I Hate Having Emotions

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 204 People

    I hate these small, fleeting crushes I have.

    I hate that I put myself through this emotional turmoil all the time for someone who probably doesn't think twice about me. I hate my bad social skills and my awkwardness. I hate that I'm not the most approachable or attractive person. And I really hate that I can't control my...
    KellSee1 KellSee1
    18-21, F
    Feb 6, 2014

    All I do is cry. I love things

    and people that will destroy me.
    lovleyroses lovleyroses
    16-17, F
    Jul 2, 2015

    Everytime I care or love

    for someone I hate the feeling and I end up falling back from them even if it hurts me. Is anyone else going through this too?
    shacklesandchains shacklesandchains
    22-25, M
    Jun 9, 2014

    Emotional Roller Coaster

    I hate dealing with people when they get too emotional. I wish that when people get emotional they could listen. Most don't want to accept advise when they are in denial.
    Babeondwy Babeondwy
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2012

    I really wish I could just turn them off

    or master the gift of not feeling. Let my family tell it, I'm almost there.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 22, 2014

    I am a teenage girl so yes,

    my emotions go crazy, normally adding a whole lot more emotions and drama to my life. Want proof? Read my other experiences. Uh. I hate you stupid emotions. Shut up and stop trying to control everyone. We need you, but not all the time. Just hop in the back seat and sort...
    Dev4444 Dev4444
    13-15, F
    Aug 14, 2014

    Emotions run my life (duh) but,

    I wish I didn't dwell on them. I have been having a huge negative emotional week!! I feel physical sick and want to only sleep to not deal with my emotions!! It's been a week (like I said). An old lie (I did not start) has popped up again and has now effected even more people...
    WeepingLeaves WeepingLeaves
    31-35, F
    Jan 30, 2014

    Emotions

    I'm kind of thinking that they just get in the way sometimes! I hate that I care too much. I hate that I let people affect me too much. I hate the way people treat each other in bad ways. I wish I could just close off my heart and emotions sometimes.
    Hikingguy Hikingguy
    46-50, M
    Nov 26, 2012

    I can't stand this! I don't know what to do.

    I like this girl but I'm sure in what way. I've never been good with my emotions. I don't know how to tell her.
    XxSuicideSilencexX XxSuicideSilencexX
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2014
    haystack121 haystack121
    18-21, F
    Jun 26, 2015

    I love my girlfriend with all of my heart the

    love and joy amd happiness I feel with her is amazing but recently I've wanted to die I have picked up several kives and thought about it what is wrong with me that I look at a bottle and think how many will it take or I look at a razor blade and wonder how much of my neck...
    moongirlashlyn moongirlashlyn
    13-15, F
    Oct 17, 2015

    I broke up with my boyfriend of two years,

    best friends for 8. It was the hardest thing I had to do, I was planning my future with him and now we don't have one. I've never felt such heart break before but I knew this was the best decision for us, but I love him so much and I'll always love him. He's the one one I'm ever...
    somehearts10 somehearts10
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 9, 2014

    I wish I was Sherlock Holmes.

    Then I wouldn't have so many emotions.
    BillyBillion BillyBillion
    13-15, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    listening to orange marmalade by mellowdrone

    allowing my heart to break into little pieces. I hate the memories. The years of memories that I cant seem to bury. Its been almost 3 years.....3 long hard years. Id give up so much to have one day. I have so many questions....questions I will never get the answers to. maybe...
    xxladyjadedxx xxladyjadedxx
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2015

    For anyone saying this I use to

    as well and I must say apathy is far worse. Some people cut to deal with emotions and some cut to feel something so they remember they are still alive.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 12, 2015

    I miss her so much how are you

    even suppose to cope? bullying done this too her, bullying took my best ******* friend away! how can someone be so cruel to do that to another person. I want her back! she didn't deserve to leave! I loved her to the moon and back! she was such a genuine person she pushed...
    skyelybooo skyelybooo
    18-21, F
    Nov 8, 2014

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