I Hate Having Bipolar Disorder

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    I hate it :( I'm so up

    and down .. I get agitated so easily and I'm super sensitive to every little thing .. I act like I'm 15 and I'm ten years older then that .. I cry constantly about **** in my past , and ignore my present or what's going around me now . I hate even having to take to the medicine...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti
    26-30, F
    Dec 21, 2014

    I have bi polar disorder ,

    and I'm a jerk . For some reason I'd rather be with someone who hates my guts then someone who loves me . Who knew ? Im a piece of **** :( ... That has serious issues and likes to hurt people . But then acts like the victim . Idk I have no reguard for anyone , and I suck in...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti
    26-30, F
    Feb 1, 2015

    I feel like I'm 17 sometimes

    when I was first diagnosed with bi polar disorder . But now that I'm 25 I can't keep acting like a 17 yr old it's embarrassing , my room is a mess , I say it reflects my life which is also a mess :( I don't know I want to grow up and start acting more like an adult but my mother...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 17, 2014

    Especially anti depressants.

    .. Mostly because not only does it give you physical symptoms like nausea, fatigue, decreased appetite, headache, cold sweats, and tremors but it also makes you feel light headed, gives you blurry eyesight, makes it hard to balance when you walk, and decreases you fine motor...
    HarborLove HarborLove
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 25, 2014
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