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I Hate Love,it Hurts Too Much Sometimes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 202 People

    Will I Ever Learn??

    my ex came round earlier. I'd asked him not to, or to warn me first so he could just pick up his stuff and go without my being here.  i asked him to be honest with me, why he couldn't be with me through the not knowing how bad i had cancer and the op i had.   was the...
    aaangie aaangie 41-45, F Jun 20, 2009

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    I Hate The Feeling Of Love!

    Love builds up to disapointment, crushed hopes, shattered dreams. Even tho I know this, I cant get my body to understand this as well. Like I just came home from school, and this girl in my class... I talk to her and stuff and I have fallen for her and I dont like that. When...
    Krie Krie 22-25 2 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    On Love

    I hate love, I'm super spiteful, its breaking me.
    VerucaSalt85 VerucaSalt85 22-25, F Jan 18, 2010

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    Love Hurts

    So there is this boy that I went out with last year for seven months that I broke up with.I don't really know why but I wish I didn't!it was in may.then in september I went out with this other person and that lasted like two months.It just wasn't working out.So me and my first ex...
    Mikobaygerfrank123 Mikobaygerfrank123 16-17, F 2 Responses May 28, 2007

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    Putting it bluntly, love sucks.

    It hurts way too much. It is painful. Beyond anything that a person should ever have to deal with. I was in love once. Even though I was 19, it was not typical teen puppy love. Nor was it lust that often gets mistaken for love. It was real love. She had been chasing after me...
    ManinNY ManinNY 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    To Love Then Lose,never Again

    Love isn't always a 2-way street.He didn't love me back but I was ok with that.Just as long as he was around I was happy,even if we were just friends.I would've waited the rest of my life for him.I feel like I still do now but at the same time hate him.He's my 1st love and will...
    KindaCrazy KindaCrazy 18-21, F Dec 10, 2010

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    Painfull Change

    I never thought i will be in love whole my life. I always ran away from girls from celebrities there dressups, behaviour whereas other childrens of my age were busy making them look gud and attractive. I was always ugly really enormously ugly , I never had confident. I was like...
    Karma100 Karma100 18-21, M Apr 16, 2012

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    Love Is A Four Letter Lie

    i'm definitely hating love right now. it makes me depressed and i am stuck in a state where i am so distressed. yes it gives you warmth and joy, laughter, sweetness, bla bla bla... but really when the one you love hurts you, the feeling is so sinking you wished you didn't even...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F Jul 12, 2010

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    What Is "love"?

    I've been told, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". Can this be? What is this "Love" I have heard referred to in such terms of endearment? Is being "in love" truly a depth of emotion, or is it merely a disillusioned mindset? I, too, have felt...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    Falling In Love With Fading Light

    I don't fall in love with people often: they are too terrifying. Yet ideas, stories, dreams, music, books, words... these I fall in, out of love with several times during only one day. I fall in love with the pattern of various spiderwebs, texture of skeleton leaves... it is...
    ValentinK ValentinK 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    the girl i was in love with,

    got married with someone else :( :'(
    hussain7774 hussain7774 18-21, M Nov 16, 2014

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    Love...

    well... *Tear* Yeah my heart got broken....I thought Me & him were ganna be togther for awhile....we lasted two months atleast :'( Things got soo messed up though....I starting gitting depressed wen i was around him..i didn't know what to do...so i ended it...we can barrly look...
    WolfAngel29 WolfAngel29 13-15, F May 5, 2012

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    Imperfection

    Some things in life, things that take your breath away, beautiful and untarnished, that you stand gazing at in speechless awe because no words can match the beauty that is before you, needs to remain untouched...like a vibrant sunset, dancing with hues of color drawn from the...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    I Thought Love Was Supose to Feel Good???

    im 14 and never never never never had a cruch before never liked a guy and was ok with it i been asked out but said no cause i thought i would never like boys......but then last year a new student came to my school named eric i had him in alllll my glasses and sat next to him in...
    vampirelove vampirelove 13-15, F Aug 10, 2009

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    No Need For Love

    I don't feel (and never really felt) any need to be loved. When people have no feelings for me one way or another, it's comforting - actually, they could completely hate me, and I still wouldn't care. But if you were to tell me that no one on Earth loved me, it wouldn't bother...
    kiuz645 kiuz645 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 9, 2010

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    Lost My Only Sister

    Over the past few months, I've confessed my love, had my first kiss, and lost everything I've ever known. I ruined the only support I had; because I fell for my best friend, my sister. And it didn't work out at all... And now we aren't talking anymore, she won't let me contact...
    Riokutama Riokutama 16-17, F Oct 15, 2012

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    My Tortured Heart

    I am awaken by silence...complete and consuming silence. The house is still. Everyone is sleeping. I stare, blankly, into the darkness, barely able to make out the person laying next to me. I want to reach out to him, but I can't. I want to feel the warmth of his touch, to...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    ....

    It does sound laughable when I'm saying I'm fangirling over a celebrity has turned into love , deeply . Harry Edward Styles , I love you too much more than I originally planned . And . And for now . No one believes me , I actually do fall in love with you . Tell me Harry , how...
    chanceux chanceux 16-17 Dec 19, 2012

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    I Hate Being This Way!

    Ok so ill start at the beggening of the story..I met this guy online on a depression group.After awhile we started chatting on like aim.Then not like a few days later he asked to talk to me on the phone so i was like sure whats the harm in that.Plus i really liked talking to him...
    soapfanatic23s soapfanatic23s 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    No Story

    I can't repeat all of it again.... so I will just post this quote by Neil Gaiman: “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build...
    menschfeind menschfeind 26-30 4 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    One Of My Poems

    This is one of my poems. It was for a person I loved (and still love) but didn't love me back. Each time i see you I want to say to you I love you I need you I want to be with you. But then courage fails me and words wont come to me I just sit there thinking sit crying and...
    shypaddy shypaddy 51-55 Aug 28, 2013

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    Love is louder then the pressure to be perfect.

    .. But being perfect is expected .. So there is love.
    PopsicleCitrus22 PopsicleCitrus22 16-17, F Feb 28, 2014

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    Hatred - I feel like I have

    so much hatred in me. Here am I back on this app about a year later, looking over my questions I asked about stuff I've written about physical and inner Beauty. My mind is at a totally different place. Do I feel beautiful? No. All because of one guy who acted like a complete...
    hihijo342 hihijo342 18-21, F Dec 22, 2014

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    i had to literally say goodbye and basically break the heart of someone i really care for out of fear. i wish i didnt care so much but I do. i wish i could be with her but i cant...
    TiME4kushbro TiME4kushbro 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I'm thinking too much right now...got my heart on a string dangling in mid air with the blender on...one false step and down she goes...I'm just thinking about my sis...and what...
    EternalViolet EternalViolet 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I have life by the balls and i want to smash it to pieces. I have a life most would dream of and i hate every second of it but love it so very much and feel blessed. I'm angered by...
    hartful hartful 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I absolutely hate it when people ask if I'm ok... YES! Just because I am quiet at times does NOT mean I'm upset or mad at anyone or any situation! Sometimes spoken words can put a...
    OhhBoyOhBoy OhhBoyOhBoy 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess...
    capitalbreeze capitalbreeze 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I feel like I care too much for the wrong people and for the wrong things. Every single ******* time i start to care for someone they take advantage of it and act like they don't...
    Photographybrat Photographybrat 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I wish my school would just get rid of homework for good. The classes are moving forward way too fast. It's like the homework is what's supposed to be teaching us. The teachers...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M Apr 3

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    I Love You Too Much To Treat You As A person
    thatwhichsees thatwhichsees 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    Sohdee pop Ice creem. Cookeeeezzzzz Way too much. And blame industry producers. Plus doctors. They make us taste sugar. And say hypoglycemics need it. Then make...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    For those who care. My good friends i've met on ep. I'm cutting out distractions to achieve my goals. My parnets need me more now. So can't be on here too much, if not at all...
    sfdrboy sfdrboy 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    And care too much. Heart attacks helped me shed milkers. But am still practicing. Sigh.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 2

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    When I think of you and what you have been through in your life time, it makes me realize that your incredible strength is an amazing achievement. I give you so much credit for...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    And sometimes it makes me a stupid idiot who gets disrespected; but I'm the one who lets it happen. I always see the good and fun in people and I like fun too. But at least say...
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Do you ever find satisfaction in breaking things? A destructive essence to your thoughts, that sometimes takes the wheel to your actions? The moment you see someone you could...
    aDesperado aDesperado 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Love sucks. It hurts you. I hate it. I don't want to feel it anymore. I'm just going to push it out of my heart. I have more important things to focus on.
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    In my lifetime, I know I wasn't near perfect with the decision and choices I made. At times, I can be wrecking ball. Other times, I'm just the opposite. As I said in my previous...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 12

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    Because of this rough patch I am going through right now I learned things about myself. I knew it was there but I did not know it was this annoying. It keeps me busy to a point it...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    It's not the breakup that hurts most, it's the post trauma that follows it. It is waking up and checking your phone for messages that isnt there. It's like starting your life over...
    capitalbreeze capitalbreeze 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    Life actually ain't that easy. I was hoping something much different here. Thank you all for your amazing time and love and attention. Ill forever keep you all in my heart. :-)
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 31

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    On Saturday my step gramma took my sister and I out to see Cinderella, which was okay, though I pretty much hate princesses. Afterwards though, we went back to her house (my...
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Apr 11

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    Imagine. Wars wouldn't even exist. Controversy would just be a thought... but maybe the world does need hate. The world would be boring without hate.