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I Hate Having Emotions

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    I really wish I could just turn them off

    or master the gift of not feeling. Let my family tell it, I'm almost there.
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    I can't stand this! I don't know what to do.

    I like this girl but I'm sure in what way. I've never been good with my emotions. I don't know how to tell her.
    XxSuicideSilencexX XxSuicideSilencexX 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2014

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    listening to orange marmalade by mellowdrone

    allowing my heart to break into little pieces. I hate the memories. The years of memories that I cant seem to bury. Its been almost 3 years.....3 long hard years. Id give up so much to have one day. I have so many questions....questions I will never get the answers to. maybe...
    xxladyjadedxx xxladyjadedxx 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    For anyone saying this I use to

    as well and I must say apathy is far worse. Some people cut to deal with emotions and some cut to feel something so they remember they are still alive.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Jan 12

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    Emotions

    I'm kind of thinking that they just get in the way sometimes! I hate that I care too much. I hate that I let people affect me too much. I hate the way people treat each other in bad ways. I wish I could just close off my heart and emotions sometimes.
    Hikingguy Hikingguy 46-50, M Nov 26, 2012

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    Everytime I care or love

    for someone I hate the feeling and I end up falling back from them even if it hurts me. Is anyone else going through this too?
    shacklesandchains shacklesandchains 22-25, M Jun 9, 2014

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    Emotions run my life (duh) but,

    I wish I didn't dwell on them. I have been having a huge negative emotional week!! I feel physical sick and want to only sleep to not deal with my emotions!! It's been a week (like I said). An old lie (I did not start) has popped up again and has now effected even more people...
    WeepingLeaves WeepingLeaves 31-35, F Jan 30, 2014

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    I miss her so much how are you

    even suppose to cope? bullying done this too her, bullying took my best ******* friend away! how can someone be so cruel to do that to another person. I want her back! she didn't deserve to leave! I loved her to the moon and back! she was such a genuine person she pushed...
    skyelybooo skyelybooo 16-17, F Nov 8, 2014

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    Emotional Roller Coaster

    I hate dealing with people when they get too emotional. I wish that when people get emotional they could listen. Most don't want to accept advise when they are in denial.
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    I broke up with my boyfriend of two years,

    best friends for 8. It was the hardest thing I had to do, I was planning my future with him and now we don't have one. I've never felt such heart break before but I knew this was the best decision for us, but I love him so much and I'll always love him. He's the one one I'm ever...
    somehearts10 somehearts10 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2014

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    I hate these small, fleeting crushes I have.

    I hate that I put myself through this emotional turmoil all the time for someone who probably doesn't think twice about me. I hate my bad social skills and my awkwardness. I hate that I'm not the most approachable or attractive person. And I really hate that I can't control my...
    KellSee1 KellSee1 16-17, F Feb 6, 2014

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    I am a teenage girl so yes,

    my emotions go crazy, normally adding a whole lot more emotions and drama to my life. Want proof? Read my other experiences. Uh. I hate you stupid emotions. Shut up and stop trying to control everyone. We need you, but not all the time. Just hop in the back seat and sort...
    Dev4444 Dev4444 13-15, F Aug 14, 2014

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    All emotions do is confuse

    and upset me. I wish i could get rid of my emotions and just think logically from now on.
    BiO811HazarD BiO811HazarD 18-21, M Apr 1, 2014

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    so I haven't liked someone in a while.

    like I've thought guys were cute and **** but I really like someone now. and everyone says he likes me too but I don't have a clue of what to do and since he and I are friends, him knowing will ruin our existing relationship. I'm pretty sure he knows bc of my friends and how...
    confuuuuuuuuuuused confuuuuuuuuuuused 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2014

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    I'm basically going to just rant right now. Today and tomorrow are going to be stressful for me. I'm homeschooled and quit my job due to panic attacks so I basically stay home...
    HazzaBoo HazzaBoo 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    I've been more in control of my anxiety lately. But I can feel myself going down hill again. I have missed 2 periods and I'm not pregnant so I'm worried about having ovarian...
    tvdlover1865 tvdlover1865 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I hate it so freaking much they only last for 5 days but those 5 days are hell for me
    icecreamlove17 icecreamlove17 13-15, F Mar 25

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    My brother and his friend are having a huge argument on ghosts and supernatural. That's him saying the pan is real and he can feel it, unlike ghosts....
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T Mar 25

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    I really like this guy, his name is Austin and we first bonded over video games like COD. For a while I thought he he liked me and I'm still not sure if he does or not. He smiles...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    told off for being nervous, stuttering too much, being useless and worthless. I had to call someone to ask about something and Mr panic attack decided to visit me. I hate that it...
    wolflover514 wolflover514 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Having a headache makes me feel useless, and I think that I won't be making any progress anywhere in the next few hours.
    NikeWin NikeWin 13-15, F Apr 6

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    Having a bad week but keeping my head up
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Well yes but yes she makes me feel bd about getting fat
    Thefatgainer13man Thefatgainer13man 13-15 1 Response Mar 19

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    Ugh...sigh... This too shall pass
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    It makes me wish I'm a boy
    resilientsmile resilientsmile 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Moreso I dislike that she has her own schedule for appearing. Since I'm a lucky bastard who doesn't get cramps, I rely on estimating when she comes. Oh but she can quite a...
    Sacryfice Sacryfice 26-30, F Mar 24

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    cramps :'( periods suck only the second day
    Ann1983 Ann1983 13-15, F Mar 24

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    My moods are all over the place. It's like my hormones unleash the most uncontrollable feelings about miniscule things. I go from 0-90 in anger and plummet to sadness. My poor...
    lbaker5 lbaker5 26-30, F Mar 24

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    I get the most awful cramps but I think the worst part is waking up to find a gory game of 'who done it?' in your pants.
    lillolipop lillolipop 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Does anybody out there with anxiety disorders feel any connection to the number 6, whether it be a good relation or bad, give me your thoughts.
    PaintOverItBlack PaintOverItBlack 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 25

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    I want to love them for the inside but the outside tempts me so much that I loose control:(
    NomadxAngelx117 NomadxAngelx117 18-21, M Mar 26

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    My poor man! And me! He's getting so worked up and I'd love to enjoy that but my darn visitor is here!!! Can't wait til it's over
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Okay, I really hope this guy doesn't find this post lol. I joined EP during Christmas of 2014 but didn't start using it until mid January. Throughout the first few days of being on...
    Casualdeviant02 Casualdeviant02 18-21, T 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Being center of attention in front of group just me alone make me feel anxious it's feel like they expect more from me. lately i'm better at not getting too anxious.
    vpire vpire 18-21, F Apr 3

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    do any of you guys have limerence? I do and feels sucks...
    ImLimerence ImLimerence 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    I think tomorrow the truck gets used. To help me shave hair off again.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I have a dream were someone comes into my room with a gun points it at my head pulls the trigger and all I see is the flash. I wake up and my heart feels like it's going to bust...
    Harold87 Harold87 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    it is one of the worst feelings. it's just pain. horrible pain
    TheCroissant TheCroissant 18-21, M Apr 6

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    But love solutions. http://youtu.be/UtBsl3j0YRQ
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 7

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    I am depressed that no one I know would ever want to take it to the next level with me. And every time I get feelings I get hurt, and then I spend the rest of our time together in...
    TheBellaBubbles TheBellaBubbles 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    they honestly suck. Like, I'm always mad, but when I'm not, I'm horny. So, yes. My mood can go from being really mad to being horny within two seconds, it's so weird xD
    rainbowmuffins rainbowmuffins 18-21, F 1 Response