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I Hate Having Feelings

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    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2014

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    I wish I couldn't be able to feel,

    so sick of all this feelings destroying me :(
    yoyo526 yoyo526 16-17, F Apr 8, 2014

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    What'S The Point Of Emotions?

    What have they done for me other than make me want to take my own life?
    SoloHD SoloHD 18-21, M Mar 22, 2013

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    Feelingless World

    seriously? what is the deal of having a full range of feelings when it seems most feelings are "bad" feelings? Like right now I'm feeling bitter. I've been bitter now for a while. And I know its a "bad" thing but I don't care. It is so much better than the total and Utter sadness...
    russrv3nge russrv3nge 26-30 Mar 23, 2011

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    I hate the feeling of missing someone,

    even though they say it's what makes the reunion more special. I hate the feeling of losing someone, it hurts deep. I hate the feeling of being angry, it clouds my judgement. I hate the feeling of being taken for granted, it makes me question my worth. I hate feeling guilty, it...
    grey019 grey019 31-35, M Apr 3, 2014

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    I can't take this any more

    why do I have to deal with them. every time I do I end up getting hurt. I know why I wanted to be numb now.
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F Dec 19, 2014

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    42 yr old divorced dad of two raising them on

    my own....blah blah blah. Ok, here is the meat and potatoes.... While pumping gas one night after work I met a woman and we seemed to hit it off like gang busters. First date she wanted to invite me over for dinner.....needless to say we never got around to dinner. Thing is...
    dad42inPA dad42inPA 41-45, M 17 Responses Jan 26

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    "Once upon a time I was falling in love,

    now I'm falling apart nothing I can do a total eclipse of the heart". I lost two close friends today. One I stood up to because he hurt his true love and the other sent me nudes "accidentally" while supposed to be sending them to someone else. I thought he was clean, that I...
    UnconditionallyGone UnconditionallyGone 16-17, M Dec 26, 2014

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    I just want to be happy

    and see the world
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 6, 2014

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    Feelings Makes Me Weak

    I hate it. I hate that I am experiencing all these unwanted feelings. Especially love. It's making me weak. Very weak. I feel that if I don't have any feelings at all I would become stronger. Because I am very weak emotionally. This feeling has got me into trouble a lot of...
    amethyst91 amethyst91 18-21, F Oct 6, 2010

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    So I let myself really think about all the

    things that hurt , the things that I shut out, that Im not proud of , the things that I knew but refused to see , it literally feels like an ocean of agony inside , but I stayed with it for awhile , forcing myself to experience it as long as I could .. Then I thought of my...
    Angelofthesilencess Angelofthesilencess 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 13

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    I'm ugly and I'm lonely

    and I Hate it
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M Oct 10, 2014

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    A Work In Progress...

    I have been doing better lately. It feels strange. I wake up wanting to do things. I am still working on the whole people part. I still have no want or need to be around people. most people annoy me. 99% of the time. work in progress I suppose. I have let ...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 7 Responses Oct 10, 2010

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    I realized feelings suck,

    don't listen to them and try to actually live your life and you'll be good
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M Dec 28, 2014

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    I'm about to give up like you swear you like me

    but everytime I do something you dont agree with you throw a fit and stop talkin to me . I'm about to give up because I guarantee I won't give in
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Other peoples happiness reminds me of my

    sadness.... (aka the people in relationships... )
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2014

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    Again with the damn feeling .

    . I really really like my friend and I can't go another day without telling him. Ugh I don't want to lose him but slowly and surely I am </3
    Brogann Brogann 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2014

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    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I just want to talk to someone

    so much ! But I have to stop myself because he is not a good person
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F Oct 22, 2014

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    I think it's funny how I don't believe in love

    yet no matter how much I don't believe in it I will always feel it. Sometimes I hate feelings, I hate loving people, I hate feeling guilty, I hate how much I hate things. Feelings to me is an opportunity for other people's happiness, and sadly, people's pain. It's just so damn...
    OmeLiv OmeLiv 18-21, F Jan 22

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    All my friends turned into my enemies

    as I learned the truth of who they really are and the one man I can't get my mind off of thinks I'm a monster.
    UnconditionallyGone UnconditionallyGone 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Yo, I don't know what to do with myself.

    I want to leave here forever. There isn't anything I can do to relieve myself from this feeling that humanity is this horrible disgusting thing and I'm a part of it. I really wish I wasn't. Being unaware would be infinitely more enjoyable than staying here learning lessons by...
    sunkern sunkern 18-21, M Jan 26

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    Ugh

    No real big long story to tell, but next week im gonna live and breathe ep. Just ***** and complain..... Might as well start now...... So Yeah, anyways.........pEoPLe sUCk.
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 12, 2011

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    .....................

    .............. FML
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2014

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    rockyboo rockyboo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    i wish i had no feelings ,

    then i wouldnt feel or care but i do care is what i hate
    gurlhates gurlhates 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    Like serious, I'm all heels over my friend.

    .. Why is it so hard to tell him that I like him FML
    Brogann Brogann 16-17, F Oct 7, 2014

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2014

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    I Don't Feel Comfortable With Displays Of Emotion

    I hate emotional outburst and confrontations really... I am emotional in a quiet way but I don't like over emotional people who steal everyones thunder and rain on peoples parade ... I have had that happen to me all my life and I hate people who do that! emotions have there place...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Oct 1, 2011

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    I hate being a human sometimes.

    If I were a zombie that would make some things less complicated...
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 4 Responses Oct 15, 2014

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    mstv1112 mstv1112 16-17, F Nov 3, 2014

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    Omg the scariest thing just happened.

    .. Someone messaged me on messenger and his name is "Luke" Wice But When I only saw the first name I thought it was " "Luke"Hamm... And my heart jumped... I can't do this anymore !!! (Btw the names were changed...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F Oct 14, 2014

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    I'm so scared that I'll come off

    as too clingy or make a huge mistake moving too fast. I'm so scared and it isn't that I don't trust him its that I don't trust myself. I'm trying to get more confidence but its so hard.:'(
    pxthetic pxthetic 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    The Dreadful Breakup

    I hate being the one that feels. I mean, why do I have to be so dramatic? It was my decision to leave, so why am I missing him? My feelings for him are so real. He left me an empty shell. He drained the life out of me for 4 years and I finally wised up. I left our 2 bedroom...
    epiphany26 epiphany26 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2007

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    Damn man everything relationship wise never

    goes good for me . God loneliness will be the death of me
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M Nov 11, 2014

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    I wish I was incapable of emotion,

    So people would stop asking me what's wrong
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    ThatWeirdBoy ThatWeirdBoy 16-17, M May 18, 2014

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    Some days I wake up sad

    and empty other days I wake up motivated ready to take the world
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 6, 2014

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    lioness092 lioness092 18-21, F Feb 22

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    I really need help getting over someone.

    .. And sometimes I think it would help to have an online relationship but I feel like that's just using them, and I can't do that to someone.. It's playing with their emotions.. But what can help me get over them ?
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 14, 2014

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    If you think of a guy

    when you see a certain colour... And you think your over him, are you ?
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2014

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    God please send someone my way.

    I'm doing what I'm supposed to do. In college, I work, I'm just tired of being lonely.
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    mstv1112 mstv1112 16-17, F Nov 10, 2014

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    See I want love but it's not

    that simple . Maybe I should go out and talk to more girls
    YoungJoseM YoungJoseM 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 8, 2014

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    Empty

    even though i feel very empty right now. it hurts. it is painful. I have no sense of direction right now. I am lost. uneasy. my spirit is crushed right now. damaged and torn. I have no control over anything right now. I really wish I had no feelings....
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 8 Responses Sep 17, 2010

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    Especially for people

    who can care less about you. I know it sounds mean but it's true. I also hate caring about how other people feel about me *sigh*
    bubbledash bubbledash 22-25, F Jul 11, 2014

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