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I Hate My Body

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    I'm trying to get skinny

    and in shape but I just keep shoving food into my fat disgusting body. It's gotten to the point where I'll make myself throw up or I just won't eat for days at a time because I feel like a fat **** after eating so much.
    Autumn02 Autumn02 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I m 5'2 with ridiculously short legs,

    long torso, violin shaped hips, big *** head, small boobs and a flat butt. I have a little bit of curve but my hip dip stops me, it's also what makes my butt v-shaped and flat. I'm trying my best to be positive about my body and I am! ꒰♡ˊ͈ ु꒳ ूˋ͈꒱.⑅*♡ but on...
    Itsophya Itsophya 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    When I look in the mirror I want to die.

    I hate how my clothes look on me. I can't be intimate with my boyfriend I'm so self conscious and I want to crawl in a hole to avoid how I feel, how I look. I cannot stand this price of **** body.
    LoserMaterial LoserMaterial 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    So... I went clothes shopping

    for bras today for an agonising hour of torture. I put loads of clothes into the basket. When it came to trying the bras on I completely broke down. As I stared at my reflection, all I saw was fat, ugly horror. I felt sick just looking at my reflection. I cried, silently while...
    Jas4001 Jas4001 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    I really admire people

    who are comfortable enough with their body to spend time naked or only partially dressed. Idk how they can be that comfortable, I shower in the dark or mostly dressed because I'll actually cry if I see myself naked ._.
    ProbablyUncomfortable ProbablyUncomfortable 13-15, T 1 Response Jun 13

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    im skinny af and all the guys want curvy girls

    but the girls say i jave the perfect body and that is just not true... why girls want to be skinny when guys want curvy girls... i feel i would never be loved
    gongita gongita 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 2

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    Everything was okay until “she" walked in.

    As I watched her cross the gym floor, my stomach sunk. I could feel burning jealousy course through my veins like acid with each heart beat. You know this girl. She is the one you watch from afar with a strange combination of jealousy, self-loathing, and begrudging admiration...
    subaverageaesthetic subaverageaesthetic 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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    My male friend keeps putting me down insulting

    me telling me how ugly I am and I keep pretending like his remarks don't bother me at all when it's actually killing me inside. He's speaking the truth but if he has a problem with how I look, he should ******* get away from me instead of making me feel like ****.
    selfloather selfloather 22-25, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I'm 5'4 with extremely long legs

    and an extremely short torso. I have no curves and a hip dip. My shoulders are broad, wider than my hips. My breasts are A cup sized , cone shaped , far apart and droopy. My stomach is pudgy . My a** is flat. I feel like a man or a 13 year old girl but I'm 20. I hate seeing...
    Jayy18 Jayy18 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I've never been skinny

    but I used to be so much smaller. My daughter ruined my body. I can barely look at myself in the mirror. I really don't deserve to eat given what I've done to my figure.
    ksnaps ksnaps 22-25, F 9 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    I hate myself so much,

    I try to ignore how uncomfortable and ashamed my body makes me feel...but being told I can't fix it is the worst part. I started a campaign for help. I hope it's okay to share. I am hoping maybe someone out there can help me, because alone I can't. :c gofundme.com/x4d5xm9h
    undeadkai undeadkai 22-25, F Jun 17

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    I m 5'2 with ridiculously short legs,

    long torso, violin shaped hips, big *** head, small boobs and a flat butt. I have a little bit of curve but my hip dip stops me, it's also what makes my butt v-shaped and flat. I'm trying my best to be positive about my body and I am! ꒰♡ˊ͈ ु꒳ ूˋ͈꒱.⑅*♡ but on...
    Itsophya Itsophya 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sometimes, when I take the time to admire a

    really pretty, curvy girl I wish that I could be lovelier. My bra size is 32A and I weigh 95lbs, 5'4. I guess I am petite, but my shoulders naturally hunch a bit. Sure there are others my age who are as small as me, but I am lanky and gangling compared to them. All I can do is...
    Kimbahbay Kimbahbay 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Trapped

    The title says it all and I'm sure, if you're reading this, that you feel the same way. I feel trapped in my own body- like the beautiful girl that I feel on the inside is not what I see when I look in the mirror. I'm 6 foot 2, and likely still growing, as I'm only 18. I have no...
    deleted deleted 26-30 20 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    I Wish I Looked More Like A Girl

    I don't like the way my face or body looks. I too have a very masculine body. I am flat-chested, have a wide waist and I 'm short. I think my facial features are very masculine as well. I look a lot like my father. I just wish I had soft, feminine features instead of hard manly...
    crystalc1973 crystalc1973 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    annonymous56 annonymous56 13-15, F Jun 4

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    I just wanna skinny like my sisters

    and everybody else is beautiful and im here looking like a cow . I try so hard but its not working . My parents told me that this is just my body structure . But i can't accept that , I don't want to accept that . I want to feel comfortable in shots and tank tops but i can't...
    emmie278 emmie278 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    I'll just randomly start shaking

    and it's like my body can't support my own weight and I'm 5"1.5 and 97 ish lbs! I'm like.... Fat and scrawny at the same time. I wanna have a beautiful body not this sad lump of flesh I have now. Why can't I just stop shaking!
    rosebudkitten rosebudkitten 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I hate how I look. I hate how ugly I am.

    I hate my body and I wish I could do something about it without paying tons of money. I want bigger boobs, I want a little ***, an I want no fat. None.
    BaileyBabyBlue BaileyBabyBlue 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    Now i understand why ppl have eati g disorders.

    Trying to lose weight is hard and taked forever. If i starved maybe ill get there faster but i have low blood sugar. Issues. I tried giving up on weight loss but i honeslty hate how i look. Maybe i can opt for surgery. Maybe thats the only hope i have left.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I CAN'T STOP comparing myself to others!

    ! Just like that, there goes my self-esteem. POOF!
    bloodyborgiabastard bloodyborgiabastard 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Repulsive.

    I am not happy with the way I look at all. I hate my body so much, there are seriously times where I just want to take a knife to every imperfection I have, and just cut it all up and destroy it for good. It really hurts to look in the mirror sometimes... I disgust myself...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 4, 2011

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    Hate My Body

    I really do hate my body. Every time I look at my nude body in the mirror I'm disgusted by it. I'm a tall girl, 5'10, so I have a big body. My body is "thick" or "curvy" as some people would say but I just feel that I am fat. I feel my stomach, arms, and thighs are too fat. I...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 12 Responses May 29, 2012

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    It's not even the fact

    that I think I'm too fat or too skinny, I'm perfectly ok with my body size. However, I really do hate my body proportions.
    opalescentmoonx opalescentmoonx 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    The Fake Fat Figure

    I Hate This Feeling I Hate To Feel "FAT" I Dont Wanna Feel But I Dont Know How To Deal I Wanna Love My Body I Wanna Be Free But I Cant As I Have Been Allured By The Model Obsession I Have To Be Thin Only If I Wanna Live In The World Of Illusion It Turns To Be...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 26-30, F 34 Responses May 26, 2009

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    Piercethechemicalsirens Piercethechemicalsirens 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I hate everything about my body I don't

    even want to step outside. Short, skinny, with an ugly face. I HATE the hair on my body. It's the ******* male hormones. Why do I ******* have them? Hair on the face, even on my tummy and chest. And I get made fun of because of this. I envy the flawless hairless smooth bodies of...
    selfloather selfloather 22-25, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Am I the only one that is not confident with

    their super skinny body... All this videos saying that skinny people in magazines are ugly just to try tto make the fattys happy, but what about the people that are skinny and they are not in magizines, WE get offended by rude comments like, thig gaps are ugly and they are like...
    gongito gongito 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 1

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    Hate My Body

    i know mostly girls r sayinthat they r hatin their body but am here. i m really htingmy body.i always wanted 2 bea girl.i really love 2 be a girl ,wear girls dresses and skirts 2 school.i wish i was a girl
    babe34 babe34 18-21, T 18 Responses May 31, 2012

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    In Class

    So I'm in class as of this very moment, looking around and I see all these sticks and I might as well be the trunk. Doesn't help that we're talking about body fat %. I want to look like them. I want to be able to wear right stuff. I'm 5'3" and 132. And it's completely and utterly...
    YoureNotAl0ne YoureNotAl0ne 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    I don't like my body,

    its everything I didn't want to be. My body is FULL of hair, like everywhere, literally, shoulders, back, butt, torso, EVERYWHERE. I never wanted any hair except the one on my head, not even facial hair which I have too. And you know what, I'm only 16 and I think I'm starting to...
    GalacticDaniel GalacticDaniel 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I woke up this morning

    and the first thing I thought was how much I hate my stomach!! Im such a flabby mess :( I feel so down today I've even rang in work sick! This is getting beyond a joke now! I need to sort my life out. So the plan for this week is to drink 2l of water and eat clean. That's enough...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    I'm so depressed about my body I cried in the

    changing rooms in the store because clothes didn't fit me.
    unsociable unsociable 13-15, F Jun 13

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    I get stuck in this rut

    and think over and over that I will never be as gorgeous/beautiful/hot/sexy/thin as oh, let's say a billion other women who are much much more attractive than me. It's so frustrating and I want an "off" switch in my brain. I have skills, talents, a sense of humor, and a decent...
    chelseeuh chelseeuh 31-35, F Jun 23

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    This is my before picture :( I hate my body

    so much!! Trying to find the motivation to work out but I just can't find any!! :'( I desperately want to lose 20lbs so I can FINALLY love my body. I refuse to go into my 20's hating my body. Tonight is as good as time as any to do my first workout (the first of many) in ages...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 23 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Im Tired Of Not Being Good Enough

    . i wrote this today while crying and just let it all out. i am sick and tired. sick and tired of obsessing over my body. waking up everyday, looking in the mirror and being unhappy with the way i look. If only i could have a body like her, id think to myself. im sick and tired...
    jlove21 jlove21 26-30, F 28 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    flowergirl1997 flowergirl1997 18-21, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate every single inch of my body every day I

    cry and stress over it! I try not to care but I can't not! Everything would be so much better if I was confident I dread even leaving my house 😫 just wish I could have a nice figure face and hair so people would want me instead of my friends
    nikkijamieson nikkijamieson 18-21, F 17 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    A couple of months ago I posted an experience

    stating how much I hate my body. Since then I have hit the gym hard and I don't know what you guys think but I can see a difference? 😁💪 I still hate my body and want to cry everytime I look in the mirror! But I'm making small positive changes - despite it being slowly it...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    I feel very uncomfortable sharing.

    I hate my body, and I hate myself because I'm unwilling to change it. I know that if I lost weight I'd find something new to hate, but I also know I would be much healthier and probably at least a little more confident. I'm not particularly un-confident, except during sex...
    gwya gwya 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    My boobs in particular.

    .. They're saggy, my areolas are big and oddly shaped, and they're heavy. Unless my bra straps are super tight, my cleavage is non-existant. I have breasts of a woman 4 times my age and I hate it.
    MissBlackrose MissBlackrose 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    What I see in the mirror physically sickens me

    sometimes. It makes me want to vomit. I hold an undeniable hatred for my body. I can't even bear to look at myself sometimes.
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    It's embarrassing having stretch marks at the

    age of 15 ..... I'm not even big I'm slim and perfect for my height but I have loads of stretch marks I have no idea how but it's awful , it might be because I grew a lot but i dont know . Just seeing my marks makes me uncomfortable especially when it's almost summer . I need to...
    secret687 secret687 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    Well specifically I hate my boobs.

    But I couldn't find the category to put that under. I'm 15, an average weight and size, kind of nice body. But my boobs ruin everything. They're far apart and my areoles are really big and light and look so weird. And they're shaped weird. I've looked into surgeries just to see...
    bparker83 bparker83 13-15, F 2 Responses May 31

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