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I Hate Life And I Want To Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    I really do hate life! I don't really see the point anymore! I feel like there's no way out, no light at the end of the tunnel. I just feel so numb to everything, like I just don't...
    Toxic77 Toxic77 36-40 1 Response 5 days ago

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    As I stand in complete darkness I hear screams and cries. I shake not knowing where I am at. While I stand there I feel warm wetness slowly work its way from my wrist to my hand. I...
    XxOutOfLovexX XxOutOfLovexX 16-17, F Oct 1

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    Can life just end?? Like I'm tired of having to act perfect but still never be good enough. I'm tired of the way I've been treated. I'm tired of everything. My family and ex...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel so empty I look around and I see people around me all visibly happy and I ask myself, why aren't I ?
    infinityxo infinityxo 18-21, F Sep 30

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    I hate myself. I don't want to be dirty anymore. I want to die. I am taking extra Prozac tonight. Maybe my body can handle it. I just want to damage my body. I want to die so bad...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 4 Responses Oct 8

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    Who wants to do a diet with me? We can find out how each other's going online? Any ideas of any good diets? Just really want to be healthier!...I hate exercise and diets but U...
    AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    At a very young age, I remember being confronted by my drunk mother. She told me that she never liked me and how I turned out. That the only reason why I existed was because my dad...
    BITTERandNAIVE BITTERandNAIVE 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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    So it's coming almost to the end of 2014. Yup time and tide indeed waits for no man. Ok so I'll do the cliché Introduction of me. My name is Roselyne. I'm from Malaysia and yeah I...
    RoselyneRhamya RoselyneRhamya 16-17 Oct 5

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    I'm just getting very ill very quickly all the time because of my drop attacks. I really don't know how much longer I can hold on. I'm starting to lose interest. I don't care as...
    ShannonThomson ShannonThomson 18-21, T 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    When I told my mom I'm tired of being constantly stressed, she told me that its just going to get worse after I get a job. She said "What did you expect?" I didn't expect to be...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    I've always hated life from an early age(five) all my life I feel I don't belong anywhere no matter who I'm with I'm somehow out of place. I am physically alone but not mentally...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    I want to run away but not by myself I hate life and want to kil myself I'm dying of lonelyness and of pain sylvia cause in the past and I need someone to run with I have no...
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    I don't cherish life everyday, some days I hate life. But I am trying to change that. Sometimes it takes something awful to happen for you to realize what you do cherish. It has...
    Isntitironic Isntitironic 31-35, F Sep 30

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    Being a 20 year old virgin is tough now I have to come out too this ******* sucks I hate life
    freddy1994fff freddy1994fff 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    My father asked me why I want a pet...it's pretty obvious, I want someone in my family who I don't hate and want to shoot.
    Izuka Izuka 13-15, F Oct 8

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    Cities of the Dead I now understand why people have built cities for the dead.If my child had died that night I would not want her lifeless shell in my home, but I would want a...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    well, i dont teach anymore, but i thought id write this post from all the past pent up anger and frustration lol. well, ive never taught at a public school, and my respect goes out...
    blahblah2789 blahblah2789 36-40, F 6 hrs ago

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    "I'd rather struggle and work hard for what I want, I don't want to be given anything." Shut up d.ck head, nobody hates FREE. Your only saying that cause you have to work for it...
    JackReich JackReich 26-30, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Before you say you hate yourself please read this...about me I assure you. You'll feel better about yourself. I'm 24-years-old still living with my parents and although I don't...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 8 Responses Sep 30

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    If I sense someone has a high sense of self I immediately cut them from my life. I don't tolerate people who are obsessed with themselves. It is the most unattractive thing in the...
    herewegothen herewegothen 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Sometimes, chaos comes into life catching you by surprise....The equilibrium you worked so hard to maintain is tipped off-balance....The ball of the pendulum is swayed from one...
    samemay54 samemay54 41-45, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I used to believe everyone had the possibility of finding happiness before they die.
    ErikaApparition ErikaApparition 18-21, T 5 hrs ago

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    So at my lunch table, I sit with all guys, and apparently we're known a weirdos and druggies, which makes sense. My school is a catholic school, and everybody acts so fake, even...
    francake16 francake16 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Is it really that difficult to stay a true, ride or die homie or bff for tou ladies..I don't understand the mindset of some people and how they can treat their friends in such a...
    stwcooper stwcooper 26-30, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I always felt so jealous when I saw little girls wearing what I should have been wearing. I always wanted to wear dresses and frocks and skirts and nighties. I loved twirling in...
    Iamsasha Iamsasha 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Everything goes wrong in my life. I've been through it all, physical, mental and se-xual abuse, illness, deaths... And I make myself sick for even saying I have problems when...
    QuinnMac12 QuinnMac12 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    100.It's the 3rd time I am trying to write this! 99. I am afraid I will miss a number 98. I should be sleeping right now 97. I had a panic attack yesterday 96. I love science 95. I...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    So, yesterday morning, my boyfriend of six months broke up with me, then I was told to commit suicide, then I went home and cried and cut myself, and then this morning my dad woke...
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 9

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    Better off dead? It’s an unpalatable truth that for some people the damage that is done to them in life is so severe that their behaviors isolate them and/or disrupt and damage...
    Sarahbellas Sarahbellas 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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    I was once reminded of my first life, it was an insanely long time ago as a dire wolf before the human race. I've had numerous dreams and visions of that life, but I'll never...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M Oct 13

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    My last story was 2011..........its 2014 and I'm literally dying inside, emotionally, physically and mentally from all the stress, emotional abuse, and mental abuse my son is...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I can't even put into words how much I deeply hate my parents. Almost 17 years old and having to live through 14 years of nothing but total abuse from them. Always being insulted...
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 4 Responses Oct 10

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    1 I think I am bi I am attracted togirls and boys 2 I cut 3 I am a pro Ana 4 I want to die 5 I hate my self 6 I want to get a tattoo 7 I wove book like wove them 8 I like...
    nimy29 nimy29 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    In hindsight, I could have done many things differently. In reality this is what became of my life... I was born in the 70's and am a middle child. I have an older brother and...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    In hindsight, I could have done many things differently. In reality this is what became of my life... I was born in the 70's and am a middle child. I have an older brother and...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    I just don't know if life is worth living. I can see no clear purpose of life. We all die anyway, so why does it matter when? I would rather die now how I want to go than to die in...
    SlothQueen SlothQueen 16-17, F 31 Responses Sep 30

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    I cant help it. I constantly look down on myself. My mother is a psychopath. Growing up, I didn't have a good role model. My mother lied all the time, and my dad was foolish enough...
    InsertMyName InsertMyName 13-15, F Oct 4

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    I don't believe in long distance relationships. Is it really boyfriend and girlfriend if u can even hold hands. It's no more the words and pictures. Nothing is actually real. But...
    AnnaSpring AnnaSpring 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    this place is junk. I want to BASH it and throw all of my books in the garbage.....I wish these types of PEOPLE did not RUIN the country..that is WHY I AM FORCED to TAKE GARBAGE...
    Igiveyounothing Igiveyounothing 41-45, M 11 mins ago

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    Shades of Grey Life used to have such value, before I wasted it all that day , Now an empty shell named Scott, lives life in shades of gray , I act like life is ok, my smile...
    SRayne SRayne 41-45 1 Response Sep 30

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    I've got a list of a few reasons down here: 1. I don't have any real tangible goals or motivation to go anywhere. 2. I'm afraid of the future. 3. I hate myself. 4. I feel...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 9 Responses Oct 2

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    Im 24 years old, and I have a pretty face, I have gorgeous boyfriend, I know I am intelligent, on the outside people think that I am so lucky. It's so easy to pretend, but I...
    lostinthisnightmare lostinthisnightmare 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 8

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    Lol I sound like my friend. I'm actually starting to hate old people. Don't get me wrong, I like some of them. I really loved my grandfather and his friends. They played a major...
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 70+, F 5 Responses Oct 13

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    i hate everytime i suffer from PMS ......hungry too much..chest ache....high sex desire....mood swing...
    zumii zumii 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I know many of my friends know what a crazy life I lead.... But I just wanted to write it, so maybe, In future days, when things settle down.. I can look back ... And think .. Oh...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    And I hate, how people have to make such a big fuss over it. I mean, It's very rude to look down on someone just because of there "grammar". I'm shocked there so many people in...
    Huskyforders Huskyforders 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    well yeah i hate him because he never loved me and my mom., even he doesn't care about us ....,i have seen him to abuse my mom.,idk why my mom still live with him while he is like...
    xandrays xandrays 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago