I Hate Home

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    Do you hate your family home?

    I do. Why? Because it's damn broken and dirty; the ground is never moped and now it's too broken to have meaning to mop. The bathroom is hellishly dirty and of course very broken, too broken to let you have motivation to clean. What's the use of a toilet which can't flush and...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    If your family members no longer have any

    common activity with you, does your home still have meaning to you? If none of your family members knows what you are engaged in now or what your current concerns are, does your home still have meaning to you? If you are afflicted by something, but your family not only can't...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Jan 8

    I really feel this home makes me feel anguish.

    In the past when I lived outside whenever I was going to go home, my brain was full of strong anguish. How could I tolerate being mired here for so long? I just try to make my nerve numb so that anguish can't feel so strong. The home now only has Bombarder. She is a very...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Feb 13

    Why does each person only have two parents?

    How nice if one has a multiple of parents. How risky for one to have only two parents! If one parent demises and another malfunctions no matter by what reason, then one has no supportive family. I feel this home is just this way. I don't know how to deal with these things at...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 5

    I really hope I hadn't gone back this home

    after graduation. This place is like a limbo, where you can't see the sunshine, because it's invariant persistently here. You may not feel the flow of time here and may not be inspired. All here looks stagnant. There is no congenial animation of human anymore here. How ironc...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Dec 25, 2015

    This is a lousy home,

    only having Bombarder, who is a philistine, completely having no interest in learing and studying and just know to eat. She just invited me to eat free food again. I just think how boring it is to go to eat with mob. Bombarder said:"You just go to eat ignoring them. Going...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Jan 12

    I really hate such a home

    where it's like only ghosts exist. Don't consider you must have people caring about you worrying what worry you as long as you are at your home in your hometown. After you lose Father, there is nobody at your hometown taking your concern as their own concern. Everybody at your...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Oct 2, 2015

    Since I moved back to this home,

    it had been dirty and is still hellishly dirty. I don't know how it becomes so dirty. I have forgotten how dirty it was before I moved out. When I lived in the school dorm, the department and dorm I stayed were so new and clean that I can't be used to the brokenness and...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Oct 15, 2015

    What a ghostly home which is rich only in bombs!

    Bombarder just came to bombard again for my not flushing her broken toilet. If a toilet has no flusher, would you flush it after using it? Two or three days ago, the strongest cold front visited here, and I by chance need to take a shower urgently. This home has no warm shower...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Jan 27

    I think I shouldn't have come back this home

    after moving out from it for my graduate study. The home is damn broken and dirty. I have vitrually lost an original home to go back since going to my graduate school because there was no long Father at this home since then. But it's too bad that my graduate school can't...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Aug 7, 2015

    Only people can't afford a house outside school

    would live in parent's house, otherwise who like to live there? How nice it is to live in a school dorm, where there are people fixing broken facility and cleaning the public area. If you live in parent's house, when the ceiling lamp is broken, you can't study comfortably...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Oct 8, 2015

    Can A Teenage Girl Get Some Sympathy?

    "I miss living at home! You teenagers have it so lucky, you don't need to pay bills or hold down a job or pay taxes. Just get over yourself, these are the best years of your life." God, some adults are so incredibly stupid, acting as if i had the same experiences and home-life as...
    TheBigCity TheBigCity
    16-17
    1 Response Mar 8, 2012

    Home Is...

    Home is... Memories The kitchen where the knives have to be hidden from mum the sofa where i found my step dad in diabetic shock the blood stain on the carpet where my mum found my with slit wrists and left me there the hallway where my mum collapsed in a heap of tears and...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 28, 2008

    The firecracker sound is starting,

    reminding me again it's Chinese new year's eve. This home is the same desolate as usual, not to mention to a gathering meal. You can't even find a intact chair to sit, not to mention to gather with anybody around a meal. Actually I don't have a desire to gather together with...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Feb 7

    This home is really like ghosts' residence.

    A little bit of human's animation is not available. No matter what festival, this home is as desolate as an abandoned ruin. The only things which are proper at this home are bugs because the home is dilapidated. As the bleak atmosphere of autumn sets in, the home's desolate...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2015

    I hate this home. It's like the stagnant

    surface of the moon, having no dynamics at all. No matter how you are, nobody would create a scenario to change you. It's not like in school, where there are visiting scholars from time to time to create a dynamical environment. You would be socialized automatically as long as...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Dec 19, 2015

    Even my master advisor would treat my

    collaborators and I in two certain festivals each year. Bombarder, the family builder, is unlikely to treat us a meal even during any of the several official festivals in a year. If I complain this, she speaks like we are so lazy and want to eat free meals. Frankly speaking...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Nov 18, 2015

    Bombarder is a very strange woman.

    She doesn't have real interests. Besides preparing food for herself, all other things she does are to go to banks to juggle her money or our money or go to take free products. Though she doesn't have real interests, she also doesn't do the cleaning job. She not only never mopes...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 11, 2015

    The family home is most deplorable place I have

    been. That family builder, Bombarder, not only never cleans and maintains the house but also bombards from time to time. She seems not to understand what's the meaning of building a family, which is to construct a culture to cultivate offspring. Bombarder is complete self...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Jan 28

    This home is long dilapidated

    and in not retrievable. If you see the dining table is persistently piled with a hodgepodge of things, the parlor is littered with a jumble of things, the ground is as broken and dirty as possible, you must not believe this house still has anthropoid habitants. You probably...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Oct 13, 2015

    Bombarder built this family

    but never maintains the family house. She just knows to bombard. Why bother to build such a family if she doesn't love her family? She would never see my need or my pain. I am suffocated in this concrete jungle, but she would never invite me to travel to some rural area because...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Oct 6, 2015

    I'm thinking how Bombarder

    as a family builder could pretend Chinese New Year doesn't exist without preparing for any special food for the family. Isn't Chinese New Year a time for family builders to show their love to their families? It's not that Father didn't leave much money to her. She could just say...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    31-35, F
    Feb 9
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