I Hate How Difficult My Life Is

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 440 People

    imsoshady10 imsoshady10
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 27, 2014

    My life is a series of unfortunate events.

    I don't ask for them. I don't put myself in these situation. I will admit of course, sometimes I mess up. But for the unexplainable, uncontrollable set backs that seem to happen to often to remain happy, I need an explanation. I'm tired of being positive and happy and getting...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes
    22-25, F
    Apr 25, 2015

    I'm not one of those types of people

    that complain about the little things or one who likes to wallow in self pity and despair. I just wish life would stop kicking me when I'm already down without giving me a chance to get up. It seems like I have the worst luck, always have. I was molested by various family...
    MysteriousKitty MysteriousKitty
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 16, 2014

    Dear life, Could you pretty please stop giving

    it to me dry and fast? I didn't choose to be here, I didn't choose my mother and father... step father, next step father, mothers boyfriends inbetween, next step father. I didnt choose to be pawned off onto my grandmother, I didn't choose to be 14 and not understand stage 4...
    Aliandras Aliandras
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 1, 2015

    It's like my mum always tells everyone else how

    beautiful my sister is and yet she doesn't say that **** about me I look ******* like her! My family can't even stand going out to the shops with me I mean am I that ******* ugly that ur ashamed to be seen with me? **** life seriously I'm done
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 17, 2014

    I can't handle hanging out with my bestfriend

    anymore. I have suffered anxiety and depression for about 9 years now. She always gets at me for it and says I want to be down ... This is not true, why would anyone want to be trapped. I can not deal with the smart and rude comments anymore.
    Withmywoes Withmywoes
    22-25, F
    Jun 5, 2015

    **** my life **** my life **** my life **** my

    life **** my life **** my life **** my life **** my life
    ihatemylife4ever ihatemylife4ever
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 23, 2014
    NoneEver NoneEver
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2015

    So lately my family have been yelling at me

    24/7 over nothing im kinda getting over it living here being on earth and just really want to die...I have been running away from home a lot and don't come back until 2 or 3 weeks im slowly giving up and I know I have made a lot of promises but I just can't help but think how...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 23, 2014

    I find my life is boring.

    I feel sad all the time.my colors inside are dark. I feel like my family doesn't even love me like they use to.
    britney2002 britney2002
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2014

    I've posted before and people's responses were

    pretty negative towards me. But I feel vindicated by my partners behaviour. I've been beating myself up for wanting to feel some closeness to someone while I support him through his cancer and HIV. I have essentially given up the chance of happy ever after for him. No kids. No...
    hollie32g hollie32g
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Feb 19, 2014

    So I have been at the hospital all ******* day

    how fun is that *_* im gonna die in here
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 22, 2014

    Ever since the fourth grad I've been abused my

    mother would tell me she hated being outside with me and beat me for the smallest things, in middle school I admitted to my mother that I had thoughts of drowning myself, she smiled and said she would help(she meant it as a joke but it didn't feel that way) she takes up for my...
    Albinopeacock Albinopeacock
    16-17, F
    Mar 30

    Well to be honest I love my parents a lot

    but my mum is usually very difficult to please and love . So one year back I had an iPhone 4 and I passed down the phone to my mum since I had an iPhone 5 and all my contacts are also saved in the old phone which my mum has . As years pass I liked this guy so much and he makes...
    Nicolebelle Nicolebelle
    16-17, F
    Jul 6, 2014

    I split up with my boyfriend in June.

    In July we got back together when he found out he had terminal cancer. Now I'm in a relationship I shouldn't be in but I can't finish it because he's so ill. On top of that I'm desperately attracted to someone else (who let it be known he was interested too) but I can't do...
    hollie32g hollie32g
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Dec 12, 2013

    my dad left us when i was 9.

    .. now i live with my mom ans sis.. my mom always scold us and use bad words... she blames us for everything due to some reasons.. but she loves us.. i know.. but scold us more... i hate my situations... why i can't live a normal life?? i see all my friends.. how happy they are...
    strongbutweak strongbutweak
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2015

    I feel so terrible. School stresses me out

    so much, since I'm taking so many hard classes. Panic attacks are almost daily. I'm a person who really needs to relax, so when I finish all the stuff I have to do in a day and realize it's time for bed, I freak out. It's also really sad, because I don't really enjoy anything...
    rba1998 rba1998
    26-30, M
    Mar 25, 2015

    Where do I begin my life has been very chaotic

    for the past 6 yrs. I'll never forget it was the spring of 2008 I was in the 10th grade I came home from school & my mom was home early. My dad & I was looking at each other strange because mom was home. Then she said that she was laid off her job at the point my life change. I...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2014
    jvenables jvenables
    16-17, M
    Jun 26, 2014
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 28, 2015

    My dad broke down sobbing telling me

    that he's suicidal and that I'm the only reason why he's still here. I just pulled down my sleeves and gave him a big hug. I'll tell him I feel the same way later.
    thefallenones thefallenones
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2014

    Everyone tells me I have things going

    for me but I never see it or feel the same way. I go to school for nursing and I work a part time job. I basically have time to do nothing. My family is losing our house, a cousin got arrested, my sister has two children that live with us and those things make it tough to...
    NsgGemini NsgGemini
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 6, 2014
    WhyMhe WhyMhe
    16-17, F
    Oct 4, 2014

    I hate it. It's not fair

    that anyone has to have difficulties in life. But there's nothing I can do to stop it, and that hurts even more. And then there's all the regret and guilt and all that good stuff-- Am I making someone else's life difficult? Is this my fault? What can I do different? It's just...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2014

    I SWEAR IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW!

    Mum came over and we once again got into a god damn fight like we always do she hates me that much she abuses me :/ got slapped tonight and she almost broke my freaking arm what the hell is wrong with that *****! If she didn't want me she should have aborted me I didn't ask to...
    Devilsdaughter100 Devilsdaughter100
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 26, 2015
    SkollHati SkollHati
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Jul 27, 2015

    Nobody Died a Virgin,

    Life ***** Us All..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 16, 2015

    Im going through some things.

    My husband wants a divorce, all because my husband wants out and I have not done nothing wrong. My daughter and I have no one to turn to if this happens. He is trying to force me not to do a contest divorce. I feel like he should because he is divorcing for no reason. He...
    DeniseMarie12 DeniseMarie12
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2014

    I find it really, truly amazing how my own

    family can treat me like ****. Seems like I can't do anything wrong around here. They hate the guy that I've been seeing for 6 months now, they can't handle that I'm getting an A- in almost every class because my grades just "aren't good enough" and they flat out just disrespect...
    Highoffhopee Highoffhopee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 22, 2014

    Ever since I was ten it was always my twin

    getting my parents attention, it just started with the "why can't you be more like her" or " you have a terrible personality". Then I got into school and it all changed. She was liked I wasn't , when I walked past people they use to say " look it's Katie oh wait she's they...
    katieketamine katieketamine
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 1, 2014

    I dont know how i should feel right now.

    I dont know what to do. my head hurts. Im just trying to shut off every emotion in my body to feel secure, but really the only thing i feel now is grief. Just a couple of months ago my sister, grandma and i went on vacation to florida with my uncle. He seemed so happy. I diddnt...
    AzlynnRene AzlynnRene
    13-15, F
    Oct 4, 2014

    I finally told my therapist about my abusive

    mom the other day. Today I overheard her talk to my dad on the phone and she said she thinks it would be best if I was admitted to a mental hospital. I spent the rest of the day in my bedroom with my blades. I smiled every time I saw more blood. Maybe I am crazy.
    thefallenones thefallenones
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 10, 2014

    Maybe it's not that difficult

    or maybe it's just all in my head thinking that it's difficult. But it's still hard.
    acitythatneverwakesup acitythatneverwakesup
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2014

    Oh please..... Life is difficult

    for the disabled, life is difficult for those in war zones, life is difficult for people who are victims of earthquakes and other disasters either personal or natural... Not for those with minor personality or relationship issues! Get a grip!
    AidanMac AidanMac
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Oct 4, 2014

    Well really I'm just telling myself it's hard

    and it's making it worse than it really is
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree
    16-17, F
    Oct 9, 2014

    How am I meant to stand upright

    when the world around me is falling down?
    JamesWatson96 JamesWatson96
    18-21, M
    Feb 19, 2014
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