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I Hate Him So Much

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    My eyes are tired of crying .

    My mind is tired of thinking . My heart stops beating . I am wrecked . Shattered .
    railei railei 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2014

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    How In The Hell Could I Have Been So Wrong About Him

    so here's the tea. i am a 33 year old, attractive, cultured, educated, caring, and outgoing individual. i have always been a go getter, and i pride myself on the fact that i am independent. my story of hatred goes as follows: girl meets boy. girl falls in love with boy. boy...
    delta4lyfe delta4lyfe 31-35, F May 5, 2013

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    Every Bruise On My Heart He Gave Me....

    we fight we argue, but i always go running back. even though i aint in the wrong im the one that has to fix it! years now iv been running after him, making sure he gets what he wants, i gave up my own happiness to let him be happy. i changed the person i was so that he could...
    got2tryharder got2tryharder 18-21 1 Response Jun 26, 2008

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    Chris is SO mean! He tried making nate feel bad

    by throwing every single mistake at him over the phone! Nates a good person HE WOULD NEVER HURT ME INTENTIONALLY! The whole "he's a manipulater" "and "rapist" comment were unnecessary and false! I'm not being turned into this sexual being and sex isn't what our relationship...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I Refuse!

    I refuse to let anyone have the power to cause me to waste time hating people! If someone hurts you, cut them completely out of your life while they go get a life and a clue.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 23, 2011

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    I hate I hate I hate I HAAAAATEE HIMMMM!

    >:( Why some people are so insensitive???? I Hate him aaarrrghh!
    smjuap21 smjuap21 22-25, F Jul 8, 2014

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    I hate him for the empty & broken promises.

    I hate him for the lies he's told me. I hate him for laughing at my dreams & not taking my advice but listening to others. I hate him for making me look like a failure to my parents. I feel trapped financially but God knows I'm getting out now. 20 years I've lost. Not...
    delicious78 delicious78 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2014

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    I Hate You!!!

    I hate everything about you. Every day I'm trying to move on and be alright but YOU always have to ruin it with your stupidity. I HATE YOU. I hope you go die in a fire. I hate you for everything you've done to me!!!!!!!
    lntel lntel 22-25 Apr 29, 2012

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    Beginning Of It All

    I will always hate him. He was the beginning of where my downward spiral started a little over a year ago. I can still feel him against my skin even though I haven't seen him since that day. My one friend tried to rape me... I have changed so much since that day. It traumatized...
    Stargirlml Stargirlml 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2011

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    Hate Him So Much

    we started seeing each other no string attached, after a while i began to have feelings for him, he told me he didnt want a relationship :(... i did learn to deal with that and we kept seeing each other every other weekend for some fun, i enjoyed his company and missed him when i...
    marz82 marz82 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    what a jerk! I was trying to sleep.

    . and when I woke up, turned off the hall fan, noticed my daughter's room was unlocked (I lock it every single night), I noticed her door was slightly open. Thought she went to use the bathroom and locked it again and closed the door. An hour later, the jerk I saw was right at...
    sillyquestiontoask1 sillyquestiontoask1 31-35 1 Response Jun 15, 2014

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    I Hate Him

    I thought he loved me... but i guess not... i loved him so much.... he was my world... i cryed my last tear for him... i hate him... so much... he hurt me... its over... i cant get over him...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 1, 2013

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    I really do! I wish i didnt meet him in my life.

    Go back to sydney!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Kaaaaaaaamm Kaaaaaaaamm 22-25, F 4 Responses May 25, 2014

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    Unbearable Regrets....

    since the silly age of 16 i've been looking at people thinking i wish i could do that!! and it's all because of him, he stopped me from living my dreams doing what i wanted to.not even my perants ever stooped me from living my life, they adviced me what would be best and told me...
    got2tryharder got2tryharder 18-21 1 Response Jun 23, 2008

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    I know that everyone says it takes two to make

    it work, but they forgot to mention what percentage all involved have to participate. It has to be as close to even as possible or on person with start feeling used and taken advantage of. The state of my life right now is I saw him pushing me away and distancing himself and I...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 10, 2014

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    This Actually Helps Alot

    Me and my ex broke up...I made this list to remind myself why we ended, NOT why i should miss him. Everytime i miss him-im going to read that list. When i think about why i dumped him, i dont miss him so much anymore. I realise, i just miss who he was. I miss the way he loved...
    BellaVara BellaVara 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 4, 2009

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    Annoying Brother Part 2

    I cant do it anymore! he's such an *******!!He makes me feel like im crazy!!!!!!!!!!He calls me names and later on denies it in front of my mom....all day today he was starting with me....i cant ignore him...he just makes me feel so insane!!!!
    TheCrazyGirl TheCrazyGirl 16-17, F Dec 20, 2008

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    Entering battle.... Im gonna tear your mind

    apart... Don't harass me.. You will lose your sanity.
    dropitnow52 dropitnow52 18-21, F Dec 3, 2014

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    For the second time, he rejected me .

    Painful but i need to accept it . I need to stop my foolishness .
    railei railei 18-21, F Oct 20, 2014

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    That moment all the love you had

    for someone and only couple simple words "i asked her out" puts a bad taste in your mouth for that person. He has just lost me over some chick thats 25 minutes away from him. Lol other fish in the sea i guess!
    chelsea1312 chelsea1312 13-15, F Jan 18

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    Twisted

    He lies and twists her mind with a knife ... drilling things into it that i have supposedly done wrong and things that are just not true. I fight to try and keep her safe and to always feel loved but he keeps on getting in her head and shutting me down like a switch. After all...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    It's been 4 years n I still hate what my ex did.

    he was engaged to someonelse while seeing me then dumped her for me ( I didn't know) then cheated on me n said the other women had expire dates but we were never a proper couple in the first place even though he said I'd changed his life I was special met my parents etc.Even now...
    Confused848 Confused848 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2014

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    Turned Into a Psycho,and Now I Want to Kill Myself!

    i've destroyed my life so badly,that everything just seems like a waste!! i spent yrs trying to make my relationship with him nice,i did everything! i found out his dirty secrets,but still forgave,but the truth is i never forgot!and because i forgave the desite,i could not...
    got2tryharder got2tryharder 18-21 2 Responses Nov 20, 2008

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    You know who's there

    for me when I cry myself to sleep? No one. The one person who was there for me is the reason why I cry myself to sleep. I can just think his name and I start to cry. I have no one now. Hell, no one even knows that I cry myself to sleep because I don't want people close to me...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    It's not even funny how much I hate him right now.
    LillyK LillyK 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It hurts so much! I feel bruised and wobbly and even though I know he didn't mean it I'm too scares to even look at him! Partly because of what happened and partly because I feel...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    How can love and hate be so close but yet so far in definition? I would know considering I love the person I hate most. And I now realize that the only reason I hate him is because...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    my hatred towards my dad begun in a very early age , My dad was so dominant and bossy which made hate him so much, like so much I'm 18, and since i was 14 or 13 , My dad's attitude...
    AlexanderWhite AlexanderWhite 18-21, M 15 hrs ago

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    My dad: he comes home, doesn't even say hi, and instantly starts screaming at me for no reason. What the genuine ****, really. Every day I wake up to him screaming at me or my mom...
    GayBoyyyy13 GayBoyyyy13 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I hate this man so much and I can't say dad its a hard words that my mouth can't tell I never hate someone so much that I hate him he married my mom just bc she's rich then he and...
    rhits rhits 13-15, F Feb 16

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    First time posting, but I feel like I need to write this out instead of letting it bottle up inside me. I love my dad, it is contradicting to this post, but I really do love my...
    crescentcheese crescentcheese 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am writing this simply because I have no other sounding boards left. I have sought help at every term and like others on here,,, to no avail. I have lost my friends my family and...
    luigiartist luigiartist 51-55, M 5 Responses Feb 22

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    So I live with my mom still in this tiny little apartment my brother and stepdad and I hate him. Over time, I've realized that he's not worth my time or my family's. When he got...
    Avimay Avimay 18-21, T 4 days ago

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    I'm been with my boyfriend for almost two and a half years. He's selfish, controlling, neglectful, and just downright cruel. we broke up a couple weeks ago but then got back...
    markih89 markih89 22-25 1 Response Feb 21

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    somedays, I want him gone, dead, whatever. I can't breathe whenever he's around. He won't let me go, and I feel compelled to stay with him because we have a daughter together, but...
    amydunne23 amydunne23 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I hate my dad he is the worst thing in my life i hate to show him off to anybody I always hide him im not proud of him im ashamed that he is my dad he makes me embarrassed i like...
    MySadStory10 MySadStory10 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    I love him but hate him at the same time. He's been with his ex all night at their child's ball game. Apparently they have bonded by banding together and telling off their kid's...
    lynne7722 lynne7722 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Omg, I am so happy I found this site I literally hate husband. He is a no good, drunk, who can't stay with a job for more than a week. He is a lousy husband, terrible father, and...
    kel619 kel619 36-40, F 5 Responses Feb 10

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    Went out to dinner with him last night and couldnt stand his company he was rude to me all day long saying really mean things to me like im not pretty my shirt that I was wearing...
    pink26 pink26 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    stupid bastard. I hate him bc I love him loved him thought I loved him. I hate him bc I felt he was trying to love me wanted to love me. if it would have been a postcard it was...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have been learning piano for 10 years ,and my younger brother have been learning for less than 5 years .Normally I should be in a higher level than him, but he is now in the same...
    shirleyishappy shirleyishappy 13-15, T 2 days ago

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    It feels a if your heart has just being ripped out of your chest you begin to feel emotionless as if life has just left your body you know? like a walking dead yeah you cry...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    i hate my dad. i really do. sometimes i feel like i should give him another chance. he verbally abuses me and it hurts. he calls me worthless, fat, *****, witch, horrible and says...
    lisathatsthere lisathatsthere 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't hate him...but I had this dream today that he got super fat! And in the dream, we are of course broken up but I went to go see him at a bus stop. And when he gets off, he...
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 3 days ago

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