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I Hate Feeling Old

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    Need New Eyes And Knees!

    A part of getting older I the is that my body seems to be falling apart! Yesterday I found out that I'm getting arthroscopy on my right knee already knowing that I'm getting partial replacement of the other. I then find out yesterday that my sudden eyesight loss is "due to normal...
    slimmmerman slimmmerman 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 8, 2012

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    You make me feel weak....You know who you are. I hate feeling weak but with you it's a relief. I'm slowly letting down all my walks...letting you see the real me, damage and all...
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    There is no place for emotions and feelings and no one cares.
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    I hate when I feel so lonely . When I feel that way I just wanna cry and cry so much and eat as well idk y but I do.
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    I don't have time for it anymore. Being used and abused for having it is not worth it. I love feeling nothing. It's the only way to get by in this world.
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    I love feeling vulnerable when I choose too. I am working on trusting people but giving up complete or even a good amount of control stresses me out
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    Damn waiting anxiously for the next time he will text me It sucks
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    What will you do when someone you love is loving someone else
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    I hope the registration officer won't put in a difficult situation. Please stick with what you've issued on me when the moment I receive my offer letter. It was not my fault at...
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    Control...being in charge of a situation. I have no control in love. I have plenty of love to share but confused. I have no control over portions of my life. Areas which I'd...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F Sep 12

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    One of the worst combinations
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    I want to talk naughty 😁 message me !!!
    rogeliotheking187 rogeliotheking187 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    I cant help that no one seems to ******* want me. I cant help that at all that im just never enough for anyone.
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    At the moment, 3rd wheel seems to have a hold on me. I wish it would let go. Sometimes its fingers just brush me, but I always know it's there. Maybe I need new friends.
    stupidfears stupidfears 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I have the house to myself until tomorrow night. Time to spend the rest a the day completely naked. 😉👍
    pmo77 pmo77 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I can't stand being vulnerable. I allow someone into my life and when I finally start to trust them and open up, they don't care anymore. and that bothers me. To no end. Because...
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    that's just bull!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    juno1987 juno1987 26-30, M Sep 8

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    And I HATE SHOES! I'm a simple woman who hates to spend money. I hate feeling the guilt. I'd rather save it or spend money on a night out with my husband. A cabin in the mountains...
    JustBeingMeInCA JustBeingMeInCA 41-45, F Sep 23

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    i like being alone but i hate feeling alone i wish people would text me more so it felt like someone is thinking of me or misses me
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    I HATE feeling like this I'm so ******* over it I just want to scream !!!!!! Fuuucccckkkk!!
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    I'm turning 19 and I'm feeling old.
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    My husbands five yr old acts like a two yr old, when it comes to the simplest task. She is every tall for her age, she is the size of an 8 yr old. But putting shoes on I can't so...
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    Literally I can't post anything without a creepy old man messaging me or commenting. Some 65 year old 'adult baby' commented on my post about 'I like to cuddle' saying how I should...
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    I don't really know how this thing works yet, but here it goes... Im haylee. Just turned 21 in September. I was diagnosed with dysautonomia POTS when I was 17. I knew I was sick...
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    I am doing it now while on EP, and thankful to it for giving me the chance of meeting great people here, but my attitude towards it is negative in general. And I do not mean just...
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