I Hate Him So Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 126 People

    Unbearable Regrets....

    since the silly age of 16 i've been looking at people thinking i wish i could do that!! and it's all because of him, he stopped me from living my dreams doing what i wanted to.not even my perants ever stooped me from living my life, they adviced me what would be best and told me...
    got2tryharder got2tryharder
    18-21
    1 Response Jun 23, 2008

    I know that everyone says it takes two to make

    it work, but they forgot to mention what percentage all involved have to participate. It has to be as close to even as possible or on person with start feeling used and taken advantage of. The state of my life right now is I saw him pushing me away and distancing himself and I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 10, 2014

    I kisses him, he kissed me,

    we made out and I told him I wanted to give us another chance... then he says he's into my COUSIN!? I OFFICIALLY HATE ALL AND EVERY MAN ALIVE!
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    I HATE HIM SO ******* MUCH,

    IT ******* HURTS!!!
    LillyK LillyK
    22-25, F
    Mar 12, 2015

    Every Bruise On My Heart He Gave Me....

    we fight we argue, but i always go running back. even though i aint in the wrong im the one that has to fix it! years now iv been running after him, making sure he gets what he wants, i gave up my own happiness to let him be happy. i changed the person i was so that he could...
    got2tryharder got2tryharder
    18-21
    1 Response Jun 26, 2008

    I hate him.. I hate him.

    . I hate him.. I hate him.. I hate him.. I hate him.. I hate him.. I hate him..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 11, 2015

    It's been 4 years n I still hate what my ex did.

    he was engaged to someonelse while seeing me then dumped her for me ( I didn't know) then cheated on me n said the other women had expire dates but we were never a proper couple in the first place even though he said I'd changed his life I was special met my parents etc.Even now...
    Confused848 Confused848
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2014

    That moment all the love you had

    for someone and only couple simple words "i asked her out" puts a bad taste in your mouth for that person. He has just lost me over some chick thats 25 minutes away from him. Lol other fish in the sea i guess!
    chelsea1312 chelsea1312
    16-17, F
    Jan 18, 2015

    Hate Him So Much

    we started seeing each other no string attached, after a while i began to have feelings for him, he told me he didnt want a relationship :(... i did learn to deal with that and we kept seeing each other every other weekend for some fun, i enjoyed his company and missed him when i...
    marz82 marz82
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 26, 2012

    what a jerk! I was trying to sleep.

    . and when I woke up, turned off the hall fan, noticed my daughter's room was unlocked (I lock it every single night), I noticed her door was slightly open. Thought she went to use the bathroom and locked it again and closed the door. An hour later, the jerk I saw was right at...
    sillyquestiontoask1 sillyquestiontoask1
    36-40
    1 Response Jun 15, 2014

    My eyes are tired of crying .

    My mind is tired of thinking . My heart stops beating . I am wrecked . Shattered .
    railei railei
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2014

    I Refuse!

    I refuse to let anyone have the power to cause me to waste time hating people! If someone hurts you, cut them completely out of your life while they go get a life and a clue.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 23, 2011

    I hate I hate I hate I HAAAAATEE HIMMMM!

    >:( Why some people are so insensitive???? I Hate him aaarrrghh!
    smjuap21 smjuap21
    22-25, F
    Jul 8, 2014

    You know who's there

    for me when I cry myself to sleep? No one. The one person who was there for me is the reason why I cry myself to sleep. I can just think his name and I start to cry. I have no one now. Hell, no one even knows that I cry myself to sleep because I don't want people close to me...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 6, 2014

    Twisted

    He lies and twists her mind with a knife ... drilling things into it that i have supposedly done wrong and things that are just not true. I fight to try and keep her safe and to always feel loved but he keeps on getting in her head and shutting me down like a switch. After all...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 18, 2013

    Chris is SO mean! He tried making nate feel bad

    by throwing every single mistake at him over the phone! Nates a good person HE WOULD NEVER HURT ME INTENTIONALLY! The whole "he's a manipulater" "and "rapist" comment were unnecessary and false! I'm not being turned into this sexual being and sex isn't what our relationship...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2015

    Beginning Of It All

    I will always hate him. He was the beginning of where my downward spiral started a little over a year ago. I can still feel him against my skin even though I haven't seen him since that day. My one friend tried to rape me... I have changed so much since that day. It traumatized...
    Stargirlml Stargirlml
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2011

    Turned Into a Psycho,and Now I Want to Kill Myself!

    i've destroyed my life so badly,that everything just seems like a waste!! i spent yrs trying to make my relationship with him nice,i did everything! i found out his dirty secrets,but still forgave,but the truth is i never forgot!and because i forgave the desite,i could not...
    got2tryharder got2tryharder
    18-21
    2 Responses Nov 20, 2008

    I hate myself for loving this kind of person

    who just don't care of anything. I so wish to become like him.. I should also not care about him.. I should also not talk to him or talk when I feel like talking not him.. I should also avoid him and ignore him.. I have given so much time to this relation and all in return I'm...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 11, 2015
    SarahAlef SarahAlef
    26-30, F
    Sep 25, 2015

    Entering battle.... Im gonna tear your mind

    apart... Don't harass me.. You will lose your sanity.
    dropitnow52 dropitnow52
    18-21, F
    Dec 3, 2014

    I Hate Him

    I thought he loved me... but i guess not... i loved him so much.... he was my world... i cryed my last tear for him... i hate him... so much... he hurt me... its over... i cant get over him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 1, 2013

    I hate him for the empty & broken promises.

    I hate him for the lies he's told me. I hate him for laughing at my dreams & not taking my advice but listening to others. I hate him for making me look like a failure to my parents. I feel trapped financially but God knows I'm getting out now. 20 years I've lost. Not...
    delicious78 delicious78
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    I really do! I wish i didnt meet him in my life.

    Go back to sydney!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Kaaaaaaaamm Kaaaaaaaamm
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 25, 2014

    Annoying Brother Part 2

    I cant do it anymore! he's such an *******!!He makes me feel like im crazy!!!!!!!!!!He calls me names and later on denies it in front of my mom....all day today he was starting with me....i cant ignore him...he just makes me feel so insane!!!!
    TheCrazyGirl TheCrazyGirl
    16-17, F
    Dec 20, 2008

    I Hate You!!!

    I hate everything about you. Every day I'm trying to move on and be alright but YOU always have to ruin it with your stupidity. I HATE YOU. I hope you go die in a fire. I hate you for everything you've done to me!!!!!!!
    lntel lntel
    22-25
    Apr 29, 2012

    I hate him. He is a big lier.

    He is a big piece of ****. I hope he dies soon
    SarahAlef SarahAlef
    26-30, F
    Sep 22, 2015

    This Actually Helps Alot

    Me and my ex broke up...I made this list to remind myself why we ended, NOT why i should miss him. Everytime i miss him-im going to read that list. When i think about why i dumped him, i dont miss him so much anymore. I realise, i just miss who he was. I miss the way he loved...
    BellaVara BellaVara
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 4, 2009
    qtsara qtsara
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 30

    For the second time, he rejected me .

    Painful but i need to accept it . I need to stop my foolishness .
    railei railei
    18-21, F
    Oct 20, 2014

    How In The Hell Could I Have Been So Wrong About Him

    so here's the tea. i am a 33 year old, attractive, cultured, educated, caring, and outgoing individual. i have always been a go getter, and i pride myself on the fact that i am independent. my story of hatred goes as follows: girl meets boy. girl falls in love with boy. boy...
    delta4lyfe delta4lyfe
    36-40, F
    May 5, 2013

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