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I Hate Feeling Lost

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 40 People

    Thought I Knew

    I hate feeling lost I thought I knew what I was after out of life and had made all the right changes and decisions but now I sit with no clue. I had done it all our relationship was never better I had gradutated college and we had two amazing girls, then in a matter of a year my...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2012

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    Sometimes I Just Feel So Out Of...

    place.I wake up, go to work, school, etc.But I feel out of body or something similar.I don't belong.Where I do belong, I haven't quite found out.I want to leave.I want to burst out of my clothes,Run down the street,And scream to the reaches of the atmosphere!If I have to search...
    significantlyinsignificant significantlyinsignificant 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    Music Saves Me

    Whenever i feel lost or empty, i just have to plug in my ipod listen to my favorite bands and its almost like it fills a hole within me. I love music, and im not sure what kind of place the world would be without it.
    yeahhh yeahhh 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2009

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    Will Anyone Ever Understand Me?

    I feel so broken and hurt. The thing about it is..... I don't know.... Why. I am pretty sensitive, naive, emotional, and insecure. I feel like a broken glass. I've been fixed, but now I'm being chipped off piece by piece. It kills me. My broken heart feels like broken lungs...
    ForiegnBeauty ForiegnBeauty 13-15, F Jul 24, 2013

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    This Again

    I feel so alone right now and bored and sad and oh I don't know, mixed emotions I guess. I suddenly felt the urge to write. I'm not even sure of what to write about. It feels like there are a lot of things running in my mind but I can't really tell what they are. I had a sudden...
    gb0485 gb0485 22-25, F Nov 19, 2013

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    Confused

    I'd be lying if I said I was trying to embrace all that I am feeling, to be in the moment of it and just accept it. While thats what I'd like to be doing, it is not. I am very conflicted right now with -myself- who I am - what I want... I am having a really difficult time...
    polkio polkio 26-30, F Aug 18, 2012

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    My Life

    from a young age I was sexually and mentally abused by my older brother, with no explanation or understanding as to why. It stopped at the age of 12 and never happened again. Aged 13 I was raped in an unconnected event. I feel as though these two things have completely changed me...
    Catherineh94 Catherineh94 18-21, F Aug 2, 2013

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    shes all I wanted, and yet i still wasnt enough, i hate feeling alone, i dont have many freinds as it is, all i really have are my games
    DeonGrey DeonGrey 18-21, M Feb 12

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    This feeling I have deep inside, Is a feeling that I cannot describe. From the pit in my belly, To the ache in my heart, Nothing can make me realize that we are really apart Crying...
    ckjackson43 ckjackson43 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I hate to admit it but things affect me alot more than they should. People say its too soon for me to feel this strongly for someone. Ive been seeing him for four months and now...
    BeccyLouiseee BeccyLouiseee 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I just have no sense of direction anymore where to go and what to do.. honestly drinking is my only escape from this world and it kinda sucks i truly hate it .
    Phonetwist Phonetwist 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    My son just had a muscle biopsy done. The doctor said it looks like muscular dystrophy. They are doing more tests, i should hear back in 3 to 4 weeks. I knew there was some type...
    fawnmarie79 fawnmarie79 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    There's so much in my life I have no control over. I love someone but I'm not allowed to, I hate myself, my insecurities are eating away at me, I want to run away and escape but I...
    linesofasmile linesofasmile 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Even tho I'm not alone I feel alone I have good friends my I still feel alone I hate this feeling I want to it to go but it won't I hate if wen I get shouted at coz in my eyes I...
    mimee1 mimee1 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    My relationship is going down the drain. I know I should leave him but I love him too much and I don't think I am strong enough to do that. I just think I will be lost without him...
    haybree haybree 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    There is so much going on at the moment, I don't know how much more I can take. I've been so depressed these past month and a half. My dad lost his job a month ago. My mom has a...
    maloryrose maloryrose 16-17, F Feb 10

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    That feeling when you get all choked up, teary-eyed and have the sudden urge to cut. Yeah, I hate that. A lot.
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 Feb 20

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    I'm in my first semester of nursing school and some of my profs are ******* me off. One of my classes, we spent the entire period covering the syllabus the first day of class. Then...
    Sariliz Sariliz 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 24

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    I've. been feeling empty and like i'm not good enough. for anyone lately. i'm pulling away from my friends and. it makes me sad i don't. know what to do and i'm scared of what i...
    weird13 weird13 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    i'm in love with him. he used to be in love with me. he says he's still in love with me, but that time i had to ask. he used to tell me that he loves me and misses me all the...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Feb 8

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    My boyfriend and I have been in a relationship for over a year now. And I brought up the discussion about future plans such as getting a place together Although I'm still young...
    crazyminds crazyminds 18-21, M Feb 5

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    My life has been like a whirlwind lately, and I feel like everyone is constantly pestering me. I haven't even had time to think about myself and when I do, it usually upsets me. I...
    The2ndLaw The2ndLaw 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 5

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    I used to be the high achiever of our siblings; winning state swim meets, armfuls of awards at school, was dux once, and consistent excellence academic awards. When did I let...
    sjjjjjj sjjjjjj 16-17, F Feb 7

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    I used to be able to have the 'oomph' to go out and do stuff with everybody. Now I feel stressed, alone, and walking around like a zombie. I find it incredibly difficult to do my...
    Annabellyn Annabellyn 16-17, F Feb 10

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    WELL. I was supposed to move out of town to do flight training about a month ago but my father never showed up to fetch me and kept postponing the trip. Yesterday I was just...
    holograms holograms 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Where do I go from here ready to just go into hiding and get away
    bigbill75 bigbill75 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    So my life sucks right now, to the point where I'm asking myself what did I do to deserve this? if it wasn't for my car being down right now I would probably be happy, driving to...
    LastLove96 LastLove96 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    Anyone else feel like they're driving down a road blinded? I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. There's so many things I want to do and so many places I want to go but I...
    BrookeCaldin BrookeCaldin 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 13

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    I'm 20, I want to see the world. I want to make a difference in this world. I want to impact lives and give them a hope that this isn't the end. but how can I do that when I have...
    Brie1394 Brie1394 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    I feel like nothing I ever do is never good enough... I try to do whatever I can for my fiance but it's still not enough to make him happy...
    Supernaturalgirl94 Supernaturalgirl94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I think everyone here needs a hug (plus me)
    SteelGlove SteelGlove 18-21, M Feb 17

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    I often wonder where I'd be if I took a different path in life...
    lovinlife2014 lovinlife2014 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I feel like I ruin everything and that I'm no use to anyone I'm so lonely..
    savvyoliv1111 savvyoliv1111 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 19

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    i feel as if i have no where to go................. my life is just a blur now. i leave class through my mind. i leave a public place through my mind when i am shopping with my...
    WolfsParadice WolfsParadice 36-40 Feb 20

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    I'm so tired of being the bad guy. There is not a single thing I can do if you tell me you love me while I am already In a relationship. A relationship you knew about long before...
    lezbihonest93 lezbihonest93 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 23

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    the older i get, the more depressed i feel. i don't see much point to any of this.
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 24

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    I just don't know anymore, I had everything planned out and now it's gone to **** , I've recovered many times before but ughh >:(
    Hannial Hannial 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 25

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    I'm not sure if I've changed or if there's something wrong with me. But here's my story. I'm a 21 year old female in college, and have/had a great group of "friends" to hang out...
    xuanx3 xuanx3 18-21, F a week ago

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    i feel like everything. i do is never good enough for my mom.
    weird13 weird13 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I lend some money to my friends and until now they still act if nothing ever happened!!! I want my money back I want my money baaaack
    CandiceJung CandiceJung 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just want to help him.... to be with him. something. He is just pushing me away and telling me to leave him alone. Why doesn't he see that I can't. He was there for me and never...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It's been a long cold and wet winter, no sunshine in site. I just recently put in my notice at work after five years of being there. Friday I will be closing another chapter in...
    001goodguy65 001goodguy65 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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