I Hate Him So Much

i've destroyed my life so badly,that everything just seems like a waste!!
i spent yrs trying to make my relationship with him nice,i did everything!
i found out his dirty secrets,but still forgave,but the truth is i never forgot!and...

I thought he loved me... but i guess not... i loved him so much.... he was my world... i cryed my last tear for him... i hate him... so much... he hurt me... its over... i cant get over him...

I hate everything about you. Every day I'm trying to move on and be alright but YOU always have to ruin it with your stupidity. I HATE YOU. I hope you go die in a fire. I hate you for everything you've done to me!!!!!!!

we fight we argue, but i always go running back. even though i aint in the wrong im the one that has to fix it!
years now iv been running after him, making sure he gets what he wants, i gave up my own happiness to let him be happy. i...

I cant do it anymore! he's such an asshole!!He makes me feel like im crazy!!!!!!!!!!He calls me names and later on denies it in front of my mom....all day today he was starting with me....i cant ignore him...he just makes me feel so...

so here's the tea. i am a 33 year old, attractive, cultured, educated, caring, and outgoing individual. i have always been a go getter, and i pride myself on the fact that i am independent. my story of hatred goes as follows: girl...

I refuse to let anyone have the power to cause me to waste time hating people! If someone hurts you, cut them completely out of your life while they go get a life and a clue.

Me and my ex broke up...I made this list to remind myself why we ended, NOT why i should miss him.
Everytime i miss him-im going to read that list.
When i think about why i dumped him, i dont miss him so much anymore.
I realise, i...

we started seeing each other no string attached, after a while i began to have feelings for him, he told me he didnt want a relationship :(...
i did learn to deal with that and we kept seeing each other every other weekend for some fun...

I will always hate him. He was the beginning of where my downward spiral started a little over a year ago. I can still feel him against my skin even though I haven't seen him since that day. My one friend tried to rape me... I have...

since the silly age of 16 i've been looking at people thinking i wish i could do that!! and it's all because of him, he stopped me from living my dreams doing what i wanted to.not even my perants ever stooped me from living my life...