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I Hate My Body

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    Please Change The Way You Look At Yourself

    I used to hate my body with a passion. I hated my pale skin, my face, hair, body shape, small boobs, pale "fat" legs, hairy freckly arms. But I'm starting to change the way I look at myself. Genuinely thinking you are ugly is a really horrible feeling. I used to hate looking in...
    amysfc95 amysfc95 18-21, F 49 Responses Jul 18, 2012

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    I hate my body. I cannot tell you how many

    times people have assumed that I am 18+. I'M 14!!!!! I'M A FRESHMAN!!!!! Just because I'm 32F, doesn't mean I'm an adult! My sister has the perfect body. Pretty, petite, and curvy. I would trade for her body in a heartbeat.
    thelastfirstchoice thelastfirstchoice 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    The Fake Fat Figure

    I Hate This Feeling I Hate To Feel "FAT" I Dont Wanna Feel But I Dont Know How To Deal I Wanna Love My Body I Wanna Be Free But I Cant As I Have Been Allured By The Model Obsession I Have To Be Thin Only If I Wanna Live In The World Of Illusion It Turns To Be...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 34 Responses May 26, 2009

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    A couple of months ago I posted an experience

    stating how much I hate my body. Since then I have hit the gym hard and I don't know what you guys think but I can see a difference? 😁💪 I still hate my body and want to cry everytime I look in the mirror! But I'm making small positive changes - despite it being slowly it...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    I Wish I Looked More Like A Girl

    I don't like the way my face or body looks. I too have a very masculine body. I am flat-chested, have a wide waist and I 'm short. I think my facial features are very masculine as well. I look a lot like my father. I just wish I had soft, feminine features instead of hard manly...
    crystalc1973 crystalc1973 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    Everyone says I'm not fat.

    Yes, I'm not obese but I'm not skinny too.I just hate my body and want to be skinny.
    lostinmydarkparadise lostinmydarkparadise 13-15, F 15 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    Sometimes, when I take the time to admire a

    really pretty, curvy girl I wish that I could be lovelier. My bra size is 32A and I weigh 95lbs, 5'4. I guess I am petite, but my shoulders naturally hunch a bit. Sure there are others my age who are as small as me, but I am lanky and gangling compared to them. All I can do is...
    Kimbahbay Kimbahbay 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I dislike over half my body.

    First off my eyes need really big glasses like a 14.3 lens in each eye! I also have big thighs not because I'm fat because I'm only 65.5lb but I feel like my thighs are wider than over half the other 6th graders. My face doesn't look like a average girl's should. I have big eyes...
    Lolatux Lolatux 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I have scars that I don't like.

    I don't swim anymore, I enjoyed swimming. Scars are ugly. I'm ugly.
    DiamondSkyy DiamondSkyy 16-17, M Feb 5

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    There are several reasons

    for this: 1.I have really small boobs.I have to wear a sweatshirt for school so they are literally microscopic. 2.My but if perky but tiny.I wanna butt that yo Anaconda wants hun. 3.I am short 163 cm or so (I am tiny,actually thinking about it i dont actually hate my height.Im...
    PYazmin PYazmin 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    I woke up this morning

    and the first thing I thought was how much I hate my stomach!! Im such a flabby mess :( I feel so down today I've even rang in work sick! This is getting beyond a joke now! I need to sort my life out. So the plan for this week is to drink 2l of water and eat clean. That's enough...
    Sinead432 Sinead432 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    I just want to be bones.

    I'm becoming obsessed with the control of not eating.
    laurrxox laurrxox 18-21, F Mar 16

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    So... I went clothes shopping

    for bras today for an agonising hour of torture. I put loads of clothes into the basket. When it came to trying the bras on I completely broke down. As I stared at my reflection, all I saw was fat, ugly horror. I felt sick just looking at my reflection. I cried, silently while...
    Jas4001 Jas4001 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    In Class

    So I'm in class as of this very moment, looking around and I see all these sticks and I might as well be the trunk. Doesn't help that we're talking about body fat %. I want to look like them. I want to be able to wear right stuff. I'm 5'3" and 132. And it's completely and utterly...
    YoureNotAl0ne YoureNotAl0ne 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 18, 2013

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    I hate how I look. I hate how ugly I am.

    I hate my body and I wish I could do something about it without paying tons of money. I want bigger boobs, I want a little ***, an I want no fat. None.
    TheBrokenSouls TheBrokenSouls 13-15, F 7 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    No matter what I do I will never have arms

    and legs that are the proper length. My head will always be too large. My lower half will always be twice as big as my upper body. I know I should appreciate my body in a utilitarian sense...it functions properly and rarely causes me pain...I just wish it was more aesthetically...
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I don't think there was ever a time in my life

    where I liked my body or comfortable in my own skin. I'm only 18. why do I have so much hatred for my own body?
    FloatyAquarius FloatyAquarius 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    Hate My Body

    i know mostly girls r sayinthat they r hatin their body but am here. i m really htingmy body.i always wanted 2 bea girl.i really love 2 be a girl ,wear girls dresses and skirts 2 school.i wish i was a girl
    babe34 babe34 18-21, T 19 Responses May 31, 2012

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    BrokenBeauty21 BrokenBeauty21 16-17 6 Responses Jun 11, 2014

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    I hate my body soo much.

    I'm so fat and disgusting!! My thighs are huge and my stomach bulges out D: I just wish I could stop eating so much!! I just hate every inch of my body!!!
    Butterflyyana Butterflyyana 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I'm so over this body positivity trend.

    I've gotten past my chubby thighs, and the way my arms look fat in strapless tops. I've come to realize that even with a stomach that says "I had a baby three years ago and I'm too lazy to take up yoga" I like being able to feel my hip bones and ribs. I don't like the way my...
    stillspinning stillspinning 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    What I see in the mirror physically sickens me

    sometimes. It makes me want to vomit. I hold an undeniable hatred for my body. I can't even bear to look at myself sometimes.
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    I have these spots on my back

    and chest and tummy .. That I hate the fact that my gf has to see them when we have sex .. I feel disgusted and gross .. Anybody have advice on how to idk take them of !? I'm thinking of covering myself with tattos to cover them .. ADVICE ASAP ! my self esteem drops Everytime I...
    XOOD XOOD 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I hope and pray that there will be a day

    when I look in the mirror and finally fall in love with myself
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    For as long as I can remember I have always

    hated my body. I have a huge stomach. People have been asking me if im pregnant since I was 13. I've tried so many times to diet. I've starved myself. I've thrown up. but no matter what I go back to eating **** food because I feel so ****** about myself and its my only comfort
    BruisedLoveSickFool BruisedLoveSickFool 22-25, F Feb 23

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    anaislife anaislife 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Trapped

    The title says it all and I'm sure, if you're reading this, that you feel the same way. I feel trapped in my own body- like the beautiful girl that I feel on the inside is not what I see when I look in the mirror. I'm 6 foot 2, and likely still growing, as I'm only 18. I have no...
    deleted deleted 26-30 20 Responses Nov 29, 2013

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    I'm 5'2", I have ridiculously small hands,

    yet somehow my toes are freakishly long. I have hooded eyelids like an owl so I look half asleep even when I'm wide awake. I have pouty lips that I hate because the bottom lip is fuller than the top. I was also born female. Yay. *rollseyes
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 1 Response Mar 4

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    My friends want to go swimming at the weekend

    and I have put so much weight on recently I am embarrassed for them to see me, I am much bigger than the rest of them
    rachelwest rachelwest 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    ughh im only 5'1 and half.

    i probably never will grow that half inch and be 5'2. i hate how i have broad shoulders, short thighs and hips so far apart from each other. i hate how i look so fat in hoodies and the pants i have to wear to work .
    CynicalIntrovert CynicalIntrovert 18-21, F Mar 12

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    I'm chubby,i guess you could say.

    I have a big stomach,and i never feel confident in anything I wear,except baggy shirts. The only good thing about my body is that i have a nice butt,but i still feel gross when I look in the mirror. My face doesn't help either. I'm ugly ,and I,have really small lips. Whenever I...
    Tara1223 Tara1223 13-15, F Mar 2

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    My body disgusts me and

    for most of my life I've been comparing myself to other females thinking of how attractive and well put together they are, then there's me, an ugly sack of fat. I want to love myself but after so long of hating myself I don't know if I can. :'(
    jenni234 jenni234 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 11

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    Nothing that comes out of my mouth is relevant

    to anyone else. Thats frustrating and upsetting. I am mostly ignored. I mostly don't want to be me. I will always feel empty. Death would be ideal for this body. I hate it. Its a body for dirty, disgusting things. Its curvy, small, easy to take advantage of. I hate it...
    lekrap lekrap 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I cry nearly everytime

    that Im about to take my shower and see my body in the mirror. This is the moment when I really see how my body looks with nothing to hide myself behind, this is the moment when I see the horrible truth. I feel disgusted by what I see, how I am overweight. So I start crying, a...
    Mirii Mirii 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    2Kawaii4u 2Kawaii4u 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Im Tired Of Not Being Good Enough

    . i wrote this today while crying and just let it all out. i am sick and tired. sick and tired of obsessing over my body. waking up everyday, looking in the mirror and being unhappy with the way i look. If only i could have a body like her, id think to myself. im sick and tired...
    jlove21 jlove21 26-30, F 27 Responses Aug 19, 2010

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    Sometimes i just hate my body

    so much. It hard to look at myself naked with my cruves. And female body, all I very wish for is for me to be born a boy. Because being a girl is killing me inside. Why couldn't god just make be born a boy.)': But I have to live my life as a girl untill I move out. Because my...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    SadLittleFlower SadLittleFlower 13-15, F Mar 8

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    When we're born, we're not allowed to choose

    how we will look, talk, the place we are going to grow up, etc. We grow up with all of our relatives telling us: "Oh, how handsome is this boy" or "how beautiful is this girl". We grow up with the idea we all are beautiful. But at the same time, we see other kids also judging...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    I have stretch marks all over my arms

    and stomach, my thighs and enormous, and my stomach is so big I look like I'm pregnant. I feel extremely uncomfortable wearing shorts and the weather is already getting in the 90s so my plan to wear pants all summer may backfire. My mom keeps telling me that I need to stop...
    TianaHunter TianaHunter 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 13, 2014

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    Repulsive.

    I am not happy with the way I look at all. I hate my body so much, there are seriously times where I just want to take a knife to every imperfection I have, and just cut it all up and destroy it for good. It really hurts to look in the mirror sometimes... I disgust myself...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 4, 2011

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    I hate my body because of how much it makes me

    look like a scrawny, undernourished prepubescent boy. My hatred runs so deep it drives me to injure myself, to show the disgusting mass of flesh I carry around how I feel. I would give anything to look like a woman. I would sell my soul.
    JustinesCorpse JustinesCorpse 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I feel very uncomfortable sharing.

    I hate my body, and I hate myself because I'm unwilling to change it. I know that if I lost weight I'd find something new to hate, but I also know I would be much healthier and probably at least a little more confident. I'm not particularly un-confident, except during sex...
    gwya gwya 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    kico4 kico4 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate my body. My weight constantly fluctuates

    due to my stress levels and everything. I'm starting a green tea diet. Green tea, green coffee bean extract pills, and cutting out junk food. I'm 20 and I wanna be comfortable with myself. This guy has GOT TO GO!
    NobodyLove NobodyLove 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I hate every single inch of my body every day I

    cry and stress over it! I try not to care but I can't not! Everything would be so much better if I was confident I dread even leaving my house 😫 just wish I could have a nice figure face and hair so people would want me instead of my friends
    nikkijamieson nikkijamieson 18-21, F 18 Responses Jun 25, 2014