I Hate Living

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 68 People

    Living is pointless, I'm going to do

    as i please but I'll never be happy. I don't cut because I'm "emo", trying to fit in, upset about not getting what i want, i cut because i believe i deserve it. Punishing myself makes me feel a little better about having to look everyone in the face the next day. Ive been...
    12blueunicorns 12blueunicorns
    16-17, F
    Apr 23, 2014

    I don't know how to handle this my sister

    who beat me is coming to move back in omg I don't know how I feel
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 17, 2014
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 11, 2015

    I wish I was dead it's getting to over whelming

    I know people hate me I know I am annoying and people wish I was dead too so what's the reason to live
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 18, 2014

    My life suck ars I feel

    so damn lonely Everyone is getting proposals Everyone has a partner Everyone has babies Except Me at 23 living with my family The only ones intrested in me are double my age I wish I was never born!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 19, 2015

    “f - - K Life”

    If you know me I am sorry that this is not one of my lame poems. Let’s face it I just find a way to make my frustration rhyme sometimes but they turn out lame as s--t. This is just a rant of how much I hope I get killed because I just don’t care anymore. I love my children...
    darkreality68 darkreality68
    41-45, M
    Jul 28, 2011

    Is It All Really Worth It?

    what's the purpose of living? when all you do is mess up peoples lives, make people hate you, I don't know why I even wake up anymore. I've hated life for a long time. It's really draining me of everything. I quit my job, my marraige is horrid, my daughter is out of control, my...
    HELLKAT HELLKAT
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 2, 2008

    I think tonight is a goodnight maybe I will do

    it and not fail finally succeed all my pain will just leave my body I will finally be free to be me
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 14, 2014

    There Can’t Be A God

    Another day, and I have woke Hopeless again, because my life is a joke Can’t stand my life, so alone and I can’t cope I wish today, would be the day I croaked So tired of living, all by myself So improvised I sleep, on the floor at a family’s house Such a looser, who will...
    darkreality68 darkreality68
    41-45, M
    Feb 20, 2012

    I feel like , i shouldn't be living i cant

    bring anything to the table , i have no talent ,potential or worth so why am i. Alive i want to kill myself but i dont want someone else to have to clean up my mess , i wish i was i like everyone else so i could enjoy life but i feel like overthinking has ruined any chance at...
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly
    18-21
    Aug 19, 2014

    When karma seems the opposite to happen,

    I wonder if I was born in the right state place or time. U_U I'm tired of being tired every day and feeling less and less authenticated with my home and job situation.
    lucialulu lucialulu
    26-30, F
    Apr 3, 2015

    Be Happy

    We all have had bad experiences with life or the people in it. But you don't curl up and quit. You are a gift from a God. Use you r life to help and benefit others. DO some volunteer work, read to a blind child, talk to a shut in, go grocery shopping for the elderly. Do...
    retiredmother retiredmother
    56-60, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2009

    cause it is too bad to live.

    I hate living. And I just don't want to exist . I want to run away from where I am to somewhere like heaven. I want to be free from this SUPER SUPER SUPER DARK PLACE I AM TRAPPED IN AND I WANT TO FIND PEACE AND JOY AMD FUN AMD LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN AMD START LIKE BRANDEED NEW.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 30, 2015

    My parents hate me, my teachers hate me,

    I'm not allowed to have any thoughts opinions or personal style/opinion on how I look and honestly I hate myself like wtf am I still doing here? My friends need me
    SomethingAboutFigureSkating SomethingAboutFigureSkating
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2014

    Living

    Living....is just so dreary. Reality is just so real.
    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Feb 25, 2011

    What Did I Do?

     I used to love living so where did that feeling go? Why can't I love life? I'm protecting myself I know it by the constant thought of death. But when do things change from being a protection to being me???
    lovers4life lovers4life
    13-15, F
    May 23, 2009

    like it is so so terrible.

    .I can't describe every feeling to you but it is just so bad.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 12, 2015

    Life Sucks

    No one ever has time for me. Not my social workers, not my "friends," not my family. It's like everyone knows I have nothing to contribute and I'm useless, irrelevant and worthless. I don't have friends anymore because they all have better things to do. Even my real emergencies...
    bbw2be bbw2be
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2011
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