I Hate Having Feelings

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    I hate feeling like I want friends

    or a boyfriend. Feelings suck. And sometimes your feelings are messages of what you crave. I crave touch. And I hate that
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2015

    I wish I couldn't be able to feel,

    so sick of all this feelings destroying me :(
    yoyo526 yoyo526
    16-17, F
    Apr 8, 2014

    today just feels like a sad day.

    nothing I can do about besides watch shows.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 14, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2014

    "Once upon a time I was falling in love,

    now I'm falling apart nothing I can do a total eclipse of the heart". I lost two close friends today. One I stood up to because he hurt his true love and the other sent me nudes "accidentally" while supposed to be sending them to someone else. I thought he was clean, that I...
    UnconditionallyGone UnconditionallyGone
    16-17, M
    Dec 26, 2014

    I'm about to give up like you swear you like me

    but everytime I do something you dont agree with you throw a fit and stop talkin to me . I'm about to give up because I guarantee I won't give in
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2015

    Ugh

    No real big long story to tell, but next week im gonna live and breathe ep. Just ***** and complain..... Might as well start now...... So Yeah, anyways.........pEoPLe sUCk.
    hartleybroken hartleybroken
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2011

    I just want to be happy

    and see the world
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 6, 2014

    Life currently sucks right now.

    Trying to find a solution
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM
    18-21, M
    Apr 18, 2015
    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2014

    I hate feeling like i'm noting to him,

    i hate feeling like i'm worthless to him, i hate felling like i am a nobody in his mind, i hate the most feeling like i still love him when i know he treats me like this, i hate that i have been letting him treat me like this for so long and just now realizing that i'm so much...
    littleduck79 littleduck79
    18-21, F
    Apr 23, 2015

    I don't hate having feelings- I hate

    questioning my feelings. And questioning others feelings for me!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 12, 2015
    mstv1112 mstv1112
    18-21, F
    Nov 10, 2014

    All my friends turned into my enemies

    as I learned the truth of who they really are and the one man I can't get my mind off of thinks I'm a monster.
    UnconditionallyGone UnconditionallyGone
    16-17, M
    Dec 27, 2014

    I really need help getting over someone.

    .. And sometimes I think it would help to have an online relationship but I feel like that's just using them, and I can't do that to someone.. It's playing with their emotions.. But what can help me get over them ?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Oct 14, 2014

    My mind doesn't give me a break.

    Nothing is simple. It's always worst case scenario. I don't wanna feel. Sometime I wish I just didn't care.
    ChocolateCloud ChocolateCloud
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 20, 2015

    Emotions make me uncomfortable

    and I can't explain why. It might be a mental illness of some sort
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    Oct 26, 2015

    That moment When your crush complements you

    <3 but you wish it meant something more </3
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 5, 2014

    At times I wish I was asexual,

    then I would stop yearning for something that isn't going to happen.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 5, 2015

    Some days I wake up sad

    and empty other days I wake up motivated ready to take the world
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 6, 2014

    Yo, I don't know what to do with myself.

    I want to leave here forever. There isn't anything I can do to relieve myself from this feeling that humanity is this horrible disgusting thing and I'm a part of it. I really wish I wasn't. Being unaware would be infinitely more enjoyable than staying here learning lessons by...
    sunkern sunkern
    18-21, M
    Jan 26, 2015

    i wish i had no feelings ,

    then i wouldnt feel or care but i do care is what i hate
    gurlhates gurlhates
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2014

    Having feelings will influence my reception of

    the world. To receive and process information as unbiased as possible I need to be rational. I want to be as objective as I can, feelings will jepardise this.
    AstroPilot AstroPilot
    61-65, M
    Jun 30, 2015

    Damn man everything relationship wise never

    goes good for me . God loneliness will be the death of me
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM
    18-21, M
    Nov 11, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 5, 2014
    Mylo248 Mylo248
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2015
    ThatWeirdBoy ThatWeirdBoy
    16-17, M
    May 18, 2014

    I realized feelings suck,

    don't listen to them and try to actually live your life and you'll be good
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM
    18-21, M
    Dec 28, 2014

    I am depressed that no one I know would ever

    want to take it to the next level with me. And every time I get feelings I get hurt, and then I spend the rest of our time together in limbo or used. I don't tell anyone I'm hurt I just pretend I'm fine because there's nothing attractive about someone with Depression and Anxiety...
    TheBellaBubbles TheBellaBubbles
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2015

    Feelings are a weakness,

    a show of vulnerability. I don't experience strong feelings, for they are muted, I'm not emotional, but I still have them. I hate feelings, because they are unreasonable and lack logic.
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    Jan 15

    God please send someone my way.

    I'm doing what I'm supposed to do. In college, I work, I'm just tired of being lonely.
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 11, 2014
    mstv1112 mstv1112
    18-21, F
    Nov 3, 2014

    I hate the feeling of missing someone,

    even though they say it's what makes the reunion more special. I hate the feeling of losing someone, it hurts deep. I hate the feeling of being angry, it clouds my judgement. I hate the feeling of being taken for granted, it makes me question my worth. I hate feeling guilty, it...
    grey019 grey019
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 3, 2014

    I hate being a human sometimes.

    If I were a zombie that would make some things less complicated...
    gomega98 gomega98
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Oct 15, 2014

    I feel so weak, you are literally my perfect

    distraction...my only distraction, to keep me from myself. And my thoughts, and my old ways. Why do i have to depend on you...
    CammieBx CammieBx
    18-21, F
    Dec 15, 2013

    I'm so scared that I'll come off

    as too clingy or make a huge mistake moving too fast. I'm so scared and it isn't that I don't trust him its that I don't trust myself. I'm trying to get more confidence but its so hard.:'(
    therealsydster therealsydster
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 28, 2014

    I think it's funny how I don't believe in love

    yet no matter how much I don't believe in it I will always feel it. Sometimes I hate feelings, I hate loving people, I hate feeling guilty, I hate how much I hate things. Feelings to me is an opportunity for other people's happiness, and sadly, people's pain. It's just so damn...
    OmeLiv OmeLiv
    22-25, F
    Jan 22, 2015

    I don't want to feel broken sad

    or ashamed anymore. How do I make it stop I'm done
    jopeless jopeless
    16-17, F
    Jan 5

    Especially for people

    who can care less about you. I know it sounds mean but it's true. I also hate caring about how other people feel about me *sigh*
    bubbledash bubbledash
    22-25, F
    Jul 11, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 20, 2015

    Like honestly I'm so mad right now.

    It makes me so angry just knowing that I have a very strong affection and attraction towards someone. To the point I can almost say I'm in love with them. But honestly... It's so wrong. If I were to tell anyone... ANYONE about who my feeling are towards, I'd be crushed because...
    SnoopDoggsGrama SnoopDoggsGrama
    18-21, F
    Aug 8, 2015

    Yeah I'm hurting but on goes the mascara

    and lipgloss. That's right. I'll be the prettiest f*cking wreck you've ever seen. Life goes on.
    Chiro98 Chiro98
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2015

    OK.. so there is this guy named zack

    and he has strong feelings for me i told him i didn't want to be mean but feelings make me uncomfortable ... we had a past relationship but that went down hill i never did anything bad to him but he cheated on me .. we broke up and he went straight to my friends .. he dated my...
    Syriah13 Syriah13
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 10

    I don't really feel much,

    I have the basic anger, happiness, sadness, excitement and boredom. Any emotion I do feel subsides fairly quickly into apathy. I don't really feel strong attachments to people and I have no problems doing things others would consider wrong if it benefits me, but the one rare...
    Niemadde Niemadde
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 4, 2015

    I can't take this any more

    why do I have to deal with them. every time I do I end up getting hurt. I know why I wanted to be numb now.
    Mylo248 Mylo248
    16-17, F
    Dec 19, 2014

    A Work In Progress...

    I have been doing better lately. It feels strange. I wake up wanting to do things. I am still working on the whole people part. I still have no want or need to be around people. most people annoy me. 99% of the time. work in progress I suppose. I have let ...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Oct 10, 2010
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2015

    Feelingless World

    seriously? what is the deal of having a full range of feelings when it seems most feelings are "bad" feelings? Like right now I'm feeling bitter. I've been bitter now for a while. And I know its a "bad" thing but I don't care. It is so much better than the total and Utter sadness...
    russrv3nge russrv3nge
    26-30
    Mar 23, 2011

    Life hasn't hit me hard

    until this past year. All my life I bottled up my feelings in my head and didn't mess with them. But we all know that every bottle eventually overflows. For everyone out there who bottles up their feeling like I do, it does absolutely nothing good for you. I breakdown at least...
    margaretlutheringshausen margaretlutheringshausen
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2014
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