I Hate Living In Fear

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 259 People

    So Much Fear

    well it started two years ago when i found out a had breast cancer and than it had got to me so bad that i couldn't go out side and than i was always afraid to get in the car because when i am driving i feel like somebody is watching me and i still live in fear because i just...
    notsome notsome
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 25, 2006

    I Hate It So Much

     I have always lived in fear after the age of 13. I was scared of everyone including me family. I am to scared to be by anyone that looks like they can do evil things. I live in fear because of the man who raped is out there somewhere more then likely looking for me. Since I...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    26-30, F
    Jun 23, 2008

    Black Is White ~ Part 1

    Black Is White by Yossi If you've ever wondered what it's like to live with someone with Narcissistic Borderline Personality Disorder, you'd be what I call a 'rarity.' This disorder is characterized by a high sense of self, elevated above others; a sense of entitlement...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned
    46-50, F
    3 Responses May 19, 2011

    "Fear is only in our minds,

    but it's taking over all the time." -Evanscence Totally applies to my life...
    ash5698 ash5698
    18-21, M
    Mar 14, 2014

    God has not given us the spirit of fear,

    but of power , love and a sound mind. Fear of airplanes, failure, judgment, the future, etc. These fears are strongholds that come from demonic tormenting forces when we continue to give in. Some people can be born with the spirit of fear passed down from their parents/ancestors...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist
    Apr 12, 2014

    ...and So I Don't

    Most of my life was spent in fear. And, with good reason. While I won't elaborate on that here in this piece; suffice it to say that I had a lot to fear as a child and teenager. As an adult, fear offends me. And so I stare it down. Afraid of heights? Fine, I will go learn...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2010

    Pootn is making me live in fear

    for my life,family,friends, and the poor people in the Ukraine
    WonderinginWV WonderinginWV
    16-17, F
    Mar 28, 2014

    I have zombie dreams every night.

    What does this mean? Any one experienced this as well?
    Lizardgirl0011 Lizardgirl0011
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2014


    A while ago i was threatened by a boy and I am still living in fear thinking every day he will came back to hurt me ...
    triciaa1 triciaa1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 28, 2013
    elizabethmarquez29 elizabethmarquez29
    16-17, F
    Mar 22, 2014

    I was sexually abused/potentially raped

    when I was about 7 or 8. Shortly after that, I attempted suicide. My attempt fell short after I was caught by my mother, she took the knife away from me and sent me to my room. I've been on medication and in therapy since then. About a year later, I started self-injuring. Even...
    KatKatastrophy KatKatastrophy
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2014

    It's the worst thing ever.

    I'm hoping when I move that things will get better.
    cuttinggirl96 cuttinggirl96
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 15, 2014

    Today I was talking to a boy

    and sent him pictures of me FULLY CLOTHED and doing random things and he swapped my body for naked body shots and kept saying he was going to post them but he never did and I'm just nervous because I know they're fake.
    skitbrownie skitbrownie
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2014

    I Hate It.

    I want to get rid of it. I don't have these common anxieties like being afraid of spiders or something like that. I am really afraid of people. It's really hard for me to eat in front of people I don't know that well. It always ends in a complete disaster. But. I'm working on...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 15, 2008


    Fear defines my life. I am afraid of changing, and afraid of not changing. I am afraid of making friends, and afraid of never making another friend. I am afraid of being vulnerable and exposing myself to the world, and yet I am afraid of never being seen or appreciated by the...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil
    36-40, M
    May 2, 2008

    when I was 10 I was molested.

    it's a long story and I don't think anyone here cares so I'm not going to tell you. just know that I live in fear of my life, my brothers lives. he told me he was going to get me but he wanted my mom first and my mom is dead now so looks like I'm next....
    Brandtsgirl99 Brandtsgirl99
    18-21, F
    Nov 1, 2015
    dejalee dejalee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 22, 2014

    My fiancé and I were engaged

    for a year and a half and were due to get married on June 18th. Everything was perfect but his job began to get on top of him and then his dad was diagnosed with a terminal illness. He was so stressed and he began taking his frustration out on me. I was beaten several times a...
    dynamitekid dynamitekid
    22-25, F
    Mar 25, 2014


    I'm afraid of growing up. I'm afraid of responsibility, but yet I want these things at the same time. I'm constantly afraid of being mugged, I'm afraid of ghosts, I'm afraid of being raped. I'm afraid of success. I'm afraid of getting better and having to go back to work. Cuz my...
    Warmthoughtsofyou04 Warmthoughtsofyou04
    31-35, F
    Jun 1, 2008

    Fear Of Sleeping Tonight

    Ok.... Here i go. I have a lot of fear inside of me because of what i did earlier this same night. So this was the first time i have meditated. It did relax me. The only problem is now i can not sleep. I will tell you why its because i read on the internet that people who...
    Your1girl Your1girl
    18-21, F
    Feb 12, 2013

    Black Is White ~ Part 2

    Carefully, she hand wrote the message. On the folded card, she managed to write the words before folding the card and stuffing into the envelope. As she licked the seal and pressed it into place, she wondered if THIS time, anyone was going to hear what she'd been trying to say...
    TrustIsEarned TrustIsEarned
    46-50, F
    4 Responses May 19, 2011
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