I Hate Living

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 68 People

    Is It All Really Worth It?

    what's the purpose of living? when all you do is mess up peoples lives, make people hate you, I don't know why I even wake up anymore. I've hated life for a long time. It's really draining me of everything. I quit my job, my marraige is horrid, my daughter is out of control, my...
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 2, 2008

    I wish I was dead it's getting to over whelming

    I know people hate me I know I am annoying and people wish I was dead too so what's the reason to live
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 18, 2014

    What Did I Do?

     I used to love living so where did that feeling go? Why can't I love life? I'm protecting myself I know it by the constant thought of death. But when do things change from being a protection to being me???
    lovers4life lovers4life
    13-15, F
    May 23, 2009

    There Can’t Be A God

    Another day, and I have woke Hopeless again, because my life is a joke Can’t stand my life, so alone and I can’t cope I wish today, would be the day I croaked So tired of living, all by myself So improvised I sleep, on the floor at a family’s house Such a looser, who will...
    darkreality68 darkreality68
    41-45, M
    Feb 20, 2012

    Living is pointless, I'm going to do

    as i please but I'll never be happy. I don't cut because I'm "emo", trying to fit in, upset about not getting what i want, i cut because i believe i deserve it. Punishing myself makes me feel a little better about having to look everyone in the face the next day. Ive been...
    12blueunicorns 12blueunicorns
    18-21, F
    Apr 23, 2014

    I think tonight is a goodnight maybe I will do

    it and not fail finally succeed all my pain will just leave my body I will finally be free to be me
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 14, 2014

    “f - - K Life”

    If you know me I am sorry that this is not one of my lame poems. Let’s face it I just find a way to make my frustration rhyme sometimes but they turn out lame as s--t. This is just a rant of how much I hope I get killed because I just don’t care anymore. I love my children...
    darkreality68 darkreality68
    41-45, M
    Jul 28, 2011

    like it is so so terrible.

    .I can't describe every feeling to you but it is just so bad.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 12, 2015

    Be Happy

    We all have had bad experiences with life or the people in it. But you don't curl up and quit. You are a gift from a God. Use you r life to help and benefit others. DO some volunteer work, read to a blind child, talk to a shut in, go grocery shopping for the elderly. Do...
    retiredmother retiredmother
    56-60, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2009

    I feel like , i shouldn't be living i cant

    bring anything to the table , i have no talent ,potential or worth so why am i. Alive i want to kill myself but i dont want someone else to have to clean up my mess , i wish i was i like everyone else so i could enjoy life but i feel like overthinking has ruined any chance at...
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly
    Aug 19, 2014

    When karma seems the opposite to happen,

    I wonder if I was born in the right state place or time. U_U I'm tired of being tired every day and feeling less and less authenticated with my home and job situation.
    lucialulu lucialulu
    26-30, F
    Apr 3, 2015


    Living....is just so dreary. Reality is just so real.
    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Feb 25, 2011

    I don't know how to handle this my sister

    who beat me is coming to move back in omg I don't know how I feel
    deleted deleted
    Sep 17, 2014

    cause it is too bad to live.

    I hate living. And I just don't want to exist . I want to run away from where I am to somewhere like heaven. I want to be free from this SUPER SUPER SUPER DARK PLACE I AM TRAPPED IN AND I WANT TO FIND PEACE AND JOY AMD FUN AMD LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN AMD START LIKE BRANDEED NEW.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 30, 2015

    Life Sucks

    No one ever has time for me. Not my social workers, not my "friends," not my family. It's like everyone knows I have nothing to contribute and I'm useless, irrelevant and worthless. I don't have friends anymore because they all have better things to do. Even my real emergencies...
    bbw2be bbw2be
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2011

    My parents hate me, my teachers hate me,

    I'm not allowed to have any thoughts opinions or personal style/opinion on how I look and honestly I hate myself like wtf am I still doing here? My friends need me
    SomethingAboutFigureSkating SomethingAboutFigureSkating
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2014

    My life suck ars I feel

    so damn lonely Everyone is getting proposals Everyone has a partner Everyone has babies Except Me at 23 living with my family The only ones intrested in me are double my age I wish I was never born!
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    1 Response Nov 19, 2015
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Apr 11, 2015
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