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I Hate Food and Wish I Could Exist Without It

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    Food Scares Me Too

    Food scares me too,  especially the food my mom makes me eat for dinner.  It's all filled with fat and calories and all that stuff.  I don't want it and I most certainly don't need it.  So I go, day by day, not eating anything but that awful dinner they make...
    Licorice Licorice 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 22, 2007

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    Me Too

    God, how amazing if we could just live and not eat.  My fantasy is to have a gastrostomy tube so I could just shoot up my nutrition and never have to taste, chew, or swallow it.  I have an eating disorder, and that is why I hate food, but I don't know if...
    blueglass blueglass 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2009

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    I Hate Food

    i hate food but not because i want to be skinny i'm just tired of all food it bores me and i am sick and tired of the flavor. I only eat cause i have to and i make sure i eat 5 small foods so i can have a good metabolism but i just despise eating. i hate trying to decide what to...
    chichi2845 chichi2845 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 26, 2012

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    Just Me

    I hate eating. People make me do it, but I wish they wouldn't. It tastes like sawdust and ash to me. A pointless activity.
    Rezsosangel Rezsosangel 16-18 2 Responses Apr 18, 2008

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    Argh.. I Wish This Too!

    That way I would be thin! And I wouldn't have to worry about what I put in my mouth anymore. It would alleviate so much stress from my life, simply put; it would be AMAZING! I should add that I don't hate food, I hate what it does to my body..
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F Jul 24, 2010

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    Filthy!!!

    That filthy feeling I get inside every time I eat!!! This evil...dirty, rotten sensation of food! I feel like there is a foreign object inside of me whenever I eat anything! I usually just end up drinking my meals. Once I fill myself up with some dinner or such I want to throw it...
    PoisonJestersMask PoisonJestersMask 22-25, T 4 Responses Sep 30, 2010

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    I Only Eat To Live

    Eating is something I dont like to do.I have always hated eating in front of people because they would make a big deal out of it.I would rather just eat at my own time.If I didn't have to eat I wouldn't.Eating is something that should be done in private.Not with other people.I...
    fitnessbabe fitnessbabe 26-30, F Sep 29, 2012

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    Food Disgusts Me!

    Coming home everyday and not having anything in your refrigerator that you enjoy is the worst. If you are hungry enough you will eat what there is. Whether or not you like it. Just the thought of food grosses me out. Meat in general. I usually won't eat for days on end cause i'm...
    CrazyRasins CrazyRasins 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2012

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    Hate Food

    I hate food. Food makes you fat. Food makes you ugly. Food gives you bad skin. You can exist without food or little food for longer than you think. Now if I even want to eat something I just feel extremely sick, like my body is rejecting food, just like my mind is.
    Mediocre Mediocre 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 14, 2010

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    HATE

    I absolutely hate eating which is one reason why i refuse  to eat in front of people
    xxredandblack121xx xxredandblack121xx 16-18, F 3 Responses Jul 18, 2008

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