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I Hate My Body

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    I hate how my left arm is

    so much fatter than the right. Has been even when I was slimmer! It's weird and makes wearing cardigans and jackets awkward and uncomfortable. Both arms at big but my left arm always has the sleeve come off or something...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 day ago

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    I hate every single inch of my body every day I

    cry and stress over it! I try not to care but I can't not! Everything would be so much better if I was confident I dread even leaving my house 😫 just wish I could have a nice figure face and hair so people would want me instead of my friends
    nikkijamieson nikkijamieson 18-21, F 17 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I am too big! My body looks horrible.

    I want to have a nice body like a super model.
    JJMJP JJMJP 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Im Tired Of Not Being Good Enough

    . i wrote this today while crying and just let it all out. i am sick and tired. sick and tired of obsessing over my body. waking up everyday, looking in the mirror and being unhappy with the way i look. If only i could have a body like her, id think to myself. im sick and tired...
    jlove21 jlove21 26-30, F 27 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    My nose, breasts, back,

    stomach, arms, and thighs
    Fierrrrce Fierrrrce 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I CAN'T STOP comparing myself to others!

    ! Just like that, there goes my self-esteem. POOF!
    bloodyborgiabastard bloodyborgiabastard 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I hate my body because of how much it makes me

    look like a scrawny, undernourished prepubescent boy. My hatred runs so deep it drives me to injure myself, to show the disgusting mass of flesh I carry around how I feel. I would give anything to look like a woman. I would sell my soul.
    JustinesCorpse JustinesCorpse 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I hate how I look. I hate how ugly I am.

    I hate my body and I wish I could do something about it without paying tons of money. I want bigger boobs, I want a little ***, an I want no fat. None.
    BaileyBabyBlue BaileyBabyBlue 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    anaislife anaislife 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    SadLittleFlower SadLittleFlower 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    Please Change The Way You Look At Yourself

    I used to hate my body with a passion. I hated my pale skin, my face, hair, body shape, small boobs, pale "fat" legs, hairy freckly arms. But I'm starting to change the way I look at myself. Genuinely thinking you are ugly is a really horrible feeling. I used to hate looking in...
    amysfc95 amysfc95 18-21, F 55 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    Mainly my effing thighs.

    I hate them with a passion. And I hate my stomach so very very much. And the combination of these hates makes me insecure when wearing almost any pants.
    Brimmless Brimmless 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    kico4 kico4 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    Mirror, Mirror

    Mirror, mirror on the wall who is the ugliest of them all? Mirror, mirror don't lie to me. You had me fooled for a while there. I really was starting to think that I was beautiful. Well I'm sorry mirror but the real world is calling and they want to torn down. They say you're...
    JessRuthless JessRuthless 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 20, 2013

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    Repulsive.

    I am not happy with the way I look at all. I hate my body so much, there are seriously times where I just want to take a knife to every imperfection I have, and just cut it all up and destroy it for good. It really hurts to look in the mirror sometimes... I disgust myself...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 4, 2011

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    Hate My Body

    I really do hate my body. Every time I look at my nude body in the mirror I'm disgusted by it. I'm a tall girl, 5'10, so I have a big body. My body is "thick" or "curvy" as some people would say but I just feel that I am fat. I feel my stomach, arms, and thighs are too fat. I...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 12 Responses May 29, 2012

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    I hate my body soo much.

    I'm so fat and disgusting!! My thighs are huge and my stomach bulges out D: I just wish I could stop eating so much!! I just hate every inch of my body!!!
    Butterflyyana Butterflyyana 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I just want to be bones.

    I'm becoming obsessed with the control of not eating.
    laurrxox laurrxox 18-21, F Mar 16

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    Every time I try on clothes,

    I look in the mirror and see nothing but a girl who is insecure about every part of her body. I try my best to love my body, but I can't.
    zuhreeuh zuhreeuh 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    Today a family member brought shirts

    for my family and I said I really liked a specific one and if it were to fit I'd love to have it, and my mom totally embarrassed me I front of our guests calling me fat, as if I hadn't already stated that it wouldn't fit me... I really hate my body, ever since I had my daughter...
    SefysMommy SefysMommy 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I hate when people don't understand

    why exactly you hate your body, I hate when you can't tell them either /;
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 7 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I woke up this morning

    and the first thing I thought was how much I hate my stomach!! Im such a flabby mess :( I feel so down today I've even rang in work sick! This is getting beyond a joke now! I need to sort my life out. So the plan for this week is to drink 2l of water and eat clean. That's enough...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    BrokenBeauty21 BrokenBeauty21 16-17 6 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    I've never been skinny

    but I used to be so much smaller. My daughter ruined my body. I can barely look at myself in the mirror. I really don't deserve to eat given what I've done to my figure.
    ksnaps ksnaps 22-25, F 9 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    What I see in the mirror physically sickens me

    sometimes. It makes me want to vomit. I hold an undeniable hatred for my body. I can't even bear to look at myself sometimes.
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    Sometimes, when I take the time to admire a

    really pretty, curvy girl I wish that I could be lovelier. My bra size is 32A and I weigh 95lbs, 5'4. I guess I am petite, but my shoulders naturally hunch a bit. Sure there are others my age who are as small as me, but I am lanky and gangling compared to them. All I can do is...
    Kimbahbay Kimbahbay 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    2Kawaii4u 2Kawaii4u 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Im 15 years old and weight 47kg.

    I'm underweight and I hate it. I feel like a walking skeleton. My muscles are so weak. And my bones "breakable". I am so scared of people judging me. I have absolutely no confidence. And I can't talk talk to boys, because I'm so afraid of what they think of me. I blush, if I...
    MyLifeInFear MyLifeInFear 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Trapped

    The title says it all and I'm sure, if you're reading this, that you feel the same way. I feel trapped in my own body- like the beautiful girl that I feel on the inside is not what I see when I look in the mirror. I'm 6 foot 2, and likely still growing, as I'm only 18. I have no...
    deleted deleted 26-30 20 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    I have these spots on my back

    and chest and tummy .. That I hate the fact that my gf has to see them when we have sex .. I feel disgusted and gross .. Anybody have advice on how to idk take them of !? I'm thinking of covering myself with tattos to cover them .. ADVICE ASAP ! my self esteem drops Everytime I...
    XOOD XOOD 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I'm 5'2", I have ridiculously small hands,

    yet somehow my toes are freakishly long. I have hooded eyelids like an owl so I look half asleep even when I'm wide awake. I have pouty lips that I hate because the bottom lip is fuller than the top. I was also born female. Yay. *rollseyes
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 1 Response Mar 4

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    Everyone says I'm not fat.

    Yes, I'm not obese but I'm not skinny too.I just hate my body and want to be skinny.
    lostinmydarkparadise lostinmydarkparadise 13-15, F 14 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I hate my body. My weight constantly fluctuates

    due to my stress levels and everything. I'm starting a green tea diet. Green tea, green coffee bean extract pills, and cutting out junk food. I'm 20 and I wanna be comfortable with myself. This guy has GOT TO GO!
    NobodyLove NobodyLove 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    A couple of months ago I posted an experience

    stating how much I hate my body. Since then I have hit the gym hard and I don't know what you guys think but I can see a difference? 😁💪 I still hate my body and want to cry everytime I look in the mirror! But I'm making small positive changes - despite it being slowly it...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    This is my before picture :( I hate my body

    so much!! Trying to find the motivation to work out but I just can't find any!! :'( I desperately want to lose 20lbs so I can FINALLY love my body. I refuse to go into my 20's hating my body. Tonight is as good as time as any to do my first workout (the first of many) in ages...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 24 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I don't hate my body

    but there are parts of my body that I dislike. One part of my body that I dislike is my breast. I wear a 34DD at the age of 16 and my breast sag, I never noticed the sagging until it was pointed out to me in middle school. Now, it is worse. They don't go to my belly button but...
    EmotionalRollercoaster EmotionalRollercoaster 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    This is one of the rare moments

    that I will talk openly about my insecurities. We probably heard a lot of people who've said they hate their body or they are unhappy with how they look. You are probably one of them too. Like you and the others, I dislike my body as well. Uneven skintone, dark underarms, my...
    Fr0z3nY0gurt Fr0z3nY0gurt 26-30, F 12 Responses 2 days ago

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    I weigh around 121 pounds

    and I'm 5 foot 7/8 or so. I'm fine with my height, it's the weight that's the issue. Eating more is not the answer, from my diet and daily activities I should be 300 pounds. And I'm too self conscious to go to a gym, maybe if I had a friend to drag me along. My hair sucks, it...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 16

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    There are several reasons

    for this: 1.I have really small boobs.I have to wear a sweatshirt for school so they are literally microscopic. 2.My but if perky but tiny.I wanna butt that yo Anaconda wants hun. 3.I am short 163 cm or so (I am tiny,actually thinking about it i dont actually hate my height.Im...
    PYazmin PYazmin 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    I feel very uncomfortable sharing.

    I hate my body, and I hate myself because I'm unwilling to change it. I know that if I lost weight I'd find something new to hate, but I also know I would be much healthier and probably at least a little more confident. I'm not particularly un-confident, except during sex...
    gwya gwya 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    The Fake Fat Figure

    I Hate This Feeling I Hate To Feel "FAT" I Dont Wanna Feel But I Dont Know How To Deal I Wanna Love My Body I Wanna Be Free But I Cant As I Have Been Allured By The Model Obsession I Have To Be Thin Only If I Wanna Live In The World Of Illusion It Turns To Be...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 34 Responses May 26, 2009

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    I hate everything about my body.

    I diet excessively and mercilessly purge when I eat too much, even though I know it doesn't help. I'm a size 8 to size 10 jeans, 5'0 tall, and 144 pounds. I gained 20 pounds in the last 6 months, and I don't know how to stop it. I'm trying to work out, but my body and time isn't...
    dfordragonfly dfordragonfly 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    So... I went clothes shopping

    for bras today for an agonising hour of torture. I put loads of clothes into the basket. When it came to trying the bras on I completely broke down. As I stared at my reflection, all I saw was fat, ugly horror. I felt sick just looking at my reflection. I cried, silently while...
    Jas4001 Jas4001 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    I Wish I Looked More Like A Girl

    I don't like the way my face or body looks. I too have a very masculine body. I am flat-chested, have a wide waist and I 'm short. I think my facial features are very masculine as well. I look a lot like my father. I just wish I had soft, feminine features instead of hard manly...
    crystalc1973 crystalc1973 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    I hope and pray that there will be a day

    when I look in the mirror and finally fall in love with myself
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 25

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