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I Hate It That I Cry When I Drink

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    I'm a Big Baby

    Boo Hoo.  Few beers and I am all weepy.  Why do I do it?  Who knows.  Will I stop?  Probably not.  I'll just blubber and act like a fool.
    orchid6 orchid6 36-40, F 17 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    Ugh Stupid!!

    Last night I didn't cry (I don't think) but I had one of my freak out moments... which I seem to do sometimes too when I drink. You know that point where its like... you need/want more alcohol.. but you've already had enough.. well I get to that point a lot. And then...
    EchoRain EchoRain 22-25, F Jun 23, 2009

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    Not All the Time...

    I don't all the time, but when I do its so fricken embarassing the next day or whenever I have to face the people who saw me freak out or cry or whatever the hell it was I did while drunk.  I hate it :(
    EchoRain EchoRain 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2009

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    I don't know why it happens like this.

    When I drink with my friends, which is typically the only time I drink, I'm fine. I'm happy and outgoing and ridiculous. But there are those rare moments when, like tonight, I drink alone, and it just makes me sad. Maybe it's because of the BPD. I don't know. I just know that I...
    showusyoursouls showusyoursouls 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 12, 2014

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    Sometimes

    I can't help it. I don't do it all the time, just sometimes. When I'm normal, I don't want people to see me cry. But when I get drunk my shield just melts and leaves me vulnerable.
    anschel anschel 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Super Embarrassing!

    The first time I cried while being drunk was at a grad party. It never happened to me before, and at that time, I would have literally called myself an alcoholic.  It was just a small group of me and the friends that I always drank with (if not every night, then every...
    iDUhNO iDUhNO 18-21, F Oct 1, 2009

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    Whirlwind5 Whirlwind5 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    wonderofwonders1 wonderofwonders1 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    CGA09 CGA09 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    sunriseinmyeyes sunriseinmyeyes 31-35, F a week ago

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    totally agree with you. my wife does this often. her reason was that her phone was old and could not hear the ringtone when someone texts. so I got her a new larger phone. she...
    Raghunath76 Raghunath76 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I really do hate crying and in front of others is worse but then when can I cry I mean all this anger, sadness all of my emotions get canned up till they get let out in a huge ball...
    matthew1323 matthew1323 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel like crying because 2 people I love are fighting. :'((((
    Slothislife Slothislife 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    Well not love but like. I get my hopes up every time to end up laughed at or ignored. I'm just never good enough when I like someone, that's why I wonder why I even like someone in...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F Jan 30

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    I do not understand when someone your talking to suddenly disappears. One day we are talking and everything is good and then it has been days, weeks, or months since I have heard...
    aaronfunn aaronfunn 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 29

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    I weep when I hear this.I wish this moves you even half as much Epeeps.  O bonny Portmore, you shine where you standAnd the more I think on you the more I think longIf I had...
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 Jan 29

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    I got asked some difficult questions on here yesterday about the three years of abuse I suffered and it was awful. It really is like experiencing it again talking about it, I know...
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I feel like I don't appreciate the people around me anymore, just because I think of him everyday. What hurts is that the person that occupies my mind doesn't even know I exist...
    geenieinabottle geenieinabottle 16-17, F Jan 29

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    My family cannot take care of themselves let alone their animals. I have one cat that I saved from a bad situation. My cat has honestly made my life so much easier it hurts me to...
    shootdownthestars shootdownthestars 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I just don't get it...some of the "friends" I have here seem to not care to reply when I say hi like 3 times in a row. Like dude if you are not gonna reply then off my list you go...
    bluesky1223 bluesky1223 18-21, M Jan 28

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    My Mum's husband is purposely trying to sabotage my attempts at losing weight but he's also very impolite when it comes to sharing food. He has no manners and will not offer me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 28

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    I hate how people add me but don't message me
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 28

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    This girl at work is hitting on me
    Amandaannann Amandaannann 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 27

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    it's hard to continue show if you can't get time alone to feel the sadness and loneliness you feel all the time
    dolliebgirl dolliebgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I'm putting this statement/rant here for a reason. If you're reading this, make sure you read all the way through before commenting, I will try to make it as short as possible. I...
    Dereth Dereth 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    Where im from if you cry about anything you considered a p*ssy or a punk or some sh!t. and i just don't cry much in general so nobody ever sees me cry.
    LoveNeverMore LoveNeverMore 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    What's worse is when it's my boyfriends daughters birthday and her mother doesn't bother calling back or texting. Probably lying to the little girl on her eighth birthday and...
    prettyprude prettyprude 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    Ted's 45 days speech, when he cried after Tracy said "What kind of mother is going to miss her daughter's wedding", when Tracy died, and when Marvin Sr died. Those are the 4...
    LanelJaento LanelJaento 13-15, M Jan 24

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    It's sad we live in a world today where people are so quick to judge one another. I feel like I've been misunderstood and misjudged many times, especially by women. For example...
    CaliTexan37 CaliTexan37 36-40, F 14 Responses Jan 23

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    I check them at night when I can't sleep. So I hate when it's empty.
    apresm0i apresm0i 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    Today I found out my grandpa was on a fast decline was given a few days. He's been on hospice for 3 months now and in and out of hospital for 2 years. I kind of lost it in dance...
    rachie97 rachie97 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 21

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    I'm sorry I'm not comfortable screaming at you. And last time I checked since when is it bad to be quiet?? Loud people get annoying easily
    HeadInTheCloudz HeadInTheCloudz 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    It's really irritating when people tell you to smile. If someone is upset about something, are they supposed to walk around with a fake smile, pretending everything is okay? I...
    Cass027 Cass027 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I spend all day attempting to act tough and like I'm stronger than the average person when it comes to hardship, so when I end up breaking down in front of people I feel weak. All...
    TheWonderer93 TheWonderer93 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    when i cry in front of people i feel humiliated do you
    cacidy1201 cacidy1201 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    yes I really hate crying in front of others....I feel no deserves too see me cry.....because the pain that makes me cry the most is when a child crys....because of parents who...
    RainbowBMFF1122 RainbowBMFF1122 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    It bothers me when people try to be sneaky or sly when trying to figure out something about me. If you want to know something, just be straightforward and ask.
    Tutu7 Tutu7 61-65, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I feel disrespect when somone lies to me. It looks like they think I can't handle the true.
    Selftrue Selftrue 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 17

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