I Hate How Timid I Am

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    Yeah that. Also I hate how competitions work.

    To me it seems like it's luck that people get that far
    Overdrive18 Overdrive18
    18-21, M
    Oct 27, 2014

    Well, Hate Is a Bit Strong...

    I don't HATE how timid I am, I just wish I could stand up for myself & things I believe in more often. I have never been confident enough to do that kind of thing though. I'm hoping that I will eventually be able to less timid, meek or less of a "victim". But for...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven
    36-40, F
    Aug 3, 2009

    Proud of Myself =)

    i was in such a good mood the other morning, no reason at all, just literally smiling! which is sorta rare.. anywayz, i get off the bus, and i see that girl i woke up the other week (its all in my other story) and i cant believe i did this, but i walked up to her and sed hi!! i...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 27, 2009

    : /

    I get jumpy, or scared very easily. At school, it's the worst, and any time I'm in public. II walk with my head down, and I don't talk, and when I do, I either stutter, or it's very quiet. I do talk to some people, like everybody in drama club and chorus, in a nice, smooth...
    Emofox Emofox
    18-21, T
    Apr 22, 2012

    Makes My Life Boring and Empty

    I hate how shy i am!! At the end of the bus line today.. ther was a girl still asleep, so i woke her up.. then hurried off the bus, but she made the effort to catch upto me, thank me, even tell me how she wouldve been late for work if i hadnt woken her... and the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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