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I Hate How I Look

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    Ugh

    I hate how I look I feel so ugly and fat I look in the mirror and just hate myself although others tell me I'm beautiful and I'm not fat I just don't see it I wish I could be skinny and pretty but I can't I hate how I look so much I wish I was someone else sometimes
    ThisismeXD ThisismeXD 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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    Ugly Reflection....

    Lately, when I look in the mirror I see this horrible deformed looking face staring back at me. I hate how it looks and just want to rip if off. I just stare at it and thinking why couldn't I be blessed with a beautiful face. Most asians are suppose to be pretty, but what the...
    nfazzio nfazzio 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    On And Off

    Some days I wake up and I look in the mirror and I am OK with how I look. My hair is fine, face fine, I look normal... But here and there I have days where my perception of how I look seems to warp each time I stare into a mirror. Most of these days I see myself as ugly...
    ABoundDevil ABoundDevil 22-25, M Jul 10, 2011

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    Not Complaining Though!

    Well am not in d mood to write someting emotional right now! Just want to write till my phone battery off hehe I don't like my hair ! Well it looks straight, full and black! It is, it just not naturally like that , Atleast once a month I go to hair spa, every day I have ritual...
    staticonveyor staticonveyor 22-25, M Jul 19, 2011

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    Mirror Mirror On The Wall.

    Ever since I was around eight, I’ve hated the way I’ve looked. I’ve never been harshly bullied, but if I would have been, I can honestly say I wouldn’t be here. I usually say nothing about my issues with how I look but since it is EP and everything, I thought “Why not...
    GlassStardust GlassStardust 13-15 Jun 30, 2012

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    Working On It Slowly But Surely!

    I'm overweight and think that I'm hideous with the extra baggage. I'm getting rid of it though. It's a working progress. My eyes are this terrible color of green which i cannot stand. One day almost three weeks ago a woman said i had beautiful eyes and i practically laughed...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 10, 2009

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    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F Aug 28

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    /:

    It's horrible, I feel so ugly all the time and as much as I'm complimented on whatever aspect of myself, I still feel so ugly. You can't exactly tell someone they are ugly so tbh compliments don't really matter. Guess it's low confidence but whenever someone does compliment me, I...
    Icanthelpet Icanthelpet 18-21, F Mar 8, 2012

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    to be honest, I'm getting really tired going to

    school being surrounded by my friends who are so pretty and perfect and smart and every positive trait you could think of. Every morning I wake up hoping I'll be better looking than I am now. I want to know what it's like to be called pretty. I want to know what it's like when...
    Lujaain Lujaain 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    Uggh

    I look at myself in those big windows on stores and gag. My reflection just looks so displeasing. It's no wonder no guy wants to date me. I'm sick of looking this way! My handicapp just adds to my horrible ugly looking body. It's getting to the point that I don't even want to go...
    jesscharnelle jesscharnelle 22-25, F Jun 9, 2012

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    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 28

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    Can't See What Others See...

    I've always struggled with my appearance ever since I was a teenager. I had the typical awkward phase of my teenage years, but magnified. Very bad skin, lanky, gawky and generally very shy. Unfortunately, whereas most people grow out of that phase and become comfortable with...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 4 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    I need a flat stomach.

    Nice cheek bones, a thigh gap, prettier eyes, and no glasses. I need to be pretty.
    BrokenLittleAngel BrokenLittleAngel 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 6

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    Broken

    Every time I pass a mirror I get a feeling like I've just been punched in the gut because I feel very disappointed with what I see. I have been described as pretty and attractive - quite recently too (even though I'm 47 now) I DON'T SEE IT. The comments seem to be made in such a...
    Dido65 Dido65 46-50, F Apr 16, 2012

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    Every time I see someone pretty I always think

    of a million and one ways to kill myself, which is like all the time 😔🔫
    CountYourFuckingBlessings CountYourFuckingBlessings 13-15, F Sep 27

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    I hate myself very much I feel like an alien worst then that
    Lostmyselfinpain Lostmyselfinpain 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 30

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    Whenever I take a picture I look ugly Unless my hair on point it's nice When family take pictures of me I look so ugly
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    What do ppl think about this picture? My opinion: I look like a 10 year old trying to look cute
    Gjotafi Gjotafi 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 16

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    Eyes are the window to your soulYou can see where you have beenHow much you have seenHow many times you have been hurtWhat they long for .....You have the most gorgeous eyes that...
    saxappeal saxappeal 46-50, F 8 Responses Oct 29

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    DansSin DansSin 26-30, M Nov 4

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    I do sometimes:/ but anyway how are you?
    Krystal666 Krystal666 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    I mean...come on guys...if you wanna get laid go out and try find a girl, not sit here and spew this crap that EVERYBODY has to look at.
    Roninturnedmartyr Roninturnedmartyr 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26

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    TheComplication TheComplication 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 3

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    This is how someone should treat everyone. Not just loved ones.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 16

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    The capacity of pain and suffering that can be put on the human heart breaks me. I can take my own pain but it's the struggles that I see others in that tears me down day by day...
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    I'm not saying I'm not at all sexual because I am, but I hate it when men who are grandpa age hit on me. Ew, pls stop. No. I will have a normal conversation with you and everything...
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    I just want this week to pass . I know what is there waiting for me and don't want to feel it.i hate this feeling right now
    Bagh8 Bagh8 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    DanielisLost DanielisLost 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    My friends think it's acceptable to take mug shots of me and video me while in shopping for food. get a life and stop being so obsessed with me. I know I'm fabulous but chill.
    WeCouldBeDead WeCouldBeDead 16-17, F Oct 26

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    I don't know your pain, what you've been through, what upsets you..But i hope i can at least slowly erase the pain in your eyes and replace it with a glow.
    iwasinluv iwasinluv 22-25, F Nov 5

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    So often times I have a lot of dreams, usually it's pretty much nonsense, but I'm never able to realize it's a dream until I wake up. It's funny because it feels like a lot more...
    goodloot3 goodloot3 22-25, M Nov 2

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    I do because it destroys innocence but I don't because it restores realism .