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I Hate My Body

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    I'm 5'7 and 124 Ibs and I feel

    so fat. people always tell me I look great and that I have nothing to complain about but obviously they don't see what I see.
    Deeplyflawed89 Deeplyflawed89 22-25, F 1 Response May 28

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    I don't like how big my boobs are especially

    fiance I am 13 I don't think they look right because they're too big
    JanetMarie1300 JanetMarie1300 70+, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't like my body,

    its everything I didn't want to be. My body is FULL of hair, like everywhere, literally, shoulders, back, butt, torso, EVERYWHERE. I never wanted any hair except the one on my head, not even facial hair which I have too. And you know what, I'm only 16 and I think I'm starting to...
    GalacticDaniel GalacticDaniel 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Now i understand why ppl have eati g disorders.

    Trying to lose weight is hard and taked forever. If i starved maybe ill get there faster but i have low blood sugar. Issues. I tried giving up on weight loss but i honeslty hate how i look. Maybe i can opt for surgery. Maybe thats the only hope i have left.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    This is my before picture :( I hate my body

    so much!! Trying to find the motivation to work out but I just can't find any!! :'( I desperately want to lose 20lbs so I can FINALLY love my body. I refuse to go into my 20's hating my body. Tonight is as good as time as any to do my first workout (the first of many) in ages...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 23 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Repulsive.

    I am not happy with the way I look at all. I hate my body so much, there are seriously times where I just want to take a knife to every imperfection I have, and just cut it all up and destroy it for good. It really hurts to look in the mirror sometimes... I disgust myself...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 4, 2011

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    I've always been self conscious about my feet.

    Why? Because my toes each have two knuckles. Any longer and they'd be fingers. Gross
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 2 Responses Jun 2

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    BrokenBeauty21 BrokenBeauty21 16-17 6 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    Piercethechemicalsirens Piercethechemicalsirens 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I woke up this morning

    and the first thing I thought was how much I hate my stomach!! Im such a flabby mess :( I feel so down today I've even rang in work sick! This is getting beyond a joke now! I need to sort my life out. So the plan for this week is to drink 2l of water and eat clean. That's enough...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    im skinny af and all the guys want curvy girls

    but the girls say i jave the perfect body and that is just not true... why girls want to be skinny when guys want curvy girls... i feel i would never be loved
    gongita gongita 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 2

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    Hate My Body

    I really do hate my body. Every time I look at my nude body in the mirror I'm disgusted by it. I'm a tall girl, 5'10, so I have a big body. My body is "thick" or "curvy" as some people would say but I just feel that I am fat. I feel my stomach, arms, and thighs are too fat. I...
    Bitterrsweet Bitterrsweet 18-21, F 12 Responses May 29, 2012

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    Everything was okay until “she" walked in.

    As I watched her cross the gym floor, my stomach sunk. I could feel burning jealousy course through my veins like acid with each heart beat. You know this girl. She is the one you watch from afar with a strange combination of jealousy, self-loathing, and begrudging admiration...
    subaverageaesthetic subaverageaesthetic 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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    I hate how I look. I hate how ugly I am.

    I hate my body and I wish I could do something about it without paying tons of money. I want bigger boobs, I want a little ***, an I want no fat. None.
    BaileyBabyBlue BaileyBabyBlue 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 4 days ago

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    In Class

    So I'm in class as of this very moment, looking around and I see all these sticks and I might as well be the trunk. Doesn't help that we're talking about body fat %. I want to look like them. I want to be able to wear right stuff. I'm 5'3" and 132. And it's completely and utterly...
    YoureNotAl0ne YoureNotAl0ne 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    I hope and pray that there will be a day

    when I look in the mirror and finally fall in love with myself
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    When we're born, we're not allowed to choose

    how we will look, talk, the place we are going to grow up, etc. We grow up with all of our relatives telling us: "Oh, how handsome is this boy" or "how beautiful is this girl". We grow up with the idea we all are beautiful. But at the same time, we see other kids also judging...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    Every time I try on clothes,

    I look in the mirror and see nothing but a girl who is insecure about every part of her body. I try my best to love my body, but I can't.
    zuhreeuh zuhreeuh 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    When I look in the mirror I want to die.

    I hate how my clothes look on me. I can't be intimate with my boyfriend I'm so self conscious and I want to crawl in a hole to avoid how I feel, how I look. I cannot stand this price of **** body.
    LoserMaterial LoserMaterial 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    So... I went clothes shopping

    for bras today for an agonising hour of torture. I put loads of clothes into the basket. When it came to trying the bras on I completely broke down. As I stared at my reflection, all I saw was fat, ugly horror. I felt sick just looking at my reflection. I cried, silently while...
    Jas4001 Jas4001 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    I just wanna skinny like my sisters

    and everybody else is beautiful and im here looking like a cow . I try so hard but its not working . My parents told me that this is just my body structure . But i can't accept that , I don't want to accept that . I want to feel comfortable in shots and tank tops but i can't...
    emmie278 emmie278 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    Mirror, Mirror

    Mirror, mirror on the wall who is the ugliest of them all? Mirror, mirror don't lie to me. You had me fooled for a while there. I really was starting to think that I was beautiful. Well I'm sorry mirror but the real world is calling and they want to torn down. They say you're...
    JessRuthless JessRuthless 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 20, 2013

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    I've never been skinny

    but I used to be so much smaller. My daughter ruined my body. I can barely look at myself in the mirror. I really don't deserve to eat given what I've done to my figure.
    ksnaps ksnaps 22-25, F 9 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    I just... I hate how I look.

    I'm too tall, and my height makes me seem unattractive to guys... guys have even blatantly pointed out to me that they would never date a girl taller than them. I'm too skinny, my parents call me a skeleton :/ They say I'm too pale, and look like a ghost. I feel like a clumsy...
    mcsunshine09 mcsunshine09 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 16

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    What I see in the mirror physically sickens me

    sometimes. It makes me want to vomit. I hold an undeniable hatred for my body. I can't even bear to look at myself sometimes.
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    I hate when people don't understand

    why exactly you hate your body, I hate when you can't tell them either /;
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 7 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I feel very uncomfortable sharing.

    I hate my body, and I hate myself because I'm unwilling to change it. I know that if I lost weight I'd find something new to hate, but I also know I would be much healthier and probably at least a little more confident. I'm not particularly un-confident, except during sex...
    gwya gwya 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    I really admire people

    who are comfortable enough with their body to spend time naked or only partially dressed. Idk how they can be that comfortable, I shower in the dark or mostly dressed because I'll actually cry if I see myself naked ._.
    ProbablyUncomfortable ProbablyUncomfortable 13-15, T 1 Response Jun 13

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    I Wish I Looked More Like A Girl

    I don't like the way my face or body looks. I too have a very masculine body. I am flat-chested, have a wide waist and I 'm short. I think my facial features are very masculine as well. I look a lot like my father. I just wish I had soft, feminine features instead of hard manly...
    crystalc1973 crystalc1973 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    I'm so depressed about my body I cried in the

    changing rooms in the store because clothes didn't fit me.
    unsociable unsociable 13-15, F Jun 13

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    I'm trying to get skinny

    and in shape but I just keep shoving food into my fat disgusting body. It's gotten to the point where I'll make myself throw up or I just won't eat for days at a time because I feel like a fat **** after eating so much.
    Autumn02 Autumn02 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I hate everything about it.

    I want to get rid of it. I ******* hate having to look at it and be in it every damn day it's ******* horrible. I'm just gross horrible and absolutely disgusting.
    gamerdog210 gamerdog210 22-25, M 1 Response May 24

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    A couple of months ago I posted an experience

    stating how much I hate my body. Since then I have hit the gym hard and I don't know what you guys think but I can see a difference? 😁💪 I still hate my body and want to cry everytime I look in the mirror! But I'm making small positive changes - despite it being slowly it...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    I hate myself so much,

    I try to ignore how uncomfortable and ashamed my body makes me feel...but being told I can't fix it is the worst part. I started a campaign for help. I hope it's okay to share. I am hoping maybe someone out there can help me, because alone I can't. :c gofundme.com/x4d5xm9h
    undeadkai undeadkai 22-25, F Jun 17

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    Trapped

    The title says it all and I'm sure, if you're reading this, that you feel the same way. I feel trapped in my own body- like the beautiful girl that I feel on the inside is not what I see when I look in the mirror. I'm 6 foot 2, and likely still growing, as I'm only 18. I have no...
    deleted deleted 26-30 20 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    It's embarrassing having stretch marks at the

    age of 15 ..... I'm not even big I'm slim and perfect for my height but I have loads of stretch marks I have no idea how but it's awful , it might be because I grew a lot but i dont know . Just seeing my marks makes me uncomfortable especially when it's almost summer . I need to...
    secret687 secret687 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    It's not even the fact

    that I think I'm too fat or too skinny, I'm perfectly ok with my body size. However, I really do hate my body proportions.
    opalescentmoonx opalescentmoonx 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    Do you ever wonder why I use sexy avatars?

    Its because it gives me a lil boost. It makes me feel somewhat good, even if they aren't me...shallow i know =/ Do ever wonder why I never put pictures of myself, and leave them up on ep very long? Does any of my face-book friends ever wonder why I never put an actual picture...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate every single inch of my body every day I

    cry and stress over it! I try not to care but I can't not! Everything would be so much better if I was confident I dread even leaving my house 😫 just wish I could have a nice figure face and hair so people would want me instead of my friends
    nikkijamieson nikkijamieson 18-21, F 17 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    annonymous56 annonymous56 13-15, F Jun 4

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    Im Tired Of Not Being Good Enough

    . i wrote this today while crying and just let it all out. i am sick and tired. sick and tired of obsessing over my body. waking up everyday, looking in the mirror and being unhappy with the way i look. If only i could have a body like her, id think to myself. im sick and tired...
    jlove21 jlove21 26-30, F 28 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    I'll just randomly start shaking

    and it's like my body can't support my own weight and I'm 5"1.5 and 97 ish lbs! I'm like.... Fat and scrawny at the same time. I wanna have a beautiful body not this sad lump of flesh I have now. Why can't I just stop shaking!
    rosebudkitten rosebudkitten 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I m 5'2 with ridiculously short legs,

    long torso, violin shaped hips, big *** head, small boobs and a flat butt. I have a little bit of curve but my hip dip stops me, it's also what makes my butt v-shaped and flat. I'm trying my best to be positive about my body and I am! ꒰♡ˊ͈ ु꒳ ूˋ͈꒱.⑅*♡ but on...
    Itsophya Itsophya 13-15, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Sometimes, when I take the time to admire a

    really pretty, curvy girl I wish that I could be lovelier. My bra size is 32A and I weigh 95lbs, 5'4. I guess I am petite, but my shoulders naturally hunch a bit. Sure there are others my age who are as small as me, but I am lanky and gangling compared to them. All I can do is...
    Kimbahbay Kimbahbay 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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