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I Hate Love,it Hurts Too Much Sometimes

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    What Is "love"?

    I've been told, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". Can this be? What is this "Love" I have heard referred to in such terms of endearment? Is being "in love" truly a depth of emotion, or is it merely a disillusioned mindset? I, too, have felt...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    Love...

    well... *Tear* Yeah my heart got broken....I thought Me & him were ganna be togther for awhile....we lasted two months atleast :'( Things got soo messed up though....I starting gitting depressed wen i was around him..i didn't know what to do...so i ended it...we can barrly look...
    WolfAngel29 WolfAngel29 13-15, F May 5, 2012

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    One Of My Poems

    This is one of my poems. It was for a person I loved (and still love) but didn't love me back. Each time i see you I want to say to you I love you I need you I want to be with you. But then courage fails me and words wont come to me I just sit there thinking sit crying and...
    shypaddy shypaddy 51-55 Aug 28, 2013

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    I Thought Love Was Supose to Feel Good???

    im 14 and never never never never had a cruch before never liked a guy and was ok with it i been asked out but said no cause i thought i would never like boys......but then last year a new student came to my school named eric i had him in alllll my glasses and sat next to him in...
    vampirelove vampirelove 13-15, F Aug 10, 2009

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    I Hate Being This Way!

    Ok so ill start at the beggening of the story..I met this guy online on a depression group.After awhile we started chatting on like aim.Then not like a few days later he asked to talk to me on the phone so i was like sure whats the harm in that.Plus i really liked talking to him...
    soapfanatic23s soapfanatic23s 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    Lost My Only Sister

    Over the past few months, I've confessed my love, had my first kiss, and lost everything I've ever known. I ruined the only support I had; because I fell for my best friend, my sister. And it didn't work out at all... And now we aren't talking anymore, she won't let me contact...
    Riokutama Riokutama 16-17, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Will I Ever Learn??

    my ex came round earlier. I'd asked him not to, or to warn me first so he could just pick up his stuff and go without my being here.  i asked him to be honest with me, why he couldn't be with me through the not knowing how bad i had cancer and the op i had.   was the...
    aaangie aaangie 41-45, F Jun 20, 2009

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    Painfull Change

    I never thought i will be in love whole my life. I always ran away from girls from celebrities there dressups, behaviour whereas other childrens of my age were busy making them look gud and attractive. I was always ugly really enormously ugly , I never had confident. I was like...
    Karma100 Karma100 18-21, M Apr 16, 2012

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    Falling In Love With Fading Light

    I don't fall in love with people often: they are too terrifying. Yet ideas, stories, dreams, music, books, words... these I fall in, out of love with several times during only one day. I fall in love with the pattern of various spiderwebs, texture of skeleton leaves... it is...
    ValentinK ValentinK 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    My Tortured Heart

    I am awaken by silence...complete and consuming silence. The house is still. Everyone is sleeping. I stare, blankly, into the darkness, barely able to make out the person laying next to me. I want to reach out to him, but I can't. I want to feel the warmth of his touch, to...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    the girl i was in love with,

    got married with someone else :( :'(
    hussain7774 hussain7774 18-21, M Nov 16, 2014

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    ....

    It does sound laughable when I'm saying I'm fangirling over a celebrity has turned into love , deeply . Harry Edward Styles , I love you too much more than I originally planned . And . And for now . No one believes me , I actually do fall in love with you . Tell me Harry , how...
    chanceux chanceux 16-17 Dec 19, 2012

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    Love Hurts

    So there is this boy that I went out with last year for seven months that I broke up with.I don't really know why but I wish I didn't!it was in may.then in september I went out with this other person and that lasted like two months.It just wasn't working out.So me and my first ex...
    Mikobaygerfrank123 Mikobaygerfrank123 16-17, F 2 Responses May 28, 2007

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    To Love Then Lose,never Again

    Love isn't always a 2-way street.He didn't love me back but I was ok with that.Just as long as he was around I was happy,even if we were just friends.I would've waited the rest of my life for him.I feel like I still do now but at the same time hate him.He's my 1st love and will...
    KindaCrazy KindaCrazy 18-21, F Dec 10, 2010

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    Love Is A Four Letter Lie

    i'm definitely hating love right now. it makes me depressed and i am stuck in a state where i am so distressed. yes it gives you warmth and joy, laughter, sweetness, bla bla bla... but really when the one you love hurts you, the feeling is so sinking you wished you didn't even...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F Jul 12, 2010

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    Love is louder then the pressure to be perfect.

    .. But being perfect is expected .. So there is love.
    PopsicleCitrus22 PopsicleCitrus22 16-17, F Feb 28, 2014

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    Hatred - I feel like I have

    so much hatred in me. Here am I back on this app about a year later, looking over my questions I asked about stuff I've written about physical and inner Beauty. My mind is at a totally different place. Do I feel beautiful? No. All because of one guy who acted like a complete...
    hihijo342 hihijo342 18-21, F Dec 22, 2014

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    No Story

    I can't repeat all of it again.... so I will just post this quote by Neil Gaiman: “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build...
    menschfeind menschfeind 26-30 4 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    No Need For Love

    I don't feel (and never really felt) any need to be loved. When people have no feelings for me one way or another, it's comforting - actually, they could completely hate me, and I still wouldn't care. But if you were to tell me that no one on Earth loved me, it wouldn't bother...
    kiuz645 kiuz645 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 9, 2010

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    I Hate The Feeling Of Love!

    Love builds up to disapointment, crushed hopes, shattered dreams. Even tho I know this, I cant get my body to understand this as well. Like I just came home from school, and this girl in my class... I talk to her and stuff and I have fallen for her and I dont like that. When...
    Krie Krie 22-25 2 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    On Love

    I hate love, I'm super spiteful, its breaking me.
    VerucaSalt85 VerucaSalt85 22-25, F Jan 18, 2010

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    Imperfection

    Some things in life, things that take your breath away, beautiful and untarnished, that you stand gazing at in speechless awe because no words can match the beauty that is before you, needs to remain untouched...like a vibrant sunset, dancing with hues of color drawn from the...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    Look, I'd love not to be, but I care. Sure, people I dislike not liking me back? fine, that doesn't fuss one bit. But I am insecure, I want to be liked and the slightest bit of...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate how much I cry, how I can make myself cry with a single thought. I cry because I feel bad for little meaningless things I do but I treat them like evil deeds. I cry because...
    BriarRose96 BriarRose96 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Im inlove an fi hate it...so ****** hate it ....
    maryabcd06 maryabcd06 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I really love my daddy like no other... He is my one true love and savior. No one could compare to him. I'm so glad I've found you daddy! ❤️❤️❤️
    lanaB96 lanaB96 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    i think my wife is cheating on me. but i dont have any proof. nothing on her Facebook and other accounts. i hate this feeling. i know she loves me.
    realtalk21 realtalk21 22-25, M 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I loved my first husband to the moon and back, I think he also loved me but we were both young and didn't know how to make things work. I'm re married but I never really fell in...
    crispyFlakes crispyFlakes 41-45, F 6 days ago

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    I live in my head WAY too much. I haven't really gotten much sleep over the past 2 months because my mind won't let me relax. My mind just keeps racing all my stressful thoughts so...
    KeepItSimple98 KeepItSimple98 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    After much consideration based on the people I've met recently I guess that I really do expect too much. Honesty, openness, acceptance, trust, communication, mutual understanding...
    BrandysGood BrandysGood 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I love my sister soo much, she is the only one who understands me and excepts me as I am. I want to make her proud one day. She is the best sister I could ever ask for. Sister love...
    Smiler01 Smiler01 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Today was amazing...we were laying on the couch watching TV and I felt so happy and peaceful being in his arms. He's the first guy in my life I really trust and can look up to...
    winglessdove winglessdove 13-15, F a week ago

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    It hurts. It brings nothing but pain and stress. I just don't see why anyone would want to feel it. It's horrible. I hate it. I freaking hate it. I keep saying I'll close my heart...
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Why do I seem to put my heart into a woman who I love and care for so much in my life but I have never seen her only talked to her on the phone or through text messages and I feel...
    readytofeelwanted readytofeelwanted 41-45, M Jul 21

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    i wish i could read his mind, or if he communicated more. I always worry he is mad at me or doesn't love me anymore
    wowstylist wowstylist 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I believe a Love relationship it's not the same as being on hard drugs, I've been in love and been on hard drugs, I can't stand when ppl say the stongest drug for a human being is...
    AngelVila80 AngelVila80 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    Sometimes I like to think that I am too nice. There are people who have been nothing but downright rude to me & I would still be nice to them. Others will catch an attitude with me...
    00dom00 00dom00 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 20