yr old female. I sue to be very out going and bubbly, have a lovely husband and lots of nice friends, until bulimia took over my life and took the lot away from me. I Llive in surrey and dont have any friends. I so miss a girlfriend to have girly chats with and shopping...
    Butterflymax Butterflymax
    46-50, F
    Feb 5, 2012

    Should u tell somebody you love

    and broke up how much u miss him?
    Sahel170 Sahel170
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 21, 2015

    Pondering....

    Lying here with the birds wake up call, feeling restless once more, what's the time now where you are? Maybe you're out of just real busy. Waiting Contemplating Pondering and pondering. Dreaming of your presence, feeling you, smelling you, tasting you. Need you to tease me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 19, 2012

    Is just the feeling when you really want a hug

    and you know that nobody is there for you ....It is horrible feeling
    eleniseime eleniseime
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2013

    When I go back to university

    and my student house I'm not going to have any friends in my house and I haven't really got to know my course mates I'm going to be really lonely but I need to think positive it means I can focus on my work I'll spend less money and I can always call my boyfriend or my best...
    annoyedgirl annoyedgirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2014

    * had already set m*self up to be alone

    before * realized * hated it. * don't know if * *ucked things up along the way, or things were already *ucked for m* from the get go. Various little "situations" fueled m* contempt for people and * didn't socialize with anyone irregardless of those incidents. * was allowed to...
    CrossCresentCreed CrossCresentCreed
    18-21, F
    Jan 12

    I really want to find someone

    who understands me. It's been too long I've shared my feelings with someone else. Dealing all this alone is hurting me.
    pcozedi pcozedi
    18-21, M
    Jun 28, 2015

    Lately it's all I feel.

    People talk to me, then don't after a day or so, and the cycle repeats. Can I at least have one ongoing friend? I'm tired of not having anybody to talk to when I'm having difficulties that I want to rant about, and nobody to share my good mood with when I'm happy. All I want is...
    ShadowyCheshire ShadowyCheshire
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2014

    It is the worst feeling in the world.

    And I feel it almost all the time, that's why I post a lot of experiences on here, just to try to find somebody to keep me company so I don't feel so alone
    ShadowyCheshire ShadowyCheshire
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2014
    beautifulego beautifulego
    18-21
    Sep 27, 2015

    I get so lonely in the evenings now.

    probably alI i need is someone to spend my time with.....
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 18, 2015

    Tired Of Being Lonely

    As i type this, my husband is sleeping beside me. Hecame home early from.work today...first time bfore midnight in.a week, and just laid on the couch and watched movies. I know he works so much and gets tired, but i stay home with a 4 yr old alk day (we only have 1 car that he...
    gatsbygirl gatsbygirl
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 29, 2013
    Rahwii Rahwii
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2014

    I hate this feeling. Going day by day with no

    one to talk to. Having no close friends or anyone for that matter to call a friend, to share random stupid things about :( I always feel like I try to talk to others via net & I'm always the one interested in talking & being silly. I never get the same thing in return. I can...
    InnerrBeautty InnerrBeautty
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 11, 2014

    I hate the thought of being alone.

    I've always been alone, my parents are too busy to pay any attention to me. My sister well she just doesn't talk to me at times. When I started kindergarten I was and still am a social freak, I've always had troubles talking to someone. Elementary and middle school were my...
    AnaTurtle AnaTurtle
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 18, 2014

    One Of Those Times.....

    I was kept isolated as a child due to my father not allowing me to go to sleepovers or parties at other friends homes. As a result of this and not having siblings I got used to being alone and always had ways to occupy my time. Read a lot and played with my pets. I did have...
    dartist dartist
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Jan 22, 2010

    I usually try to avoid parties.

    Cause when i go i cant seem to make friends. I always end up alone at my chair watching how everyone has a good time. When we r eating its not that bad. The worst part is when everyone is dancing. And im still sitting down because i cant dance. Its very painful for my legs. So...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 2, 2014

    People All Around But Still Alone

    Sometimes the feeling hits, loneliness.  It can happen anytime randomly.  Sometimes even when surrounded by people.  How can this be?  Even though sometimes it seems like I have everything in the world, loneliness rears its ugly head and leaves me feeling...
    chance1 chance1
    46-50, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2009
    MysticalBlade MysticalBlade
    16-17, F
    Feb 11, 2014

    Even tho I'm not alone I feel alone I have good

    friends my I still feel alone I hate this feeling I want to it to go but it won't I hate if wen I get shouted at coz in my eyes I did nothing wrong sometimes I feel like killing my self I hate the way I am
    mimee1 mimee1
    13-15, F
    Feb 8, 2015

    Lonely

    hey, I am 21 year old engineering student. I have always been into studies never into partying , clubs. I have seen my first love dating someone else . I am never successful at winning someone's heart. I try for the girls I like and I am never successful, they just use me studies...
    Geoengg Geoengg
    22-25
    Sep 28, 2012

    Is it wrong of me to feel envy toward others iv

    never had a truly happy moment that was for me iv had happy moments when I see my sister do great things or when I talk to my mom but not me alone iv put my life on the line for people constantly and yet I can never earn people's respect lets like I'm not ment to be happy
    kintobeans kintobeans
    22-25, M
    Jun 25, 2014

    My parents are usually away i dont study right

    now im not aloud outside the house unless its like grandmas or something so i just be feeling hella lonely ):
    sk109345 sk109345
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 17, 2014

    I try to pull the lone wolf tough guy routine

    sometimes, but the truth is that I kind of hate being alone. I hate that lonely feeling in my gut when I'm on my own and my friends are gone. I like the companionship. Is that so weird?
    Xamad Xamad
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 10, 2014

    That feeling is creeping in again.

    ... That pit of loneliness .... Deep and familiar .... It cuts into me... Makes me question everything .... Like I've been waking around with blinders on and now they have been removed and I feel so alone
    Orangerocket Orangerocket
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    Lost

    I dont understand why i feel this way at times, and it seems to be occuring more and more lately. i am around people all the time the good the bad and the ugly, i ensure i have a smile when i see people always, ensure to have a laugh, i am as ive been told the life of the...
    cheryl34 cheryl34
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2008

    I'm so sick of loneliness,

    its really getting to me, when does it get better...
    lapis92 lapis92
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 19, 2015

    I wish I could change it all

    and have you back in my life.You even don't know how much I love you.
    LetShadowsDie LetShadowsDie
    13-15, F
    May 30, 2015

    I hate feeling this way.

    . Leads my mind into thinking about a million different things all at once.. Its so stressful and annoying to deal with.
    beautifulego beautifulego
    18-21
    1 Response Jul 18, 2015

    no one ever want's to talk

    unless they need something, i hate being alone.
    jos951 jos951
    18-21, M
    Aug 23, 2014
    CindersAndSmokes CindersAndSmokes
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 30, 2015

    No More

    I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel this is a bit silly, as posting online might even make me more upset but I'm just sick of everything going on in my life at the moment, and I feel uncomfortable venting to my 'friends', particularly because I don't have any that are...
    coliflower13 coliflower13
    13-15
    1 Response Nov 7, 2012

    I called my mom this evening to wish her an

    early happy birthday for tomorrow as I will be working then and not have a good moment to call her. She answered the phone happy and excited as we live in different continents she doesn't hear from me that often. I convey my good wishes and had wanted to chat for longer except...
    namgal namgal
    46-50, F
    Aug 2, 2014

    Being Alone and Being Lonely Are Worlds Apart

    There is a huge difference between being alone and being lonely, in my opinion.  I can be alone and feel quite content, in fact I have times where I prefer to be alone.  I can think in peace then.  But being lonely is horrible. A huge crowd of people can often...
    wavystarz wavystarz
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 18, 2007

    Today is one of those days

    when on the loneliness seeps to the soul. It gnaws at the heart and sinks it fangs into my veins. My last relationship ended over a year ago. The lack of physical touch has me longing for intimacy with intensity. The lack of intimacy has me craving someone to share my soul with...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2015

    Hate the feeling of being alone.

    I lost contact with my friends from high school. They got marry or had child. Im the only one that decide to go to college. For that my childhood friends and people who I care critique me for being the only one getting an education. So I decided to pull away. I can't make...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 18, 2014

    I will miss this site tremendously Goodbye

    and thank you to the men and woman who helped me through these past two years Too bad I haven't found any other sites like this, because it was one of a kind I got great advice and it helped me open up about my true feelings Now I go back to keeping them to myself I'm sad about...
    michellegh michellegh
    36-40, F
    Apr 4

    I tot i will be happy

    now tat i am alone , I tot everyday will be relaxing ,no more nagging ,no one to care bout me .But I was mistaken ,I hate loneliness is so scary.I am so tired of being alone ,everday wake up and seeing no one .but i am scared of handling ppl ,its scary ppl keep rejecting me and...
    Appolo123 Appolo123
    16-17, M
    Dec 18, 2014

    I hate when I feel so lonely .

    When I feel that way I just wanna cry and cry so much and eat as well idk y but I do.
    kikolola kikolola
    18-21, F
    Sep 7, 2014

    I Am Fed Up With Feeling Lonely

    I hate feeling lonely.. and I don't know why this is!! I have a job, but I am quite young, and I only work with older people. I don't do other activities after work, which I probably should do.. but im just feeling soo lonely and unfulfilled!! All I see all the time, is people...
    amydance amydance
    22-25
    5 Responses Sep 6, 2008

    my secret lover went away

    for 5 days. and I cn barely survive. I tried another alternative guy who is cute and so much fun to talk with. . but didn't work. He's still on my mind.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 29, 2015

    I think I'm going to attempt going back to

    sleep now. It's worth a shot, at least. I mean, the worst that can happen is that I'm sitting in my bed, awake again. Goodnight everyone.
    JWW51190 JWW51190
    18-21, M
    Jan 15

    Literally the worst feeling ever.

    My life was going fine for a while, then it all crashed down.
    ShadowyCheshire ShadowyCheshire
    18-21, F
    Apr 27, 2015

    I love you then I hate you then I love you more!

    This is so true but when u love more usually u loose him!
    Sahel170 Sahel170
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 18, 2015

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