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I Hate How Timid I Am

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    Proud of Myself =)

    i was in such a good mood the other morning, no reason at all, just literally smiling! which is sorta rare.. anywayz, i get off the bus, and i see that girl i woke up the other week (its all in my other story) and i cant believe i did this, but i walked up to her and sed hi!! i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 27, 2009

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    Well, Hate Is a Bit Strong...

    I don't HATE how timid I am, I just wish I could stand up for myself & things I believe in more often. I have never been confident enough to do that kind of thing though. I'm hoping that I will eventually be able to less timid, meek or less of a "victim". But for...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F Aug 3, 2009

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    So Shy

    It like ruins my life. I hardly have any friends because of it. Only like 3 close friends and its super hard to make friends... I try my best but its hard. I can barely talk to my teachers because of how shy I am. Its really annoying and i hate myself for it.
    PoisedPanic PoisedPanic 13-15, F 1 Response May 30, 2013

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    Yeah that. Also I hate how competitions work.

    To me it seems like it's luck that people get that far
    Overdrive18 Overdrive18 18-21, M Oct 27

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    Makes My Life Boring and Empty

    I hate how shy i am!! At the end of the bus line today.. ther was a girl still asleep, so i woke her up.. then hurried off the bus, but she made the effort to catch upto me, thank me, even tell me how she wouldve been late for work if i hadnt woken her... and the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I get jumpy, or scared very easily. At school, it's the worst, and any time I'm in public. II walk with my head down, and I don't talk, and when I do, I either stutter, or it's very quiet. I do talk to some people, like everybody in drama club and chorus, in a nice, smooth...
    Emofox Emofox 18-21, T Apr 22, 2012

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