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I Hate Love,it Hurts Too Much Sometimes

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    Love...

    well... *Tear* Yeah my heart got broken....I thought Me & him were ganna be togther for awhile....we lasted two months atleast :'( Things got soo messed up though....I starting gitting depressed wen i was around him..i didn't know what to do...so i ended it...we can barrly look...
    WolfAngel29 WolfAngel29 13-15, F May 5, 2012

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    No Story

    I can't repeat all of it again.... so I will just post this quote by Neil Gaiman: “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build...
    menschfeind menschfeind 26-30 4 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    I Hate The Feeling Of Love!

    Love builds up to disapointment, crushed hopes, shattered dreams. Even tho I know this, I cant get my body to understand this as well. Like I just came home from school, and this girl in my class... I talk to her and stuff and I have fallen for her and I dont like that. When...
    Krie Krie 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    Imperfection

    Some things in life, things that take your breath away, beautiful and untarnished, that you stand gazing at in speechless awe because no words can match the beauty that is before you, needs to remain untouched...like a vibrant sunset, dancing with hues of color drawn from the...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    It does sound laughable when I'm saying I'm fangirling over a celebrity has turned into love , deeply . Harry Edward Styles , I love you too much more than I originally planned . And . And for now . No one believes me , I actually do fall in love with you . Tell me Harry , how...
    chanceux chanceux 16-17 Dec 19, 2012

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    Will I Ever Learn??

    my ex came round earlier. I'd asked him not to, or to warn me first so he could just pick up his stuff and go without my being here.  i asked him to be honest with me, why he couldn't be with me through the not knowing how bad i had cancer and the op i had.   was the...
    aaangie aaangie 41-45, F Jun 20, 2009

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    I Hate Being This Way!

    Ok so ill start at the beggening of the story..I met this guy online on a depression group.After awhile we started chatting on like aim.Then not like a few days later he asked to talk to me on the phone so i was like sure whats the harm in that.Plus i really liked talking to him...
    soapfanatic23s soapfanatic23s 21-25, F 4 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    One Of My Poems

    This is one of my poems. It was for a person I loved (and still love) but didn't love me back. Each time i see you I want to say to you I love you I need you I want to be with you. But then courage fails me and words wont come to me I just sit there thinking sit crying and...
    shypaddy shypaddy 51-55 Aug 28, 2013

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    I Thought Love Was Supose to Feel Good???

    im 14 and never never never never had a cruch before never liked a guy and was ok with it i been asked out but said no cause i thought i would never like boys......but then last year a new student came to my school named eric i had him in alllll my glasses and sat next to him in...
    vampirelove vampirelove 13-15, F Aug 10, 2009

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    My Tortured Heart

    I am awaken by silence...complete and consuming silence. The house is still. Everyone is sleeping. I stare, blankly, into the darkness, barely able to make out the person laying next to me. I want to reach out to him, but I can't. I want to feel the warmth of his touch, to...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    To Love Then Lose,never Again

    Love isn't always a 2-way street.He didn't love me back but I was ok with that.Just as long as he was around I was happy,even if we were just friends.I would've waited the rest of my life for him.I feel like I still do now but at the same time hate him.He's my 1st love and will...
    KindaCrazy KindaCrazy 18-21, F Dec 10, 2010

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    Falling In Love With Fading Light

    I don't fall in love with people often: they are too terrifying. Yet ideas, stories, dreams, music, books, words... these I fall in, out of love with several times during only one day. I fall in love with the pattern of various spiderwebs, texture of skeleton leaves... it is...
    ValentinK ValentinK 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    Lost My Only Sister

    Over the past few months, I've confessed my love, had my first kiss, and lost everything I've ever known. I ruined the only support I had; because I fell for my best friend, my sister. And it didn't work out at all... And now we aren't talking anymore, she won't let me contact...
    Riokutama Riokutama 16-17, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Painfull Change

    I never thought i will be in love whole my life. I always ran away from girls from celebrities there dressups, behaviour whereas other childrens of my age were busy making them look gud and attractive. I was always ugly really enormously ugly , I never had confident. I was like...
    Karma100 Karma100 18-21, M Apr 16, 2012

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    No Need For Love

    I don't feel (and never really felt) any need to be loved. When people have no feelings for me one way or another, it's comforting - actually, they could completely hate me, and I still wouldn't care. But if you were to tell me that no one on Earth loved me, it wouldn't bother...
    kiuz645 kiuz645 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 9, 2010

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    Love Is A Four Letter Lie

    i'm definitely hating love right now. it makes me depressed and i am stuck in a state where i am so distressed. yes it gives you warmth and joy, laughter, sweetness, bla bla bla... but really when the one you love hurts you, the feeling is so sinking you wished you didn't even...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F Jul 12, 2010

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    On Love

    I hate love, I'm super spiteful, its breaking me.
    VerucaSalt85 VerucaSalt85 22-25, F Jan 18, 2010

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    Love Hurts

    So there is this boy that I went out with last year for seven months that I broke up with.I don't really know why but I wish I didn't!it was in may.then in september I went out with this other person and that lasted like two months.It just wasn't working out.So me and my first ex...
    Mikobaygerfrank123 Mikobaygerfrank123 16-18, F 2 Responses May 28, 2007

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    What Is "love"?

    I've been told, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". Can this be? What is this "Love" I have heard referred to in such terms of endearment? Is being "in love" truly a depth of emotion, or is it merely a disillusioned mindset? I, too, have felt...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    the girl i was in love with,

    got married with someone else :( :'(
    hussain7774 hussain7774 18-21, M Nov 16

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    Love is louder then the pressure to be perfect.

    .. But being perfect is expected .. So there is love.
    PopsicleCitrus22 PopsicleCitrus22 13-15, F Feb 28

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