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I Hate Having Aspergers Syndrome

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    Meltdown

    42 years olde. Had huge meltdown tonite over curdled milk I just bought. Not only did I throw it out I threw out the entire dinner. I hate having Aspergers. I still feel trapped. After all of these years.
    confused1oh1 confused1oh1 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 20, 2013

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    All my life, I have been a very quiet

    and shy person. When I was in primary school, I was constantly bullied for being the quiet one and being really awkward in social situations. In 2008, at the age of 14, I went to a therapist and was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome a few weeks later. I had heard about the...
    TheKSomers TheKSomers 18-21, F Jan 2

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    I Hate Asperger Syndrome!!

    I hate Asperger Syndrome!  It has made my life a living hell throughout the years!  I've had difficulties both academically and socially, considering that I also have some ADD mixed in, and I've lived through way too much frustration, which was very worthless!  I...
    swaroopmadduri2010 swaroopmadduri2010 26-30 12 Responses Sep 20, 2010

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    Feeling Different From Others

    I'm a 22 year old young woman that has Aspergers Syndrome. I was diagnosed when I was about four years old. I knew I was different from the other kids, but I didn't know what AS was until I was in high school. I hate myself for having this disability. I've meet people in high...
    TheatreLover22 TheatreLover22 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2012

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    Okay….so…..I know this is trivial and probably in the long run very unimportant but I feel like I need to say it. So I used to like this guy a lot, but I never liked talking...
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    You Can Thank My Sister For That!! When we were young my sister had a thing for taking pictures of me. I don't mean nice ones either. She would hide in different places, under...
    maqeurious maqeurious 31-35, F Mar 30

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    You Can Thank My Sister For That!! When we were young my sister had a thing for taking pictures of me. I don't mean nice ones either. She would hide in different places, under...
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    When I was a child my parents knew something was different about me, and I was actually delayed in both speech and motor skills. (uncommon for aspies ;o it is more actually common...
    PerfectInsanity1988 PerfectInsanity1988 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    Can someone please take their time to read this? Its long, 8 pages but it explains a lot about the situation I am currently in. I think a lot of people could relate to this if they...
    elugo12345 elugo12345 18-21, M Apr 1

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. That's always the situation for me. It also seems like I have crushes on chicks...
    elugo12345 elugo12345 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Am having anxiety but wid blessing of Gud I always take control of ma self I hate anxiety i love to free of tension enjy ma life wideout any stress
    usman1engnieer usman1engnieer 22-25, M Mar 27

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    This is more to do with dating. But I hate always having to make the first move on someone. Cant someone come up to me for once? Bah, I probably wouldn't be able to realize that...
    Incanto33 Incanto33 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I hate it. It has ruined my life in the past and it continues to do so even though I'm on medication for it now. I need to increase my dosage or something, because the tablets I'm...
    Sapphire14 Sapphire14 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I hate it with passion.I am sick and tired of bleeding like that every month.It is emotionally draining and I am always suffering in pain.I hate spending money buying all the...
    uzuri84 uzuri84 26-30, F Mar 22

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    'Couz having high expectations on someone or something lead to disappointments!
    khier khier 18-21, F Mar 25

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    Waking up and struggling to breath every morning Wanting to cry, but not knowing why Heart racing from an unknown fear Lying there as waves and waves of negativity and doom wash...
    Greywrld Greywrld 18-21, F Mar 30

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    I don't want to feel bitter.....that's not who I am. I absolutely hate being spiteful, yet that's how I feel right now. I used to be so unemotional.....I need to get back to that...
    imjustagirlnodoubt imjustagirlnodoubt 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    I have a brother with asperger but he was never diagnosed with asperger's. He was with some neurologists through childhood but all the time was the same thing "attention deficit...
    emi92 emi92 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Literally feel like I'm going to die Everytime I hiccup! :(
    Sophs18 Sophs18 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I just want to feel special to someone. I want to be loved..
    Itsmeiguess Itsmeiguess 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Yup only because I never have to courage to ask my crush out and the feelings I have for that person are NEVER returned.No one wants a crazy girl like.Only my ex loved me to death...
    xxsadisticbitchxx xxsadisticbitchxx 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I gate anxiety. My girlfriend has it and it get so *******g annoying. She has it alot and she does nothing about it.
    abusiveman abusiveman 16-17, M Mar 30

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    So I have to cut and paste all my old experiences since I have my new account. Made me realize not only how annoying that is but just how much I've been through these last few...
    Retronatrix Retronatrix 31-35, F Apr 1

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    It makes me wanna pull out my hair , bite my nails , and scream at the next person who touches me
    RavenHearts RavenHearts 16-17, F Apr 1

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    All emotions do is confuse and upset me. I wish i could get rid of my emotions and just think logically from now on.
    BiO811HazarD BiO811HazarD 18-21, M Apr 1

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    Ur snot dries up fast and leaves u with a bunch of boogars it's embarrassing
    imlooking4somefun imlooking4somefun 13-15, M Apr 2

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    It's really the worse . You put your all into someone who isn't doing it back. Even worse is when they treat you like a friend . I remember I sent my crush " omg babe you're so...
    dawn11235 dawn11235 13-15, F Apr 2

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    I wish I couldn't be able to feel, so sick of all this feelings destroying me :(
    yoyo526 yoyo526 13-15, F Apr 8

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    I was kind of happy there for a second because the person I like usually messages me around this time. Eh, plot twist, he's not going to talk to me anymore. Let me just add that to...
    daniefaye32346 daniefaye32346 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 9

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    Without feeling life would be perfect!
    Wishingtobegone Wishingtobegone 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    yeah. Especially when I get super upset, I feel like I might puke, and I cant eat a think. I always get super emotional its a *****, cant ever control my feelings anymore. I used...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F Apr 10

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    Idk what exactly I am allergic to but for the past two weeks I been walking around sneezing and puffy eyes oh how annoying
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F Apr 11

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    they are hurting so bad right now and the only way to get comfortable is to lay down
    JamesB20 JamesB20 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    they are hurting so bad right now and the only way to get comfortable is to lay down
    JamesB20 JamesB20 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I definitely do😂😂😂😂😂😂
    nictheballerbiotch nictheballerbiotch 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    My mind feels like it's cracking ._.
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I started putting curel ultra healing lotion on my lips and found it works better than any Chapstick I've ever tried. I used to hav a problem with chapped lips but not anymore.
    marijuanaPepsi marijuanaPepsi 70+, F 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I just wish I couldn't feel. Sometimes it seems as though I can't
    Audrina14 Audrina14 13-15, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    What do I do if my best friend is dating this girl that in have been extremely close friends with for years, and I am in love with her but I don't know if she likes me or not
    weatherfordham weatherfordham 13-15, M 13 hrs ago

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    Aspergers syndrome and Maladaptive daydreaming.........WTF.
    steffimac steffimac 36-40, F Apr 4

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    I hate my life. I hate the school I go to. I hate having no friends. I'm starting to hate my boyfriend. I hate my family. I hate where I live. So pretty much I hate everything...
    GettingOverShit GettingOverShit 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I hate it when people talk about their school days. People get all rosary eyed and wistful telling this story and that about being happy and having fun. To my core I hate it...
    Drcreegan Drcreegan 22-25, M Mar 20

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    There's a specific reason why I never smile when I have my picture taken, because everytime I do it - it comes across as forced, like cheesy Disney Channel sitcom forced. I...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Mar 25

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    I hate my life so much. I hate being a bald girl! I hate having alopecia. This stupid disease has taken over my life! Its made me into half the person i was. I hardly go out or...
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I hate having high anxiety.
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F Mar 20

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    I have a 17 y/o SD who had been addicted to drugs since she was 13. She had only lived with her mother until she got in trouble with the law at 15, then her mother handed her off...
    Dakari Dakari 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I really need someone who knows what is going on to help me make sense of things. My partner of just over a year.. has spent the year breaking up with me. I am always fighting...
    maveric01 maveric01 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Was diagnosed back in high school. Felt like it held me back from many things. Yea, I did go 2 dances, junior and senior prom, but people treated me like I was retarded. I'm highly...
    HottRoddTX HottRoddTX 26-30, M 4 Responses Mar 28

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    I've been having counseling for about 9 years now. Recently, I optionally chose to have counseling but before that I was forced to. I've never liked but now I really hate it. I...
    JaceyTexas JaceyTexas 13-15, M 4 hrs ago

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