I Hate Heroin

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    I Relapsed..

    I had been clean for over 3 months so far but few days ago I relapsed again. I'm not going to tell you the reasons, it's bit too private to share. I hate heroin yet at the same time I love it. It's probably gonna ruin my life again, the life I've always wanted and tried to keep...
    Chester92 Chester92
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 27, 2013

    Do Or Dont I Hate Heroin

    i guess its a love hate thing when im high i love the feeling but when its gone i feel al  the depression and thoughts i dont want to have an say the junkkie prayer and promise never to do it again and then i make the  call and im back in love you dirty ***** how can you make...
    13thstep13 13thstep13
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2011

    Part two: about two months later me

    and branden are at our grandparents house and my grandma tells me everything to so she tells me " alexis I don't want to scare you but your mommy is on heroin ) and I just loose it right there . She was on it for a solid two years Before the date of 11-06-14 . There were way way...
    ripmommy110614 ripmommy110614
    16-17, F
    Mar 18, 2015

    Starting Over...

    Well, I crumpled and used on Thursday... It was garbage and i'm sick I wasted the 3 days clean I had and the money..I got offered a Good Job for $25 an hour and have to take A physical and Urine test Tuesday...Im sure i'll pass, I am just very disappointed in myself.. I am going...
    Imok4468 Imok4468
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

    Hi. I am 14 years old

    and I feel that I need to share a little bit of my story with a couple people. Well nine years ago when my little brother was born my mom met "the guy of her dreams" not my little brothers dad just my mothers boyfriend. He would eventually get her addicted to heroin little did...
    ripmommy110614 ripmommy110614
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2015
    YupThatsMee YupThatsMee
    22-25, F
    Apr 6, 2014

    My best friend has been an addict

    for about 3 years. He's been to rehab many times for this and other problems over the years. He quit this week and is detoxing at another "friends" house. He refuses to go back to rehab and I want to help but I don't know how to anymore. I've always stuck by his side when...
    beebeexoxox beebeexoxox
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 8, 2015

    Hi I'm trying to quit smoking herion.

    . I hate it! I don't feel "normal" I want to feel "normal" again.. Everyday I can't get up & go unless I smoke! It sucks so bad having to literally DEPEND on a drug! I'm tired of it! Me & boyfriend are trying to quit herion but it's sooooo hard!!! Ugh! we don't inject, we SMOKE...
    fugginemma fugginemma
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

    I hate this drug because of what it does to the

    people that love me when I used it. I tried to kill myself about 3 months ago and intentional overdose was the method I chose. I've used heroin before this incident and it was just to get high or keep myself from getting sick from withdrawals. When I use though it ruins my life...
    MikeDeLo15 MikeDeLo15
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 12, 2014

    My brother is a heroin addict.

    I see his life, and that is why I've never tried it. I'd only try it if I was planning on killing myself soon after.
    kimlost kimlost
    18-21, F
    Aug 11, 2015

    I relapsed again... I always do

    when depression and the desire to use comw back.. I had 14 months of legit.clean time before and I fear after giving it up im.one of the unlucky few.who will never get recovery again,, any one with some input.. im.locked in.obsession again.and I cant get out.of it
    mrjones12 mrjones12
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

    I Have Known A Few People Who Have Died From Heroin Over Dose

    I have known a few people who have died from Heroin over dose so sad
    MichaelGrant0125 MichaelGrant0125
    51-55, M
    1 Response Nov 13, 2013

    Here's my story: Although I cannot relate to

    the experience of those who are addicted or recovered from heroin, I can relate to those who are watching their loved ones fall. My cousin, who I love and look up to as a brother, who is so talented and smart, is battling the addiction of heroin. For months, he was living in a...
    bsmith1217 bsmith1217
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2014

    "clean Again" Heroin Addict's Girlfriend

    I don’t know what to do. I can’t send one more message and still not get a response. I cant keep living with this heavy heart, weighed down by worry. I cant sit here and just decide to believe you’re okay. I’m not blind. You’re an addict, who’s living with a user...
    Kate1994 Kate1994
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 27, 2012

    I hate heroin because of taken my best years of

    my life!! heroin takes my money!! hate heroin because lot of beautiful girls!! broke up with me!! and heroin was the reason why!! I hate heroin because I lost friends ! heroin takes their life ! I hate heroin because I lost my FREEDOM!!!! I lost my hurt!! I lost my feelings...
    zorzy zorzy
    36-40, M
    Jan 13

    Heroin = Pain

    Strange that heroin is in the morphine family, the worlds strongest pain killer but in my experience heroin causes more pain than pain relief. Like almost all drugs, heroin is enjoyable when you start but when it gets its evil claws into you and you are no longer in control, the...
    al80irl al80irl
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Dec 3, 2011

    It has ruined my life

    and causes me so much stress
    jussme91 jussme91
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2014

    I cannot say that I know what it's like to be

    addicted to heroin. From what I've seen it's like being in a prison inside your own body. My husband is addicted to it, I've seen this little tiny expensive drug take my husband, a beautiful hard working, loving man and turn him into a zombie. He's a slave to this drug, he...
    AmyMAA AmyMAA
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 29, 2014

    Heroine Took Away My Life But Im Getting It Back

    my name is sarah iam a 29 year old mother of a great 7 year old daughter a daughter who i almost lost forever because of my addiction. I had a great life I was a full time pharmacy teach earning pretty good money. I had my own home and my own car. But that all ended when i tried...
    sarahlga sarahlga
    26-30
    3 Responses Feb 24, 2012

    ....was the straw that broke the camel's back

    in my marriage! I hate heroin! we had gotten back together, things were fine. the best they had ever been. i was doingbany cheating or running any kinda game. And then, he changed....slowly....suddenly....idk....he changed. he is still changing.....he is now down right scary. i...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 31, 2015
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