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I Hate It That I Cry When I Drink

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    I don't know why it happens like this.

    When I drink with my friends, which is typically the only time I drink, I'm fine. I'm happy and outgoing and ridiculous. But there are those rare moments when, like tonight, I drink alone, and it just makes me sad. Maybe it's because of the BPD. I don't know. I just know that I...
    showusyoursouls showusyoursouls 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 12, 2014

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    Ugh Stupid!!

    Last night I didn't cry (I don't think) but I had one of my freak out moments... which I seem to do sometimes too when I drink. You know that point where its like... you need/want more alcohol.. but you've already had enough.. well I get to that point a lot. And then...
    EchoRain EchoRain 22-25, F Jun 23, 2009

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    I'm a Big Baby

    Boo Hoo.  Few beers and I am all weepy.  Why do I do it?  Who knows.  Will I stop?  Probably not.  I'll just blubber and act like a fool.
    orchid6 orchid6 36-40, F 17 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    Sometimes

    I can't help it. I don't do it all the time, just sometimes. When I'm normal, I don't want people to see me cry. But when I get drunk my shield just melts and leaves me vulnerable.
    anschel anschel 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Super Embarrassing!

    The first time I cried while being drunk was at a grad party. It never happened to me before, and at that time, I would have literally called myself an alcoholic.  It was just a small group of me and the friends that I always drank with (if not every night, then every...
    iDUhNO iDUhNO 18-21, F Oct 1, 2009

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    Not All the Time...

    I don't all the time, but when I do its so fricken embarassing the next day or whenever I have to face the people who saw me freak out or cry or whatever the hell it was I did while drunk.  I hate it :(
    EchoRain EchoRain 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2009

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