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I Hate Love,it Hurts Too Much Sometimes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 243 People

    Love is louder then the pressure to be perfect.

    .. But being perfect is expected .. So there is love.
    PopsicleCitrus22 PopsicleCitrus22 16-17, F Feb 28, 2014

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    No Need For Love

    I don't feel (and never really felt) any need to be loved. When people have no feelings for me one way or another, it's comforting - actually, they could completely hate me, and I still wouldn't care. But if you were to tell me that no one on Earth loved me, it wouldn't bother...
    kiuz645 kiuz645 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 9, 2010

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    On Love

    I hate love, I'm super spiteful, its breaking me.
    VerucaSalt85 VerucaSalt85 22-25, F Jan 18, 2010

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    I Hate Being This Way!

    Ok so ill start at the beggening of the story..I met this guy online on a depression group.After awhile we started chatting on like aim.Then not like a few days later he asked to talk to me on the phone so i was like sure whats the harm in that.Plus i really liked talking to him...
    soapfanatic23s soapfanatic23s 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 23, 2015

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    I Thought Love Was Supose to Feel Good???

    im 14 and never never never never had a cruch before never liked a guy and was ok with it i been asked out but said no cause i thought i would never like boys......but then last year a new student came to my school named eric i had him in alllll my glasses and sat next to him in...
    vampirelove vampirelove 13-15, F Aug 10, 2009

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    One Of My Poems

    This is one of my poems. It was for a person I loved (and still love) but didn't love me back. Each time i see you I want to say to you I love you I need you I want to be with you. But then courage fails me and words wont come to me I just sit there thinking sit crying and...
    shypaddy shypaddy 51-55 Aug 28, 2013

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    To Love Then Lose,never Again

    Love isn't always a 2-way street.He didn't love me back but I was ok with that.Just as long as he was around I was happy,even if we were just friends.I would've waited the rest of my life for him.I feel like I still do now but at the same time hate him.He's my 1st love and will...
    KindaCrazy KindaCrazy 22-25, F Dec 10, 2010

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    Love Hurts

    So there is this boy that I went out with last year for seven months that I broke up with.I don't really know why but I wish I didn't!it was in may.then in september I went out with this other person and that lasted like two months.It just wasn't working out.So me and my first ex...
    Mikobaygerfrank123 Mikobaygerfrank123 16-17, F 2 Responses May 28, 2007

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    Love Is A Four Letter Lie

    i'm definitely hating love right now. it makes me depressed and i am stuck in a state where i am so distressed. yes it gives you warmth and joy, laughter, sweetness, bla bla bla... but really when the one you love hurts you, the feeling is so sinking you wished you didn't even...
    LovelessAdvocate LovelessAdvocate 22-25, F Jul 12, 2010

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    Lost My Only Sister

    Over the past few months, I've confessed my love, had my first kiss, and lost everything I've ever known. I ruined the only support I had; because I fell for my best friend, my sister. And it didn't work out at all... And now we aren't talking anymore, she won't let me contact...
    Riokutama Riokutama 16-17, F Oct 15, 2012

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    I Hate The Feeling Of Love!

    Love builds up to disapointment, crushed hopes, shattered dreams. Even tho I know this, I cant get my body to understand this as well. Like I just came home from school, and this girl in my class... I talk to her and stuff and I have fallen for her and I dont like that. When...
    Krie Krie 22-25 2 Responses Apr 1, 2010

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    Painfull Change

    I never thought i will be in love whole my life. I always ran away from girls from celebrities there dressups, behaviour whereas other childrens of my age were busy making them look gud and attractive. I was always ugly really enormously ugly , I never had confident. I was like...
    Karma100 Karma100 18-21, M Apr 16, 2012

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    My Tortured Heart

    I am awaken by silence...complete and consuming silence. The house is still. Everyone is sleeping. I stare, blankly, into the darkness, barely able to make out the person laying next to me. I want to reach out to him, but I can't. I want to feel the warmth of his touch, to...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2012

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    What Is "love"?

    I've been told, "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all". Can this be? What is this "Love" I have heard referred to in such terms of endearment? Is being "in love" truly a depth of emotion, or is it merely a disillusioned mindset? I, too, have felt...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    My husband has an anger problem.

    I'm really passive and soft. But little things will turn him into this mean raging man. The rest of the time he's super affectionate. Often inappropriately so in public. If I don't feel super kissy because I'm tired or stressed from school or busy working on something, he can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 2, 2015

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    No Story

    I can't repeat all of it again.... so I will just post this quote by Neil Gaiman: “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build...
    menschfeind menschfeind 26-30 4 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    Will I Ever Learn??

    my ex came round earlier. I'd asked him not to, or to warn me first so he could just pick up his stuff and go without my being here.  i asked him to be honest with me, why he couldn't be with me through the not knowing how bad i had cancer and the op i had.   was the...
    aaangie aaangie 41-45, F Jun 20, 2009

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    Falling In Love With Fading Light

    I don't fall in love with people often: they are too terrifying. Yet ideas, stories, dreams, music, books, words... these I fall in, out of love with several times during only one day. I fall in love with the pattern of various spiderwebs, texture of skeleton leaves... it is...
    ValentinK ValentinK 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    Imperfection

    Some things in life, things that take your breath away, beautiful and untarnished, that you stand gazing at in speechless awe because no words can match the beauty that is before you, needs to remain untouched...like a vibrant sunset, dancing with hues of color drawn from the...
    rinas4kids rinas4kids 41-45, F Aug 28, 2012

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    It does sound laughable when I'm saying I'm fangirling over a celebrity has turned into love , deeply . Harry Edward Styles , I love you too much more than I originally planned . And . And for now . No one believes me , I actually do fall in love with you . Tell me Harry , how...
    chanceux chanceux 16-17 Dec 19, 2012

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    the girl i was in love with,

    got married with someone else :( :'(
    hussain7774 hussain7774 18-21, M Nov 16, 2014

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    Hatred - I feel like I have

    so much hatred in me. Here am I back on this app about a year later, looking over my questions I asked about stuff I've written about physical and inner Beauty. My mind is at a totally different place. Do I feel beautiful? No. All because of one guy who acted like a complete...
    hihijo342 hihijo342 18-21, F Dec 22, 2014

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    Love...

    well... *Tear* Yeah my heart got broken....I thought Me & him were ganna be togther for awhile....we lasted two months atleast :'( Things got soo messed up though....I starting gitting depressed wen i was around him..i didn't know what to do...so i ended it...we can barrly look...
    WolfAngel29 WolfAngel29 13-15, F May 5, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Hello all ~ ive been stuck in a situation for a very long while now. Ive been recently searching blogs for maybe some advice and i came across this site so i thought i should try...
    BananaQueen25 BananaQueen25 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    By: Sgt. Joshua Helterbran Final Inspection The Soldier stood and faced God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. “Step...
    layswhyfe layswhyfe 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I hear a lot of people say how much better sex is if there are emotions behind it and I guess at one point in my life I probably would have agreed, but now I Just think it really...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I do, and I've always felt kind of ...off. Because it's so easy for me to find the beauty and good in other people, even in the worst kind of people, but I can't seem to be content...
    chickenstrips chickenstrips 18-21, M 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Every time my mom gets sick, I get extremely afraid -- to the point of near panic -- that she is going to die. I love her with all my heart, but man, it just ruins me when she gets...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I get it. They hate me. So why don't they just leave me alone? Why all this hiding behind masks on various platforms? Hurling projections at me that I can see right through.
    serenewinds serenewinds 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    For me it's a natural thing to want to help out people I consider close. If I don't have anything very important to do I can drop everything right on the spot to lend an ear and...
    milkmilklemonadee milkmilklemonadee 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Having had a very good relationship with my late wife for 38 years I can honestly say this: Why should one expect anything when it's about giving to your partner everything you...
    Heartheocean Heartheocean 61-65, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have a weak spot for female singers, mostly country.. but Amy Lee from Evanescense is ******* incredible.. just the sound of her voice and her lyrics get me all worked up. She's...
    ruca28 ruca28 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    But I can't be friends with somebody I truly love. It hurts too much. I drift away, fade into the darkness, fade into the mists of her mind, become a vague memory, and then all at...
    thetamedbeast thetamedbeast 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i wacth disney channel a lot i love the show jessy , and i like girl meets world, i like dog with a blog, i love disney
    autism1011 autism1011 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Today marks 8 years since you passed away grams. I'm trying to be strong and all for you right now but I can't. I didn't know that it would hurt so badly right now that the tears...
    caringsisterof11siblings caringsisterof11siblings 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    When your day is long and the nightThe night is yours aloneWhen you're sure you've had enough of this lifeWell hang onDon't let yourself go, 'cause everybody criesand everybody...
    TulipBaby TulipBaby 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    And people should stop using it all the time. Heart this post if you agree.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 5

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    I find it so hard to let go of stuff, my head turns over injustice and subsequent hatred for people and yet what I've suffered is far less. I feel like a pathetic victim and hate...
    tony1411 tony1411 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    Jade although we're best friends I don't see you like that. I see you as that we both know that our bond is brother and sister and I wouldn't have it any other way. we've been...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    Because it always go through so much pain while he never give but love and kindness, best brother i am but when it comes to love, i am always having troubles with my heart, and...
    GamesBOSS GamesBOSS 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    I'm in love with him,we've been go through this hard time for the past two years,i love him more than I've ever loved a man.he's special he loved his wife,but he loves me too.we...
    Sallina71 Sallina71 26-30 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Suffocating head locked down, feel you crenching my throat Was knocked by the blood clot to my brain I tried to make peace but it seems nothings better without you Hopeless...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F Feb 3