I Hate Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 193 People

    -i hate you ! -what ?

    but .... why ? why !!!! why !!!!!!!!!!! you are killing me , torturing me !!!!!! look at me !!!!!!!!! look at my face , i'm a monster , i don't feel , i don't love , i don't hate , i don't have a heart , why ? I don't deserve it, , i ... i can't handle this anymore , i have to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 29, 2015

    I Hate Me.

    I hate me. Because I failed my parents, I'm not an 'A' student, I hate school, I am really fat, I'm not into sports. I have never had a boyfriend. I can't even stand to look at myself in the morning. I prefer to just sleep so I don't have to face any body and hopefully i just...
    southernCrazy southernCrazy
    18-21
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2012

    Can't Do It

    i was asked why i can't do relationships - said i was scared of commitment and i like my freedom. its a lie. i'm scared of me - i obsess, i hate being vulnerable. when i like someone i need their validation - he hasn't been in touch - i cut myself to let the hate out.  ...
    whywandering whywandering
    26-30
    Jun 27, 2009

    I Am Evil

    So any relationship I had ends up with the other leaving me and never saying why. The authorities say that my BEST relationshipwas "abhorrent" (though completely legal) and I literally have ZERO friends in any regard. So yes, I am hated, I am villified, and I suppose I AM he...
    Vicious001 Vicious001
    41-45
    Aug 11, 2012

    I Hate Me

    Okay. well i think i'm so ugly. i hate my teeth hair body...everything. i do like my eyes but thats it.......i hate everything and i cant see past my flaws and i feel like everyone in my school is gorgeous and i'm just wicked ugly and no guys like me. i try to be confident but...
    mikilicious mikilicious
    16-17, F
    Dec 13, 2010

    Influence

    like people start out saying your ugly and ur weird and your flat chested and your only what 14 and at this point it hurts and ur 14 so its going to take years to change how and what you are it just doesnt happen over night and some people are born with it like its nothing and...
    omg517 omg517
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Aug 18, 2012

    I Wish I Was

    I am at my happiest when I am pretending to be someone else. I sat and thought about what it is in my life that makes me happy. I sat and thought about what it is that I want to do with my life. I tired to think of goals and dreams that I might have. It seems that every...
    McJester McJester
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 30, 2011

    I hate my body, my current weight is120 lbs

    and its ugy, fat, and even if I lost the weight of the WORLD, it wod never be good enough. Love Ana
    myproanalifestyle123 myproanalifestyle123
    13-15, F
    Apr 9, 2015

    I Hate Myself

    i hate myself because : I am unlovable especially from girls and i don't know why. I am not good enough. i think im fake I do not deserve this and i think i will fall.....
    nabeeh nabeeh
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2013
    19mac91 19mac91
    22-25
    Jul 1, 2015

    So Insecure And For No Really Good Reason

    Im a model, I'm fit, I'm smart, and I have a lot Goin for me and yet I'm so insecure with myself I couldn't tell u how I keep my boyfriend. I mist have gotten a bad gene or something bc of he even looks in another girls direction I feel completely worthless. No matter what he...
    Maressa331 Maressa331
    22-25
    Feb 16, 2011

    Stress And Skates

    My sister has had a chronic illness for about 3 years now, her illness means I have to do almost everything that she used to do to help around the house plus my jobs. School work gets on top of me as well as stress from my sister and me having anemia. I have periods where I faint...
    someonewhoislittle someonewhoislittle
    13-15, F
    Jul 2, 2012

    Bad And Lazy Choices

    i am fat, that phrase is not only said but thought of in my head everyday. i was fit once when i was little i stopped playing travel soccer to try baseball and when i wasnt given a shot at baseball cause of teams and there coaches sticking with the kids they already had which...
    kking131 kking131
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2011

    WHATEVER IS THE REASON FOR WHY IM ALIVE I HATE

    IT OR THEM , LIFE IS TORTURE WHY DIDN'T U SPARE ME , I SPEBD EVERY WAKING HOUR THINKING ABOUT DYING ,THINKING ABOUT ALL THE TERRIBLE THINGS THAT HAVE AND WILL HAPPEN , ABOYT WHAT A DISCRACE I MUST BE TO OTHER PPL ABOUT HOW IM UGLY BUT OTHER PPL GET TO BE BEATIFUL, ABOUT HOW...
    sorrybouttheugly sorrybouttheugly
    18-21
    Jul 6, 2014
    19mac91 19mac91
    22-25
    Jul 1, 2015

    Everything About Me.

    I wake up and look in the mirror and am disgusted with myself. I am 5'6", 250 lbs. I feel my wife doesn't want me anymore. I feel my kids don't love me anymore. I try and work out but see no changes. I work hard at maintaining the house and raising the kids. But my wife...
    thatguywill thatguywill
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 11, 2011

    Other People

    i hate that i need other people's validation.   why am i sitting by the phone?   i hate that this matters   i hate that i still cut myself.   i hate that i'm me.
    whywandering whywandering
    26-30
    Jun 27, 2009

    I Hate Me

    I hate myself coz a lot of things. On my personal, I have parents who always yell each other. I see my father says mean things to my mother even he threats to kill my mother. It happened since I was a child. I hate me coz everything I do always end up with failure. I always...
    Lumina25 Lumina25
    70+, F
    3 Responses Jan 3, 2010

    I Feel So Bad

    I HATE ME BECAUSE I FEEL SO FAT AND UGLY, DIRTY AND STUPID....I CANT CLEAN MY HOUSE I AM STRUGGLING I CANT PAY MY BILL...I CANT GO ON LIKE THIS .... I AM GOING TO A MAJOR DEPRESSION ....I THINK EVRYTHING ABOUT ME IS UGLY I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR A MAN... EVERY WOMAN IS BETTER...
    PAININMYHEAD PAININMYHEAD
    31-35
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2011

    I've been waiting to get this off my chest for.

    . far too long. I'm a female, too young to decide her own sexuality and hiding behind the mask of a whole new identity. Upon arrival to a roleplay, I met the most intelligent and wonderful human being on this planet. The /straight/ girl that I am with now. I feel disgusted...
    Amelioration Amelioration
    13-15
    Jan 13, 2014
    19mac91 19mac91
    22-25
    Jul 1, 2015

    I Can't Stand Myself

    there is not a day that goes by that i wish God would kill me. I hate myslef so much. I hate who i am i hate who im becoming. i can't stand looking at the reflection in the mirror it's like im seeing a different person. I hate that i can't talk to a cute guy with out making...
    rzappa rzappa
    18-21
    3 Responses Apr 15, 2011

    You Hate Me Too

    I let stupid **** get to me. Like my 7yo stepson whos granny keeps him in the bed with her when he spends the night. He has to sleep in our bed because "I'm scared" he cries. I get furious with that bullshit.
    Snookybear Snookybear
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Oct 27, 2009

    Everything I Do Becomes A Mistake

    I think I am ugly old man , I am 49 but not much to look forward ,, I think no one wants me ,,except when they need my help,,, maybe my life sucks because I have no one to talk to,, then again ,,most people I know get information from my private feeling and later on use these...
    samueltechguy samueltechguy
    41-45, M
    Mar 23, 2011

    I Can't Stand Myself.

    I am a 29 soon to be 30 year old man.  I am a father of 2 beautiful little girls, I have been married once and in 3 days for the 2nd time.  I am run 2 businesses one is tanking the other has had some good PR but not to my expectations. I have been in and out of college for 10...
    Ox7090 Ox7090
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 13, 2011

    RUN For Your Life

    Crazy runs deep in these veins. It makes you so happy at times that you feel like you own the world and then it pulls you down into the darkness of hell. I admit openly that I have fears, pain, thoughts that I cannot control. I admit that there are times when I'm so caught up on...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2008

    I Am Gay

    I'm 47. Out and a successful, by all accounts. I don't want to be gay. I just want to be normal. I wish I were dead.
    Techedguy Techedguy
    46-50
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2012

    So Much

    If you only really knew me the way I do, you would not like her either... I have tried to Like myself, I have tried to Like the person behind the name, but its so hard. Its so hard to like someone, like her. I have messed up SO many times in the past. I am Not a Nice person. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 6, 2013

    I Hate Me

    with deep passion i hate myself i wish my mom would have swallowed me i hate that im here my life is cursed trust on that.no matter what i do people treat me like dirt from family to strangers i dont what i did wrong but i want off this ride!!
    secret81 secret81
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Jul 23, 2012

    Hate Me

    No one in this world is liked or loved by everyone.  I say; if anyone hates me, feel free!  The choice is yours!
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 9, 2011

    Every Day

    I smile The smile that people wmile back at I hate me -- and everything that I am I have no one that knows me No one that wants me And I am alone - again It is not supposed to be like this Why could I not chose ONE person to love me??  Why does...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Nov 30, 2008

    People would think I would be used to social

    rejection by now it's happened to me my whole life but I guess since I kinda opened up to these people it hurt worse than usual why do people not like me I get I am quite I hardly talk but really am I that bad
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 26, 2014

    if I die today no one will miss me

    because I am invisible
    mohisto mohisto
    18-21, F
    Jul 18, 2015

    Falling.

    i hate the way my mind works. i hate my thoughts. they're so off the wall. i dont even realize i was the one from whom they came. i want these feeings to go away. i'm sick of the ups and downs. i dont want to be like this. i dont want to be unpredictable. i dont want to get...
    gypsysoul gypsysoul
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 13, 2009

    Sad, Used, Unnoticed, Loathe Myself

    I can't be funny right now because I hate everyone. Always correcting me discounting, or ignoring. I just got done with 12 rounds of chemo for a 1 st reccurrance. My hair ontop is not coming in as thick as b4. I feel hideous. I'll be 50 in a few weeks and I think I'd just...
    Kiki1962 Kiki1962
    46-50, F
    Sep 30, 2012

    Epic Fail

    I have had 3 failed pregnancies, a dead end job, and a life that others would probably envy. I hate me bc I feel I should be grateful. I get really upset with my life bc no one cares for me and I feel like im drowning in debt. When I get depressed I become antisocial and really...
    maetel maetel
    31-35, F
    Jan 10, 2012

    Stupid Pitiful Me

    i hate myself every little detail i never feel pretty or beautiful i dont feel important like my life matters no one would care if i took my life guys dont like me they think im to messed up i have no real friends because im so messed up i ******* hate me
    crazybladebabe crazybladebabe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2012

    I was two weeks clean from cutting

    now I am back to the same thing cutting and watching myself bleed until the bleeding stops feeling nothing just numb trying to remember the good instead of the bad trying to find a way to stop the numbness it's crazy the numbness comes so quickly but leaves so slowly comes out...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 12, 2014

    I Hate

    I hate me. I constantly worry what other ppl think about me, i know im not suppose to care but i do. I worry that im not good enough at work and with anything and everthing else i do.
    co90 co90
    18-21
    Jul 23, 2011

    When I was around eight my sister beat me up

    when I was in bed asleep. The sheets were covered in my blood and she left me on the floor cold and crying. What did I do to deserve it. I still have a scar on my face from the attack to remind me of it everyday. I never understood her hatred toward me. I always tried to please...
    covernine covernine
    46-50, F
    Dec 9, 2014

    I Can't Get Control Of My Self....

    I have clinical depression. I have since the age of 15 and I am 30 now. I have done well. I have not let it hold me back. I am currently working on my Ph.D. and financially doning well. I have the car, the house, the marriage. I want to not have ever existed. I am angry with...
    anyoneelse2012 anyoneelse2012
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 10, 2012
    19mac91 19mac91
    22-25
    Jul 1, 2015

    Disgrace

    I hate myself with an enormous intensity. I honestly wish my mom would have aborted me. Or I die in my sleep. I'm nothing and never good enough for someone to notice. I'm a disgrace to my family and humans. I honestly wish I was never here. My family would be much better off
    Nothing321 Nothing321
    18-21
    Apr 19, 2013

    I Hate Me

    What to do When your usefulness is gone Why get out of bed Where there is no motivation to carry on The children are grown Now have to cope on their own I’m unaccompanied, desolated and left all alone Crying to the state of dehydration Carving “I Hate Me” in my flesh...
    darkreality68 darkreality68
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Jul 20, 2011

    I Should Be Grateful

    No matter what goes right in my life i am never happy...i wish that one day i can look in the mirror and be happy with the person looking back at me...when will i ever be happy!!!
    mizzshye mizzshye
    22-25, F
    Aug 14, 2012
    ismyy ismyy
    16-17, F
    Apr 29, 2015

    No Enthusiasm

    I hate me because nothing matters to me. I don't understand myself or other people, I upset people and don't know it. i get angry for no reason, i am calm and relaxed when others are panicing. I don't like change. When i see people after years of not seeing them it is a shock...
    pauluk71 pauluk71
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jul 7, 2012
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