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I Hate Having Emotions

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    Emotions

    I'm kind of thinking that they just get in the way sometimes! I hate that I care too much. I hate that I let people affect me too much. I hate the way people treat each other in bad ways. I wish I could just close off my heart and emotions sometimes.
    Hikingguy Hikingguy 46-50, M Nov 26, 2012

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    I miss her so much how are you

    even suppose to cope? bullying done this too her, bullying took my best ******* friend away! how can someone be so cruel to do that to another person. I want her back! she didn't deserve to leave! I loved her to the moon and back! she was such a genuine person she pushed...
    skyelybooo skyelybooo 16-17, F Nov 8, 2014

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    listening to orange marmalade by mellowdrone

    allowing my heart to break into little pieces. I hate the memories. The years of memories that I cant seem to bury. Its been almost 3 years.....3 long hard years. Id give up so much to have one day. I have so many questions....questions I will never get the answers to. maybe...
    xxladyjadedxx xxladyjadedxx 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    For anyone saying this I use to

    as well and I must say apathy is far worse. Some people cut to deal with emotions and some cut to feel something so they remember they are still alive.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 12

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    I can't stand this! I don't know what to do.

    I like this girl but I'm sure in what way. I've never been good with my emotions. I don't know how to tell her.
    XxSuicideSilencexX XxSuicideSilencexX 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2014

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    All I do is cry. I love things

    and people that will destroy me.
    lovleyroses lovleyroses 13-15, F Jul 2

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    I hate these small, fleeting crushes I have.

    I hate that I put myself through this emotional turmoil all the time for someone who probably doesn't think twice about me. I hate my bad social skills and my awkwardness. I hate that I'm not the most approachable or attractive person. And I really hate that I can't control my...
    KellSee1 KellSee1 16-17, F Feb 6, 2014

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    I really wish I could just turn them off

    or master the gift of not feeling. Let my family tell it, I'm almost there.
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    so I haven't liked someone in a while.

    like I've thought guys were cute and **** but I really like someone now. and everyone says he likes me too but I don't have a clue of what to do and since he and I are friends, him knowing will ruin our existing relationship. I'm pretty sure he knows bc of my friends and how...
    confuuuuuuuuuuused confuuuuuuuuuuused 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2014

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    Everytime I care or love

    for someone I hate the feeling and I end up falling back from them even if it hurts me. Is anyone else going through this too?
    shacklesandchains shacklesandchains 22-25, M Jun 9, 2014

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    You know, sometimes I wish I was a robot,

    like in The Terminator, or I,Robot, or Star Wars. I wish I was a Vulcan. I hate emotions- they are the conflicting cause of over analysing interactions and people repeatedly until my head wants to explode without being productive in any way. They distract me, they irritate and...
    ShruthiK ShruthiK 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    All emotions do is confuse

    and upset me. I wish i could get rid of my emotions and just think logically from now on.
    BiO811HazarD BiO811HazarD 18-21, M Apr 1, 2014

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    Emotions run my life (duh) but,

    I wish I didn't dwell on them. I have been having a huge negative emotional week!! I feel physical sick and want to only sleep to not deal with my emotions!! It's been a week (like I said). An old lie (I did not start) has popped up again and has now effected even more people...
    WeepingLeaves WeepingLeaves 31-35, F Jan 30, 2014

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    I am a teenage girl so yes,

    my emotions go crazy, normally adding a whole lot more emotions and drama to my life. Want proof? Read my other experiences. Uh. I hate you stupid emotions. Shut up and stop trying to control everyone. We need you, but not all the time. Just hop in the back seat and sort...
    Dev4444 Dev4444 13-15, F Aug 14, 2014

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    I broke up with my boyfriend of two years,

    best friends for 8. It was the hardest thing I had to do, I was planning my future with him and now we don't have one. I've never felt such heart break before but I knew this was the best decision for us, but I love him so much and I'll always love him. He's the one one I'm ever...
    somehearts10 somehearts10 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 9, 2014

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    Emotional Roller Coaster

    I hate dealing with people when they get too emotional. I wish that when people get emotional they could listen. Most don't want to accept advise when they are in denial.
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 3, 2012

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    haystack121 haystack121 18-21, F Jun 26

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    I been abused in many ways multiple times so it resulted in me having trust issues. On top of never knowing if I can trust someone I also was taught to hide my emotions. Since I...
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    I am so incredibly tired of people who take kindness for weakness. And I am speaking from personal experience. I am always so nice to people who, on the other hand, just end up...
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    Think i have a high sex drive. When i was a bit younger sex was on my mind constantly. Now ive gotten a bit better but i just hate having urges and sexual desires. Its annoying and...
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    I hate crying in general, but I really hate crying in front of other people even family. I don't know why maybe it makes me feel weak or vulnerable but I don't cry very much and I...
    Amani7 Amani7 16-17, F Jul 24

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    Well, I'm gonna take some acetaminophen and try get some sleep... I hate having headaches :(
    GreyCloud13 GreyCloud13 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I keep my emotions bottled because I feel that no one will understand or relate to how I feel. Also its stressful to talk to people about myself. #hatesmalltalk
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 20

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    lesley2456 lesley2456 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Especially thick, long and really curly hair
    Emsickles Emsickles 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I hate prescription drugs, and I hate psychiatrists. There! I said it! Let's start with the first part of the hell that is trying to get yourself medicated. First of all, you...
    CigaretteEater CigaretteEater 18-21 2 Responses Jul 18

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    MY HEADACHE IS GONE THANK YOU JESUS.
    eddie2448 eddie2448 26-30, M Jul 18

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    I have no idea if i'm wrong... Maybe all other people live like this. Anyways, i hate my parents. When i was young my dad ignored me because of his "work" and never took me out or...
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    well this isn't exactly true. I wish I could be able to not feel emotions. i am too emotional and too sensitive and I hate how my face is so readable.
    Adaeze123 Adaeze123 13-15, F Jul 16

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