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I Hate Life And I Want To Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    I really do hate life! I don't really see the point anymore! I feel like there's no way out, no light at the end of the tunnel. I just feel so numb to everything, like I just don't...
    Toxic77 Toxic77 36-40 1 Response Oct 18

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    As I stand in complete darkness I hear screams and cries. I shake not knowing where I am at. While I stand there I feel warm wetness slowly work its way from my wrist to my hand. I...
    XxOutOfLovexX XxOutOfLovexX 16-17, F Oct 1

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    Can life just end?? Like I'm tired of having to act perfect but still never be good enough. I'm tired of the way I've been treated. I'm tired of everything. My family and ex...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel so empty I look around and I see people around me all visibly happy and I ask myself, why aren't I ?
    infinityxo infinityxo 18-21, F Sep 30

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    I hate myself. I don't want to be dirty anymore. I want to die. I am taking extra Prozac tonight. Maybe my body can handle it. I just want to damage my body. I want to die so bad...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 4 Responses Oct 8

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    Who wants to do a diet with me? We can find out how each other's going online? Any ideas of any good diets? Just really want to be healthier!...I hate exercise and diets but U...
    AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR AnOtHaJaZzYDrEaMeR 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    So it's coming almost to the end of 2014. Yup time and tide indeed waits for no man. Ok so I'll do the cliché Introduction of me. My name is Roselyne. I'm from Malaysia and yeah I...
    RoselyneRhamya RoselyneRhamya 16-17 Oct 5

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    I'm just getting very ill very quickly all the time because of my drop attacks. I really don't know how much longer I can hold on. I'm starting to lose interest. I don't care as...
    ShannonThomson ShannonThomson 18-21, T 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've always hated life from an early age(five) all my life I feel I don't belong anywhere no matter who I'm with I'm somehow out of place. I am physically alone but not mentally...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190 13-15, M Oct 20

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    I don't cherish life everyday, some days I hate life. But I am trying to change that. Sometimes it takes something awful to happen for you to realize what you do cherish. It has...
    Isntitironic Isntitironic 31-35, F Sep 30

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    Being a 20 year old virgin is tough now I have to come out too this ******* sucks I hate life
    freddy1994fff freddy1994fff 18-21, M Oct 17

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    My father asked me why I want a pet...it's pretty obvious, I want someone in my family who I don't hate and want to shoot.
    Izuka Izuka 13-15, F Oct 8

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    [X] Smoked A Cigarette [X ] Smoked A Cigar [X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex [X] Are / Been In Love [X] Dumped someone [ ] Been Fired [ ] Been In A Fist Fight [X] Had A Crush On...
    cowgirl87 cowgirl87 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    you died on monday. i know you worry about me more than my sister, who is married, a doctor, and has a house. i am artsy, and flaky, nice to people in a way that you worry i'll be...
    chanamagoo chanamagoo 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Waiting for this moment, searching for emotion a connection and I find it there in her for a fleeting second and then As my grey starts to lift and hope comes The thunder...
    rainyraven rainyraven 31-35, T 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Most days I ask god for Devine intervention and bring another woman to him so he will just leave. I've even gone as far as planning to hire an escort for him to fall in love with...
    Wonderland87 Wonderland87 26-30, F 1 Response 47 mins ago

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    I confess that there is some work I would like done, although purely out of vanity. On a plane once some prosperous looking lady told me that the trick with plastic surgery is to...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I suffer from depression, I self harm almost every night now and I have a lot of suicidal thoughts. I get bullied for my appearance, skin colour and weight. My parents expect me to...
    IllBeGoneSoon IllBeGoneSoon 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I actually want to die, but not suicide, I just want to show people how much they need me, and to show them that they should have treated me better, I just don't want t leave the...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I am 19 and for most of my life I watched EastEnders, but now it has become dull, depressing and just rubbish. I only watch it now for the character Nick Cotton who I like, I...
    AJWilliams22 AJWilliams22 18-21 1 hr ago

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    Female Almost Ex-Soldier!! While I personally do not enjoy the army at all, I do not feel hate for those who choose it as their lifestyle. I cannot understand it, but I do not...
    marydawn marydawn 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    The reason why i hated high school was because I was scared in high school. I didn't do what I wanted and I was just too scared and ashamed to be my true self in high school. If I...
    Alexis117 Alexis117 18-21, F 1 Response 32 mins ago

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    Before you say you hate yourself please read this...about me I assure you. You'll feel better about yourself. I'm 24-years-old still living with my parents and although I don't...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 8 Responses Sep 30

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    I don't hate the people, I hate their actions. If so many people through out my life didn't call me fat names, loner and ugly, I wouldn't be where I am today. Where am I? Well, I...
    Alaquesha Alaquesha 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Life teaches us all the same thing, no matter what our circumstance. Those dealt a bad hand teach us the most and those dealt a great hand carry us through when we can't stand up...
    liberty2 liberty2 46-50, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Everything goes wrong in my life. I've been through it all, physical, mental and se-xual abuse, illness, deaths... And I make myself sick for even saying I have problems when...
    QuinnMac12 QuinnMac12 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    100.It's the 3rd time I am trying to write this! 99. I am afraid I will miss a number 98. I should be sleeping right now 97. I had a panic attack yesterday 96. I love science 95. I...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    So, yesterday morning, my boyfriend of six months broke up with me, then I was told to commit suicide, then I went home and cried and cut myself, and then this morning my dad woke...
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 9

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    I hate my mother because she would tell me that my father hated me since i was in her body. I was beaten by my alcoholic father until i left home when i was 18. Last year, i asked...
    democracyloveAmerica democracyloveAmerica 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    My parents are divorced. I'm an only child (at least I though I was). They were always fighting over me, it is a still ongoing battle. 2 weeks ago I found out that my mum...
    mrsdarcy01 mrsdarcy01 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I currently have 400 private messages sitting in my inbox. 400. It's so hard to filter through them and get to the ones I want to read. And now the way it's set up you have to...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I hate my father so much. He pressurize me so much that i want to commit suicide. But I dont have the guts to do so and i still have people to live for... but my father is gonna...
    ItsXainSF ItsXainSF 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I was once reminded of my first life, it was an insanely long time ago as a dire wolf before the human race. I've had numerous dreams and visions of that life, but I'll never...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M Oct 13

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    My last story was 2011..........its 2014 and I'm literally dying inside, emotionally, physically and mentally from all the stress, emotional abuse, and mental abuse my son is...
    honeysuckle23 honeysuckle23 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I can't even put into words how much I deeply hate my parents. Almost 17 years old and having to live through 14 years of nothing but total abuse from them. Always being insulted...
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 4 Responses Oct 10

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    1 I think I am bi I am attracted togirls and boys 2 I cut 3 I am a pro Ana 4 I want to die 5 I hate my self 6 I want to get a tattoo 7 I wove book like wove them 8 I like...
    nimy29 nimy29 13-15, F Oct 17

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    In hindsight, I could have done many things differently. In reality this is what became of my life... I was born in the 70's and am a middle child. I have an older brother and...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F Oct 19

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    In hindsight, I could have done many things differently. In reality this is what became of my life... I was born in the 70's and am a middle child. I have an older brother and...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 19

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    She is divorced as am I. We started dating this August, and within a few short months we have developed feelings for each other. We have shared everything with each other, from our...
    Perversed Perversed 36-40, M 46 mins ago

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    I just don't know if life is worth living. I can see no clear purpose of life. We all die anyway, so why does it matter when? I would rather die now how I want to go than to die in...
    SlothQueen SlothQueen 16-17, F 31 Responses Sep 30

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    I cant help it. I constantly look down on myself. My mother is a psychopath. Growing up, I didn't have a good role model. My mother lied all the time, and my dad was foolish enough...
    InsertMyName InsertMyName 13-15, F Oct 4

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    Shades of Grey Life used to have such value, before I wasted it all that day , Now an empty shell named Scott, lives life in shades of gray , I act like life is ok, my smile...
    SRayne SRayne 41-45 1 Response Sep 30

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    I've got a list of a few reasons down here: 1. I don't have any real tangible goals or motivation to go anywhere. 2. I'm afraid of the future. 3. I hate myself. 4. I feel...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 9 Responses Oct 2

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    Im 24 years old, and I have a pretty face, I have gorgeous boyfriend, I know I am intelligent, on the outside people think that I am so lucky. It's so easy to pretend, but I...
    lostinthisnightmare lostinthisnightmare 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 8

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    Lol I sound like my friend. I'm actually starting to hate old people. Don't get me wrong, I like some of them. I really loved my grandfather and his friends. They played a major...
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F 5 Responses Oct 13

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    I despise my stepmother. Our story is a long one but I'm gonna try to make it short, not to bore you or anything. My mother died when I was 9 years old, so you can imagine that I...
    judinoth judinoth 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    I hate being told managers will be supportive and they will be available when they are not. I hate managers who could care less about you as a person. Despite all the things that...
    lindyCoho lindyCoho 51-55, F 2 days ago