I Hate Love,it Hurts Too Much Sometimes

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    The same parents that said

    that the love me have abused me verbally and emotionally for the past 8 years. I don't want to be hurt anymore
    Naamah0601 Naamah0601
    13-15, F
    Mar 10

    I Hate The Feeling Of Love!

    Love builds up to disapointment, crushed hopes, shattered dreams. Even tho I know this, I cant get my body to understand this as well. Like I just came home from school, and this girl in my class... I talk to her and stuff and I have fallen for her and I dont like that. When...
    Krie Krie
    22-25
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2010

    What Is "love"?

    I've been told, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". Can this be? What is this "Love" I have heard referred to in such terms of endearment? Is being "in love" truly a depth of emotion, or is it merely a disillusioned mindset? I, too, have felt...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids
    41-45, F
    Aug 28, 2012

    The same parents that said

    that the love me have abused me verbally and emotionally for the past 8 years. I don't want to be hurt anymore
    Naamah0601 Naamah0601
    13-15, F
    Mar 10

    the girl i was in love with,

    got married with someone else :( :'(
    hussain7774 hussain7774
    18-21, M
    Nov 16, 2014

    My Tortured Heart

    I am awaken by silence...complete and consuming silence. The house is still. Everyone is sleeping. I stare, blankly, into the darkness, barely able to make out the person laying next to me. I want to reach out to him, but I can't. I want to feel the warmth of his touch, to...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids
    41-45, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2012

    ....

    It does sound laughable when I'm saying I'm fangirling over a celebrity has turned into love , deeply . Harry Edward Styles , I love you too much more than I originally planned . And . And for now . No one believes me , I actually do fall in love with you . Tell me Harry , how...
    chanceux chanceux
    16-17
    Dec 19, 2012

    Imperfection

    Some things in life, things that take your breath away, beautiful and untarnished, that you stand gazing at in speechless awe because no words can match the beauty that is before you, needs to remain untouched...like a vibrant sunset, dancing with hues of color drawn from the...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids
    41-45, F
    Aug 28, 2012

    Lost My Only Sister

    Over the past few months, I've confessed my love, had my first kiss, and lost everything I've ever known. I ruined the only support I had; because I fell for my best friend, my sister. And it didn't work out at all... And now we aren't talking anymore, she won't let me contact...
    Riokutama Riokutama
    16-17, F
    Oct 15, 2012

    My husband has an anger problem.

    I'm really passive and soft. But little things will turn him into this mean raging man. The rest of the time he's super affectionate. Often inappropriately so in public. If I don't feel super kissy because I'm tired or stressed from school or busy working on something, he can...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 2, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 23, 2015

    Love Hurts

    So there is this boy that I went out with last year for seven months that I broke up with.I don't really know why but I wish I didn't!it was in may.then in september I went out with this other person and that lasted like two months.It just wasn't working out.So me and my first ex...
    Mikobaygerfrank123 Mikobaygerfrank123
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 28, 2007

    To Love Then Lose,never Again

    Love isn't always a 2-way street.He didn't love me back but I was ok with that.Just as long as he was around I was happy,even if we were just friends.I would've waited the rest of my life for him.I feel like I still do now but at the same time hate him.He's my 1st love and will...
    KindaCrazy KindaCrazy
    22-25, F
    Dec 10, 2010

    Falling In Love With Fading Light

    I don't fall in love with people often: they are too terrifying. Yet ideas, stories, dreams, music, books, words... these I fall in, out of love with several times during only one day. I fall in love with the pattern of various spiderwebs, texture of skeleton leaves... it is...
    ValentinK ValentinK
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 20, 2011

    On Love

    I hate love, I'm super spiteful, its breaking me.
    VerucaSalt85 VerucaSalt85
    22-25, F
    Jan 18, 2010

    Love Is A Four Letter Lie

    i'm definitely hating love right now. it makes me depressed and i am stuck in a state where i am so distressed. yes it gives you warmth and joy, laughter, sweetness, bla bla bla... but really when the one you love hurts you, the feeling is so sinking you wished you didn't even...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate
    22-25, F
    Jul 12, 2010

    omg yes! this is the perfect description of my

    life. firstly I can understand now why some people have given up on love completely because I am SO CLOSE it's unreal. love leaves you in the darkness crying your eyes out. I hate love.
    diegosauns diegosauns
    18-21, M
    Mar 10

    No Story

    I can't repeat all of it again.... so I will just post this quote by Neil Gaiman: “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build...
    menschfeind menschfeind
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 18, 2010

    I Hate Being This Way!

    Ok so ill start at the beggening of the story..I met this guy online on a depression group.After awhile we started chatting on like aim.Then not like a few days later he asked to talk to me on the phone so i was like sure whats the harm in that.Plus i really liked talking to him...
    soapfanatic23s soapfanatic23s
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 20, 2007

    Painfull Change

    I never thought i will be in love whole my life. I always ran away from girls from celebrities there dressups, behaviour whereas other childrens of my age were busy making them look gud and attractive. I was always ugly really enormously ugly , I never had confident. I was like...
    Karma100 Karma100
    18-21, M
    Apr 16, 2012

    it really does hurt sometimes

    that I'm getting really tired
    sabzzzz sabzzzz
    18-21, F
    Mar 10

    No Need For Love

    I don't feel (and never really felt) any need to be loved. When people have no feelings for me one way or another, it's comforting - actually, they could completely hate me, and I still wouldn't care. But if you were to tell me that no one on Earth loved me, it wouldn't bother...
    kiuz645 kiuz645
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jul 9, 2010

    it has hurt like hell

    for 3 days now and the pain wont stop https://youtu.be/3OsytIniokE
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 14

    I Thought Love Was Supose to Feel Good???

    im 14 and never never never never had a cruch before never liked a guy and was ok with it i been asked out but said no cause i thought i would never like boys......but then last year a new student came to my school named eric i had him in alllll my glasses and sat next to him in...
    vampirelove vampirelove
    13-15, F
    Aug 10, 2009

    One Of My Poems

    This is one of my poems. It was for a person I loved (and still love) but didn't love me back. Each time i see you I want to say to you I love you I need you I want to be with you. But then courage fails me and words wont come to me I just sit there thinking sit crying and...
    shypaddy shypaddy
    51-55
    Aug 28, 2013

    Hatred - I feel like I have

    so much hatred in me. Here am I back on this app about a year later, looking over my questions I asked about stuff I've written about physical and inner Beauty. My mind is at a totally different place. Do I feel beautiful? No. All because of one guy who acted like a complete...
    hihijo342 hihijo342
    18-21, F
    Dec 22, 2014

    Will I Ever Learn??

    my ex came round earlier. I'd asked him not to, or to warn me first so he could just pick up his stuff and go without my being here.  i asked him to be honest with me, why he couldn't be with me through the not knowing how bad i had cancer and the op i had.   was the...
    aaangie aaangie
    41-45, F
    Jun 20, 2009

    Love is louder then the pressure to be perfect.

    .. But being perfect is expected .. So there is love.
    PopsicleCitrus22 PopsicleCitrus22
    16-17, F
    Feb 28, 2014

    Love...

    well... *Tear* Yeah my heart got broken....I thought Me & him were ganna be togther for awhile....we lasted two months atleast :'( Things got soo messed up though....I starting gitting depressed wen i was around him..i didn't know what to do...so i ended it...we can barrly look...
    WolfAngel29 WolfAngel29
    13-15, F
    May 5, 2012

    what a couple of days ive had ,

    and today got a whole lot worse , felt like my whole world has been torn apart tonight and my heart ripped from my chest , the love of my life has totally shocked me tonight and for the first time she has disappointed me
    deleted deleted
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