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I Hate Love,it Hurts Too Much Sometimes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 178 People

    Falling In Love With Fading Light

    I don't fall in love with people often: they are too terrifying. Yet ideas, stories, dreams, music, books, words... these I fall in, out of love with several times during only one day. I fall in love with the pattern of various spiderwebs, texture of skeleton leaves... it is...
    ValentinK ValentinK 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    No Need For Love

    I don't feel (and never really felt) any need to be loved. When people have no feelings for me one way or another, it's comforting - actually, they could completely hate me, and I still wouldn't care. But if you were to tell me that no one on Earth loved me, it wouldn't bother...
    kiuz645 kiuz645 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 9, 2010

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    No Story

    I can't repeat all of it again.... so I will just post this quote by Neil Gaiman: “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build...
    menschfeind menschfeind 26-30 4 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    Lost My Only Sister

    Over the past few months, I've confessed my love, had my first kiss, and lost everything I've ever known. I ruined the only support I had; because I fell for my best friend, my sister. And it didn't work out at all... And now we aren't talking anymore, she won't let me contact...
    Riokutama Riokutama 16-17, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Will I Ever Learn??

    my ex came round earlier. I'd asked him not to, or to warn me first so he could just pick up his stuff and go without my being here.  i asked him to be honest with me, why he couldn't be with me through the not knowing how bad i had cancer and the op i had.   was the...
    aaangie aaangie 41-45, F Jun 20, 2009

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    Love is louder then the pressure to be perfect.

    .. But being perfect is expected .. So there is love.
    PopsicleCitrus22 PopsicleCitrus22 13-15, F Feb 28

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    I Thought Love Was Supose to Feel Good???

    im 14 and never never never never had a cruch before never liked a guy and was ok with it i been asked out but said no cause i thought i would never like boys......but then last year a new student came to my school named eric i had him in alllll my glasses and sat next to him in...
    vampirelove vampirelove 13-15, F Aug 10, 2009

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    Imperfection

    Some things in life, things that take your breath away, beautiful and untarnished, that you stand gazing at in speechless awe because no words can match the beauty that is before you, needs to remain untouched...like a vibrant sunset, dancing with hues of color drawn from the...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    Love Hurts

    So there is this boy that I went out with last year for seven months that I broke up with.I don't really know why but I wish I didn't!it was in may.then in september I went out with this other person and that lasted like two months.It just wasn't working out.So me and my first ex...
    Mikobaygerfrank123 Mikobaygerfrank123 16-18, F 2 Responses May 28, 2007

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    I Hate The Feeling Of Love!

    Love builds up to disapointment, crushed hopes, shattered dreams. Even tho I know this, I cant get my body to understand this as well. Like I just came home from school, and this girl in my class... I talk to her and stuff and I have fallen for her and I dont like that. When...
    Krie Krie 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    What Is "love"?

    I've been told, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". Can this be? What is this "Love" I have heard referred to in such terms of endearment? Is being "in love" truly a depth of emotion, or is it merely a disillusioned mindset? I, too, have felt...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    It does sound laughable when I'm saying I'm fangirling over a celebrity has turned into love , deeply . Harry Edward Styles , I love you too much more than I originally planned . And . And for now . No one believes me , I actually do fall in love with you . Tell me Harry , how...
    chanceux chanceux 16-17 Dec 19, 2012

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    Love...

    well... *Tear* Yeah my heart got broken....I thought Me & him were ganna be togther for awhile....we lasted two months atleast :'( Things got soo messed up though....I starting gitting depressed wen i was around him..i didn't know what to do...so i ended it...we can barrly look...
    WolfAngel29 WolfAngel29 13-15, F May 5, 2012

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    To Love Then Lose,never Again

    Love isn't always a 2-way street.He didn't love me back but I was ok with that.Just as long as he was around I was happy,even if we were just friends.I would've waited the rest of my life for him.I feel like I still do now but at the same time hate him.He's my 1st love and will...
    KindaCrazy KindaCrazy 18-21, F Dec 10, 2010

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    On Love

    I hate love, I'm super spiteful, its breaking me.
    VerucaSalt85 VerucaSalt85 22-25, F Jan 18, 2010

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    Painfull Change

    I never thought i will be in love whole my life. I always ran away from girls from celebrities there dressups, behaviour whereas other childrens of my age were busy making them look gud and attractive. I was always ugly really enormously ugly , I never had confident. I was like...
    Karma100 Karma100 18-21, M Apr 16, 2012

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    I Hate Being This Way!

    Ok so ill start at the beggening of the story..I met this guy online on a depression group.After awhile we started chatting on like aim.Then not like a few days later he asked to talk to me on the phone so i was like sure whats the harm in that.Plus i really liked talking to him...
    soapfanatic23s soapfanatic23s 21-25, F 4 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    One Of My Poems

    This is one of my poems. It was for a person I loved (and still love) but didn't love me back. Each time i see you I want to say to you I love you I need you I want to be with you. But then courage fails me and words wont come to me I just sit there thinking sit crying and...
    shypaddy shypaddy 51-55 Aug 28, 2013

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    My Tortured Heart

    I am awaken by silence...complete and consuming silence. The house is still. Everyone is sleeping. I stare, blankly, into the darkness, barely able to make out the person laying next to me. I want to reach out to him, but I can't. I want to feel the warmth of his touch, to...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    Love Is A Four Letter Lie

    i'm definitely hating love right now. it makes me depressed and i am stuck in a state where i am so distressed. yes it gives you warmth and joy, laughter, sweetness, bla bla bla... but really when the one you love hurts you, the feeling is so sinking you wished you didn't even...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F Jul 12, 2010

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    The other day me and Kyler went to Santa Monica pier. We done everything there. 💕💕💕 I love him so much that I took my Dads boat out without asking him and took Kyler for a...
    ChucktheLegend ChucktheLegend 13-15, M Sep 20

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    I seriously hate love. Its like whenever I see my dream girl/guy love reminds me that I'm never ever going to date them because they are either in a relationship or they don't like...
    LustyAnon LustyAnon 16-17, M Sep 30

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    Alright, I am a 16 year old girl who met this guy on meet me. Turned out we flirted for a couple of months or so then just stopped talking. But it meant nothing. Then he messaged...
    Sierrv Sierrv 18-21, F 6 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Well, guess it's time to show you a more sensative side of the Goatonicon. Allow me to get serious and sappy for a minute if you will. When I was a teenager I used to go to a...
    goatonicon goatonicon 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    Sometimes I hate that I'm too nice. I sometimes find it hard to say no to people. Especially when people at work ask me to cover for them all the time. I'd like to have a day off...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I care too much.. I forgive too much.. The more I care, the more I got hurt but they don't realize that.. I'm being too nice. Eventhough I know they hurt me, I care too much to...
    PureLies PureLies 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I hate when people shout, when they talk loud and even if they just close the door loudly. I can't stand too much noise, it just makes me uncomfortable. I get sad and scared at the...
    ParkerFewer ParkerFewer 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I blame myself for a lot of things whether they had anything to do with me or not. I'm used to always being in the middle or the cause of some type of drama in my family and in...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    The memories of my childhood are so special to me. Thanks to my father, he chose me to be his daughter. He could of had a son. He could of picked a girl with blonde hair...but he...
    Eyedontgiveahoot Eyedontgiveahoot 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    We were mucking about with predictive text... The new update it was a great way to the point gym is the best only a couple of weeks and months of ago when he was the only thing...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    And I'm also thinking about switching back to my dumb phone. A phone with 24/7 hour internet access is just too much even though I've had an iPhone for 3 years now. But I do love...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F Sep 22

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    It happened pretty much as i love deeply and when i try to see if they do same, i fall off the stairs for knowing it was only me who loved them deeply and they were playing with my...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Oct 4

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    I just love it. I'm an "Ubuntu fanboy"! The rest of my family uses windows but honestly, it trashes your hard drive. Also, you have so much control! If I want to make a new command...
    wg45678 wg45678 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    I should be in bed but I'm outside listening to the rain. I love it so much more than sunny days. Not that the sun is out at 3am anyway
    Alisha32 Alisha32 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    He promise never to hurt me he promise never to leave me he told me to give myself a chance he told me to give my life a chance of loving a good men and he forgot all his promises...
    magalymj magalymj 41-45, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I have never been happy before, but I couldn't say that I was lonely either.. I was more of a neutral, uncaring person, I guess. I've always thought that the world is a dark place...
    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F Sep 22

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    I realized there's a part 2 to this story so I figured I'd put it up to let you all know what happened. As I told you it took me quite a long time for me to get over breaking up...
    goatonicon goatonicon 36-40, M a week ago

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    'm 20 and studying at the university! I'm supposed to be living the best period of my life! But instead i'm having my worst! I hate myself , i hate my body, i hate what i see in...
    k55f k55f 18-21, F Sep 25

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    'm 20 and studying at the university! I'm supposed to be living the best period of my life! But instead i'm having my worst! I hate myself , i hate my body, i hate what i see in...
    k55f k55f 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    'm 20 and studying at the university! I'm supposed to be living the best period of my life! But instead i'm having my worst! I hate myself , i hate my body, i hate what i see in...
    k55f k55f 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    you know in that song black widow, "im gonna love you until you hate me. Im like that, if you love me to much i will eventually hate you.
    ajgamer ajgamer 13-15, M Oct 2

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    A year ago I had to separate myself from the people I lived with because they were planning to harm me and my life was in danger but I still hated saying goodbye to them. It was...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Sep 26

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    I care and think about people I first met . When they don't texts me I get worried. Thinking what I done why they not responding. I cry sometimes. I'm so desperate to find love. I...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Hi, So I have had this worry for a few years now that I have never been able to make sense of, I want to though because I need to know I'm not the only one who thinks like this...
    BeeKay20 BeeKay20 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Way too many thoughts on my new found "boy troubles". Curtis asked if we could "talk" and I never replied because I'm not sure how to tell him How much i hate that label without...
    CassieWithAnO CassieWithAnO 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I think I have done enough thinking. Sometimes, less is more. There is no emotional pain without love. There is no fear without love. There is no happiness without love.
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    Erased.... I'm gonna put it all behind me Like nothing ever happened between us Nothing ever took place between you and me... Yes Nothin' ever happened And if you se me walkin...
    afoolishheart afoolishheart 46-50, F Sep 25

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    So I go to camp for three days...then come back to see that Zack has been threatened, dumped AGAIN unfairly, that he has found that jay corey and drew were working together, and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 29

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