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I Hate It That I Cry When I Drink

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    Super Embarrassing!

    The first time I cried while being drunk was at a grad party. It never happened to me before, and at that time, I would have literally called myself an alcoholic.  It was just a small group of me and the friends that I always drank with (if not every night, then every...
    iDUhNO iDUhNO 18-21, F Oct 1, 2009

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    Sometimes

    I can't help it. I don't do it all the time, just sometimes. When I'm normal, I don't want people to see me cry. But when I get drunk my shield just melts and leaves me vulnerable.
    anschel anschel 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    I don't know why it happens like this.

    When I drink with my friends, which is typically the only time I drink, I'm fine. I'm happy and outgoing and ridiculous. But there are those rare moments when, like tonight, I drink alone, and it just makes me sad. Maybe it's because of the BPD. I don't know. I just know that I...
    showusyoursouls showusyoursouls 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    I'm a Big Baby

    Boo Hoo.  Few beers and I am all weepy.  Why do I do it?  Who knows.  Will I stop?  Probably not.  I'll just blubber and act like a fool.
    orchid6 orchid6 36-40, F 18 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    Ugh Stupid!!

    Last night I didn't cry (I don't think) but I had one of my freak out moments... which I seem to do sometimes too when I drink. You know that point where its like... you need/want more alcohol.. but you've already had enough.. well I get to that point a lot. And then...
    EchoRain EchoRain 22-25, F Jun 23, 2009

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    Not All the Time...

    I don't all the time, but when I do its so fricken embarassing the next day or whenever I have to face the people who saw me freak out or cry or whatever the hell it was I did while drunk.  I hate it :(
    EchoRain EchoRain 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2009

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    baseCharlie baseCharlie 18-21, M Mar 23

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    It's a pity how my closest friends are eliminated from my life just because of something minor. They're all so stubborn that it's hard for them to come to me after they screw me...
    marydigital21 marydigital21 16-17, F Mar 25

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    You know, let's say I initiate a conversation with someone and I go like "Hello. Do you want to talk or something?" And the other person goes "Nooooo." Well, okay. Thanks for...
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