I Hate How I Look

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 426 People

    Working On It Slowly But Surely!

    I'm overweight and think that I'm hideous with the extra baggage. I'm getting rid of it though. It's a working progress. My eyes are this terrible color of green which i cannot stand. One day almost three weeks ago a woman said i had beautiful eyes and i practically laughed...
    Isabellesheart Isabellesheart
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2009

    to be honest, I'm getting really tired going to

    school being surrounded by my friends who are so pretty and perfect and smart and every positive trait you could think of. Every morning I wake up hoping I'll be better looking than I am now. I want to know what it's like to be called pretty. I want to know what it's like when...
    Lujaain Lujaain
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 15, 2014
    ayochillout ayochillout
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2015

    I hate my common dark brown eyes

    and dark brown hair. If I could choose I'd get rid of my light brown skin for white skin. I'd choose blue or green eyes and would choose soft hair. For a gender I'd pick male.
    wassup305 wassup305
    16-17, F
    May 25, 2015

    Mirror Mirror On The Wall.

    Ever since I was around eight, I’ve hated the way I’ve looked. I’ve never been harshly bullied, but if I would have been, I can honestly say I wouldn’t be here. I usually say nothing about my issues with how I look but since it is EP and everything, I thought “Why not...
    GlassStardust GlassStardust
    13-15
    Jun 30, 2012

    Ugh

    I hate how I look I feel so ugly and fat I look in the mirror and just hate myself although others tell me I'm beautiful and I'm not fat I just don't see it I wish I could be skinny and pretty but I can't I hate how I look so much I wish I was someone else sometimes
    ThisismeXD ThisismeXD
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2012

    /:

    It's horrible, I feel so ugly all the time and as much as I'm complimented on whatever aspect of myself, I still feel so ugly. You can't exactly tell someone they are ugly so tbh compliments don't really matter. Guess it's low confidence but whenever someone does compliment me, I...
    Icanthelpet Icanthelpet
    18-21, F
    Mar 8, 2012

    Sometimes I look at myslf in the mirror

    and I'm like ?wow I luk gorgeous,need to click a selfie', and the moment I click n chck my selfie,I dunno wer the gorgeous face I jad js seen a moment ago,vanishes! Js wtf! I hav a pretty gud camera btw..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 19, 2015

    I look exactly like my father to the point were

    people think we are twins, and I hate it so much. My father is a terrible person and has been my whole life. He emotionally and physically abused me, and constantly referred to me as a P****face, or a c***or a loser and told me I'd never amount to anything. He even went as far...
    Elwreystingray Elwreystingray
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 31, 2015

    my reflection disgusts me.

    i hate it more than anything in the world. i hate mirrors and cameras because they allow me to see myself, and i don't want that, 'cause i think and know for a fact how ugly and fat i am. I'm too big, too big for myself and too big for society. The shape of my body is...
    Claudine123 Claudine123
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 7, 2015

    ............,,,.,....

    ....imma catch that **** mj had keep ******* with me
    TheAvenue TheAvenue
    18-21, M
    Feb 8

    I just can't learn to love myself.

    .. Having been told that I'm ugly and that I'm worthless every single day for nearly 20 years by my sister, I just can't see anything good about myself :(
    Letmebee Letmebee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 9, 2015

    Uggh

    I look at myself in those big windows on stores and gag. My reflection just looks so displeasing. It's no wonder no guy wants to date me. I'm sick of looking this way! My handicapp just adds to my horrible ugly looking body. It's getting to the point that I don't even want to go...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 9, 2012

    On And Off

    Some days I wake up and I look in the mirror and I am OK with how I look. My hair is fine, face fine, I look normal... But here and there I have days where my perception of how I look seems to warp each time I stare into a mirror. Most of these days I see myself as ugly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 10, 2011

    "It's okay, you're perfect" says the person

    who had braces, who is already perfect. I'm sick of hearing those words, because I know it's not true. I'm not what people think, tbh. I was thinking last night, and people are literally just animals. And we are the most judgmental, ****** up animals. Like seriously guys...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 18, 2015

    Ugly Reflection....

    Lately, when I look in the mirror I see this horrible deformed looking face staring back at me. I hate how it looks and just want to rip if off. I just stare at it and thinking why couldn't I be blessed with a beautiful face. Most asians are suppose to be pretty, but what the...
    nfazzio nfazzio
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

    I need a flat stomach.

    Nice cheek bones, a thigh gap, prettier eyes, and no glasses. I need to be pretty.
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Sep 6, 2014

    I seriously hate it. I can't stand to look at

    myself. It's horrible. I always feel like I need validation from others but I don't get it because I am not attractive. I wish I didn't root my opinion in myself in how other people see me but this is the real word. I work hard on changing my body to how I want it but the issue...
    whatthefox whatthefox
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 18
    Tacoxbri Tacoxbri
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 28, 2014

    Can't See What Others See...

    I've always struggled with my appearance ever since I was a teenager. I had the typical awkward phase of my teenage years, but magnified. Very bad skin, lanky, gawky and generally very shy. Unfortunately, whereas most people grow out of that phase and become comfortable with...
    Tuva Tuva
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Mar 7, 2010

    Not Complaining Though!

    Well am not in d mood to write someting emotional right now! Just want to write till my phone battery off hehe I don't like my hair ! Well it looks straight, full and black! It is, it just not naturally like that , Atleast once a month I go to hair spa, every day I have ritual...
    staticonveyor staticonveyor
    22-25, M
    Jul 19, 2011

    My whole body is covered in stretch marks its

    disgusting and makes me feel like crap because I really want to be a beautiful girl
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 26, 2015

    I look like a potato.

    My body is horrible and I hate being so insecure. I try hard to change my body and it doesn't work, I try exercise, not eating crap, eating healthy stuff, not eating I try everything and I still look disgusting! My boyfriend says I'm beautiful and hot but I can't help but...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 2, 2014

    Ugh i always see pretty girls

    and i feel soo ugly
    Bubblegum763 Bubblegum763
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 5, 2015

    I was in an accident of sorts years ago

    and since then my upper back and neck arch downwards, I have a large lump of bone mass protruding from the right side of my chest and several holes within my left rib cage. I look like a complete freak, so much so I wear large droopy or flowing clothes to hide my deformities...
    PoeticJay PoeticJay
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 9, 2015
    johnny437 johnny437
    13-15, M
    Feb 7, 2015

    Broken

    Every time I pass a mirror I get a feeling like I've just been punched in the gut because I feel very disappointed with what I see. I have been described as pretty and attractive - quite recently too (even though I'm 47 now) I DON'T SEE IT. The comments seem to be made in such a...
    Dido65 Dido65
    46-50, F
    Apr 16, 2012

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