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I Hate Feeling Lost

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    Will Anyone Ever Understand Me?

    I feel so broken and hurt. The thing about it is..... I don't know.... Why. I am pretty sensitive, naive, emotional, and insecure. I feel like a broken glass. I've been fixed, but now I'm being chipped off piece by piece. It kills me. My broken heart feels like broken lungs...
    ForiegnBeauty ForiegnBeauty 16-17, F Jul 24, 2013

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    Sometimes I Just Feel So Out Of...

    place.I wake up, go to work, school, etc.But I feel out of body or something similar.I don't belong.Where I do belong, I haven't quite found out.I want to leave.I want to burst out of my clothes,Run down the street,And scream to the reaches of the atmosphere!If I have to search...
    significantlyinsignificant significantlyinsignificant 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    Thought I Knew

    I hate feeling lost I thought I knew what I was after out of life and had made all the right changes and decisions but now I sit with no clue. I had done it all our relationship was never better I had gradutated college and we had two amazing girls, then in a matter of a year my...
    specks77 specks77 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 3, 2012

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    This Again

    I feel so alone right now and bored and sad and oh I don't know, mixed emotions I guess. I suddenly felt the urge to write. I'm not even sure of what to write about. It feels like there are a lot of things running in my mind but I can't really tell what they are. I had a sudden...
    gb0485 gb0485 22-25, F Nov 19, 2013

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    Confused

    I'd be lying if I said I was trying to embrace all that I am feeling, to be in the moment of it and just accept it. While thats what I'd like to be doing, it is not. I am very conflicted right now with -myself- who I am - what I want... I am having a really difficult time...
    polkio polkio 26-30, F Aug 18, 2012

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    Music Saves Me

    Whenever i feel lost or empty, i just have to plug in my ipod listen to my favorite bands and its almost like it fills a hole within me. I love music, and im not sure what kind of place the world would be without it.
    yeahhh yeahhh 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2009

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    My Life

    from a young age I was sexually and mentally abused by my older brother, with no explanation or understanding as to why. It stopped at the age of 12 and never happened again. Aged 13 I was raped in an unconnected event. I feel as though these two things have completely changed me...
    Catherineh94 Catherineh94 18-21, F Aug 2, 2013

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    My Tortured Soul You think you may know me But the outside is all you see Deep within my soul Is a pain no one will know Lost amongst the fears And holding back the tears I try...
    Kriyash Kriyash 22-25, F 31 mins ago

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    Does anyone ever feel like there's something you *should* be doing at this point in your life, a place you're *supposed* to be, but you have no idea what it is? I can't shake this...
    doveinflight doveinflight 22-25, F 2 Responses 34 mins ago

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    I really hate my mum so much since she never lets me do what i want. eg. if i want to go out dinner with my friends, she always forbids me to go even i am 24 now and i have to...
    kylief123 kylief123 22-25, F 56 mins ago

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    Yes. I have lost a good friend. And I am responsible for that. I had no control on my mind while talking to that friend. And Finally I was left by that person. I am sad.. I felt...
    loverylend loverylend 26-30 5 hrs ago

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    I really despise the feeling, but I feel it so much that I should be used to it. I feel pretty useless right now, to be honest..
    Zoozoo57 Zoozoo57 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend of 3.5 years or so doesn't seem at all affected by the idea of separation; I am so upset at the idea of losing him and keep seeing memories of us everywhere I go...
    ginaramone ginaramone 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    .....as I feel sometimes .
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 2 days ago

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    Monday March 16th 2015 I woke up feeling heavy and confused. I made my way to work and continued the day feeling completely outside of myself. I got a call from my mother of whom I...
    AshleyJewell AshleyJewell 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel like I'm never going to be "cool enough" or "wanted enough" to be someone's best friend
    juliarose101 juliarose101 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I am okay. and I don't mean it in a dishonest way, or telling you what you want to hear so I don't need to explain myself. I am okay,happy and relaxed typing this. I have finally...
    kiki2016 kiki2016 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm 23. I have two kids. I'm engaged (when she feels like it). I completely ****** up my life. I had every hope in the world. I was 19, tall, very handsome, and a generally...
    Superg507 Superg507 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    lately the devil seems to be very busy in my life! it seems the closer I get to my goal the busier he gets! or is this my God telling me this is not for me? I'm so confused I...
    LadyHeyward LadyHeyward 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    I'm sick of being able to make everyone else feel better except myself, with the B.P.D, the depression, the social anxiety, and the countless ****** up things that has happened in...
    Whackers Whackers 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel worthless, my husband has became so cold towards me. Doesnt hug me, kiss me or tells me that he loves me anymore. after being together for 3 years and 2 kids... i think hes...
    julia0213 julia0213 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    When I'm just laying here, feeling like nothing all I want is for you to hold me... And to be mine.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I feel so lost right now. My marriage blew up, and I'm pregnant with our second child, battling depression, and I've made mistakes as much as my husband... I cheated on him with 3...
    Starkizzed21 Starkizzed21 22-25, F Aug 24

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    I want you. After everything.  I still want you! I'm glad I never will have you, again but the need to have you won't go away. Your on my mind all day everyday.  Sometimes when I...
    celia8789 celia8789 31-35, F Aug 24

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    Why do i find myself feeling alone in a dark room?
    Justletmedieslowly Justletmedieslowly 13-15, M Aug 24

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    He takes me for granted too much...
    ijerhyn ijerhyn 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I'm a college student and sometimes..well most of the time I ask myself if this is what I really want? If the major I'm going for? Fits me? Or if I should stop going to college and...
    Taniays Taniays 18-21, F Aug 23

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    the feeling like, the time is too slow, my heart is like punching several times, the feeling that i want to sleep but i don't know how my eyes don't stop on crying, i hate it! i...
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    i recently went for a competition and we lost all the bloody events...i hate losing and just can't deal with all the stuff...it is he first ever competition i...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Every time I see her it gets much worse, as I always have that dilemma of "Keep my distance or go hug her and act like my pain is nonexistent?"
    beautifulbizarre beautifulbizarre 16-17, F Aug 23

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    Someone just broke my heart by telling me that that person has a crush on someone else and even love her... Okay guys I'm getting ******* drunk tonight. Vodka or tequila?
    Romitri657 Romitri657 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M Aug 22

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    So I am 5 months pregnant and have left the father, my off and on boyfriend of 3 years, because he has an anger problem yet blames it on everyone else and refuses to accept...
    1luckynebula 1luckynebula 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    This is my love...and a day as exciting as today where I purchased my new home I miss him dearly. He was so manly...always fixing something, remodeling, just being a man. I loved...
    NotperfectEver NotperfectEver 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    very powerless and helpless.... I hate feeling I must stay silent! (so, I usually don't)
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 21

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    I'm so in love, and I found it in the most unlikely place. I have two wonderful young teenagers and life is truly amazing lately. however I keep getting overwhelming feelings of...
    agypsieschild agypsieschild 31-35, F Aug 20

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    Yea I must stay silent......I am on my own
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 20

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    I have one really good friend but o feel like she doesn't understand what I'm feeling or going through. I need someone to be my rock instead of me being theirs. I want a best...
    LizC815 LizC815 22-25, F Aug 19

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    Confession: I get on Omegle to get self-confidence. In real life, I'm always confident. But when I'm on the internet, my confidence goes low. Especially, around white people...
    Manekineko420 Manekineko420 70+, F Aug 17

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    I'm just feeling sick in the stomach and I hv no idea why I wrote exam the other day pass all my subjects with great grades everyone is happy for me but I'm just not feeling it idk...
    Degeneralfuqu1 Degeneralfuqu1 16-17, F Aug 16

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    I hate feeling like im growing up or doing grown up things like i want to play like a kid forever
    TayIor TayIor 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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