I Hate Looking At Myself

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    I hate everything about me.

    Why did they make me have my picture taken?! Why do I have to be so ugly and fat and stupid! I just want it to stop
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 10, 2015

    I Feel Disgusting...

    I used to keep flowers by my mirror so I could see pretty things. Now I cover it up completely.  I always feel compelled to look at myself when I walk past a store window, but it makes me feel really gross. I wish I wasn't so insecure. I wish I could love myself...
    xxclarexbearxx xxclarexbearxx
    18-21, F
    Jan 2, 2010

    Avoiding The Mirror

    Ironic that as much as I hate looking in the mirror, my bathroom is basically two full walls of mirrors :( . When I brush my teeth in the morning, I don't look up, I don't want to look in my face. I don't want to see the freckles, the tired eyes, the sadness that oozes from my...
    debylg debylg
    Sep 19, 2012


    I so, want to smash my hand into this mirror I'm looking at.  
    ascs ascs
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 2, 2009

    I See Someone Else

    I look like my half-brother and my dad, but that's not it. I see someone from my childhood nightmares. Someone who is depressed, tired, & stressed. I'm the opposite of what I was.
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai
    18-21, F
    Dec 27, 2010

    Ever since I gained weight I can't stand to

    look at myself. I feel like I am a fat pig. I am disgusted with myself, and I hate that I can't seem to lose the weight. I am so afraid that this is a part of getting older. All my friends I grew up with are fatter now and I DO NOT want to be anything like them. I hate this.
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2015

    I Know What I See. How About You?

    I see a wasted life. An ugly face. An even uglier personality. Just to name a few. Self loathing sucks. It really sucks when someplace inside, you know it is not true. You know it is nothing more than useless inner hate. Yet you can't get around it. The biggest wall we...
    EricS EricS
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Aug 16, 2009

    I just ******* hate myself.

    I can't name one thing I like. I find myself the most ugliest person on earth. I am repulsive. Me being over weight makes it all worse. I think if I could just be skinny for a day. I would actually be happy. Actually if I was skinny. Not just for a day. I don't think I would...
    xXsomaavXx xXsomaavXx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    I Guess...

    I might have that body dismorphic thing. I'm not sure of the name... But whenever I see myself, I feel sick. I see a huge monster. People tell me not to think that way, but I can't stand being without my clothes on. I hate showering anymore... I know there is something wrong...
    drcynic drcynic
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Jun 2, 2009


    Honestly, I used to love myself. Some part of me...still does and every part of me wants to again. However, a few years ago, I began to hate myself. After seeing the destruction which Western medicines caused on my body, I saw a once happy, beautiful young girl succumb to the...
    Skinny1013 Skinny1013
    Oct 10, 2010
    juryandrews juryandrews
    31-35, F
    Jan 10, 2015

    I really do, I can't stand looking in the

    mirror. I hate seeing the person staring back at me, the faults that I instantly pick up. I can never see good when I look at myself. I wish I could see myself differently but I can't. I rarely wear dresses or shorts in public. I always have to have on atleast a 3/4 sleeved t...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 15, 2013

    Why does nobody seem to understand

    and see every wrong thing about me? I'm fed up with people saying oh your fine, I don't want to be fine I was to be gorgeous, I want to feel amazing, but I don't I feel the complete opposite.
    SecretGirl14 SecretGirl14
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 6, 2014
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