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I Hate Life And I Want To Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    Everyone has ups and downs in life. But not everyone shares this. Of course sometimes I hate life, but we have been put on the earth for a reason! You might not actually think so...
    benzo12 benzo12 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I would run to a razor when i felt hopeless..it was my friend , the thing that proved my body was a battleground. I often thought about death, & how amazing it would be to take a...
    BelieveTheEscape BelieveTheEscape 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I always have endless health problems, my friends hurt me, my boyfriend cheated on me, and I've lost all interest in school.
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    My night needs to get better. Quick.
    thefallenstar thefallenstar 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have often thought of killing my self but like a lot of other people just can't do it. I don't deserve to live. I have done things that I will not even post on this site. I...
    Vjmade Vjmade 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Here I am at the mall again drinking and eating and wasting my money. I'm so angry at so much right now. It's been 2 years since I've been living an empty life. My grades are...
    Abdulaziz94 Abdulaziz94 18-21, M Mar 30

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    When life is going really good it will always suddenly turn around and go ****. i know there are other less fortunate people out there but i always wish i had a different life. My...
    vickaaay22 vickaaay22 13-15, F Mar 22

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    I always let people walk over me as if its nothing how pathetic am I. In school everyone treats me as a disease but for no reason at all.. I hate everything to the point where I...
    shawnialee shawnialee 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    :( ;( friday 21st march........sun shone brightly and day started,had a list of chores to do......my lazziness and ignorance to work proved a real blame n taunt fr me.... why s it...
    Mughee Mughee 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    I have been hurt before. I have lived alone most of my life, and I am quite weird. Including demons that sometimes come out more than they should. But now I am at this point. I...
    i3ear i3ear 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    My house if full of ********, from my 10 yr old brother to my father. I hate life there. I'm blamed for everything and have no freedom. My siblings have anything they want, but me...
    fatboydown fatboydown 16-17, M Mar 30

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    All I think about is self harm, cutting and suicide which is really messed up. I wish things were better. I'm not trying to be back in the mental facility. I really hate life
    teenprobs66 teenprobs66 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Hate life now lost my best friend
    Imme40 Imme40 31-35, M Apr 2

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    If Im honest I have no idea what my life wants from me. My dad abandoned me for being a lesbian, my mom is always disappointed in me for every reason she can think of, im going...
    IndiaSnowflake IndiaSnowflake 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I have been married to my husband for 10 years and together for 13. Before we married, I thought my MIL was like the mother I never had. (My mother past away when I was a young...
    adreanasmom adreanasmom 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I am a 15 year old Jewish, Orthodox girl. I was born 3 months early in Manchester, England. From the time i was a baby i have had a very hard life. I lived in fear every day of my...
    phobia1998 phobia1998 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    No hate. I really want to get pregnant and be a mother. I feel like even though I am young, I am ready for the responsibility of being a parent. I have wanted a baby for a long...
    justanotherpixie justanotherpixie 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I have never hated anyone in my life. My MIL I DO hate she has destroyed my marriage with get son her golden child . I am 45, he is 63, she is 86. Her son divorced his wife 30...
    sueoneil sueoneil 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    Credo in decem... OK so what do I believe? 1. I believe in evolution as the only rational and reasonable theory of natural selection and development. 2. I believe that god is a...
    yulico yulico 13-15, F 49 mins ago

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    1. When I was 8 my great grandmother died. 2. I cried everyday for 2 years after, and still do sometimes. 3. I'm Wiccan. 4. I'm "in the broom closet" 5. Same Love by Macklemore...
    HeyItsMexox HeyItsMexox 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Hey everyone.. I dont know where to start. this is my first year in college and it has been good, i mean im studying a lot and my grades are good but there is something i cannot...
    Palomamedina Palomamedina 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    My life sucks I want to die ASAP. Being in a wheelchair not being able to do things as well as anyone else. Going through a divorce at the moment and I just hate being stuck in a...
    savagedman savagedman 36-40 3 Responses Mar 16

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    I have grown into a very miserable 18 years old who everyone hates. When I was young I thought my life mattered. I was getting scholarships, citizenships, and many friends due to...
    AnimeFan90210 AnimeFan90210 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    i am 17 years old and this story takes place 2 days ago. i got angry at my parents and stormed out of the house. i was planning on staying out for the night and coming back in the...
    uncnn324 uncnn324 18-21, M Mar 22

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    I try to cope with the world, people mostly but I don't understand why people just can hate on me without a reason. my family treats me like crap, and when I was little I would get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 28

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    I hate myself. I hate that I was born with depression. I hate that at age ten I already loathed myself to cut. I hate that at age 11 I was already done with experiencing life and...
    Rawrimabeast Rawrimabeast 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    UNNATURALLY Inclined: When I was 7 years old, nature decided that my life should end. All of a sudden one day I got an excruciating sharp pain in my right side, and while rolling...
    iamdaviddotinfo iamdaviddotinfo 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Today is the four year anniversary of my suicide attempt. Normally, we'd be celebrating, me and him. The one who saved my life. The one who I owe my life to. The one who has been...
    ReesesPeaces ReesesPeaces 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I feel so sick and tired of living this life. I only have one physical friend to be with, and we fight and argue for a lot of the time. I've wanted to kill myself since I was 7...
    nofutureanon nofutureanon 18-21 1 Response Apr 6

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    I long for the day I don't have to come on here to vent. I just found out my SD has been drinking. Like, she's 13! I wasn't of age when I first drank but I sure wasn't drinking...
    Countrychicky Countrychicky 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27

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    1. I was born on September 5th, 1954. 2. I am female. 3. I have one child, a daughter who was born June 15, 1985. 4. I watch FOX News. 5. I live with my parents: Mom was born...
    azny azny 56-60, F Apr 5

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    Just got yelled at by my mom. She called me a fatass about 10 thousand times...I'm used to it. But then people always wonder why I'm so insecure. Well there's your answer. Why can...
    TwdFireflyy TwdFireflyy 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I wouldn't say I actually hate her. If anything, I'm jealous and hurt. Our parents were friends since before we were born so we grew up together. Inseparable throughout grade...
    Schism7 Schism7 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I met Ben in December 2012 and we both instantly liked each other, things I think went way to fast and we jumped into a relationship to quick. A lot of my friends and family died...
    meme2183 meme2183 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I am hoping to find some relief in venting about my personal war on fat. I feel a bit narcissistic posting about vanity, but it goes deeper than my exterior appearance. My self...
    peacockskeleton peacockskeleton 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I do really hate my life, I came from a broken family.My father is a ******* ******* , he had an affair, he didn't support as financially and he left us.My mother is the only one...
    sen017 sen017 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I want to kill myself In The worst way possible. I want there to be lots of blood everywhere, I want to die slowly, but without pain. I want to die in front of people. Maybe in a...
    NeonPurple NeonPurple 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 18

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    I used to gamble on this online game called runescape. But then i lost everything. Before you laugh, hear me out. I had amassed 20 million gp when i was introduced to gambling in...
    mydays1994 mydays1994 18-21, M Apr 3

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    All right, I know people come on here to either wine, or try to think about nothing but sunshine and rainbows...no offense, being positive and hopeful is good for moral.... but i...
    Dayzdreamer Dayzdreamer 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I have absolutely no clue what the point in life is! Everything in society is based on money and "responsibility" (mostly money). Frankly I hate money, it's poison, it brings out...
    udamansteel udamansteel 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I am a walking curse. I don't deserve anything good that I have, and if I have something good, I usually ruin it anyway (without even trying!). I am a monster inside. I try to be...
    walkingcurse walkingcurse 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I have mentioned before on here that our education system sucks, and here I will be making another point as to why. Grades. Do you want to know why kids really hate school? It all...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I was told one day by my mother that crying is bad and my father hates crying so I should never do it. I never shed a year in front of her. I was never a good chid in my mothers...
    Bluebren98 Bluebren98 13-15 1 Response Mar 23

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    When I was really young (I believe it was the second grade), I was forcibly introduced by seating arrangement to a pretty (but bratty and snobbish) little brunette girl named Sheri...
    Unreasonable1 Unreasonable1 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    I was admitted to the hospital last night after overdosing on sleeping pills. A lot happened that night. It was the scariest night of my life. I've never seen that many red lights...
    zbubbly603 zbubbly603 16-17, F Mar 30

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    My father fought cancer for 2 years. My family didn't take it serious at first but I did and fought for alternative methods besides the poison chemo which I knew would do nothing...
    Hateforever Hateforever 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm fat, disgusting, ugly, and worthless and everyone I've ever tried to get help from didn't care about how I feel. Sometimes I shout on the inside and I want to die because I'm a...
    iLoveAsjohn iLoveAsjohn 16-17, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    So5years ago I suffered a stroke that has left my life absolutely shattered. I am a totally different person then I was post stroke and in all honesty I hate my life actually I...
    kohine8taahua kohine8taahua 46-50 Mar 26

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    i just hate my life.I hate it when no one appreciate me for what ive done and just pin point the flaws in me. My sisters in the other hand always tells me im ugly and asks me to go...
    suicidalfeeling suicidalfeeling 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I'm doing a bit better today. Well enough to talk about him, at least a little. He was the one who had been my best friend through everything no matter how much we were fighting or...
    ReesesPeaces ReesesPeaces 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    It's gone too far now... The lovely peaches geldof has died supposedly of ' over dieting' she used the juicing regularly. And her thin frame just says it all. Media makes women...
    ifilayhere ifilayhere 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    White Supremacist Suspect in Kansas Jewish Center Killings Faces Hate Crime Charges OVERLAND PARK, Kansas (Reuters) - The suspect in the Passover Eve killings of three people at...
    bijouxbroussard bijouxbroussard 46-50, F 6 Responses 1 day ago