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I Hate Having Emotions

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    listening to orange marmalade by mellowdrone

    allowing my heart to break into little pieces. I hate the memories. The years of memories that I cant seem to bury. Its been almost 3 years.....3 long hard years. Id give up so much to have one day. I have so many questions....questions I will never get the answers to. maybe...
    xxladyjadedxx xxladyjadedxx 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 10, 2015

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    I can't stand this! I don't know what to do.

    I like this girl but I'm sure in what way. I've never been good with my emotions. I don't know how to tell her.
    XxSuicideSilencexX XxSuicideSilencexX 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2014

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    Emotions

    I'm kind of thinking that they just get in the way sometimes! I hate that I care too much. I hate that I let people affect me too much. I hate the way people treat each other in bad ways. I wish I could just close off my heart and emotions sometimes.
    Hikingguy Hikingguy 46-50, M Nov 26, 2012

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    Everytime I care or love

    for someone I hate the feeling and I end up falling back from them even if it hurts me. Is anyone else going through this too?
    shacklesandchains shacklesandchains 22-25, M Jun 9, 2014

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    I hate these small, fleeting crushes I have.

    I hate that I put myself through this emotional turmoil all the time for someone who probably doesn't think twice about me. I hate my bad social skills and my awkwardness. I hate that I'm not the most approachable or attractive person. And I really hate that I can't control my...
    KellSee1 KellSee1 16-17, F Feb 6, 2014

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    I wish I was Sherlock Holmes.

    Then I wouldn't have so many emotions.
    BillyBillion BillyBillion 13-15, F Sep 9, 2015

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    For anyone saying this I use to

    as well and I must say apathy is far worse. Some people cut to deal with emotions and some cut to feel something so they remember they are still alive.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 12, 2015

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    I am a teenage girl so yes,

    my emotions go crazy, normally adding a whole lot more emotions and drama to my life. Want proof? Read my other experiences. Uh. I hate you stupid emotions. Shut up and stop trying to control everyone. We need you, but not all the time. Just hop in the back seat and sort...
    Dev4444 Dev4444 13-15, F Aug 14, 2014

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    haystack121 haystack121 18-21, F Jun 26, 2015

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    I really wish I could just turn them off

    or master the gift of not feeling. Let my family tell it, I'm almost there.
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    Emotional Roller Coaster

    I hate dealing with people when they get too emotional. I wish that when people get emotional they could listen. Most don't want to accept advise when they are in denial.
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    Emotions run my life (duh) but,

    I wish I didn't dwell on them. I have been having a huge negative emotional week!! I feel physical sick and want to only sleep to not deal with my emotions!! It's been a week (like I said). An old lie (I did not start) has popped up again and has now effected even more people...
    WeepingLeaves WeepingLeaves 31-35, F Jan 30, 2014

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    All I do is cry. I love things

    and people that will destroy me.
    lovleyroses lovleyroses 16-17, F Jul 2, 2015

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    I love my girlfriend with all of my heart the

    love and joy amd happiness I feel with her is amazing but recently I've wanted to die I have picked up several kives and thought about it what is wrong with me that I look at a bottle and think how many will it take or I look at a razor blade and wonder how much of my neck...
    moongirlashlyn moongirlashlyn 13-15, F Oct 17, 2015

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    I miss her so much how are you

    even suppose to cope? bullying done this too her, bullying took my best ******* friend away! how can someone be so cruel to do that to another person. I want her back! she didn't deserve to leave! I loved her to the moon and back! she was such a genuine person she pushed...
    skyelybooo skyelybooo 18-21, F Nov 8, 2014

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    I broke up with my boyfriend of two years,

    best friends for 8. It was the hardest thing I had to do, I was planning my future with him and now we don't have one. I've never felt such heart break before but I knew this was the best decision for us, but I love him so much and I'll always love him. He's the one one I'm ever...
    somehearts10 somehearts10 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2014

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    Every day is a roller coaster of emotions. She feels the need to harass me the moment she sees me in the morning. One time, I had just walked into the building while she was...
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    I don't even know if this is a symptom of anything, but it's like my body shut off and I can only think my emotions, not feel, just think. If I say I 'like' someone, it means I...
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    I try my best to hide my emotions every day, it is really really hard because I have really strong emotions but feel like if I talked about them to anyone, I would just be a bother...
    ZachOrZasha ZachOrZasha 26-30, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I wish I had taken the advice from the few ones who informed me that my mother didn't like me and she would destroy every thing for ..I'm 36 today and the last four years I had...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really hate dishonesty of any kind. Mostly the sneaky insidious kind that comes from self deception, and the inability too many people have to be self introspective. It makes...
    Jackie69C Jackie69C 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've learned not to sleep on my back anymore. :(
    HeySafaaJust HeySafaaJust 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    My friend Jade came to my homestead today. I could see it in her eyes that she had been crying. then as she walked in it was almost like something snapped in her like she just...
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    I like someone that I didn't expect to like. I don't know why I liked him or how it happened it just did. I look at his social media sites and he sounds so perfect for me. He...
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    I feel that most people in my life are only there due to convenience. I don't feel any "bond" or connection with even my closest friends and family anymore. I know it's my fault...
    Sparklyblueunicorns Sparklyblueunicorns 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    goldpaint goldpaint 16-17, F Feb 3

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    I really do hate crying and in front of others is worse but then when can I cry I mean all this anger, sadness all of my emotions get canned up till they get let out in a huge ball...
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    Having this headache from last couple of daya is terrible. I can feel my body is restless, and this headache. Makes my day tiring at the campus.
    SsL919 SsL919 22-25, M Feb 2

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    i use to chase search for love a lot but i realized after dating a few girls that most girls give me headache they have so many issues rarely you meet a girl that has...
    lostpagesofM lostpagesofM 18-21, M Feb 1

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    Im going to explode I'm so frustrated. I was stressed out and my dad says "Blah blah blah you shouldn't wear emotions on your sleeve." When he ******* yelled at me earlier. Then...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Yuck! Australia and Australians are the most boring - gayish - coldish "culture" I have ever met in my entire life. They have no passion, no emotions, no feelings, no love, no...
    Zudaka Zudaka 36-40 4 Responses Jan 30

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    So I landed myself in the psych ward again and recently got out. Never sure what mental illness is. How much control do I really have when things get literally crazy. Probably more...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Well, I fell off a ladder late in 2015. I had a stairway collapse and fell to the basement floor. I don't think my back can take anymore gravity checks for a while.
    Pilotbob75 Pilotbob75 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I don't hate her. She's a nice person. I just hate having her around because she's annoying and I am more efficient when she's not around to drone on and on about mindless nonsense...
    Ordinarylady Ordinarylady 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    My daughter punched me in the face, breaking my glasses. I'm not hurt. I feel sad, angry, scared, lost, and a whole host of other emotions right now.
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 28