i loathe mirrors.i did come to learning to except me for me and love the person i am.then i met you.i confronted you.sick and tired of hearing things that were taking and still take a toll on me.everyone has something they would like to change about themselves.i have met a lot of...
When I was younger, I hated to look in the mirror.
When I'd look and stare, I'd see my mother.
I'd then shake my head and blink and focus on something else.
It just creeped me out.
These days, it's just easier to 'forget' when you can't see certain things.
THE DEMON I SEE IS FAT AND IT IS TAKING OVER MY WORLD. IT GETS IN MY WAY WHEN I WANT TO DO ANYTHING, THE WORLD AROUND ME HATES THIS DEMON BECAUSE OF ITS FAT. I SCREAM AND SCREAM GO TO HEE... OR GET OUT OF HERE... OR UR NOT WELCOMED BUT FOR SOME RESON IT WONT LEAVE...... THEN I...
Even though i cant stand looking the mirror. I do more then i want to.I pick apart what i hate bout my face and body.Just wishing i was pretty and skinny.I hate the mirror somtimes i feel like the world would do better without it.
I am honest and I will say when I was seeing Joyce Poorters New Beginings it was more like DEAD ENDS... really...by 1996 she had me looking fat, ugly motley and down right grotesque ... that was so painful feeling like a dog... people telling you your a dog guys rejecting you...
and I said to myself "hmm I'm so beautiful from the out side and so hurt and stabbed from the outside who would like u, u pathetic piece of **** who r u lying to saying you r beautiful u r so pathetic me ." And I sighed and said "I guess"