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I Hate Having Emotions

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    yeah. Especially when I get super upset,

    I feel like I might puke, and I cant eat a think. I always get super emotional its a *****, cant ever control my feelings anymore. I used to be able to hide them, and pretend as if im okay, but not anymore. And this is when the voices come back. they start as whispers. and...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 16-17, F Apr 10, 2014

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    For anyone saying this I use to

    as well and I must say apathy is far worse. Some people cut to deal with emotions and some cut to feel something so they remember they are still alive.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Jan 12

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    listening to orange marmalade by mellowdrone

    allowing my heart to break into little pieces. I hate the memories. The years of memories that I cant seem to bury. Its been almost 3 years.....3 long hard years. Id give up so much to have one day. I have so many questions....questions I will never get the answers to. maybe...
    xxladyjadedxx xxladyjadedxx 22-25, F Feb 10

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    I miss her so much how are you

    even suppose to cope? bullying done this too her, bullying took my best ******* friend away! how can someone be so cruel to do that to another person. I want her back! she didn't deserve to leave! I loved her to the moon and back! she was such a genuine person she pushed...
    skyelybooo skyelybooo 16-17, F Nov 8, 2014

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    so I haven't liked someone in a while.

    like I've thought guys were cute and **** but I really like someone now. and everyone says he likes me too but I don't have a clue of what to do and since he and I are friends, him knowing will ruin our existing relationship. I'm pretty sure he knows bc of my friends and how...
    confuuuuuuuuuuused confuuuuuuuuuuused 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2014

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    Everytime I care or love

    for someone I hate the feeling and I end up falling back from them even if it hurts me. Is anyone else going through this too?
    shacklesandchains shacklesandchains 22-25, M Jun 9, 2014

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    I can't stand this! I don't know what to do.

    I like this girl but I'm sure in what way. I've never been good with my emotions. I don't know how to tell her.
    XxSuicideSilencexX XxSuicideSilencexX 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2014

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    I broke up with my boyfriend of two years,

    best friends for 8. It was the hardest thing I had to do, I was planning my future with him and now we don't have one. I've never felt such heart break before but I knew this was the best decision for us, but I love him so much and I'll always love him. He's the one one I'm ever...
    somehearts10 somehearts10 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2014

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    I am a teenage girl so yes,

    my emotions go crazy, normally adding a whole lot more emotions and drama to my life. Want proof? Read my other experiences. Uh. I hate you stupid emotions. Shut up and stop trying to control everyone. We need you, but not all the time. Just hop in the back seat and sort...
    Dev4444 Dev4444 13-15, F Aug 14, 2014

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    All emotions do is confuse

    and upset me. I wish i could get rid of my emotions and just think logically from now on.
    BiO811HazarD BiO811HazarD 18-21, M Apr 1, 2014

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    Emotions

    I'm kind of thinking that they just get in the way sometimes! I hate that I care too much. I hate that I let people affect me too much. I hate the way people treat each other in bad ways. I wish I could just close off my heart and emotions sometimes.
    Hikingguy Hikingguy 46-50, M Nov 26, 2012

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    I hate these small, fleeting crushes I have.

    I hate that I put myself through this emotional turmoil all the time for someone who probably doesn't think twice about me. I hate my bad social skills and my awkwardness. I hate that I'm not the most approachable or attractive person. And I really hate that I can't control my...
    KellSee1 KellSee1 16-17, F Feb 6, 2014

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    Emotional Roller Coaster

    I hate dealing with people when they get too emotional. I wish that when people get emotional they could listen. Most don't want to accept advise when they are in denial.
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    I really wish I could just turn them off

    or master the gift of not feeling. Let my family tell it, I'm almost there.
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    Emotions run my life (duh) but,

    I wish I didn't dwell on them. I have been having a huge negative emotional week!! I feel physical sick and want to only sleep to not deal with my emotions!! It's been a week (like I said). An old lie (I did not start) has popped up again and has now effected even more people...
    WeepingLeaves WeepingLeaves 31-35, F Jan 30, 2014

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    It's so painful I wish I was born a man
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    All the time... It's horrible
    gm126 gm126 16-17, F a week ago

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    With a passion. It is the most annoying thing. I usually get them when I'm excited or anxious, and then I become frustrated and flustered by involuntary diaphragm spasms. It...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish their was an off switch :/
    lioness092 lioness092 18-21, F 3 days ago

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