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I Hate Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 820 People

    Everyday I wake up I know what kind of day it

    is, worse than yesterday. My depression is forever I think I'll never get out of it . I'm going to be alone and kill myself soon it was probably meant to be. I don't care about heaven or hell because they don't exist when I die its going to be as I'd I was unborn you can't think...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 19, 2014

    I never asked for life,

    it just happened. I never wished to be with the parents I have now. But I am already alive so what can I do? Death is not an option. My will is not so weak that I will just give up because 17 years of my life sucked. I can handle more, pain and suffering have taught me many...
    Owl37 Owl37
    22-25, M
    Jan 10, 2014

    I always have endless health problems,

    my friends hurt me, my boyfriend cheated on me, and I've lost all interest in school.
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2014
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2015

    nobody on this planet seriously gives a ****

    about you and all they do is say bad things about you. And nobody loves me . I hate them all and I want to fly away. And I hate every body and I'm keeping everything a secret. They don't care about me. I hate it alright I hate it ! I want to have never existed and lived and I...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 13, 2015

    To be honest I'm probably going to end up

    killing myself in the next few years. I can tell I'm gonna be one of those 40 year olds who still lives at home and hasn't gotten married. I have no idea what I want I don't even know if I want kids or not. I don't know what I want my career to be and even if I did I wouldn't...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2014

    Samantha Jane never should have given birth.

    The moment she did, she ruined my life. She gave me life. I hate who I am. All of it. I hate virtually everything about myself.
    PseudoNymph PseudoNymph
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    Life Is Full Of Bullshit

    You try and you try and for what? **** to blow up in your face all the damn time? Id end this pathetic attempt at living myself if I wasnt so afraid to kill myself. I just tell myself everyday that there is only maybe 50 more years of this **** and then it will be over. not like...
    Krie Krie
    2 Responses Mar 24, 2012

    Take the memories, I don't need them.

    I needed to be loved until the end of time. What's the point of living and hurting. It's not worth it. Give me a love that's everlasting. Friendships and bonds that can't be broken. The joy of watching our children growing happy and healthy. Communication that would be never...
    angiede angiede
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2015

    I hate my ******* life & I have

    for a very long time now.nobody understands nor gives two ***** about me.life is a ******* joke.men are all garbage losers and females are disgusting,gossiping, hoes.too many evil individuals walk this earth and the only way u can enjoy life is if ur rich.I can't wait to die!
    lwing1981 lwing1981
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 21, 2015
    drSnothing drSnothing
    22-25, F
    Jan 13, 2016

    My life was ruined the first time my father

    molested, slapped and raped me. He continued to do this for 9 years and all he got was 2 years in jail
    deleted deleted
    Sep 8, 2015
    alissabd alissabd
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2013

    People like to say 'your young there's still

    so much to see' **** that I have seen enough to last me a lifetime Today I got some tablets Ill drink them all hopefully Ill die.
    00Broken00 00Broken00
    18-21, F
    May 23, 2015
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 18, 2015

    My bf is cheering and he's losing about it

    and he hates my bff even tho mq bff deals with his crap
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 4, 2016

    Tired Of Being Not Good Enough..

    I had been romancing a lady and had done allot for them, I took her and her kids out on Saturday night. Next day I find out she is going out with this bloke who has a farm, she had said shes not interested but today when I get back hes gonna be her boyfriend. A big part of me...
    jackplug jackplug
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2011
    ItReallyDoesntMatterAnyMore ItReallyDoesntMatterAnyMore
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    I'm a failure and have always been a failure

    and a disappointment . I go to school everyday try and fail so what's the point. I'm just a wolf trying my best to survive so I can protect my kind.anyone who disagrees I don't give a **** anymore. Everyday I see a human face I won't it to burn and suffer beyond anything. I...
    ShadowWolf190 ShadowWolf190
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

    Wonderful moments in life are outweighed by the

    depressive moments. Even though I experience happiness sometimes, this feeling is only temporary. Sooner or later, my mind will take over, and I will return to the state of depression. In life, I have to compete against a massive population, even though I don't have the strength...
    dirtyuer dirtyuer
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 26, 2016

    Its in my core belief

    that life in general is a big and unfourtunate pain. Even while laying down in a beach somewhere, drinking a cold beer i believe this. All "romantic" sayings about life that people spit out are illusions and lies people tell themself to get by. Just do your best ....or not then...
    eddcha eddcha
    22-25, M
    Jun 25, 2015
    Aagatha Aagatha
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2015

    I am who I am Stop trying to change me I'm

    tired of listening to you stop talking Stop trying to understand me just Leave me in my peace and Let me be
    saiso saiso
    31-35, F
    Jan 2, 2016

    I don't see the point.

    Life is actually meaningless. And I'm miserable while dealing with it. If I weren't so empathetic and attached to my family, I would've offed myself a while ago...
    deleted deleted
    May 16, 2015

    All these nights are

    so boring and depressing. No one knows how I feel and no one really knows what I need. I am just sitting here, hating myself.
    Meow1121 Meow1121
    22-25, F
    Jul 28, 2015
    albaniangirl19 albaniangirl19
    22-25, F
    May 29, 2015
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123
    13-15, F
    Jul 30, 2015

    Non-existence Is Better

    Why did any of us even exist? If there were a God I would say take back your bullshit gift en masse. Nobody asked to be born into a world where you have to endure pain and die. If there were a God then it would be an *******. What kind of lifeform gives an unsolicited gift and...
    gewissenlos gewissenlos
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Jun 29, 2008

    Aj ke bad, Nayab sirf nafrat kare gi.

    To theek hai na. Aj ke bad, ache logo se kabhi baat nahi karun ga. Unhe kabhi disturb nahi karun ga. Chahe khud moat me tehlil hone ko kyun na hun. Moharam-ul-Haram hai. And I can't get out of my own pain. Pagal hun. Dunia se mohabat kie hun kya? Hussain A.S the, to deen zinda...
    drSnothing drSnothing
    22-25, F
    Oct 17, 2015

    Ive gone through alot that,

    sometimes when something really bad happens, i dont feel anything.. I guess I've gone use to it **** don't bother me anymore Its just that feeling when you don't know what the **** your feeling.. Tell me something worser then that..
    alissabd alissabd
    22-25, F
    Nov 30, 2013

    What's The Point

    What is the point of Life? Is it to be judged everyday or to be neglected and left alone to face the world by yourself? To be tricked in to a promising life of fame and fortune and then get declined and let back down? To be abandoned to wonder WHY?
    ApatheticWoe ApatheticWoe
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2013

    I just wish that one time I could do something

    without experiencing all the hurdles that life enjoys throwing at me . Bullshit .
    Tokeetilyoucope Tokeetilyoucope
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 4, 2016

    I just want to die. I don't wanna be in this

    ****** world, listening to people tell me "it gets better" or "it's your negative attitude", or telling me it's okay. I don't wanna know the people I know who just use me when it's convenient for them. I don't want to be in a constant battle with my ****** up mind every waking...
    Somethinglikethat4 Somethinglikethat4
    22-25, F
    Jan 10, 2015

    I hate this world. People have become sheep

    and followers. Being different and unique is looked down upon. Being accepted requires looking and acting like the person next to you. Whatever the new trends and styles are, is what is considered acceptable and attractive, not being an individual. In order to thrive in this...
    UnwantedLoser UnwantedLoser
    41-45, M
    Dec 19, 2015

    I am in constant agony.

    I've spent 5 of the past weeks literally staring at a wall all day. I have no friends and no chance of getting a gf. Going put and meeting people isn't what its cracked up to be were I live. Let me put it this way. I'm tired of failing. I'm tired of reaching out for help or...
    Tantalustay Tantalustay
    22-25, M
    Nov 12, 2014

    I'm ready to quit. My lines been drawn

    and i'm about to cross it....
    artsydarling artsydarling
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2015
    Shadowmantle Shadowmantle
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 25, 2015

    I wish I could take all my life savings,

    run off to America, procure a 12 guage shotgun and blow my brains out. I hate myself, I hate being alive, I hate this world, I hate God for creating me and for forcing me to live a life in misery whilst he laughs from his throne and looks at my pain grinning over my suffering. I...
    DexieAnderson DexieAnderson
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 29, 2016

    I swear I don't want to live anymore !

    !! Girls judge guy by looks and care less by the personality !!!!! I try to be the best guy ever but I have this ugly look that makes the girls say ew !!! IM SORRY IM SKINNY IM SORRY IM QUITE IM SORRY I HAVE NO FRIENDS !!!! IM SORRY I DONT LIKE THE STUFF LIKE THE OTHERS GUYS DO...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 3, 2015

    I want to feel something

    but idk where to find that
    bisexkitten bisexkitten
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2015

    I really hate life, I am still breathing becuz

    I still have to take care my parents. I push people away becuz im a boring person. I dont talk much and I dont know how to confront people about my feeling because I always scare of hurting others people. I am an immigrant and I dont speak perfect English, thats why most of the...
    Meow1121 Meow1121
    22-25, F
    Jul 20, 2015

    Why do I even bother My life sucks

    alot..In my past life I almost wiped out humanity from the face of the Earth. And I regret not doing that. They say "human life is a precious gift," I say; *** you Humanity[excluding friends]!! May Tash take all of you[minus friends] into Tartarus itself and lock you up forever...
    LoneWolf32 LoneWolf32
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Feb 9, 2015

    Want to know a secret about me?

    ... I've thought about suicide at least once a day since the age of 15.. I've always portrayed myself as happy go lucky and optimistic, but in reality, I am the opposite.. Haven't been happy with my life, nor anything about it.. I've likely done more wrong than good, started more...
    ShallowDreamers ShallowDreamers
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 7, 2015

    People say life is a gift,

    a very precious one and one that you should be grateful having. Truth is, no one's really greatful about their lives, because we all end up empty, doing the same thing, following patterns, sinking without noticing all the time. I think that life is a game, but a sick game, like...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 19, 2015

    I don't know how many Christians read these

    posts here but I'm hoping someone some day reads it. I am a Christian and strange as it may seem, I hate this life and almost everyone in it. I have grown to hate people because they are cruel treacherous backstabbing pieces of ****. I have been used and taken advantage of by...
    caliente24 caliente24
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 5, 2014

    I don't wanna go to extremes by killing myself

    but I can't seem to find happiness and I know I'll always be alone... I have no one that understands the **** I go through. I wanna run away and go live somewhere warm like California and not have to deal with the stress of having anyone in my life. I wanna be a complete loner...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jan 6, 2015

    People are not bad , I blame situation

    and time who make them bad
    Johnnystha Johnnystha
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 14, 2014

    How can I kill myself

    and not leave my family devestated? I wish there was a way. Maybe if I claim I'm a serial killer. But they won't believe that. All I want is to die. That's my only goal in life. Death. Any ideas of how I can go about this? I want to have my cake and eat it to. I'm a selfish...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 2, 2015


    Its almost 2 o'clock this is where it begins Bang goes the door, In he walks tall and thin He looks all around Looks me up and down Then he grabs for a drink Not making a sound Within a second That drink has all gone Get me another, Or else is his song I get up from the...
    noname2071 noname2071
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2012
    ihatemyself22 ihatemyself22
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2015
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