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I Hate It When I'm The Center Of Attention

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    Sometimes I just wish

    that I was invisible. Shame that EP's invisible button does not work in real life otherwise I would pay good money for it! ............
    Itsonlyapapermoon Itsonlyapapermoon 46-50, F 3 Responses May 26

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    I don't join groups to bring attention to

    myself. I join groups to see what other like-minded people go through. That's all. I don't want to show you my curvy body or my pretty feet. I don't want you to see my dark skin or my dark eyes. I would rather just play video games with you, that's it. I'm on here for the...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F May 25

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    i feel better when i am drunk
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    Talking about stuff with people online is great, but I need more than that. I need what I have never had, someone to hold me and comfort me when I am sad. No one has ever done that...
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    I feel like every one hates me. I try to be a good friend or girl friend. I sometimes feel like people see me as a making a joke target at me. Its like 4 or 5 people makes jokes...
    tasha2kids tasha2kids 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I lie to all of my friends and family telling them that I'm fine and they all believe me... when in reality I cry myself to sleep nearly every night... and for a year had a knife...
    chloebirchall chloebirchall 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    When I feel people staring really hard at me, I find myself fighting the urge to smile. I bust out laughing.
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