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I Hate My Body

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    So... I went clothes shopping

    for bras today for an agonising hour of torture. I put loads of clothes into the basket. When it came to trying the bras on I completely broke down. As I stared at my reflection, all I saw was fat, ugly horror. I felt sick just looking at my reflection. I cried, silently while...
    Jas4001 Jas4001 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    There's always that voice at the back of my

    head telling me how ugly and worthless I am. And everything that voice says is true anyways. That would be my subconscious as people say. I really think I'm going to end up in a mental hospital one day.
    crystal234 crystal234 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Why can't I just be thin.

    I would be so much happier :(
    JustineMusey JustineMusey 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 25

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    Why can't I be stick thin,

    99, and barely there... Yea... I'd like that.
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    I feel very uncomfortable sharing.

    I hate my body, and I hate myself because I'm unwilling to change it. I know that if I lost weight I'd find something new to hate, but I also know I would be much healthier and probably at least a little more confident. I'm not particularly un-confident, except during sex...
    gwya gwya 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    I hate my chest. I think it's too big.

    Gets in the way and I feel uncomfortable sometimes having them.
    PoopieNoodle PoopieNoodle 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate the way my shirt clings to every

    protruding lump, I hate the way my *** strains to get free from the confines of my ever shrinking jeans, I hate the way I have to avert my eyes from the mirror when I get out of the shower, I hate the way my undulating waves of excess jiggle when I walk. "Well Fatty", the skinny...
    greeneyedmomma greeneyedmomma 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    Fat..fat.fat.fat.fat.

    fat.I hate my body and it makes me wanna die,i cut myself and cry everyday,i really hate this body..
    seherozkurt seherozkurt 13-15, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Repulsive.

    I am not happy with the way I look at all. I hate my body so much, there are seriously times where I just want to take a knife to every imperfection I have, and just cut it all up and destroy it for good. It really hurts to look in the mirror sometimes... I disgust myself...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 4, 2011

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    A couple of months ago I posted an experience

    stating how much I hate my body. Since then I have hit the gym hard and I don't know what you guys think but I can see a difference? 😁💪 I still hate my body and want to cry everytime I look in the mirror! But I'm making small positive changes - despite it being slowly it...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    Ugh my body is so flat

    and barely curves at all! I just don't look good and my chest things are just so small, when I look at myself naked in the mirror I get so sad! Other girls have lots of curves and are really attractive but not me 😞. I'm just too skinny!
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Jul 21

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    I always regret eating

    but yet I eat anyway... .-.
    PetiteChica PetiteChica 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 26

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    I have a fraternal twin sister

    who is 5 inches taller than me and 15 pounds lighter. she claims that she wishes she had my "curves" but I dont believe her. I wish I was skinny like her
    shellykatt shellykatt 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hate My Body

    i know mostly girls r sayinthat they r hatin their body but am here. i m really htingmy body.i always wanted 2 bea girl.i really love 2 be a girl ,wear girls dresses and skirts 2 school.i wish i was a girl
    babe34 babe34 18-21, T 18 Responses May 31, 2012

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    "Damn..." I hear him whisper

    as we stroll through the mall. I look over to see him making eyes at the girl in the booty shorts, chopped tshirt, and boots walking in front of us. She's pretty...long blonde hair, her make up flawless, skinny, and young. Almost too young. I mean, he is 30 years old and married...
    MissMimiMusic MissMimiMusic 22-25, F Aug 18

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    When we're born, we're not allowed to choose

    how we will look, talk, the place we are going to grow up, etc. We grow up with all of our relatives telling us: "Oh, how handsome is this boy" or "how beautiful is this girl". We grow up with the idea we all are beautiful. But at the same time, we see other kids also judging...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 5 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    I woke up this morning

    and the first thing I thought was how much I hate my stomach!! Im such a flabby mess :( I feel so down today I've even rang in work sick! This is getting beyond a joke now! I need to sort my life out. So the plan for this week is to drink 2l of water and eat clean. That's enough...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    Sometimes, when I take the time to admire a

    really pretty, curvy girl I wish that I could be lovelier. My bra size is 32A and I weigh 95lbs, 5'4. I guess I am petite, but my shoulders naturally hunch a bit. Sure there are others my age who are as small as me, but I am lanky and gangling compared to them. All I can do is...
    Kimbahbay Kimbahbay 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    This is my before picture :( I hate my body

    so much!! Trying to find the motivation to work out but I just can't find any!! :'( I desperately want to lose 20lbs so I can FINALLY love my body. I refuse to go into my 20's hating my body. Tonight is as good as time as any to do my first workout (the first of many) in ages...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 23 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Everything was okay until “she" walked in.

    As I watched her cross the gym floor, my stomach sunk. I could feel burning jealousy course through my veins like acid with each heart beat. You know this girl. She is the one you watch from afar with a strange combination of jealousy, self-loathing, and begrudging admiration...
    subaverageaesthetic subaverageaesthetic 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    I hate my body, I feel

    so fat and then I just eat even more to make myself feel better, its a vicious circle of eat, hate, eat, hate, eat etc. I wish I could love my body and I am trying to burn off weight and workout but I keep eating when I feel sad ;-;
    ThePiggycorn ThePiggycorn 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    Think of the most disgusting woman ever,

    and that's me. Saggy boobs, pepperoni nips, ugly face, discolored skin, weird feet - the list goes on and on. I already knew I was gonna die alone, but it has been confirmed. With p*rn so prevalent in my generation, none of the guys my age will ever have realistic expectations...
    MissBlackrose MissBlackrose 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Trapped

    The title says it all and I'm sure, if you're reading this, that you feel the same way. I feel trapped in my own body- like the beautiful girl that I feel on the inside is not what I see when I look in the mirror. I'm 6 foot 2, and likely still growing, as I'm only 18. I have no...
    deleted deleted 26-30 20 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    I have so much jiggle,

    I hate it. And I hate myself for letting it get this bad.. I think I am just gonna fast two days, eat one, and repeat.. I go hiking and on walks and I don't eat as much as I used to but I keep gaining weight..
    Prw9 Prw9 18-21, F Jul 22

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    The Fake Fat Figure

    I Hate This Feeling I Hate To Feel "FAT" I Dont Wanna Feel But I Dont Know How To Deal I Wanna Love My Body I Wanna Be Free But I Cant As I Have Been Allured By The Model Obsession I Have To Be Thin Only If I Wanna Live In The World Of Illusion It Turns To Be...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 26-30, F 34 Responses May 26, 2009

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    bored90999 bored90999 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    Hate My Body

    I really do hate my body. Every time I look at my nude body in the mirror I'm disgusted by it. I'm a tall girl, 5'10, so I have a big body. My body is "thick" or "curvy" as some people would say but I just feel that I am fat. I feel my stomach, arms, and thighs are too fat. I...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 12 Responses May 29, 2012

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    This is one of the rare moments

    that I will talk openly about my insecurities. We probably heard a lot of people who've said they hate their body or they are unhappy with how they look. You are probably one of them too. Like you and the others, I dislike my body as well. Uneven skintone, dark underarms, my...
    Fr0z3nY0gurt Fr0z3nY0gurt 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 23

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    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    I'm looking for a texting buddy

    or someone in Facebook to motivate me though out the day to eat healthy and work out I'll returns the favour if wanted, weight loss buddy I'm 125 pounds and 5ft 1" want to get down to 115 x
    katelanmackinnon katelanmackinnon 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I hate the fact that I have hirsutism.

    I just wish that I was normal and that didn't have to worry about being considered a freak... No guy is ever going to want me probably.
    BellaItalia68 BellaItalia68 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I go out and always see pretty girls into guys

    with a nice body. I always want to start, but everytime I look at myself, I feel disgusted and feel bad and ashamed. I go to the gym and then I lose the motivation. I wish I could just change. I feel like I'm becoming depressed everytime more and more. Help me some how
    pishfunny pishfunny 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    So many people made fat remarks to me today.

    Some little boy even called me a fatty. Honestly I just to die. I hate myself so much.
    Artxsy Artxsy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    ml328 ml328 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I have this issue when I have to sit on a

    toilet. I have to hold my man member in my hand so it does hit the water!! This is so annoying! Anyone else experience this?
    time2enjoyJC time2enjoyJC 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 30

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    Every time I try on clothes,

    I look in the mirror and see nothing but a girl who is insecure about every part of her body. I try my best to love my body, but I can't.
    zuhreeuh zuhreeuh 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    I really hate myself.

    .. I know I could have a beautiful body if I tried and lost this weight. I have the body society praises. The big hips and small waist. Medium chest and strong, toned legs. But there's 25-35 lbs of fat covering it. My stomach is out and round. My arms are fat. My back is...
    YouKnowWho15 YouKnowWho15 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm not exactly sure

    why I hate it, besides feeling like its unloved. But I want to destroy my body through cuts and scars and watch every bit of blood drain out of it.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight 18-21 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's too skinny and puny.

    and always broken. my skin flares at yet another random thing I can't quite work out. Or my guts. or my bike throws me off again so I need time to repair. I just want to train. bodyweight exercises. is it really so much to ask? muscles. To carry a lady on wedding day. And to...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 27

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    I CAN'T STOP comparing myself to others!

    ! Just like that, there goes my self-esteem. POOF!
    bloodyborgiabastard bloodyborgiabastard 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I've decided I want to get a personal trainer

    to help me get a body like the WWE wrestler, Paige.
    blackroses75 blackroses75 18-21, F Aug 21

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    Please Change The Way You Look At Yourself

    I used to hate my body with a passion. I hated my pale skin, my face, hair, body shape, small boobs, pale "fat" legs, hairy freckly arms. But I'm starting to change the way I look at myself. Genuinely thinking you are ugly is a really horrible feeling. I used to hate looking in...
    amysfc95 amysfc95 18-21, F 63 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    I look too young for my age.

    I'm 15 and I look like a really tall 12 year old. Hopefully puberty fixes this bullshit soon.
    reaperthejack reaperthejack 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes i just hate my body

    so much. It hard to look at myself naked with my cruves. And female body, all I very wish for is for me to be born a boy. Because being a girl is killing me inside. Why couldn't god just make be born a boy.)': But I have to live my life as a girl untill I move out. Because my...
    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    One blue eye one dark green eye.

    3 scars on my face. Long brown hair
    xxstevenfootexx xxstevenfootexx 13-15, M 11 Responses Aug 21

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    what is an attractive weight

    for someone who is 5'3?
    shellykatt shellykatt 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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