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I Hate My Body

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    Ugh my body is so flat

    and barely curves at all! I just don't look good and my chest things are just so small, when I look at myself naked in the mirror I get so sad! Other girls have lots of curves and are really attractive but not me 😞. I'm just too skinny!
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Jul 21, 2015

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    Repulsive.

    I am not happy with the way I look at all. I hate my body so much, there are seriously times where I just want to take a knife to every imperfection I have, and just cut it all up and destroy it for good. It really hurts to look in the mirror sometimes... I disgust myself...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 4, 2011

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    Im Tired Of Not Being Good Enough

    . i wrote this today while crying and just let it all out. i am sick and tired. sick and tired of obsessing over my body. waking up everyday, looking in the mirror and being unhappy with the way i look. If only i could have a body like her, id think to myself. im sick and tired...
    jlove21 jlove21 26-30, F 28 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    I Wish I Looked More Like A Girl

    I don't like the way my face or body looks. I too have a very masculine body. I am flat-chested, have a wide waist and I 'm short. I think my facial features are very masculine as well. I look a lot like my father. I just wish I had soft, feminine features instead of hard manly...
    crystalc1973 crystalc1973 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    I hate every single inch of my body every day I

    cry and stress over it! I try not to care but I can't not! Everything would be so much better if I was confident I dread even leaving my house 😫 just wish I could have a nice figure face and hair so people would want me instead of my friends
    nikkijamieson nikkijamieson 18-21, F 17 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    What I see in the mirror physically sickens me

    sometimes. It makes me want to vomit. I hold an undeniable hatred for my body. I can't even bear to look at myself sometimes.
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 16-17, F 7 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    I think it's pretty natural to think like this

    with a mother that always mention how big I am. Other people say that I'm not fat at all, but my family (relatives) thinks otherwise. Therefore, I can't help but think so too. Now I'm pretty much fearful of showing my torso to others.
    nebulaebb nebulaebb 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 3, 2015

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    Why can't I just be thin.

    I would be so much happier :(
    JustineMusey JustineMusey 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 25, 2015

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    Short, curvy, voluptuous,

    hourglass. That's me. Sounds ideal to some, but the stick figure look is all anyone pays attention to around here. I have never been comfortable with my figure. I feel like I want to hide away from the world sometimes because of it.
    JARSMS JARSMS 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 23, 2015

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    So... I went clothes shopping

    for bras today for an agonising hour of torture. I put loads of clothes into the basket. When it came to trying the bras on I completely broke down. As I stared at my reflection, all I saw was fat, ugly horror. I felt sick just looking at my reflection. I cried, silently while...
    Jas4001 Jas4001 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    rainbowpuffxxxx rainbowpuffxxxx 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 13, 2015

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    I hate how I look. I hate how ugly I am.

    I hate my body and I wish I could do something about it without paying tons of money. I want bigger boobs, I want a little ***, an I want no fat. None.
    1PrettyLittlePsycho1 1PrettyLittlePsycho1 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    it's been a while since I actually hated my

    body. for a while I was feeling quite confident. now I can see every pound I put on and it makes me feel horrible. I find myself avoiding meals and lying to my family about eating. the worst part about all of this is, I don't even want help.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 23, 2015

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    I have 20 minuet nose bleeds every other day.

    my hands have authorities. other joints dislocate, it hurts when I relax my mussels. I have flat feet. I have an ingrown on every finger and toe. my eye lashes fall out constantly and I think thats from malnourishment. I was born hypospadias and ive had 20 surgeries and...
    cunningwolf cunningwolf 16-17, M 3 Responses Oct 21, 2015

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    I hate my body, I feel

    so fat and then I just eat even more to make myself feel better, its a vicious circle of eat, hate, eat, hate, eat etc. I wish I could love my body and I am trying to burn off weight and workout but I keep eating when I feel sad ;-;
    ThePiggycorn ThePiggycorn 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 18, 2015

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    I have recently been diagnosed with PCOS,

    with high levels of androgens. Over the past year my body has changed for the worse. I've gained masses of belly fat, my once curvy behind and chest has nearly disappeared, my body is growing more hair everywhere, and it's disgusting. Not to mention the acne and sagging chest...
    skyearcher skyearcher 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    A couple of months ago I posted an experience

    stating how much I hate my body. Since then I have hit the gym hard and I don't know what you guys think but I can see a difference? 😁💪 I still hate my body and want to cry everytime I look in the mirror! But I'm making small positive changes - despite it being slowly it...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    I absolutely HATE my body!

    ! all I wear is jeans and sweatshirts bc I feel everything else is 'too tight' or I look 'too fat' idk. I hate it. I recently started taking medicine for depression and it makes me not as hungry. I lost 6 pounds in 2 weeks. I feel great about that, but now even when I'm not...
    adge23 adge23 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2015

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    I have tubular breast,

    I think they are on the mild side. I would like opinions from men and women on whether I should get surgery. I'm seriously considering it, and would like to hear both genders opinion. If you have tubular breast please pm me, i'd love to talk. Anyways message me and i'll send...
    morningstarr03 morningstarr03 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2015

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    My body feels like it's on fire ,

    I hate it so much I feel like a heater. Ever since I was burned it's always like this unless its support cold . But sometimes that dosent even matter😂
    Snowflake107 Snowflake107 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2015

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    Every time I look at myself in the mirror,

    a jarring sense of disassociation and disbelief strikes me: "That's not me. That can't be me..." What follows is a cruel realization that I will always be stuck in my body.
    aew11 aew11 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2015

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    It used to be nothing.

    . Now there's so much wrong ,.
    Norial Norial 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2015

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    Pather2013 Pather2013 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 27, 2015

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    I always regret eating

    but yet I eat anyway... .-.
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 26, 2015

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    His exact words when he saw me: "I gave up a

    good relationship for this?" When people put my looks down, it makes me hate myself even more.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2015

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    Trapped

    The title says it all and I'm sure, if you're reading this, that you feel the same way. I feel trapped in my own body- like the beautiful girl that I feel on the inside is not what I see when I look in the mirror. I'm 6 foot 2, and likely still growing, as I'm only 18. I have no...
    deleted deleted 26-30 20 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    This is my before picture :( I hate my body

    so much!! Trying to find the motivation to work out but I just can't find any!! :'( I desperately want to lose 20lbs so I can FINALLY love my body. I refuse to go into my 20's hating my body. Tonight is as good as time as any to do my first workout (the first of many) in ages...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 21 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I despise my body I do love my pregnant body

    but when I'm not I feel utterly disgusting I hate the shape size color the hole thing
    wingsofgolden wingsofgolden 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2015

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    I cannot stand to look at myself.

    I feel utterly discussed with myself I can't stand hating myself but I do.
    wingsofgolden wingsofgolden 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 17, 2015

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    I hate when people don't understand

    why exactly you hate your body, I hate when you can't tell them either /;
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I stay up at night, lights on

    and everything is silent. I look at my hands and become disgusted. I see other parts of me and start to cry. I touch my skin and my stomach churns. Every single aspect of my body makes me upset. Wearing my body is so uncomfortable. I wish I could escape from it. I hate it so...
    TheNorthernG TheNorthernG 18-21, M Nov 1, 2015

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    I hate my body but I'm working on it

    and I'm determined to get to a point where I am really confident in my own skin. I know my goal and I will reach it.
    christy0909 christy0909 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2015

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    It makes me feel sick,

    seeing myself in the mirror, stepping on the scale, laying in bed and crying because I want to change things but I feel powerless all the time...
    Deddi Deddi 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2015

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    My thighs, my stomach,

    my face. I hate it all. I also have trichotillomania, so i have no eyebrows, and no eyelashes. I have no confidence left in me
    JustineMusey JustineMusey 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21, 2015

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    My body looks like a child's,

    even though I'm well into my twenties. It makes me feel so unfeminine and undesirable.
    BaronessVonSchadenfreude BaronessVonSchadenfreude 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 13, 2015

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    Sometimes i just hate my body

    so much. It hard to look at myself naked with my cruves. And female body, all I very wish for is for me to be born a boy. Because being a girl is killing me inside. Why couldn't god just make be born a boy.)': But I have to live my life as a girl untill I move out. Because my...
    AlyxJey AlyxJey 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    Sometimes, when I take the time to admire a

    really pretty, curvy girl I wish that I could be lovelier. My bra size is 32A and I weigh 95lbs, 5'4. I guess I am petite, but my shoulders naturally hunch a bit. Sure there are others my age who are as small as me, but I am lanky and gangling compared to them. All I can do is...
    Kimbahbay Kimbahbay 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I woke up this morning

    and the first thing I thought was how much I hate my stomach!! Im such a flabby mess :( I feel so down today I've even rang in work sick! This is getting beyond a joke now! I need to sort my life out. So the plan for this week is to drink 2l of water and eat clean. That's enough...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    Hate My Body

    I really do hate my body. Every time I look at my nude body in the mirror I'm disgusted by it. I'm a tall girl, 5'10, so I have a big body. My body is "thick" or "curvy" as some people would say but I just feel that I am fat. I feel my stomach, arms, and thighs are too fat. I...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 12 Responses May 29, 2012

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    Hate My Body

    i know mostly girls r sayinthat they r hatin their body but am here. i m really htingmy body.i always wanted 2 bea girl.i really love 2 be a girl ,wear girls dresses and skirts 2 school.i wish i was a girl
    babe34 babe34 18-21, T 18 Responses May 31, 2012

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    my housemates and i were looking at some high

    school pics and this picture of me came out and they were like “omg u look so different” and one of them went “yeah you werent fat back then”.
    SnowTrice SnowTrice 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2015

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    I never did before but

    now with all of the obsession over curvy women, it has started to make me wish I was curvy. It truly is a beautiful shape to have. I have a body close to what models have, I'm just not as tall and I have a little bit of a stomach, its not super flat. My boobs aren't the smallest...
    mylifeinwords1021 mylifeinwords1021 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2015

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    This is one of the rare moments

    that I will talk openly about my insecurities. We probably heard a lot of people who've said they hate their body or they are unhappy with how they look. You are probably one of them too. Like you and the others, I dislike my body as well. Uneven skintone, dark underarms, my...
    Fr0z3nY0gurt Fr0z3nY0gurt 26-30, F 22 Responses Apr 23, 2015

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    I hate it so much! I am

    so ******* ugly! I hate everything about myself!
    abbybee18 abbybee18 18-21, F 3 Responses